Yesterday went to IOI with hong yi, met ching ying there in Jusco and KFC hehe... too much coincidence in life I supposed X). Watched the movie Street Fighter - Legend of Chun Li yesterday. About the movie, honestly, its a dissapointment... kinda boring a bit that movie I would say... because the plot is not that interesting... and those action scenes are less and too short. Even those action scenes... are kinda boring too... as it was like a one sided battle fight. Well, if you are SF fan or Chun Li fan, maybe you would want to catch this movie... if you are not, skip this movie instead =.=. Just some advise haha, trust me!
Today nothing special happened... but today Im worn out -.-. Too much house work to do today... hang clothes and clean the area outside my house. Both of these 2 works are really tiring... hanging clothes, LOTS of clothes to be hanged... parent's office formal wear and all family members clothes and cleaning the area outside my house, have to pick up many dry leafs outside, cut the grasses, and lastly, clean them.
Nowadays keep raining everyday... and I keep listening to the song 'Sunny Day' by Jay Chou everytime it rains haha.
Those are the subjects I would be learning in IACT for the diploma in creative multimedia course:
Advertising Principles
Communication English
Computer Graphics
Creative Thinking
Mass Communication
Presentation Skills
Art and Design Fundamentals
Marketing Management
Principles of Drawing
Typography
Pengajian Malaysia
3D Animation
3D Visualisation
Digital Illustration
Photography & Digital Imaging
Sculpture
Pendidikan Moral
Digital Video and Audio
Digital Visualisation
Multimedia CD-Rom Production & Project
Web Design
Bahasa Kebangsaan
In-company Practical Training (3 months)
Professional Portfolio Development & Exhibition
Web Broadcast
The subjects highlighted in bold are the only subjects that are different from the subjects in Graphic Design. The only difference in subjects are:
Digital Visualisation
Web Design
Web Broadcast
In Graphic Design, the difference of subjects with multimedia are:
History of Arts
Packaging Design
Advertising Design
Publication Design
THE REST OF THE SUBJECTS BETWEEN CREATIVE MULTIMEDIA AND GRAPHIC DESIGN, EVERYTHING IS THE SAME EXCEPT FOR THOSE 3 I LISTED ABOVE.
Well... I hope I can learn how to draw some portraits and make sculpture in my course just as the same as Graphic Design does. In my course, those subjects are available so this means that I can do what graphic designers can do, that is drawing portraits and sculpture... Haha, sometimes I want to draw some paintings and portraits one... sometimes I wanna draw a portrait of oil painting of myself and hang it around in my room lol... sometimes wanna draw some paintings that can enhance 'feng shui' one, like drawing a group of horses running with water splasing... draw some dragons... some complicated artwork and hang it around my house... About sculpture, I wanna make a sculpture of myself too... like the sculpture of Final Fantasy characters... Advent Children version of Cloud Strife or FF7 version of Cloud Strife... as for me, the secondary school version of myself or the current version of myself lol... sometimes I even want to make some variations of myself wearing those cool shirts, wielding a cool sword hehe. Sometimes also wanna make some sculpture of my friends too XD. Well, drawing portraits and sculpturing, these 2 subjects are included in creative multimedia course too... the same as graphic design course.
As for why I have chosen multimedia design, this is because in the subject listed there and the profession of the job, is to make your artwork into animation! I want to make some CG animation like Final Fantasy CG animation!! Some more can design my own web... thats why I choose multimedia design instead of graphic design.
But recently, I find out that creative multimedia... in degree level, EVRYTHING is gonna be different! In the degree level of creative multimedia, I have to choose an area of specification of the profession... there are like 5 specification to choose from, kinda forget what are they... what I can remember is...
Degree in Creative Multimedia:
- Animation
- Web Design
The other 3 I forgot... it seems like if I get into the degree level, I have to choose 1 of the 5 subjects to specific in that area lor... man I havent think of which area I wanna get into in the degree level of Creative Multimedia...
Oh ya, 1 more thing is... I realised that... for those who get into the degree level of Creative Multimedia straight away, like using STPM or foundation certs to get into the degree level, not from diploma level, they will miss out something in the diploma level of Creative Multimedia like the subject of Sculpturing and some of them might cant do those graphic designers can do... because when they get into the degree level of Creative Multimedia, they MUST choose a specification of area in the course and not general. They will just get the specific subject to learn only... like if they choose animation in the degree level of Creative Multimedia, they might miss out web design maybe... and miss out some skills that graphic design have... well thats what I know now, not sure about it yet. If this thing really happen, I should feel lucky to get into diploma level of Creative Multimedia 1st to acquire the skills of graphic design can do and cover up all general things I want to learn from graphic design instead of heading straight away to the area of specification in the degree level of Creative Multimedia.
EDIT:
One more thing is, the good stuff of taking diploma in creative multimedia is - in the degree level, you get to choose to get into either degree in graphic design or degree in creative multimedia (1 area of specification in creative multimedia).
Thinking of getting a degree in creative multimedia in 1 area of specification 1st, then maybe choose degree in graphic design... since the cost of graphic design degree cost is so much more cheaper, whatsmore I will get the exemption in some of their subjects, so maybe more cheaper and faster.
Saturday, February 28, 2009
400th post
Time passes really fast and this is already 400th post. Dunno what to type here... well I think I just post about my blog's statistics, no idea what to type haha.
Its almost 1 year since this blog was started... and the stats of this blog is:
17k+ of page views
12k+ of visitors
Ahh... time passes just too fast, really fast... everything that happened last year seems far away from me already. Last year, I was still studying in school, but now I was going to study in college already... last year was fun because there are my friends around but now seems kinda boring nowadays since everyone is busy doing their own stuffs and work, some are heading towards their future too. Hmm... thats why, as I always said, we have to appreciate every moment, every single second in our life. No matter sad or bad moments, happy or good moments... everything... should be appreciated. Aww man, Im repeating the same speech again like what I did in some of those previous posts XD, but well, dunno what to write =.=...
Happy 400th post! ^.^
Its almost 1 year since this blog was started... and the stats of this blog is:
17k+ of page views
12k+ of visitors
Ahh... time passes just too fast, really fast... everything that happened last year seems far away from me already. Last year, I was still studying in school, but now I was going to study in college already... last year was fun because there are my friends around but now seems kinda boring nowadays since everyone is busy doing their own stuffs and work, some are heading towards their future too. Hmm... thats why, as I always said, we have to appreciate every moment, every single second in our life. No matter sad or bad moments, happy or good moments... everything... should be appreciated. Aww man, Im repeating the same speech again like what I did in some of those previous posts XD, but well, dunno what to write =.=...
Happy 400th post! ^.^
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Thursday 26 February 2009
Nothing interesting happened recently...
2 days ago went to IACT, registered there for the creative multimedia course. To my surprise, the class for creative multimedia only has 3 people include me. In March 16, I will be with the same class as graphic design students to learn the basic core subjects 1st and will be splitted to our respective course choosen after this. Learning the basic core subjects with graphic design students will take about more than half a month. After some time thinking... looks like its rather a good thing that there are less students taking creative multimedia because this will not make the future market over demand for multimedia designers while for those who choose the other popular courses like mass comm and advertising design seems to be too many people that choose those courses. Besides that, less people in my class, less competition hehe... just hope that the other 2 are girls instead of boys!!! If the other 2 are boys, I will end up being single again for 2.5 years =.=.
By the way... who wanna cut hair please call me... sean, or anyone XD? I wanna have some hair cut before my course starts at March 16... tidy up a bit haha.
This is 399 posts! 400th post write what? After writing the 300th post long long time ago, I lack up ideas already lol... now dunno what to write in 400th post.
2 days ago went to IACT, registered there for the creative multimedia course. To my surprise, the class for creative multimedia only has 3 people include me. In March 16, I will be with the same class as graphic design students to learn the basic core subjects 1st and will be splitted to our respective course choosen after this. Learning the basic core subjects with graphic design students will take about more than half a month. After some time thinking... looks like its rather a good thing that there are less students taking creative multimedia because this will not make the future market over demand for multimedia designers while for those who choose the other popular courses like mass comm and advertising design seems to be too many people that choose those courses. Besides that, less people in my class, less competition hehe... just hope that the other 2 are girls instead of boys!!! If the other 2 are boys, I will end up being single again for 2.5 years =.=.
By the way... who wanna cut hair please call me... sean, or anyone XD? I wanna have some hair cut before my course starts at March 16... tidy up a bit haha.
This is 399 posts! 400th post write what? After writing the 300th post long long time ago, I lack up ideas already lol... now dunno what to write in 400th post.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Sky - Full of Wonders
The warmth of holding your hand...
The gentle hand of yours that touches my face softly...
We used to look at the same sky,
But the sky looks tainted now...
The sky is always full of wonders…
As our life is always full of wonders too…
The sky can be bright;
The sky can be cloudy;
The sky can be dark;
The sky can be full of stars;
Or it can be plain.
Even if the sky is bright now,
The sky will turn dark the next moment…
Even a sunny day will become a rainy day…
Life is just so unpredictable and full of wonders – just like the sky.
The most beautiful smile on your face…
But now…
I saw your beautiful crystal-like tears in your eyes instead…
Why we have to hurt each other…
Even though we understand each other so much?
Can the sky we used to look at remains the same forever?
As the wind blows…
You have been covered by a huge white cloth of curtain…
I tried to hold your hand tightly,
But the wind is too strong that I have lost the sight of you away…
And by the time I open this huge white cloth of curtain to see you again…
You have already gone…
Along with the wind that blows the distance between us far-far away.
The warmth of holding your hand…
The most beautiful smile on your face…
The crystal-like tears in your eyes…
The distance between us…
Our memories…
Along with the wind and the huge curtain,
You had left…
Just like that…
叶子-10
情人节过了后,星期一又和以往一样继续上课。以前我总是埋怨每一天的生活都是一样的,很乏味无趣...但是有了史黛拉,我的生活似乎变得...比较有意思。
我和史黛拉和以前还是一样,只是...我们之间的关系也稍微进步了。有时我和史黛拉一起去看戏,但是这也是2个星期一次的事...因为如果每个星期去的话,恐怕我会是损友吧,所以我还是要控制这一点。由于有了史黛拉,我几乎都忽略了我以前的朋友,所以有时候我也会去找他们的。和史黛拉在一起,我有时候会觉得有压力,所有的事都要我来办,因为史黛拉不能说话啊...而且我也要尽量减少外人知道史黛拉是哑的事情,以免史黛拉受到内伤。想想看,如果你是史黛拉的话,被人家说或者label你是哑巴人士或其中一个残废人士...当然会觉得不爽啦,明明不是哑的,况且这是意料之外的事。所以有时候,我真的真的好想陪史黛拉一辈子,永远成为她的嘴巴,成为她的守护者...我也不知道为什么我会这么想...第一次与史黛拉见面...就有这种感觉...只是,现在的感觉比较强烈...
日子一天接一天地过去,我和史黛拉之间的关系也越来越好,几乎什么事都谈得来了。有时侯,我想要告诉史黛拉我内心的感受...只是总是开不了口。我哥说要表白,也要看时候...在关键时刻表白巴仙率比较高的机会...但是弱点是,也许会太迟了,就像周杰伦的<<开不了口>>...
在3月时,我和史黛拉都拿了SPM成绩,我获得了5个A,而史黛拉比我还要好,6个A。但是成绩好不好也没关系,因为最重要的是未来的事业要做得成功。如果成绩再好,但是在事业上不好又有什么用?但是成绩好的好处是可以获得奖学金...我哥也拿到了STPM的成绩,好像没什么理想,最后他也去了IACT读。3月15号,是史黛拉的生日。她好像是和她朋友们庆祝,所以我最好的是不要打扰了,况且...我也觉得有点不好意思啊...明明我也想送礼物的,只是...送礼物,会不会太明显了吧,也会不会...太早了?
"嗯?你想去书店?...我知道有一间最好的书店,那是在Gardens的。那边少人且舒服,有沙发坐又有音乐听。这间书店很少人知道,除了我哥和我知道,其他人只去Mid Valley 的MPH,所以显得MPH比较多人...况且,MPH也没沙发好坐又没音乐听又多人,非常不好。"
今天是5月29号星期五。史黛拉要去书店,而身为她最好朋友的我就陪她去Gardens的书店。
在Gardens的书店,果然是少人但舒服。史黛拉选好她要买的A-Level参考书和一些她要看的书本,我就陪她一起坐在沙发上。
和史黛拉一起坐在沙发上...觉得好舒服...况且在这书店里有播放音乐...有很少人,仿佛在美丽的梦境里...时间也渐渐地流逝过去...
忽然...我好像听见史黛拉的呼吸声...原来...史黛拉正哭泣着...
"史黛拉...你怎么了...?" 我轻微地问道。
史黛拉把泪擦了,对我笑着轻微地摇头表示她没事,然后...
这首悲伤的歌...和你...让我想起我以前的男朋友...
看到史黛拉在我手上写的这一句话...我忽然停顿了...脑里一片空白...我的心仿佛受到了雷电的打击...不行,冷静一点...现在的歌,是一首钢琴曲<>...史黛拉以前是有男朋友的?怎么会这样的?那为什么那么迟了我才知道...干嘛不早告诉我...?那史黛拉的男朋友现在如何了?为什么又不和史黛拉在一起了?
"...喔...原来是这样...那,他现在如何了?"
没什么,只是他很花心...
史黛拉的回答几乎都没有对正我的问题回答...我也不想继续追问...这时候最好的是让她冷静...
随着歌曲...时间也渐渐地流逝去了...史黛拉也闭上眼在沙发上休息,而我就...想刚才史黛拉说的那一句...
没什么,只是他很花心...
这表示什么...?是不是因为她的男朋友花心,所以才不和他在一起?是不是史黛拉心里还有他?那么...如果他不花心的话,那么史黛拉也许会和他在一起吗?那她那男朋友现在如何了?到底发生了什么事?也许,史黛拉心里是有他...只不过是他花心而已吧...如果他不花心的话...也许他们早就在一起了。
想到这里,我内心觉得有些不爽...不愉快...是我在生史黛拉的气,还是生气着刚才史黛拉说的那一句?还是...我根本就是在生气着她男朋友的事?
我和史黛拉和以前还是一样,只是...我们之间的关系也稍微进步了。有时我和史黛拉一起去看戏,但是这也是2个星期一次的事...因为如果每个星期去的话,恐怕我会是损友吧,所以我还是要控制这一点。由于有了史黛拉,我几乎都忽略了我以前的朋友,所以有时候我也会去找他们的。和史黛拉在一起,我有时候会觉得有压力,所有的事都要我来办,因为史黛拉不能说话啊...而且我也要尽量减少外人知道史黛拉是哑的事情,以免史黛拉受到内伤。想想看,如果你是史黛拉的话,被人家说或者label你是哑巴人士或其中一个残废人士...当然会觉得不爽啦,明明不是哑的,况且这是意料之外的事。所以有时候,我真的真的好想陪史黛拉一辈子,永远成为她的嘴巴,成为她的守护者...我也不知道为什么我会这么想...第一次与史黛拉见面...就有这种感觉...只是,现在的感觉比较强烈...
日子一天接一天地过去,我和史黛拉之间的关系也越来越好,几乎什么事都谈得来了。有时侯,我想要告诉史黛拉我内心的感受...只是总是开不了口。我哥说要表白,也要看时候...在关键时刻表白巴仙率比较高的机会...但是弱点是,也许会太迟了,就像周杰伦的<<开不了口>>...
在3月时,我和史黛拉都拿了SPM成绩,我获得了5个A,而史黛拉比我还要好,6个A。但是成绩好不好也没关系,因为最重要的是未来的事业要做得成功。如果成绩再好,但是在事业上不好又有什么用?但是成绩好的好处是可以获得奖学金...我哥也拿到了STPM的成绩,好像没什么理想,最后他也去了IACT读。3月15号,是史黛拉的生日。她好像是和她朋友们庆祝,所以我最好的是不要打扰了,况且...我也觉得有点不好意思啊...明明我也想送礼物的,只是...送礼物,会不会太明显了吧,也会不会...太早了?
"嗯?你想去书店?...我知道有一间最好的书店,那是在Gardens的。那边少人且舒服,有沙发坐又有音乐听。这间书店很少人知道,除了我哥和我知道,其他人只去Mid Valley 的MPH,所以显得MPH比较多人...况且,MPH也没沙发好坐又没音乐听又多人,非常不好。"
今天是5月29号星期五。史黛拉要去书店,而身为她最好朋友的我就陪她去Gardens的书店。
在Gardens的书店,果然是少人但舒服。史黛拉选好她要买的A-Level参考书和一些她要看的书本,我就陪她一起坐在沙发上。
和史黛拉一起坐在沙发上...觉得好舒服...况且在这书店里有播放音乐...有很少人,仿佛在美丽的梦境里...时间也渐渐地流逝过去...
忽然...我好像听见史黛拉的呼吸声...原来...史黛拉正哭泣着...
"史黛拉...你怎么了...?" 我轻微地问道。
史黛拉把泪擦了,对我笑着轻微地摇头表示她没事,然后...
这首悲伤的歌...和你...让我想起我以前的男朋友...
看到史黛拉在我手上写的这一句话...我忽然停顿了...脑里一片空白...我的心仿佛受到了雷电的打击...不行,冷静一点...现在的歌,是一首钢琴曲<
"...喔...原来是这样...那,他现在如何了?"
没什么,只是他很花心...
史黛拉的回答几乎都没有对正我的问题回答...我也不想继续追问...这时候最好的是让她冷静...
随着歌曲...时间也渐渐地流逝去了...史黛拉也闭上眼在沙发上休息,而我就...想刚才史黛拉说的那一句...
没什么,只是他很花心...
这表示什么...?是不是因为她的男朋友花心,所以才不和他在一起?是不是史黛拉心里还有他?那么...如果他不花心的话,那么史黛拉也许会和他在一起吗?那她那男朋友现在如何了?到底发生了什么事?也许,史黛拉心里是有他...只不过是他花心而已吧...如果他不花心的话...也许他们早就在一起了。
想到这里,我内心觉得有些不爽...不愉快...是我在生史黛拉的气,还是生气着刚才史黛拉说的那一句?还是...我根本就是在生气着她男朋友的事?
Gundam 00 season 2 episode 20
This episode is full of Lockon X Anew, about trust and betrayal.
While the innovator's plan to capture 00 Gundam has failed, they managed to escape however, with Anew's help while Lockon is unable to shoot down Anew. During the critical moment of power outage in Ptolemy and the damage of 00 Raiser Gundam, the innovators and A-Laws take the opportunity to attack Celestial Being. To me, the new unit of mobile armor is rather strong and even has the potential to take down all Gundams alone itself piloted by Louisse again. I think in future... what if theres more mobile armor units lol... even fighting a single mobile armor unit is already a difficult thing... Sadly, theres not much screening time for Allelujah again =.=. From season until now, I keep feel that Allelujah's role in battle is less and cant see much of Arios Gundam in action though... in this episode, at least Tieria managed to get some action with Seravee Gundam using the hyper burst while Allelujah and his Arios Gundam... only dodging around the attacks and I cant see him killing some enemy units...
This battle is more focused on Lockon and Anew's fight. Lockon manages to win the battle with Anew and succeeded in convincing Anew to come back with him. However, Anew was controlled by Ribbons during the last moment and went rampage towards Lockon. Lockon, who was unable to kill Anew and while Anew is heading towards Lockon with a finishing blow, Setsuna fires a shot to Anew, killing Anew in the battle. After Setsuna fired a shot towards Anew, Setsuna with his 00 Raiser Gundam fly across between Lockon and Anew and 00 Raiser Gundam's Trans-Am mode ability puts Lockon and Anew in ethereal world that enables people around the GN-Particles read each other's thoughts.
This is the heart touching moment of the episode... Anew tells Lockon that actually she loves him and feel glad that she's an innovator... if she's not innovator, she will not have the chance to meet with Lockon and finally, she asks Lockon either that they understand each other or not and Lockon agrees with Anew that they always understand each other all the time. Then Anew's mobile suit starts to explode while Lockon is sad about the loss of Anew... the last few lines of the song 'trust you' was played while seeing Anew's mobile suit exploding... then goes the ending song of 'trust you' again.
Back to Ptolemy, Lockon punches Setsuna like a punchbag for killing Anew. Setsuna didnt say a single word because he already expected this and understand Lockon's feelings. At last, Lockon loses his energy to punch Setsuna and ends up crying over Setsuna's shoulder... while Setsuna hears Lockon crying, he heard Marina's song is singing...
-Well its quite a dramatic episode as a lot of emotions and feelings have been put in this episode. Honestly, I dont feel a thing when Anew died because her role in the anime is rather short and didnt give a big impact to me... but the scene of Anew dying is really touching and makes my eyes watery again just like the last episode do.
-I wonder what will happen to Lockon next? Lockon kept Anew's clothes? Lol... joking. Maybe Feldt will end up cheering up Lockon over the loss of Anew? And eventually fall in love too? Well theres some chance though seeing the opening scene... maybe will happen or maybe not.
-Hope to see more Allelujah and Arios Gundam participate and contribute more in the battlefield, more action scenes for them please! Lack of actions for Allelujah all the time!
-Hope to see more Marina's role in the anime... until now, Marina's character is like... good for nothing role =.=... and where is Setsuna X Marina??? XD
-The preview says will Setsuna join the innovators? Well fat chance. Even Setsuna joined innovators, it was meant for betrayal =.=.
-New weapon for 00 Gundam is coming up - GN-Sword III the large blade again, cool!
-I hope they will find out some ways to defeat those mobile armors though!! Man those mobile armors have GN-Field... this means that only Setsuna with his 00 Raiser Gundam is the only ace to pierce through those GN-Field with GN-Sword.
While the innovator's plan to capture 00 Gundam has failed, they managed to escape however, with Anew's help while Lockon is unable to shoot down Anew. During the critical moment of power outage in Ptolemy and the damage of 00 Raiser Gundam, the innovators and A-Laws take the opportunity to attack Celestial Being. To me, the new unit of mobile armor is rather strong and even has the potential to take down all Gundams alone itself piloted by Louisse again. I think in future... what if theres more mobile armor units lol... even fighting a single mobile armor unit is already a difficult thing... Sadly, theres not much screening time for Allelujah again =.=. From season until now, I keep feel that Allelujah's role in battle is less and cant see much of Arios Gundam in action though... in this episode, at least Tieria managed to get some action with Seravee Gundam using the hyper burst while Allelujah and his Arios Gundam... only dodging around the attacks and I cant see him killing some enemy units...
This battle is more focused on Lockon and Anew's fight. Lockon manages to win the battle with Anew and succeeded in convincing Anew to come back with him. However, Anew was controlled by Ribbons during the last moment and went rampage towards Lockon. Lockon, who was unable to kill Anew and while Anew is heading towards Lockon with a finishing blow, Setsuna fires a shot to Anew, killing Anew in the battle. After Setsuna fired a shot towards Anew, Setsuna with his 00 Raiser Gundam fly across between Lockon and Anew and 00 Raiser Gundam's Trans-Am mode ability puts Lockon and Anew in ethereal world that enables people around the GN-Particles read each other's thoughts.
This is the heart touching moment of the episode... Anew tells Lockon that actually she loves him and feel glad that she's an innovator... if she's not innovator, she will not have the chance to meet with Lockon and finally, she asks Lockon either that they understand each other or not and Lockon agrees with Anew that they always understand each other all the time. Then Anew's mobile suit starts to explode while Lockon is sad about the loss of Anew... the last few lines of the song 'trust you' was played while seeing Anew's mobile suit exploding... then goes the ending song of 'trust you' again.
Back to Ptolemy, Lockon punches Setsuna like a punchbag for killing Anew. Setsuna didnt say a single word because he already expected this and understand Lockon's feelings. At last, Lockon loses his energy to punch Setsuna and ends up crying over Setsuna's shoulder... while Setsuna hears Lockon crying, he heard Marina's song is singing...
-Well its quite a dramatic episode as a lot of emotions and feelings have been put in this episode. Honestly, I dont feel a thing when Anew died because her role in the anime is rather short and didnt give a big impact to me... but the scene of Anew dying is really touching and makes my eyes watery again just like the last episode do.
-I wonder what will happen to Lockon next? Lockon kept Anew's clothes? Lol... joking. Maybe Feldt will end up cheering up Lockon over the loss of Anew? And eventually fall in love too? Well theres some chance though seeing the opening scene... maybe will happen or maybe not.
-Hope to see more Allelujah and Arios Gundam participate and contribute more in the battlefield, more action scenes for them please! Lack of actions for Allelujah all the time!
-Hope to see more Marina's role in the anime... until now, Marina's character is like... good for nothing role =.=... and where is Setsuna X Marina??? XD
-The preview says will Setsuna join the innovators? Well fat chance. Even Setsuna joined innovators, it was meant for betrayal =.=.
-New weapon for 00 Gundam is coming up - GN-Sword III the large blade again, cool!
-I hope they will find out some ways to defeat those mobile armors though!! Man those mobile armors have GN-Field... this means that only Setsuna with his 00 Raiser Gundam is the only ace to pierce through those GN-Field with GN-Sword.
Monday, February 23, 2009
Tuesday 24 February 2009
Today went to IACT to complete my registration. My first class will start at 16 March... my class up until now only got 2 people lol, so few... looks like multimedia design this course is kinda new in this country. But the 1st semester, I will be with other classes to learn the same basic core subjects first then will get splitted to the respective course we had chosen. Actually there are 2 intakes here, either its 16 March or 16 April... so I guess there are chances that people will come to join the multimedia design class... man now only 2 people in multimedia design class, add me total up is 3 people only =.=. But the less people, the less competition I had, good thing too. Looks like multimedia design is not quite a popular course around so I guess in future, the demand for multimedia designers will be quite high. The most popular course in IACT, they said, are advertising design and mass communication... wah in future competition very high lor these 2... but my multimedia design class only 3 people... hope the other 2 people are girls la, if not I stay as bachelor and single forever meh?? Oh god, dont be so cruel to me can or not?? Even those 2 are girls, I also hope at least above average one la, ah shoot my choices are very limited. Hmm... so 16 March is the orientation day then.
By the way, this morning when I go register at IACT, it looks like all people around there usually use english to chat... the people there also wear like fashion party types and gadget junkies... many boys are taller than me and bigger fatter than me... omg... Im doomed =.=. Lets hope that my badge will not have this kind of people around, and less lengzai joining IACT please... lower the competition of love battle lol! No lengzai join IACT... no lengzai join IACT...
Sadly, the PTPN loan, which costs around RM26k, is going to paid by me in future =.=... my parents dont want to pay for me... haiz. Never mind la...
After registering myself there, my dad call me to take bus alone to home so that I can try the bus system there. Well I did... hope I can remember it... from IACT there to KL Sentral then change bus to Puchong. KL Sentral there is Petaling Street, how nostalgic the place is...
Come back home, sleep for the whole time in the afternoon, tired for the whole day already haha.
By the way, this morning when I go register at IACT, it looks like all people around there usually use english to chat... the people there also wear like fashion party types and gadget junkies... many boys are taller than me and bigger fatter than me... omg... Im doomed =.=. Lets hope that my badge will not have this kind of people around, and less lengzai joining IACT please... lower the competition of love battle lol! No lengzai join IACT... no lengzai join IACT...
Sadly, the PTPN loan, which costs around RM26k, is going to paid by me in future =.=... my parents dont want to pay for me... haiz. Never mind la...
After registering myself there, my dad call me to take bus alone to home so that I can try the bus system there. Well I did... hope I can remember it... from IACT there to KL Sentral then change bus to Puchong. KL Sentral there is Petaling Street, how nostalgic the place is...
Come back home, sleep for the whole time in the afternoon, tired for the whole day already haha.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Four Seasons of Fading Love
Spring footsteps are coming...
As spring walks closer...
The frozen winter trees melted as sakura trees start to blossom
While sakura trees start to blossom in the spring,
My love is yet to blossom.
Walking under the falling sakura petals...
The sight of you had gone far away
Yet the fragance of you is just as strong as the fragrance of sakura in my heart
Spring breezes...
Whispering something to me...
Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate,
Sometimes too hot the eye of heaven shines...
Sitting under the shade of an oak tree with the poem Sonnet 18 I read...
But sadly, my heart is leaving you away and the beauty is fading.
As my heart is not giving up you away completely yet...
The sunset is always beautiful yet the moment is short
Under the summer's starry night with the flower beds I sat,
Singing along the saddest song with the crickets
While dancing with fire flies with the rhytm of cricket's song.
Autumn comes...
As my love is falling away...
The leafs are falling from the trees...
The leafs are dying...
My love is dying...
As I cover myself in the ground of the falling leafs...
I've found one of the shattered piece of you that I threw away long long time ago
Holding the shattered piece of you...
It's the evidence that I havent forget about you completely yet
And my heart went dry just as the dried leafs do.
As my heart goes frozen...
The snowflakes are dancing around in the sky... they are beautiful...
Even though the winter storm and the snow are cold,
The warmth of you is still there, accompanying me through the winter.
As the snowman I built is melting away, spring footsteps are coming again soon.
But strangely, the spring footsteps are coming to tell me something...
Whispering to me that you are more happier than before
I smiled, and decided to give up the shattered piece of you away...
This time, I had finally, completely gave up happily with all defeats in my heart.
As the cold winter wind fades away while spring breeze is coming...
I saw sakura petals are falling again - in front of my eyes.
The petals of sakura and the fragrance of sakura... you are one of my memories.
*As long as that person is happy, you will feel happy too no matter what it is because you love that person. Sometimes, loving a person is not neccesary to be lover, just to hope that the person you love is happy, its already enough. Although not lovers, but still happy and just with memories, those are already more than enough, dont you think? ^.^
Sunday 22 February 2009
Today went to IACT there and finally I know the bus system near there. IACT is near at uptown and the buses to there are U82, U88, U89, metro 99. Reminder for myself, I kinda forget things easily XD.
Sadly, didnt saw much people around there... no lenglui... or it was just today only? Haiz... gotta start my course soon and this time is going to be my REAL battlefield already, its either dead-or-alive situation to me as soon as the course starts. Firstly gotta be the best in the class for creative ideas and comes out good artwork... secondly, finding a gf... >.<. If I didnt manage to find one there going to be lonely for 2.5 years... and of course because of this, its going to be the battlefield of love to me already, how sad when I think of this. Man, I really dont want to lose... arrr gotta be more evil and rough to snatch one. But I also hope that my class got those girls that I 'may' like la... especially their attitude.
People often ask me what kind of girls I like and what my dream girl is... hmm I think I will start out in their general appearance first. Generally... I much more prefer those girls that didnt wear specs or contact lenses, as in, having a good eye sight. Dont ask me why I like girls that dont wear specs, I also dunno the reasons too haha. But my friends say maybe I feel bored seeing my sis because my sis they all wear specs. Next is about hair... hair short or long never mind, just beautiful is enough. Face... not to be fussy about their face, you give me some average face also is already enough, not neccesary to be pretty... and please, no make-ups, I prefer natural ones, I hate modern ones... natural is, without make-ups la lol. Hmm, of course the face, gotta be... ah I take back my words, I want those slightly above average ones lol XP... I want those pretty ones but at the same time got a bit cute look one; I dont want those too pretty ones or too cute ones, I want a mixture of a bit pretty and a bit cute. Oh ya, add in some innocent and pure look to the face. Then next is, have to be thin or average... but I dont want those too thin ones like what we said 'bone' people... imagine taking those ultra thin people out there like tulang people or 'bai guat jeng' (white bone evil girl spirit)... about their fashion, anything would do but I dont want those 'too outstanding' fashions like gothic, or whatever gadget junkies, too much hip hop or rock fashion... and please, no bling-blings fashion please... what a pain to my eyes X(. Of course thats the reason why I hate make-ups ones... the special effect on their eyes... bling bling one... fake eye lids, fake... ah whatever it is, I hate make-ups one, too fake la they all... please... give me natural ones! Attitude... at 1st, no gadget junkies, handphone freaks, mp3 mp4 ipod junkies. Introvert or extrovert never mind, I just want someone that can understand me is already enough. I would more prefer if can be more good-tempered and those who like to chat. Of course gotta be average in doing things... I dont want those hyper-active ones or hibernating ones or bookworm type ones, just average is enough. Well I guess thats all lol.
Sadly, didnt saw much people around there... no lenglui... or it was just today only? Haiz... gotta start my course soon and this time is going to be my REAL battlefield already, its either dead-or-alive situation to me as soon as the course starts. Firstly gotta be the best in the class for creative ideas and comes out good artwork... secondly, finding a gf... >.<. If I didnt manage to find one there going to be lonely for 2.5 years... and of course because of this, its going to be the battlefield of love to me already, how sad when I think of this. Man, I really dont want to lose... arrr gotta be more evil and rough to snatch one. But I also hope that my class got those girls that I 'may' like la... especially their attitude.
People often ask me what kind of girls I like and what my dream girl is... hmm I think I will start out in their general appearance first. Generally... I much more prefer those girls that didnt wear specs or contact lenses, as in, having a good eye sight. Dont ask me why I like girls that dont wear specs, I also dunno the reasons too haha. But my friends say maybe I feel bored seeing my sis because my sis they all wear specs. Next is about hair... hair short or long never mind, just beautiful is enough. Face... not to be fussy about their face, you give me some average face also is already enough, not neccesary to be pretty... and please, no make-ups, I prefer natural ones, I hate modern ones... natural is, without make-ups la lol. Hmm, of course the face, gotta be... ah I take back my words, I want those slightly above average ones lol XP... I want those pretty ones but at the same time got a bit cute look one; I dont want those too pretty ones or too cute ones, I want a mixture of a bit pretty and a bit cute. Oh ya, add in some innocent and pure look to the face. Then next is, have to be thin or average... but I dont want those too thin ones like what we said 'bone' people... imagine taking those ultra thin people out there like tulang people or 'bai guat jeng' (white bone evil girl spirit)... about their fashion, anything would do but I dont want those 'too outstanding' fashions like gothic, or whatever gadget junkies, too much hip hop or rock fashion... and please, no bling-blings fashion please... what a pain to my eyes X(. Of course thats the reason why I hate make-ups ones... the special effect on their eyes... bling bling one... fake eye lids, fake... ah whatever it is, I hate make-ups one, too fake la they all... please... give me natural ones! Attitude... at 1st, no gadget junkies, handphone freaks, mp3 mp4 ipod junkies. Introvert or extrovert never mind, I just want someone that can understand me is already enough. I would more prefer if can be more good-tempered and those who like to chat. Of course gotta be average in doing things... I dont want those hyper-active ones or hibernating ones or bookworm type ones, just average is enough. Well I guess thats all lol.
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Saturday 21 February 2009
Playing Final Fantasy 8, will update later.
EDIT:
Today didnt register at IACT yet because my dad told me that he is busy and dont have the time today so I would probably register at IACT by tomorrow.
Afternoon rained and I spend my whole time sleeping in my room. I have some dreams about the past again lol...
Then at night online and played Final Fantasy 8. I addicted to the game haha... and as a going-to-be multimedia designer, I should really play more games so that I can get more ideas from the games and some research. Today Final Fantasy 8, played until the part where the main character Squall meets his dream girl and they danced in the party ballroom.
I downloaded the full version song of Yuna Ito's trust you. Yesterday when I listened to the full version of the song, I feel that it was not that good as I expected, but today after listening to the song several times, I find the song very nice and loved it so much. About the song... well if you love a person, you will trust that person no matter what it is. Even in darkness or even in light... will always be right beside that person no matter what... ah, even words cant describe how I feel about the song. The song is really the best song I can hear and its so beautiful! Like listening to an angel's melody from heaven and even heaven itself doesnt has such beautiful music as this song does! This song... one word to describe it - PURE OWNAGE!! Added this song in my blog's music playlist by the way.
After listening to the full version of the song trust you, my inspiration is coming back to me and I have many ideas and inspiration to write now! I think Im going to come up with some poems soon...
EDIT:
Today didnt register at IACT yet because my dad told me that he is busy and dont have the time today so I would probably register at IACT by tomorrow.
Afternoon rained and I spend my whole time sleeping in my room. I have some dreams about the past again lol...
Then at night online and played Final Fantasy 8. I addicted to the game haha... and as a going-to-be multimedia designer, I should really play more games so that I can get more ideas from the games and some research. Today Final Fantasy 8, played until the part where the main character Squall meets his dream girl and they danced in the party ballroom.
I downloaded the full version song of Yuna Ito's trust you. Yesterday when I listened to the full version of the song, I feel that it was not that good as I expected, but today after listening to the song several times, I find the song very nice and loved it so much. About the song... well if you love a person, you will trust that person no matter what it is. Even in darkness or even in light... will always be right beside that person no matter what... ah, even words cant describe how I feel about the song. The song is really the best song I can hear and its so beautiful! Like listening to an angel's melody from heaven and even heaven itself doesnt has such beautiful music as this song does! This song... one word to describe it - PURE OWNAGE!! Added this song in my blog's music playlist by the way.
After listening to the full version of the song trust you, my inspiration is coming back to me and I have many ideas and inspiration to write now! I think Im going to come up with some poems soon...
Friday, February 20, 2009
Friday 20 February 2009
This morning went to youtube to watch Final Fantasy 7 - The Last Order. Dont understand much about the anime XD, but seeing Cloud being stabbed by Sephiroth and still managed to survive is cool! In the end of the anime, someone is aiming or sniping Cloud far away from a helicopter and Zack push Cloud away and call Cloud to run away in the end of the anime. Man, I wonder what happened to Zack after that... through the anime, it looks like Zack is a cheerful and sociable person while Cloud is just there being quiet all the time, dunno what happened to him through the whole anime of The Last Order, emo-ing? Lol...
Then watched Final Fantasy 7 Advent Children in youtube too. Actually I watched the movie before, now rewatch the movie also feel great. Obviously, Vincent Valentine and Sephiroth are taller than Cloud a lot and before yesterday, I always thought that Cloud is around 180cm tall while Sephiroth is around 190cm or 200cm tall until I found out that Cloud is just 170cm tall yesterday... this makes me feel awesomely delighted XD. Looks like Im qualified lol...
Afternoon went to IOI with hong yi, watched Look For A Star. This movie starring Andy Lau and its a kind of comedy and romance movie. The comedy is quite average though... but the last part of the movie is rather touching and make my eyes teary a bit, yeah a bit only la, man the way the guy in the movie confessing his love is kinda touching lol. The main theme of the movie is : Love needs courage. Aww man after watching this movie... I dunno la, but... I still stand to my own point to not hurt others just for this purpose lol... if rejected even is still friends, but since 'that incident of you proposing' happened before, even still are friends, I think still will get hurt in the heart one. Whatsmore if rejected will create a scar in your memories and this memory or nightmare would haunt you...
Borrowed Final Fantasy 8 from hong yi today, currently playing the game in my computer too. Man, the Final Fantasy CD I bought today... installed the Final Fantasy 7 cant play... end up playing hong yi's Final Fantasy 8 CD lol. Hmm, the graphic quite nice man, wont looks old by the way. I love the prologue of the game... a girl standing in the middle of a land full of green grasses and flowers and as the wind blows, pink petals (sakura??) flying around in the sky while our main hero of Final Fantasy 8, Squall fighting with someone with his gunblade, quite nice the scene. Whatsmore, I love the logo of Final Fantasy 8 lol... Squall embracing with that girl... so romantic haha! The girl's name I dunno yet, havent play until the part where Squall meets with his dream girl yet. I played until the part where Squall went to a larva cave and captured Ifrit as GF. The battle system is kinda confusing though... the GF system is really a headache to me and most of the points I find my HP is running quite low and about Magic... I dunno how to cast Magic lol omg... what absorb something from the monster and dunno how la...
Tomorrow going to register myself at IACT for multimedia design at afternoon. About the public transport to there (Damansara Utama) I dunno yet, but I think tomorrow I will ask around the people there when registering about the public transport system by the way.
*Changed music playlist, added some new songs while keeping some of my old favourite songs in the playlist. Now its shuffle mode haha. Random songs.
*The full version song of trust you by Yuna Ito really has out! I downloaded the song, listened to it, feel kinda not as great as what I have expect from the song, well Im going to upload the full version song of trust you in my playlist soon!
Then watched Final Fantasy 7 Advent Children in youtube too. Actually I watched the movie before, now rewatch the movie also feel great. Obviously, Vincent Valentine and Sephiroth are taller than Cloud a lot and before yesterday, I always thought that Cloud is around 180cm tall while Sephiroth is around 190cm or 200cm tall until I found out that Cloud is just 170cm tall yesterday... this makes me feel awesomely delighted XD. Looks like Im qualified lol...
Afternoon went to IOI with hong yi, watched Look For A Star. This movie starring Andy Lau and its a kind of comedy and romance movie. The comedy is quite average though... but the last part of the movie is rather touching and make my eyes teary a bit, yeah a bit only la, man the way the guy in the movie confessing his love is kinda touching lol. The main theme of the movie is : Love needs courage. Aww man after watching this movie... I dunno la, but... I still stand to my own point to not hurt others just for this purpose lol... if rejected even is still friends, but since 'that incident of you proposing' happened before, even still are friends, I think still will get hurt in the heart one. Whatsmore if rejected will create a scar in your memories and this memory or nightmare would haunt you...
Borrowed Final Fantasy 8 from hong yi today, currently playing the game in my computer too. Man, the Final Fantasy CD I bought today... installed the Final Fantasy 7 cant play... end up playing hong yi's Final Fantasy 8 CD lol. Hmm, the graphic quite nice man, wont looks old by the way. I love the prologue of the game... a girl standing in the middle of a land full of green grasses and flowers and as the wind blows, pink petals (sakura??) flying around in the sky while our main hero of Final Fantasy 8, Squall fighting with someone with his gunblade, quite nice the scene. Whatsmore, I love the logo of Final Fantasy 8 lol... Squall embracing with that girl... so romantic haha! The girl's name I dunno yet, havent play until the part where Squall meets with his dream girl yet. I played until the part where Squall went to a larva cave and captured Ifrit as GF. The battle system is kinda confusing though... the GF system is really a headache to me and most of the points I find my HP is running quite low and about Magic... I dunno how to cast Magic lol omg... what absorb something from the monster and dunno how la...
Tomorrow going to register myself at IACT for multimedia design at afternoon. About the public transport to there (Damansara Utama) I dunno yet, but I think tomorrow I will ask around the people there when registering about the public transport system by the way.
*Changed music playlist, added some new songs while keeping some of my old favourite songs in the playlist. Now its shuffle mode haha. Random songs.
*The full version song of trust you by Yuna Ito really has out! I downloaded the song, listened to it, feel kinda not as great as what I have expect from the song, well Im going to upload the full version song of trust you in my playlist soon!
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Thursday 19 February 2009
Nowadays busy playing my Nintendo DS... playing Dragon Quest 5, lol. Not just busy with my game, at the same time also busy with my registration procedure with IACT, also busy with my own feelings too as well. Busy with my own feelings, as in... going to start my study in multimedia design diploma course in IACT, STPM result is coming out and... this boring holidays are driving me mad, because most of my friends are working and busy with their own job while for those friends that dont have jobs to do, they just keep sticking their noses in front of computer games.
Today chatted with my guangzhou bro. He tell me that one of them has come to our country to study, in Sunway Taylor!! One of them is, of course, one of the people from my exchange programme... the girl that has gold hair one... since I have showed some of you my pics to guangzhou, you will know who I was mentioning about lol... I think my friendster also have those old pics... just that girl with gold hair one. Hmm, heard that she study mass communication here... when asked why, my guangzhou bro also dunno whats the reason she choose to study here and I also wonder how rich she was... coming all the way from guangzhou to study here... by the way, 2 years ago, she dunno malay and english one, I wonder how she is doing now lol. I dont have her contact by the way, so meeting her here also difficult... well the only info I have is she's studying in Sunway Taylors... what a concidence with my fiction story of Shinn and Stellar lol.
EDIT:
Nowadays too busy to continue the story >.<... anyway Im still working on the next few chapters, gotta rearrange the plot lol... gotta start to heat things up with the story and get it to the main point already haha, but of course, the story is going to be long so dont expect it to end so fast yet lol XD.
Checked Cloud Strife's profile, feel happy to know that Cloud is just 5 feet 7 inch tall, as in 170cm tall. Good, Im just 167cm now haha, 3 more cm to go!!! By the way, Cloud's blood type is AB. Blood type AB also has the same characteristic and nature as blood type A. The only difference between blood type AB and A is, AB is more selfish and unforgivable while A is fastidious and overearnest. Well thats the info from wiki about blood type personality, also has been proven about this as our blood type will determine our MOST GENERAL attitude outline. I posted this info before in my blog ago here:
http://chongyx89.blogspot.com/2008/04/blood-type-whats-your-personality.html
Well take a look back at the post about blood type personality haha.
Hmm, feel so good to know that Cloud is just 170cm tall... didnt feel sad anymore of not getting 180cm tall lol. By the way, the taller a person is, the more problem and disease that person will get like getting kidney failure or blood hard to get through your whole body because you are tall lol XD... blood hard to flow then easy to get numb or what lor... dont want to imagine and think further. >.<
Info from:
http://www.ffonline.com/ff7/cloud.htm
Today chatted with my guangzhou bro. He tell me that one of them has come to our country to study, in Sunway Taylor!! One of them is, of course, one of the people from my exchange programme... the girl that has gold hair one... since I have showed some of you my pics to guangzhou, you will know who I was mentioning about lol... I think my friendster also have those old pics... just that girl with gold hair one. Hmm, heard that she study mass communication here... when asked why, my guangzhou bro also dunno whats the reason she choose to study here and I also wonder how rich she was... coming all the way from guangzhou to study here... by the way, 2 years ago, she dunno malay and english one, I wonder how she is doing now lol. I dont have her contact by the way, so meeting her here also difficult... well the only info I have is she's studying in Sunway Taylors... what a concidence with my fiction story of Shinn and Stellar lol.
EDIT:
Nowadays too busy to continue the story >.<... anyway Im still working on the next few chapters, gotta rearrange the plot lol... gotta start to heat things up with the story and get it to the main point already haha, but of course, the story is going to be long so dont expect it to end so fast yet lol XD.
Checked Cloud Strife's profile, feel happy to know that Cloud is just 5 feet 7 inch tall, as in 170cm tall. Good, Im just 167cm now haha, 3 more cm to go!!! By the way, Cloud's blood type is AB. Blood type AB also has the same characteristic and nature as blood type A. The only difference between blood type AB and A is, AB is more selfish and unforgivable while A is fastidious and overearnest. Well thats the info from wiki about blood type personality, also has been proven about this as our blood type will determine our MOST GENERAL attitude outline. I posted this info before in my blog ago here:
http://chongyx89.blogspot.com/2008/04/blood-type-whats-your-personality.html
Well take a look back at the post about blood type personality haha.
Hmm, feel so good to know that Cloud is just 170cm tall... didnt feel sad anymore of not getting 180cm tall lol. By the way, the taller a person is, the more problem and disease that person will get like getting kidney failure or blood hard to get through your whole body because you are tall lol XD... blood hard to flow then easy to get numb or what lor... dont want to imagine and think further. >.<
Info from:
http://www.ffonline.com/ff7/cloud.htm
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Tuesday 17 February 2009
Today is 17 Feb... 3 more days left before registering myself at IACT, going to register at 20 Feb there lol, mentioned about this before already.
Nowadays Im developing creative ideas in my mind since I want to do multimedia design (creative multimedia) lol. The more imaginative I am, the more successful I will be in multimedia design so have to start to have some imaginative thinking haha. Well as I said long time ago, I hate being realistic and at the same time, being too imaginative is not good too. So thats why we always have to use all our skills at the right time and at the right place... being realistic in certain areas and to be imaginative in certain areas, gotta balance both of them.
Saw the movie preview of Dragon Ball on TV. This movie Dragon Ball is real live action movie just like Death Note real live action movie. Well saw the movie preview of live action Dragon Ball movie, feel its kinda good lol, cant wait for this movie to hit our local cinemas in March. Thinking of Dragon Ball movie, omg why dont they hire me to become one of the actors lol... Im pro at spiking up my hair like super saiyan XD.
A lot of nice movies are coming out, list of movies Im waiting for are Legend of Chun Li, Terminator 4, Dragon Ball for now lol.
Speaking of movies, here are the list of movies for you all to avoid watching:
-Inkheart (my friends say it's bad, I didnt watch it though... since many people say it's bad)
-Underworld (watched it, man this movie is horrible!!! Seriously!)
Must watch movie:
-Ong Bak
I highly recommend this movie lol... the best movie this month I would say.
My last year's favourite movies are:
-L Change The World
-The Dark Knight
-Ironman
-The Incredible Hulk
-Kungfu Dunk
Well, the rest... I nearly forgot some... only these 5 movies are always in my mind clearly lol.
Today rained heavily... thats why I sing the song Sunny Day by Jay Chou in my chatbox... actually I have already watched the weather forecast earlier XD, really rained today.
Rui sou sou xi dou xi la sou xi xi xi xi dou xi la sou
吹着前奏望着天空
我想起花瓣试着掉落
Nowadays Im developing creative ideas in my mind since I want to do multimedia design (creative multimedia) lol. The more imaginative I am, the more successful I will be in multimedia design so have to start to have some imaginative thinking haha. Well as I said long time ago, I hate being realistic and at the same time, being too imaginative is not good too. So thats why we always have to use all our skills at the right time and at the right place... being realistic in certain areas and to be imaginative in certain areas, gotta balance both of them.
Saw the movie preview of Dragon Ball on TV. This movie Dragon Ball is real live action movie just like Death Note real live action movie. Well saw the movie preview of live action Dragon Ball movie, feel its kinda good lol, cant wait for this movie to hit our local cinemas in March. Thinking of Dragon Ball movie, omg why dont they hire me to become one of the actors lol... Im pro at spiking up my hair like super saiyan XD.
A lot of nice movies are coming out, list of movies Im waiting for are Legend of Chun Li, Terminator 4, Dragon Ball for now lol.
Speaking of movies, here are the list of movies for you all to avoid watching:
-Inkheart (my friends say it's bad, I didnt watch it though... since many people say it's bad)
-Underworld (watched it, man this movie is horrible!!! Seriously!)
Must watch movie:
-Ong Bak
I highly recommend this movie lol... the best movie this month I would say.
My last year's favourite movies are:
-L Change The World
-The Dark Knight
-Ironman
-The Incredible Hulk
-Kungfu Dunk
Well, the rest... I nearly forgot some... only these 5 movies are always in my mind clearly lol.
Today rained heavily... thats why I sing the song Sunny Day by Jay Chou in my chatbox... actually I have already watched the weather forecast earlier XD, really rained today.
Rui sou sou xi dou xi la sou xi xi xi xi dou xi la sou
吹着前奏望着天空
我想起花瓣试着掉落
Gundam 00 season 2 episode 19
This episode is full of actions and finally, Saji gets reunited with Louisse by Setsuna's help.
This scene really makes me going to drop my tears especially seeing Saji being so confident and brave to convince Louisse and get near to her even Louisse is pointing a gun to him. But sadly, Andrei interupts and they get seperated again. However, I think Saji will be reunited with Louisse in future and not now.
Back to the Ptolemy, Anew reveals herself as an innovator and pointing a gun towards Lasse... well she has a mission to do - to capture 00 Gundam. The scene turns black with Anew firing several shots with her gun... well Im not sure someone might get shot by Anew.
Lastly is Nena's betrayal to Wang Liu Mei. Its kinda surprising to me that Wang Liu Mei would end up such way... but I think theres a lot of character development around Wang Liu Mei especially about her bad intentions... I think theres a chance that Wang Liu Mei survived from Nena's betrayal.
- According to this episode, Ribbons mentioned that Setsuna might gain a new ability since Setsuna survived from the mutation of the shot in his arm longer than Ribbons can expected. Whats the new ability Setsuna gained is not sure yet but we shall see it next in a few episodes.
- In the battlefield, Mr. Bushido mentioned that Setsuna is no longer worthy enough to be his opponent anymore but later he add that he somehow understands something... I dunno what he understands about but I guess its about battle to revenge this kind of thing since Mr. Bushido battle with Gundams because of his hatred and want to have his revenge on Gundams.
- I think 00 Gundam would not be captured. If 00 Gundam was captured, I wonder how the show will goes lol... Setsuna dont have 00 Gundam forever to pilot anymore? Hmm... I think even 00 Gundam has been captured, they will get it back too, if not I wonder what kind of MS Setsuna would pilot next haha.
This scene really makes me going to drop my tears especially seeing Saji being so confident and brave to convince Louisse and get near to her even Louisse is pointing a gun to him. But sadly, Andrei interupts and they get seperated again. However, I think Saji will be reunited with Louisse in future and not now.
Back to the Ptolemy, Anew reveals herself as an innovator and pointing a gun towards Lasse... well she has a mission to do - to capture 00 Gundam. The scene turns black with Anew firing several shots with her gun... well Im not sure someone might get shot by Anew.
Lastly is Nena's betrayal to Wang Liu Mei. Its kinda surprising to me that Wang Liu Mei would end up such way... but I think theres a lot of character development around Wang Liu Mei especially about her bad intentions... I think theres a chance that Wang Liu Mei survived from Nena's betrayal.
- According to this episode, Ribbons mentioned that Setsuna might gain a new ability since Setsuna survived from the mutation of the shot in his arm longer than Ribbons can expected. Whats the new ability Setsuna gained is not sure yet but we shall see it next in a few episodes.
- In the battlefield, Mr. Bushido mentioned that Setsuna is no longer worthy enough to be his opponent anymore but later he add that he somehow understands something... I dunno what he understands about but I guess its about battle to revenge this kind of thing since Mr. Bushido battle with Gundams because of his hatred and want to have his revenge on Gundams.
- I think 00 Gundam would not be captured. If 00 Gundam was captured, I wonder how the show will goes lol... Setsuna dont have 00 Gundam forever to pilot anymore? Hmm... I think even 00 Gundam has been captured, they will get it back too, if not I wonder what kind of MS Setsuna would pilot next haha.
Emotional Situation
Haiz nowadays very emo... a lot of things happened, but usually they are small matters, however, those small matters mean a lot to me man...
Hmm, firstly, Im going to start my class soon at March 16. As I said before, I going to take diploma in multimedia design in IACT. Multimedia design, just in case some of you that dunno about it, multimedia design is also known as creative multimedia... multimedia design is a combination of graphic design and advertising design where you design your own animations all sorts of things for a certain tasks. With multimedia design, I can design my own website, create my own animations, cartoons and at the same time, Im capable of doing what other those graphic designers can do, that is, design a graphic, portraits or whatsover. And at the same time, I can do all those advertising designers can do, that is doing a sort of animation to advertise their stuffs just like those special effects on those advertisements you saw on tv. This course is very flexible in variety of jobs and unlike you study law, you will end up being lawyer forever. Whatsmore this course will help me to gain the knowledge to make my own computer games or arcade games, cool leh?
Hmm... going to start my diploma in multimedia design (creative multimedia) in IACT at March 16... feel kinda nervous now... well you know, this is my dream so this time I must work hard for it!!! Well, because of this, I make myself feel pressure... I must give my best this time... this is what I thought as soon as my class starts. Well, besides feeling pressure... what I worried is about... getting a partner lol... cough, if this time I havent find myself a gf there... I would end up being single and lonely there for 2.5 years!!!! So I must be careful a bit there... my impression must be good to others, hope dont have another heng bong in my class to mess up my things again... if impression not good, I will end up being lonely and single for 2.5 years!!! Besides that, after 2.5 years getting my diploma cert... Im going to spend another 1.5 years to Australia for the degree programme in multimedia design... my dad said no money for me to study the degree in Australia leh... RM100k the course!! Adding my living expenses leh? Lol. But I think finance problem can be overcomed anyway.
Study in IACT for their diploma in multimedia design (creative multimedia) for 2.5 years, after getting diploma there, they will give me the exemption 1.5 years when I take the degree programme in multimedia design (creative multimedia). Usually, the degree programme in multimedia design takes 3 years to complete the degree but after graduating in IACT for their diploma programme, they give you 1.5 years of exemption when you continue to take their degree programme, but I MUST study in Australia for the degree programme! Well, getting diploma in multimedia design in IACT is 2.5 years... continue to degree in multimedia design in Australia is 1.5 years... total time taken is 4 years, that is, the same speed with you all for those who take engineering degrees that also need 4 years too haha. But sadly, its Australia Im going to for the degree... how sad. Study in Australia for the degree for 1.5 years... still toleratable gua... 1.5 years only get the degree and can come back home, haha. Well whatsmore study in IACT, the cert they gave you is certified by UK and locally, that means I will get 2 diploma certs, 1 is from local, 1 is from UK... that means my diploma cert is recognised internationally! Not bad la... some more people give you exemption 1.5 years when taking degree in multimedia design, good liao lor... but must be in Australia since their twinning programme is like that one.
Next is... STPM result is coming out soon. Well I read the school mag, last year, STPM result out at 11 March... for this year, I expect is also around 10+ March too. Well... I scared teachers will scold me for my STPM... parents also scold lol... but my parents already expected that my STPM results is going to fail until I cant even get the cert, thats why they give me to start all over again my pre-u course to take diploma in multimedia design (creative multimedia) in IACT. So I think my parents are ok with my results gua... but for teachers, OMG I dont want to imagine their face!
Yeah, as you all know already earlier, I dont want to wait for my STPM results to come out so thats why I decided to take diploma in multimedia design in IACT. Meaning that I wasted my time in form 6. Well I also dont have confidence in my STPM results also by the way... so start all over again also not bad. Whatsmore, taking degree is only for 1.5 years for multimedia design.
Now my worries are my STPM result... although expected, but still scared being scolded. After getting STPM, study in IACT... worry about my performance and getting gf... argh these 2 also very important leh!!! Performance... not good then my dream all destroyed! GF... if cant get lonely for 2.5 years all along the way when taking diploma in IACT! After getting diploma, still need to see if I can study in Australia for the degree for 1.5 years! Hmm... thats why nowadays very emo la me.
If theres really a god in this world and if I were given a wish, not mean to be greedy here, I just want ONE of my worries to be soved! So please choose one to solve! STPM result, performance, gf, money... which one?? Lol XD. I know theres no god to help me one la... have to make it with my own will!!! YX sure can do it one la, no problem one as always!!! No matter how deep I fall, I sure can soar back... this is what my name supposed to mean haha.
This reminds me of Langkawi trip... at Langkawi there, I used to be emo because that time I was worried about my parents for not letting me to choose the course I wanted to study because they have no confidence in me after seeing my performance in STPM. But now, this problem has solved. So... I think no matter how deep I may fall, I will soar back and find my own way back just like now! My friends all study degree needs 4 years, 3 years or even more than 4 years... but I also at the same level, take degree also I need 4 years, this problem has been solved too! So I think I sure can de la haha.
不管跌进多么深'渊'的黑暗,都可以找出正道飞'翔',越飞越高!! 我是渊翔,钟!! XD
Hmm, firstly, Im going to start my class soon at March 16. As I said before, I going to take diploma in multimedia design in IACT. Multimedia design, just in case some of you that dunno about it, multimedia design is also known as creative multimedia... multimedia design is a combination of graphic design and advertising design where you design your own animations all sorts of things for a certain tasks. With multimedia design, I can design my own website, create my own animations, cartoons and at the same time, Im capable of doing what other those graphic designers can do, that is, design a graphic, portraits or whatsover. And at the same time, I can do all those advertising designers can do, that is doing a sort of animation to advertise their stuffs just like those special effects on those advertisements you saw on tv. This course is very flexible in variety of jobs and unlike you study law, you will end up being lawyer forever. Whatsmore this course will help me to gain the knowledge to make my own computer games or arcade games, cool leh?
Hmm... going to start my diploma in multimedia design (creative multimedia) in IACT at March 16... feel kinda nervous now... well you know, this is my dream so this time I must work hard for it!!! Well, because of this, I make myself feel pressure... I must give my best this time... this is what I thought as soon as my class starts. Well, besides feeling pressure... what I worried is about... getting a partner lol... cough, if this time I havent find myself a gf there... I would end up being single and lonely there for 2.5 years!!!! So I must be careful a bit there... my impression must be good to others, hope dont have another heng bong in my class to mess up my things again... if impression not good, I will end up being lonely and single for 2.5 years!!! Besides that, after 2.5 years getting my diploma cert... Im going to spend another 1.5 years to Australia for the degree programme in multimedia design... my dad said no money for me to study the degree in Australia leh... RM100k the course!! Adding my living expenses leh? Lol. But I think finance problem can be overcomed anyway.
Study in IACT for their diploma in multimedia design (creative multimedia) for 2.5 years, after getting diploma there, they will give me the exemption 1.5 years when I take the degree programme in multimedia design (creative multimedia). Usually, the degree programme in multimedia design takes 3 years to complete the degree but after graduating in IACT for their diploma programme, they give you 1.5 years of exemption when you continue to take their degree programme, but I MUST study in Australia for the degree programme! Well, getting diploma in multimedia design in IACT is 2.5 years... continue to degree in multimedia design in Australia is 1.5 years... total time taken is 4 years, that is, the same speed with you all for those who take engineering degrees that also need 4 years too haha. But sadly, its Australia Im going to for the degree... how sad. Study in Australia for the degree for 1.5 years... still toleratable gua... 1.5 years only get the degree and can come back home, haha. Well whatsmore study in IACT, the cert they gave you is certified by UK and locally, that means I will get 2 diploma certs, 1 is from local, 1 is from UK... that means my diploma cert is recognised internationally! Not bad la... some more people give you exemption 1.5 years when taking degree in multimedia design, good liao lor... but must be in Australia since their twinning programme is like that one.
Next is... STPM result is coming out soon. Well I read the school mag, last year, STPM result out at 11 March... for this year, I expect is also around 10+ March too. Well... I scared teachers will scold me for my STPM... parents also scold lol... but my parents already expected that my STPM results is going to fail until I cant even get the cert, thats why they give me to start all over again my pre-u course to take diploma in multimedia design (creative multimedia) in IACT. So I think my parents are ok with my results gua... but for teachers, OMG I dont want to imagine their face!
Yeah, as you all know already earlier, I dont want to wait for my STPM results to come out so thats why I decided to take diploma in multimedia design in IACT. Meaning that I wasted my time in form 6. Well I also dont have confidence in my STPM results also by the way... so start all over again also not bad. Whatsmore, taking degree is only for 1.5 years for multimedia design.
Now my worries are my STPM result... although expected, but still scared being scolded. After getting STPM, study in IACT... worry about my performance and getting gf... argh these 2 also very important leh!!! Performance... not good then my dream all destroyed! GF... if cant get lonely for 2.5 years all along the way when taking diploma in IACT! After getting diploma, still need to see if I can study in Australia for the degree for 1.5 years! Hmm... thats why nowadays very emo la me.
If theres really a god in this world and if I were given a wish, not mean to be greedy here, I just want ONE of my worries to be soved! So please choose one to solve! STPM result, performance, gf, money... which one?? Lol XD. I know theres no god to help me one la... have to make it with my own will!!! YX sure can do it one la, no problem one as always!!! No matter how deep I fall, I sure can soar back... this is what my name supposed to mean haha.
This reminds me of Langkawi trip... at Langkawi there, I used to be emo because that time I was worried about my parents for not letting me to choose the course I wanted to study because they have no confidence in me after seeing my performance in STPM. But now, this problem has solved. So... I think no matter how deep I may fall, I will soar back and find my own way back just like now! My friends all study degree needs 4 years, 3 years or even more than 4 years... but I also at the same level, take degree also I need 4 years, this problem has been solved too! So I think I sure can de la haha.
不管跌进多么深'渊'的黑暗,都可以找出正道飞'翔',越飞越高!! 我是渊翔,钟!! XD
Monday, February 16, 2009
Monday 16 February 2009
Yesterday went to KLCC at 1pm. Reached there waiting for teng hong and zhi hui, so walked around inside KLCC. Read some books in Kinokuniya... Im surprised that there are a lot of Japanese people inside there at the japanese books section. Then in japanese books section there, while I was browsing some japanese books, mostly japanese novels... a japanese guy talked to me in japanese asking me something. I dont know what he said about so I just tell him in english :'Err... I dunno japanese...', then that japanese guy said in english :'Oh, you are not japanese? I thought you were.' and I replied, smiling at him :'Yeah, Im from Malaysia.'. Then the guy said never mind and walked away.
Until 2.30pm teng hong reached... about 3.30pm we went out from KLCC and went to the Canada education fair exhibition with zhi hui. Just as I expected, most of the degree programmes takes 3-4 years to complete... well lucky for me, my diploma and degree programme will take 4 years for me to complete too where 2.5 years is for my diploma and 1.5 years for my degree. Then went to Ampang Park to look in whats inside there... hmm... Ampang Park... small shopping complex, many hair cut saloons and many fashion shops inside. Then from Ampang Park there take LRT back to Mid Valley. Reached Mid Valley, it was already about 5pm... since late already, didnt watch any movies inside. I hate to go back home at late hours especially after 8pm by BUS, its so dangerous... so me and teng hong just yam cha inside. After went back home, feel tired and straight away went to sleep at 9.30pm.
Today nothing much happened, just feel strange that my legs are tired because of yesterday lol.
*Stupid, funny and strange stuffs below... girls dont read below please*
Hmm... today I have a HUGE discovery!!! Well, that is... look at myself in front of the mirror, find out that my moustache is getting long so I try to pull them out too and it works! So starting from today onwards, Im going to use the same method to my moustache and beard lol... just pull them out, no need to shave. Young forever! Tomorrow might post a new pic of myself... man, I can pull out moustache leh just like pull out beard! No need to shave! XD
Cough, I know 100% of you all are shave one... minus me... 99% lol.
EDIT:
Comparison of my hairstyle with Cloud's hairstyle:
OMG... almost there... its just that my front hair is still not long enough!! Side part of my hair when combed back like Cloud almost the same already, still left my front hair and side burn is not long enough lol!!! Gotta work hard to make my hair grow longer and faster lol!
Until 2.30pm teng hong reached... about 3.30pm we went out from KLCC and went to the Canada education fair exhibition with zhi hui. Just as I expected, most of the degree programmes takes 3-4 years to complete... well lucky for me, my diploma and degree programme will take 4 years for me to complete too where 2.5 years is for my diploma and 1.5 years for my degree. Then went to Ampang Park to look in whats inside there... hmm... Ampang Park... small shopping complex, many hair cut saloons and many fashion shops inside. Then from Ampang Park there take LRT back to Mid Valley. Reached Mid Valley, it was already about 5pm... since late already, didnt watch any movies inside. I hate to go back home at late hours especially after 8pm by BUS, its so dangerous... so me and teng hong just yam cha inside. After went back home, feel tired and straight away went to sleep at 9.30pm.
Today nothing much happened, just feel strange that my legs are tired because of yesterday lol.
*Stupid, funny and strange stuffs below... girls dont read below please*
Hmm... today I have a HUGE discovery!!! Well, that is... look at myself in front of the mirror, find out that my moustache is getting long so I try to pull them out too and it works! So starting from today onwards, Im going to use the same method to my moustache and beard lol... just pull them out, no need to shave. Young forever! Tomorrow might post a new pic of myself... man, I can pull out moustache leh just like pull out beard! No need to shave! XD
Cough, I know 100% of you all are shave one... minus me... 99% lol.
EDIT:
Comparison of my hairstyle with Cloud's hairstyle:
OMG... almost there... its just that my front hair is still not long enough!! Side part of my hair when combed back like Cloud almost the same already, still left my front hair and side burn is not long enough lol!!! Gotta work hard to make my hair grow longer and faster lol!
My First Haircut of 2009
After keeping my hair from the end of September 2008 until the early of February 2009, I finally get my haircut with sean in USJ. It has been 5 months already since I didnt cut my hair. So here's my new hairstyle:
My new hairstyle looks the same as before. Its just that now my hair looks neater and have some neat finishing. If you compare it with my recent pics like the angpau trip's, my hair looks much more messy and longer. But now, my hair at the top part is much more shorter now to make it more convenient to me to spike them up. I call the stylist to cut my hair more focused on top part while for sideburn, back and front hair, I just said that I wanna keep the hair length of my hair so she just use a tool to cut my sidebrun, back and front hair to make them have some soft and tidy finishing without affecting the length of my hair.
This is the pics of my side view. My sideburn length is still as same long as before. Its just that the stylist cut those hairs that have covered my ears away... oh well, actually I want my hair to cover my whole ears one... and as you can see, the top part of my hair is short now, making it easier to spike up on the right side of the pic above.
A nearer view of my front hair. Yes, what I love the most is my front hair. The stylist used a tool to cut my front hair so that they looks more neat and give my front hair some soft and clear finishing. Besides that, the stylist also make my front hair to have 'slide' effect. What I mean by 'slide' effect is, you comb your front hair to the other side, this makes your front hair slide to another side, this is 'slide' effect.
So yeah, the 1st pic (the left one) is the 'slide' effect of my front hair. While the 2nd and 3rd pic (middle and right) are without 'slide' effect but I spike the top part of my hair up. See? The top part of my hair is shorter now, making them easier for me to spike them up.
At the same time, its much more convenient for me to comb my side hair to the back now. Well, I thought... Cloud used to comb his side hair to the back? Lol.
Sorry for not posing my face with those pics... I no mood and lazy to smile everytime in front of my camera... just like the song 'Silence' from Jay Chou...
你要我说多难堪
我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份
包容...
Hmm, sometimes, when you feel like not smiling... well, dont force yourself to smile... Because when you feel like dont want to smile but force yourself to smile, your face will look horrible... well I dont have such talent to hide my smile, so... I cover my face in those pics haha XD.
My new hairstyle looks the same as before. Its just that now my hair looks neater and have some neat finishing. If you compare it with my recent pics like the angpau trip's, my hair looks much more messy and longer. But now, my hair at the top part is much more shorter now to make it more convenient to me to spike them up. I call the stylist to cut my hair more focused on top part while for sideburn, back and front hair, I just said that I wanna keep the hair length of my hair so she just use a tool to cut my sidebrun, back and front hair to make them have some soft and tidy finishing without affecting the length of my hair.
This is the pics of my side view. My sideburn length is still as same long as before. Its just that the stylist cut those hairs that have covered my ears away... oh well, actually I want my hair to cover my whole ears one... and as you can see, the top part of my hair is short now, making it easier to spike up on the right side of the pic above.
A nearer view of my front hair. Yes, what I love the most is my front hair. The stylist used a tool to cut my front hair so that they looks more neat and give my front hair some soft and clear finishing. Besides that, the stylist also make my front hair to have 'slide' effect. What I mean by 'slide' effect is, you comb your front hair to the other side, this makes your front hair slide to another side, this is 'slide' effect.
So yeah, the 1st pic (the left one) is the 'slide' effect of my front hair. While the 2nd and 3rd pic (middle and right) are without 'slide' effect but I spike the top part of my hair up. See? The top part of my hair is shorter now, making them easier for me to spike them up.
At the same time, its much more convenient for me to comb my side hair to the back now. Well, I thought... Cloud used to comb his side hair to the back? Lol.
Sorry for not posing my face with those pics... I no mood and lazy to smile everytime in front of my camera... just like the song 'Silence' from Jay Chou...
你要我说多难堪
我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份
包容...
Hmm, sometimes, when you feel like not smiling... well, dont force yourself to smile... Because when you feel like dont want to smile but force yourself to smile, your face will look horrible... well I dont have such talent to hide my smile, so... I cover my face in those pics haha XD.
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Happy Valentine's Day 2009!
Today is Valentine's Day 2009! So what do you think of love? Love can be a lot of things... well speaking of love, the 1st thing that comes to our mind is this kind of love:
Yeah, the love between couples and lovers. I think this kind of love is the most popular and the most beautiful kind of love we can see in this world, nothing beats the love between lovers.
But at the same time, love can be...
Family love. Since we are small, parents raise us up and love us. Although sometimes they can be frustrating, annoying, distracting and hateable, but its still love.
Love can be friendship love too... the bond between friends... the love between friends... whenever in trouble, we usually rely on our friends to help us out... when lonely, friends are the one who accompany us... when sad, friends are the one who counsel us...
The love between animals... animals also love each other just like lovers and couples do... sometimes animals even have their own family love too. Besides the love between animals, there is love between humans and animals too just like our pets... do you love your pets?
Even those things that dont have any life also have love too. Although they dont have any heart or life in their body and not living creatures in this world, sometimes even things that have no life, you can also feel that there are love around them too. Just like those fairy tales we read before when we are kids... heard before the story of 'The Tin Soldier' before? The love between a normal toy soldier that lost a leg with a beautiful doll princess... well in this pic, can you feel the love between those unlifely things?
And lastly, even if you are still single... like this guy:
Yeah, this guy is Yul from the korea drama Goong. He fall in love with someone... but in the end, for her sake of happiness with other guy since he felt that she will be more happier in such way, he gave up and step away from love for her happiness.
Well sometimes in life... when you saw someone is more happier... for the sake of happiness... you can only walk away... because you love that person too much and just want that person to be happy, this is the best decision and yet the most painful decision you can make. But although feel painful and bitter... as long as that person is happy, you will feel happy for that person too... just like the song 'Silence' from Jay Chou...
我会学着放弃你,是因为我太爱你
Because love that person too much, can only learn how to forget her and walk away for her happiness.
Thats why... sometimes, choosing not to love is a kind of love too. As long as that person you love will feel happy, you will feel happy too... even though can step away and forget that person...
And although this is a sad case to be... just like the song 'Happy Farewell' from Fish Leong...
分手快乐 祝你快乐
你可以找到更好的
Well, although can only like this... but you will hope that person can find someone is better than you so that can be more happy... and for yourself, you can also find someone that is more better than that person too.
分手快乐 请你快乐
挥别错的才能和对的相逢
And lastly, even you loved the wrong person and walk away... only this way can make you meet the right person to love next time... no matter how long it is and no matter how far it is... perhaps that person is waiting for you somewhere around this world and you havent meet with the right person yet...
So Valentine's Day, look around, this world is always full of love! Dont you think so? Even if you are single, perhaps there is someone some where around this world is waiting for your love too, its just that you havent meet that 'fated' person yet. Sometimes, choosing not to love is a kind of love too... so as long as other people happy, you will feel happy too... so for their sake of happiness, you can only choose to walk away... but this is also a kind of love too! You love that person too much so thats why for that person's happiness,you choose to not love that person, this is love too! No matter what kind of love it is, family love, friendship love, couple love, animal love, human-pet love, even the love between those things that have no life... this world is always full of love!!!!
No matter what you are and no matter what kind of love it is, Valentine's Day is a special day for EVERYONE to celebrate! Yeah!
Happy Valentine's Day 2009 everyone! ^.^
Yeah, the love between couples and lovers. I think this kind of love is the most popular and the most beautiful kind of love we can see in this world, nothing beats the love between lovers.
But at the same time, love can be...
Family love. Since we are small, parents raise us up and love us. Although sometimes they can be frustrating, annoying, distracting and hateable, but its still love.
Love can be friendship love too... the bond between friends... the love between friends... whenever in trouble, we usually rely on our friends to help us out... when lonely, friends are the one who accompany us... when sad, friends are the one who counsel us...
The love between animals... animals also love each other just like lovers and couples do... sometimes animals even have their own family love too. Besides the love between animals, there is love between humans and animals too just like our pets... do you love your pets?
Even those things that dont have any life also have love too. Although they dont have any heart or life in their body and not living creatures in this world, sometimes even things that have no life, you can also feel that there are love around them too. Just like those fairy tales we read before when we are kids... heard before the story of 'The Tin Soldier' before? The love between a normal toy soldier that lost a leg with a beautiful doll princess... well in this pic, can you feel the love between those unlifely things?
And lastly, even if you are still single... like this guy:
Yeah, this guy is Yul from the korea drama Goong. He fall in love with someone... but in the end, for her sake of happiness with other guy since he felt that she will be more happier in such way, he gave up and step away from love for her happiness.
Well sometimes in life... when you saw someone is more happier... for the sake of happiness... you can only walk away... because you love that person too much and just want that person to be happy, this is the best decision and yet the most painful decision you can make. But although feel painful and bitter... as long as that person is happy, you will feel happy for that person too... just like the song 'Silence' from Jay Chou...
我会学着放弃你,是因为我太爱你
Because love that person too much, can only learn how to forget her and walk away for her happiness.
Thats why... sometimes, choosing not to love is a kind of love too. As long as that person you love will feel happy, you will feel happy too... even though can step away and forget that person...
And although this is a sad case to be... just like the song 'Happy Farewell' from Fish Leong...
分手快乐 祝你快乐
你可以找到更好的
Well, although can only like this... but you will hope that person can find someone is better than you so that can be more happy... and for yourself, you can also find someone that is more better than that person too.
分手快乐 请你快乐
挥别错的才能和对的相逢
And lastly, even you loved the wrong person and walk away... only this way can make you meet the right person to love next time... no matter how long it is and no matter how far it is... perhaps that person is waiting for you somewhere around this world and you havent meet with the right person yet...
So Valentine's Day, look around, this world is always full of love! Dont you think so? Even if you are single, perhaps there is someone some where around this world is waiting for your love too, its just that you havent meet that 'fated' person yet. Sometimes, choosing not to love is a kind of love too... so as long as other people happy, you will feel happy too... so for their sake of happiness, you can only choose to walk away... but this is also a kind of love too! You love that person too much so thats why for that person's happiness,you choose to not love that person, this is love too! No matter what kind of love it is, family love, friendship love, couple love, animal love, human-pet love, even the love between those things that have no life... this world is always full of love!!!!
No matter what you are and no matter what kind of love it is, Valentine's Day is a special day for EVERYONE to celebrate! Yeah!
Happy Valentine's Day 2009 everyone! ^.^
Saturday 14 February 2009
Yesterday just mentioned about reason to love, so how if that people answered you that she loves you because you love her or say that you are good to her thats why she love you? I would say that in this kind of situation, this is called 'conditional love', that is, she loves you because of you are good to her or she loves you because you love her too. This is called 'condition'. Hmm... I think this kind of situation is safe, because she loves you because you are good to her. Well, I think, love starts with yourself, that is, being nice and good to people. If you yourself is not good to others, how will you expect other people to love you back? So you gotta start with yourself 1st and be good to others so that people will be good to you too. People love each other because of 'condition'. That is, you are good to her and love her, so thats why she loves you back.
Lets say you ask this question:
'Why you love me?'
And if she answered something like this:
'Because you are good to me.'
Then I would say this is a good answer too. Because everything should start from you yourself to be good to others so that others will be good to you too. You dont expect people to be nice to you if you are not nice to them, right? And rather than having the 'motive' to love, 'condition' to love is much more better.
Yesterday chatted with one of my friend in MSN. He asked me if Im a girl and let me choose between a athlete that is good in sports and even talented in arts and music and a normal guy, which guy will I choose? The athlete that good in sports and at the same time, talented in arts and music or the normal guy? I would say it all depends and not neccesary that the athlete will win just because he is talented in all sorts of things. Because, if I hate the athlete's attitude, I will not choose him and I would rather choose that normal guy. Besides that, to tell the truth, every person has their own qualities and cant be compared. If you want to compare the normal guy with the super talented athlete, its not fair too because in fact, everyone has their own good qualitie inside; and different girls have different taste. Some girls might hate athletic person and some might not. Different taste what haha. Besides, its not about the 'status' of a person, its about the 'heart' of a person. Girls or even boys, will not care about what kind of 'status' of a person is, its about their commitment to love. No matter how high and good your status is, if you dont love a person full-heartedly, you will fail too. Besides that, if you based on this single point of view to think, its not going to work. Based on the theory that girls will more likely to fall in love with those people that has high status or talented rather than normal guys, this theory is totally wrong. If everyone in this world based on this theory, then why I saw many people that are weaker than me still can get gf and I cant? Ask yourself this and think. Well, I already have the answer earlier... because its not about WHO you are, its about your attitude, heart and commitment to a person. I would say if the normal guy is able to make the girl he loves feel touched because of his commitment, that normal guy will still win the athlete although that athlete is good and talented in all sort of ways.
Today didnt go anywhere haha, because I know today will jamn and busy all around the shopping complexes.
Lets say you ask this question:
'Why you love me?'
And if she answered something like this:
'Because you are good to me.'
Then I would say this is a good answer too. Because everything should start from you yourself to be good to others so that others will be good to you too. You dont expect people to be nice to you if you are not nice to them, right? And rather than having the 'motive' to love, 'condition' to love is much more better.
Yesterday chatted with one of my friend in MSN. He asked me if Im a girl and let me choose between a athlete that is good in sports and even talented in arts and music and a normal guy, which guy will I choose? The athlete that good in sports and at the same time, talented in arts and music or the normal guy? I would say it all depends and not neccesary that the athlete will win just because he is talented in all sorts of things. Because, if I hate the athlete's attitude, I will not choose him and I would rather choose that normal guy. Besides that, to tell the truth, every person has their own qualities and cant be compared. If you want to compare the normal guy with the super talented athlete, its not fair too because in fact, everyone has their own good qualitie inside; and different girls have different taste. Some girls might hate athletic person and some might not. Different taste what haha. Besides, its not about the 'status' of a person, its about the 'heart' of a person. Girls or even boys, will not care about what kind of 'status' of a person is, its about their commitment to love. No matter how high and good your status is, if you dont love a person full-heartedly, you will fail too. Besides that, if you based on this single point of view to think, its not going to work. Based on the theory that girls will more likely to fall in love with those people that has high status or talented rather than normal guys, this theory is totally wrong. If everyone in this world based on this theory, then why I saw many people that are weaker than me still can get gf and I cant? Ask yourself this and think. Well, I already have the answer earlier... because its not about WHO you are, its about your attitude, heart and commitment to a person. I would say if the normal guy is able to make the girl he loves feel touched because of his commitment, that normal guy will still win the athlete although that athlete is good and talented in all sort of ways.
Today didnt go anywhere haha, because I know today will jamn and busy all around the shopping complexes.
Friday, February 13, 2009
Friday 13 February 2009
Currently Im into something so Im a bit busy nowadays...
Nothing much to say here, its just that I nowadays discovered that, sometimes, you can know a person's personality and feelings based on those music they listen to. I think there are some kind of relation between a person's personality with their favourite songs I supposed because sometimes their favourite songs will reflect some parts of their own personality and feelings and sometimes reflect their own life as well too. Well this is what I think... but I know just based on their favourite songs to know their personality and feelings is not quite accurate also, but although not that accurate, there are some relation as well between their favourite songs and their personality...
EDIT:
Feel awesomely bored... decided to write something here. Hmm... this time write about my experience in love... the same thing I have said in the chatbox... just describe the event more in details lol.
Long long time ago... I would say this event happens somewhere around 2008. Of course, me, as a normal person... are borned with feelings so this thing, is kinda normal... whatsmore Im 20 already, if dont have such feeling then I would say you are not human or gay la lol... sure got feel with someone one ma please... so one day in 2008, in MSN, one of my friend asked me this:
Why you love her?
This question came to me like a shock... because I dont even think of this kind of question before in my life, about the reason why I love her. This question gives me a kind of deja vu feeling and its totally unexpected because I never think about it before, of WHY I LOVE HER, I really really dunno the reason and never think about it before. So, I stopped and keep on thinking the reason of why I love her...
That time, I asked myself in my heart, 'Is it I love her because she's pretty?'. But I think thats not the reason I love her, because in truth, she's just average and normal... and even there are a few people in my class are more prettier than her, thats what I think that time... and, I asked myself again why is that so? Why I didnt fall in love with those few people in my class that is more prettier than her? Why she's just that... so normal and average, but I still fall in love with her? Then I feel something is not right... because I realised that I love her is NOT because of she's pretty... so again I asked myself, 'Then are there anything else I like about her?'. So next, I start to think of her attitude and asked myself, is it because I like her attitude so thats why I love her? I think and think... yes, I like her attitude... but, her attitude is just like any other good people around I can see because, around me, there are lots of good people around with good and nice attitude except for some. So by comparing... her attitude is just as normal as I can see around, nothing much special actually about her attitude since attitude, is just attitude, whats so special about attitude? I cant get it... other people can have the same nice attitude as her's, but why I still love her and not the others who have the same nice attitude like her? Then again, I have confirmed to myself that its not because of her attitude that is the reason I love her.
So, I just keep on thinking and thinking... why why why why why why? If I love her because she's rich, its 100% out of it, because in fact, there are more people that are richer and even me myself is richer. So what else is the reason I love her? I just dunno why... yes, really really dunno why I love her... what I can tell myself is, I just love her, thats all... I just dunno why is that so and feel strange about myself because, even me myself dont even know THE REASON of why I love her. And mostly, if you wanna know, most of my friends have their reasons to love someone, and what their reasons are mostly because that person is pretty and have nice attitude. But to me, I really dunno whats the reason at all, and I think... even there might be many people that are nicer or more pretty than her, but to me... in my eyes, she outshined everyone, even though there are people that is more prettier and nicer... my heart keeps telling that she's the nicest and the prettiest, even thoguh they are more people that are nicer than her!!! My heart keeps telling me, 'I love her', thats all...
I just keep on thinking and thinking why and my friend suddenly came out a message in my MSN:
Why think so long? Reason only ma.
I just realised that I have been thinking for a long time, about 10 minutes and my friend start to be impatient since this is the most simple thing - just state out the reasons why I love her, thats all.
But really, such a simple question, I was unable to find even 1 answer to this question and even 1 reason for me to love her, so I end up typing this:
I also dunno why I love her...
My friend continue on:
Why dunno?
I stopped a while again thinking... but still dunno the reason...:
Haiz... I dunno why la...
I just have some kind of special feeling to her in my heart...
Dunno why I love her...
But what I can tell you is... I just have special feeling to her.
My friend asked:
What is that kind of special feeling lol
I answered:
I also dunno how to describe it...
Its very simple, but hard to describe this kind of feel...
Then this leaves my friends speechless. I asked them:
Then what kind of reasons for you have to love 'that person'?
My friend said something like those things like pretty and have nice attitude to me... and thats all of the story.
From that day onwards, I start thinking and thinking why and why I dont have any reasons to love that person... until about last 2 months or so...
I still dunno whats the reason of why I love her.
Because of this, I conclude that love, doesnt need any reasons at all for you to love someone... and I discovered that, being 'dunno of why to love' and being 'having reason to love', theres a border line of being 'innocent' and 'having a motive' to love. So I think that, sometimes, its ok even if you dunno why you love a person, because, loving someone doesnt need any reason at all. After reading this post, ask yourself this:
'爱一个人,需要理由吗?'
'For you to love a person, is there a need to have a reason for you to love someone?'
Well, ask yourself this question and answer for yourself. Some of you might say yes or some might say no or some of you might say dunno.
But overally, even you answered either 1 of these:
'Yes, I have a reason for myself to love a person.'
'No, I dont need a reason for myself to love a person.'
'I dunno either of that.'
No matter which is your answer, its not important at all, because I know that diffrent people have different points of views in this kind of thing lol. But for me, maybe its... 'For me to love a person, 'no reason' is my reason to love.'
Until now, I still dont even know why and still cant find out whats the reason I love her... XD
But... for the sake of happiness... I refused to fall deeper... although feel a bit bitter and pain, but its sweet and beautiful at the same time... now I think... that feel has gone... lol... but dunno stable or not and dunno the feel will come back or not...
Nothing much to say here, its just that I nowadays discovered that, sometimes, you can know a person's personality and feelings based on those music they listen to. I think there are some kind of relation between a person's personality with their favourite songs I supposed because sometimes their favourite songs will reflect some parts of their own personality and feelings and sometimes reflect their own life as well too. Well this is what I think... but I know just based on their favourite songs to know their personality and feelings is not quite accurate also, but although not that accurate, there are some relation as well between their favourite songs and their personality...
EDIT:
Feel awesomely bored... decided to write something here. Hmm... this time write about my experience in love... the same thing I have said in the chatbox... just describe the event more in details lol.
Long long time ago... I would say this event happens somewhere around 2008. Of course, me, as a normal person... are borned with feelings so this thing, is kinda normal... whatsmore Im 20 already, if dont have such feeling then I would say you are not human or gay la lol... sure got feel with someone one ma please... so one day in 2008, in MSN, one of my friend asked me this:
Why you love her?
This question came to me like a shock... because I dont even think of this kind of question before in my life, about the reason why I love her. This question gives me a kind of deja vu feeling and its totally unexpected because I never think about it before, of WHY I LOVE HER, I really really dunno the reason and never think about it before. So, I stopped and keep on thinking the reason of why I love her...
That time, I asked myself in my heart, 'Is it I love her because she's pretty?'. But I think thats not the reason I love her, because in truth, she's just average and normal... and even there are a few people in my class are more prettier than her, thats what I think that time... and, I asked myself again why is that so? Why I didnt fall in love with those few people in my class that is more prettier than her? Why she's just that... so normal and average, but I still fall in love with her? Then I feel something is not right... because I realised that I love her is NOT because of she's pretty... so again I asked myself, 'Then are there anything else I like about her?'. So next, I start to think of her attitude and asked myself, is it because I like her attitude so thats why I love her? I think and think... yes, I like her attitude... but, her attitude is just like any other good people around I can see because, around me, there are lots of good people around with good and nice attitude except for some. So by comparing... her attitude is just as normal as I can see around, nothing much special actually about her attitude since attitude, is just attitude, whats so special about attitude? I cant get it... other people can have the same nice attitude as her's, but why I still love her and not the others who have the same nice attitude like her? Then again, I have confirmed to myself that its not because of her attitude that is the reason I love her.
So, I just keep on thinking and thinking... why why why why why why? If I love her because she's rich, its 100% out of it, because in fact, there are more people that are richer and even me myself is richer. So what else is the reason I love her? I just dunno why... yes, really really dunno why I love her... what I can tell myself is, I just love her, thats all... I just dunno why is that so and feel strange about myself because, even me myself dont even know THE REASON of why I love her. And mostly, if you wanna know, most of my friends have their reasons to love someone, and what their reasons are mostly because that person is pretty and have nice attitude. But to me, I really dunno whats the reason at all, and I think... even there might be many people that are nicer or more pretty than her, but to me... in my eyes, she outshined everyone, even though there are people that is more prettier and nicer... my heart keeps telling that she's the nicest and the prettiest, even thoguh they are more people that are nicer than her!!! My heart keeps telling me, 'I love her', thats all...
I just keep on thinking and thinking why and my friend suddenly came out a message in my MSN:
Why think so long? Reason only ma.
I just realised that I have been thinking for a long time, about 10 minutes and my friend start to be impatient since this is the most simple thing - just state out the reasons why I love her, thats all.
But really, such a simple question, I was unable to find even 1 answer to this question and even 1 reason for me to love her, so I end up typing this:
I also dunno why I love her...
My friend continue on:
Why dunno?
I stopped a while again thinking... but still dunno the reason...:
Haiz... I dunno why la...
I just have some kind of special feeling to her in my heart...
Dunno why I love her...
But what I can tell you is... I just have special feeling to her.
My friend asked:
What is that kind of special feeling lol
I answered:
I also dunno how to describe it...
Its very simple, but hard to describe this kind of feel...
Then this leaves my friends speechless. I asked them:
Then what kind of reasons for you have to love 'that person'?
My friend said something like those things like pretty and have nice attitude to me... and thats all of the story.
From that day onwards, I start thinking and thinking why and why I dont have any reasons to love that person... until about last 2 months or so...
I still dunno whats the reason of why I love her.
Because of this, I conclude that love, doesnt need any reasons at all for you to love someone... and I discovered that, being 'dunno of why to love' and being 'having reason to love', theres a border line of being 'innocent' and 'having a motive' to love. So I think that, sometimes, its ok even if you dunno why you love a person, because, loving someone doesnt need any reason at all. After reading this post, ask yourself this:
'爱一个人,需要理由吗?'
'For you to love a person, is there a need to have a reason for you to love someone?'
Well, ask yourself this question and answer for yourself. Some of you might say yes or some might say no or some of you might say dunno.
But overally, even you answered either 1 of these:
'Yes, I have a reason for myself to love a person.'
'No, I dont need a reason for myself to love a person.'
'I dunno either of that.'
No matter which is your answer, its not important at all, because I know that diffrent people have different points of views in this kind of thing lol. But for me, maybe its... 'For me to love a person, 'no reason' is my reason to love.'
Until now, I still dont even know why and still cant find out whats the reason I love her... XD
But... for the sake of happiness... I refused to fall deeper... although feel a bit bitter and pain, but its sweet and beautiful at the same time... now I think... that feel has gone... lol... but dunno stable or not and dunno the feel will come back or not...
Thursday, February 12, 2009
叶子-9
我坐bus到了Sunway Pyramid,到的时候才11.30am。我和史黛拉约好的时间是12pm在大门口见面的和那戏票的时间是在12.10pm开始的。由于我比预定好的时间还早了30分钟,所以就sms了史黛拉告诉她说我到了,然后史黛拉也sms回我说她差不多要到了。
看来还有一些时间...所以我就在Sunway Pyramid里面四周围走走。今天的确是好多人啊...尤其是可以看见很多的情侣。当然也有很多一群的朋友们在这特别的日子里出去玩的...只是每当我看见一群朋友的时候,我都会想起关于我朋友们会在今天一直埋怨的...哎,真拿他们没办法啊,没女朋友的就是会在这一天烦恼不已...而那些有了女朋友的人就在那里一直炫耀个不停...觉得好幼稚...如果是我的话,我也不会这么做的啦!
走着的时候,我看见有一个摊子卖的项链很美...那项链不会觉得太过份啊,不是那些aunty平时穿的那种项链...它的珠子是sapphire,但我知道那是假的sapphire啦...只不过看起来真的很不错,觉得很美啊,珠子也不会显得太大,不会觉得夸张,而且还觉得很幽雅,很仔细,很精致。刚好,今天有情人节特别折扣,RM20...我想买来送给史黛拉作为情人节礼物...而且,RM20也没算什么吧,虽然便宜,但看不出是RM20的东西啊,况且像我这年纪的...那里有钱去买RM1000以上的东西??拜托啦...现在又不是讲究便宜,物轻情义重嘛。于是,我便买了那项链。
过后差不多到了12pm。但还没到12pm正之前史黛拉就sms我说她到了,于是我就去大门口接她。
"嗨,史黛拉你好!" 我笑着说,觉得好兴奋。史黛拉也对我微笑着地打招呼。
"是你爸载你来的吗?" 史黛拉就写在我手掌心上说是她爸爸载她来的...是因为她是唯一的孩子,现在她没其他家庭人员了,除了她爸爸...所以她爸爸才这么的关心她也是这原因,况且她妈妈也在3个月前去世的。
"对不起...又提起你的伤心事了..." 唉,我真笨,又说了多余的话...我是不应该问这种类似的问题...
没关系。
过后我们就一起进了戏院里。我们这次看的戏是喜剧,非常不错,很好笑。我也可以看得出史黛拉很开心啊...只不过有一些暴笑的部分时,她笑时却是没声音的...因为史黛拉是哑的嘛...所以才会如此...真觉得很对不起她...遇上了这种残酷的遭遇,有时侯是没办法的吧...但我听史黛拉说过她哑也许是暂时性的,也就是说她是有机会恢复的。
从戏院出去了之后,由于史黛拉是哑的,所以也很难和她沟通,显得大部分的时间是由我做主和找话题说的。我们去吃了铁板烧后...
"啊,对了。今天是情人节耶,要吃巧克力雪糕吗?McDonald的,大约RM3而已,我请你吃吧!" 我笑着说后,就去买了2个巧克力雪糕,把其中1个给了史黛拉。史黛拉也笑着向我道谢...看见史黛拉如此可爱天真的微笑,我也开心多了。
过后我们经过了溜冰场,史黛拉问我说要不要溜冰。
"咦?你会溜冰吗?"
史黛拉就轻微地把我的手拉出来,在我手掌心上写着对我说她会溜冰,但是已有2年没溜冰过了,因为她很久没来Sunway Pyramid了。
"哇,你会溜冰的啊?好厉害耶!但我却不会溜啊...也没去过这里溜冰...但如果你要的话,我是可以陪你去溜的,没问题。"
放心,我会教你溜冰的。史黛拉笑着在我手上写着告诉我。
于是,我们就进入了溜冰场,入门费还真有些贵...RM20以上吧...但是没关系啦,和史黛拉嘛。
冰的地面真的好滑耶!好难把身体平稳!但史黛拉牵着我的手一起和我慢慢地溜,显得很有耐心地教我溜...只是由于史黛拉是哑的,所以得花很多的时间在我手上写着教我。有时候,史黛拉叫我一个人不要牵着她的手溜时,我久很难地把我的脚平稳着就跌了...我显得好笨拙呀...但每一次我跌在冰面上时史黛拉都会扶我上来,觉得有某些感动的...史黛拉的人真好,又那么的耐心教我,再加上她那优美温柔的双手...我的心也被她的温柔而熔化了。真的觉得十分感动不已...
过了一段时间,我开始也懂得怎么溜了后,我就和史黛拉说不用麻烦到她了。然后史黛拉就对我说要看她溜冰的时候,我也迫不及待地要看她溜,于是便让她去溜了。
果然,史黛拉真的很会溜冰...史黛拉溜冰时仿佛像一个蝴蝶般地飞舞着,幽雅般地飞舞...况且她身上那神秘的香味也好像也跟着飞舞了,仿佛和她融合在一起,达到了似乎完美的境界,偏然起舞,又有如雪花一般的在空中飞舞着。虽然在这里还有一些人可比史黛拉溜得还要好,但在我眼中,史黛拉就像一个还未盛开着的花,虽然比不上他们溜得好,但对我来说,已够好得多了,我非常欣赏史黛拉溜冰...真想把她的每一刻,每一秒都记在我心里...她温柔的微笑,天使般的脸孔,优美修长且温柔的双手...在这时候,我对史黛拉...不,正确来说...我不只是喜欢上了她,而是爱上她了...这...是为什么...
时间过得真快,一转眼间已到了6pm。我和史黛拉也该走了。我向史黛拉说再见后...我忽然想起在我口袋里买的项链...但是否要现在送给她呢?糟糕,我开始紧张了...史黛拉快要走了...
"嗯...史黛拉..." 我心跳非常快,仿佛要跳出来了...我把我的手伸进去口袋里握着项链...
史黛拉转过头望着我,这时我的心好像停止了跳动...
忽然不知如何的,从我嘴里说出了:
"哦...嗯...今天和你出去...很开心。" 我边说边尴尬地笑着。史黛拉也笑着用手语表示说她也是。
"哈哈...再见!"
这么一来,我今天的情人节就是这样愉快地过。虽然没把项链送给史黛拉,但是我想也许迟一点会比较好吧...况且,我们只不过还是朋友而已嘛。的确,今天我真的玩得很开心啊。
但不知不觉的,我已确定我自己是越陷越深了。
看来还有一些时间...所以我就在Sunway Pyramid里面四周围走走。今天的确是好多人啊...尤其是可以看见很多的情侣。当然也有很多一群的朋友们在这特别的日子里出去玩的...只是每当我看见一群朋友的时候,我都会想起关于我朋友们会在今天一直埋怨的...哎,真拿他们没办法啊,没女朋友的就是会在这一天烦恼不已...而那些有了女朋友的人就在那里一直炫耀个不停...觉得好幼稚...如果是我的话,我也不会这么做的啦!
走着的时候,我看见有一个摊子卖的项链很美...那项链不会觉得太过份啊,不是那些aunty平时穿的那种项链...它的珠子是sapphire,但我知道那是假的sapphire啦...只不过看起来真的很不错,觉得很美啊,珠子也不会显得太大,不会觉得夸张,而且还觉得很幽雅,很仔细,很精致。刚好,今天有情人节特别折扣,RM20...我想买来送给史黛拉作为情人节礼物...而且,RM20也没算什么吧,虽然便宜,但看不出是RM20的东西啊,况且像我这年纪的...那里有钱去买RM1000以上的东西??拜托啦...现在又不是讲究便宜,物轻情义重嘛。于是,我便买了那项链。
过后差不多到了12pm。但还没到12pm正之前史黛拉就sms我说她到了,于是我就去大门口接她。
"嗨,史黛拉你好!" 我笑着说,觉得好兴奋。史黛拉也对我微笑着地打招呼。
"是你爸载你来的吗?" 史黛拉就写在我手掌心上说是她爸爸载她来的...是因为她是唯一的孩子,现在她没其他家庭人员了,除了她爸爸...所以她爸爸才这么的关心她也是这原因,况且她妈妈也在3个月前去世的。
"对不起...又提起你的伤心事了..." 唉,我真笨,又说了多余的话...我是不应该问这种类似的问题...
没关系。
过后我们就一起进了戏院里。我们这次看的戏是喜剧,非常不错,很好笑。我也可以看得出史黛拉很开心啊...只不过有一些暴笑的部分时,她笑时却是没声音的...因为史黛拉是哑的嘛...所以才会如此...真觉得很对不起她...遇上了这种残酷的遭遇,有时侯是没办法的吧...但我听史黛拉说过她哑也许是暂时性的,也就是说她是有机会恢复的。
从戏院出去了之后,由于史黛拉是哑的,所以也很难和她沟通,显得大部分的时间是由我做主和找话题说的。我们去吃了铁板烧后...
"啊,对了。今天是情人节耶,要吃巧克力雪糕吗?McDonald的,大约RM3而已,我请你吃吧!" 我笑着说后,就去买了2个巧克力雪糕,把其中1个给了史黛拉。史黛拉也笑着向我道谢...看见史黛拉如此可爱天真的微笑,我也开心多了。
过后我们经过了溜冰场,史黛拉问我说要不要溜冰。
"咦?你会溜冰吗?"
史黛拉就轻微地把我的手拉出来,在我手掌心上写着对我说她会溜冰,但是已有2年没溜冰过了,因为她很久没来Sunway Pyramid了。
"哇,你会溜冰的啊?好厉害耶!但我却不会溜啊...也没去过这里溜冰...但如果你要的话,我是可以陪你去溜的,没问题。"
放心,我会教你溜冰的。史黛拉笑着在我手上写着告诉我。
于是,我们就进入了溜冰场,入门费还真有些贵...RM20以上吧...但是没关系啦,和史黛拉嘛。
冰的地面真的好滑耶!好难把身体平稳!但史黛拉牵着我的手一起和我慢慢地溜,显得很有耐心地教我溜...只是由于史黛拉是哑的,所以得花很多的时间在我手上写着教我。有时候,史黛拉叫我一个人不要牵着她的手溜时,我久很难地把我的脚平稳着就跌了...我显得好笨拙呀...但每一次我跌在冰面上时史黛拉都会扶我上来,觉得有某些感动的...史黛拉的人真好,又那么的耐心教我,再加上她那优美温柔的双手...我的心也被她的温柔而熔化了。真的觉得十分感动不已...
过了一段时间,我开始也懂得怎么溜了后,我就和史黛拉说不用麻烦到她了。然后史黛拉就对我说要看她溜冰的时候,我也迫不及待地要看她溜,于是便让她去溜了。
果然,史黛拉真的很会溜冰...史黛拉溜冰时仿佛像一个蝴蝶般地飞舞着,幽雅般地飞舞...况且她身上那神秘的香味也好像也跟着飞舞了,仿佛和她融合在一起,达到了似乎完美的境界,偏然起舞,又有如雪花一般的在空中飞舞着。虽然在这里还有一些人可比史黛拉溜得还要好,但在我眼中,史黛拉就像一个还未盛开着的花,虽然比不上他们溜得好,但对我来说,已够好得多了,我非常欣赏史黛拉溜冰...真想把她的每一刻,每一秒都记在我心里...她温柔的微笑,天使般的脸孔,优美修长且温柔的双手...在这时候,我对史黛拉...不,正确来说...我不只是喜欢上了她,而是爱上她了...这...是为什么...
时间过得真快,一转眼间已到了6pm。我和史黛拉也该走了。我向史黛拉说再见后...我忽然想起在我口袋里买的项链...但是否要现在送给她呢?糟糕,我开始紧张了...史黛拉快要走了...
"嗯...史黛拉..." 我心跳非常快,仿佛要跳出来了...我把我的手伸进去口袋里握着项链...
史黛拉转过头望着我,这时我的心好像停止了跳动...
忽然不知如何的,从我嘴里说出了:
"哦...嗯...今天和你出去...很开心。" 我边说边尴尬地笑着。史黛拉也笑着用手语表示说她也是。
"哈哈...再见!"
这么一来,我今天的情人节就是这样愉快地过。虽然没把项链送给史黛拉,但是我想也许迟一点会比较好吧...况且,我们只不过还是朋友而已嘛。的确,今天我真的玩得很开心啊。
但不知不觉的,我已确定我自己是越陷越深了。
叶子-8
今天是2月14日,情人节!!!这是令我最开心不过的一天,因为不像每一年一样一个人闷在家里了...我成功约到史黛拉耶!
我们约定的时间是12pm,所以9am我就醒了...觉得好兴奋。
我认识史黛拉的那一天是在2月3日的星期二,算起来,我们才做了11天的朋友而已,但我也没想到史黛拉会在这一天和我出去。想起昨天的事,我订了戏票后,就告诉史黛拉说:
"当然,我是以朋友的身份叫你出去的啦...并不是什么情人的嘛哈哈。偶尔朋友一起出去看戏也没什么的啦,况且...我身边也没什么朋友是可以陪我一起看戏的,又加上明天是情人节,所以我最好的是不要叫他们一起。"
就因为这样,我约到史黛拉出去,也许是以朋友的身份而成功的...
但是去Sunway Pyramid...史黛拉可说过她没去过那里...觉得好奇怪...史黛拉是住在Mid Valley附近的,但怎么可能会没去过Sunway Pyramid?这一点我就觉得有些不对劲...但是当史黛拉告诉我说她已2年没去过那里的时候我才知道原来她是有去过的,只是很久没去了...但我觉得还是有一些地方不对劲...如果史黛拉很久没去,又为何说她自己没去过?明明是有去过啊...可能是她说错了吧。
从我认识史黛拉的那一天,2月3日...而我也没想到明天2月4日就可以坐在她旁边开始和她交往了。说真的,我觉得史黛拉的人还不错的...她不会说太过注重那些先进的东西,这对我来说实在是太好了,因为我讨厌mp3, mp4, ipod等的东西。史黛拉也在同时候跟上了我们的课程,是因为有了我的帮忙啊。我班的人在第一开始的那几天一直对史黛拉感到好奇也是几天的事而已,过后他们就恢复平常的样子了。他们也知道我和史黛拉也有某一些关系的...他们有时侯也会说到我和史黛拉之间的关系的,只是我当作耳边风而已。我哥说过,这些东西有时侯是要厚着脸皮的。
过后,我和史黛拉的关系也越来越好,可以说是好朋友了吧。我们现在谈话时多数是用手指写在对方的手掌心上的,因为用笔写在纸上的话会很麻烦,要用到纸还要用到笔,而且又导致手累,所以用手指写在对方的手掌心上是最好的方法了。在上课老师正教书时,我们就互相在对方的腿上把我们想说的话写出来,这样老师也看不出我和史黛拉在那里说话了,因为腿是在下面的嘛,被桌子遮了,况且我只坐在史黛拉旁边而已,所以很方便。
我有时还跟玛丽联络,但多数是在msn用英文沟通。但玛丽很少在msn出现,所以我们多数2个星期谈一次吧。可是最令我心烦的是玛丽叫我要珍惜史黛拉...但我还不知道我对史黛拉是否是真心的...始终以来,我觉得玛丽是最好的,但我也知道我们最多只能做到朋友的地步而已,况且她是住在日本的。但是说真的,最近我对史黛拉...有时觉得有某些特别的感觉...这种感觉...我都无法形容...简单来说,是喜欢上史黛拉了吧,对她有好感...我想只是喜欢而已吧,还没到'爱'的程度去...
然而,今天我和史黛拉约好出去了。我哥和我也一样,不喜欢穿casual的。因为casual太随性了...女子比较喜欢有个性又有主观的人!所以衣着方面,也要穿得有个性一点,要穿得很有style。穿得casual的话只在告诉别人你是个很随性的人,不只是没有个性,又没品味...所以我永远永远是不会穿casual出门的。做人就是要有个性嘛!听歌也一样,不可以因为要追上潮流的歌,所以什么种类的歌都听,这样也显得很没个性啊...所以听歌时,也要听那些属于和配合你性格的歌。就像我哥一样,他的歌全都是属于幽雅悲伤又有意思的歌,我觉得很有个性,每一次听见周杰伦的<<晴天>>都会想起他,觉得很有型又有个性耶!话说回来...我喜欢的歌也差不多和我哥一样吧,只是属于我自己的歌就是光良的<<约定>>...那首歌听起来甜甜的,也有伤心的感觉,很不错。
头发,不可以不把它gel了起来。头发也要梳得很有个性,也要很有型。不打理好自己的头发也显的很没个性啊。和以前一样,我是梳同样style的发型。
但说起来,头发和衣服也不可以太夸张和过份啦...
我check了我自己的头发和衣服后...就坐bus到Sunway了。
我们约定的时间是12pm,所以9am我就醒了...觉得好兴奋。
我认识史黛拉的那一天是在2月3日的星期二,算起来,我们才做了11天的朋友而已,但我也没想到史黛拉会在这一天和我出去。想起昨天的事,我订了戏票后,就告诉史黛拉说:
"当然,我是以朋友的身份叫你出去的啦...并不是什么情人的嘛哈哈。偶尔朋友一起出去看戏也没什么的啦,况且...我身边也没什么朋友是可以陪我一起看戏的,又加上明天是情人节,所以我最好的是不要叫他们一起。"
就因为这样,我约到史黛拉出去,也许是以朋友的身份而成功的...
但是去Sunway Pyramid...史黛拉可说过她没去过那里...觉得好奇怪...史黛拉是住在Mid Valley附近的,但怎么可能会没去过Sunway Pyramid?这一点我就觉得有些不对劲...但是当史黛拉告诉我说她已2年没去过那里的时候我才知道原来她是有去过的,只是很久没去了...但我觉得还是有一些地方不对劲...如果史黛拉很久没去,又为何说她自己没去过?明明是有去过啊...可能是她说错了吧。
从我认识史黛拉的那一天,2月3日...而我也没想到明天2月4日就可以坐在她旁边开始和她交往了。说真的,我觉得史黛拉的人还不错的...她不会说太过注重那些先进的东西,这对我来说实在是太好了,因为我讨厌mp3, mp4, ipod等的东西。史黛拉也在同时候跟上了我们的课程,是因为有了我的帮忙啊。我班的人在第一开始的那几天一直对史黛拉感到好奇也是几天的事而已,过后他们就恢复平常的样子了。他们也知道我和史黛拉也有某一些关系的...他们有时侯也会说到我和史黛拉之间的关系的,只是我当作耳边风而已。我哥说过,这些东西有时侯是要厚着脸皮的。
过后,我和史黛拉的关系也越来越好,可以说是好朋友了吧。我们现在谈话时多数是用手指写在对方的手掌心上的,因为用笔写在纸上的话会很麻烦,要用到纸还要用到笔,而且又导致手累,所以用手指写在对方的手掌心上是最好的方法了。在上课老师正教书时,我们就互相在对方的腿上把我们想说的话写出来,这样老师也看不出我和史黛拉在那里说话了,因为腿是在下面的嘛,被桌子遮了,况且我只坐在史黛拉旁边而已,所以很方便。
我有时还跟玛丽联络,但多数是在msn用英文沟通。但玛丽很少在msn出现,所以我们多数2个星期谈一次吧。可是最令我心烦的是玛丽叫我要珍惜史黛拉...但我还不知道我对史黛拉是否是真心的...始终以来,我觉得玛丽是最好的,但我也知道我们最多只能做到朋友的地步而已,况且她是住在日本的。但是说真的,最近我对史黛拉...有时觉得有某些特别的感觉...这种感觉...我都无法形容...简单来说,是喜欢上史黛拉了吧,对她有好感...我想只是喜欢而已吧,还没到'爱'的程度去...
然而,今天我和史黛拉约好出去了。我哥和我也一样,不喜欢穿casual的。因为casual太随性了...女子比较喜欢有个性又有主观的人!所以衣着方面,也要穿得有个性一点,要穿得很有style。穿得casual的话只在告诉别人你是个很随性的人,不只是没有个性,又没品味...所以我永远永远是不会穿casual出门的。做人就是要有个性嘛!听歌也一样,不可以因为要追上潮流的歌,所以什么种类的歌都听,这样也显得很没个性啊...所以听歌时,也要听那些属于和配合你性格的歌。就像我哥一样,他的歌全都是属于幽雅悲伤又有意思的歌,我觉得很有个性,每一次听见周杰伦的<<晴天>>都会想起他,觉得很有型又有个性耶!话说回来...我喜欢的歌也差不多和我哥一样吧,只是属于我自己的歌就是光良的<<约定>>...那首歌听起来甜甜的,也有伤心的感觉,很不错。
头发,不可以不把它gel了起来。头发也要梳得很有个性,也要很有型。不打理好自己的头发也显的很没个性啊。和以前一样,我是梳同样style的发型。
但说起来,头发和衣服也不可以太夸张和过份啦...
我check了我自己的头发和衣服后...就坐bus到Sunway了。
Wednesday 11 February 2009
Nothing interesting happened nowadays... except for seeing many people emo-ing around since valentine's day is coming... but Im not quite affected by this day la... get used to it already haha, just think it as another normal day lor lolz. By the way, I heard that Sungai Wang there got concert during valentine's day... feel like wanna go... now Im still thinking about wanna go or not... well, even if I wanna go there also I dont want to go with friends man... all so emo... want me to listen those emo words whole day meh haha, I rather go alone lol since nowadays I have nothing to do also...
How good if I start my course in IACT earlier...
By the way, IACT is located at:
75 & 77, Jalan SS21/1A, Damansara Utama, 47400 Petaling Jaya, Selangor.
Now still thinking about how to go there... anyone know how to take bus from Mid Valley to there? Let me know please, your help would be greatly appreciated haha.
Got Redang trip at May... dunno can go or not since my course in IACT will start at 16 March... how good if its earlier than March haha, but if May actually I also can go one, just need to see the time and date... I think Friday-Sunday or Saturday-Monday are quite ok... but didnt mean to put any pressure la haha, anytime also can.
About my new hairstyle, I will post some pics soon la haha... how soon it is I dunno... but I think VERY soon, since my blog keeps getting updated day by day... for some of you to read as entertainment =.=, lol.
How good if I start my course in IACT earlier...
By the way, IACT is located at:
75 & 77, Jalan SS21/1A, Damansara Utama, 47400 Petaling Jaya, Selangor.
Now still thinking about how to go there... anyone know how to take bus from Mid Valley to there? Let me know please, your help would be greatly appreciated haha.
Got Redang trip at May... dunno can go or not since my course in IACT will start at 16 March... how good if its earlier than March haha, but if May actually I also can go one, just need to see the time and date... I think Friday-Sunday or Saturday-Monday are quite ok... but didnt mean to put any pressure la haha, anytime also can.
About my new hairstyle, I will post some pics soon la haha... how soon it is I dunno... but I think VERY soon, since my blog keeps getting updated day by day... for some of you to read as entertainment =.=, lol.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
叶子-7
今天是2009年2月13日,明天2月14日是情人节了...好想约史黛拉出去,我可不想和我朋友一起度过情人节啊。与其听他们苦诉还没找到女朋友的事,我还宁可也一个人闷在家里也不要听他们苦诉,很sien的哩。
上课和平常一样,坐在史黛拉旁边。上课时我总不能专心...我一直在集中我的勇气...一定要约史黛拉...新,加油!你可以办到的!这么容易的事,问而已嘛,被拒绝的话又怎样,没什么的嘛!
放学时间到了,但我还没问史黛拉...而史黛拉还在我旁边,收拾着书包...唉,新你在干什么啊,还不问???这时我心跳加快了,觉得好紧张...
"史黛拉...明天星期六要一起出去吗?"
可是明天是...
"啊,我知道,是情人节嘛..." 史黛拉还没写完她要说的话在纸上,我就赶快插进了,说到这里,我越来越紧张了。
"嗯...其实...我...不想一个人呆在家啊...而且,我也不想和我朋友们出去...情人节和朋友出去觉得很闷,一整天在那里听他们埋怨还没找到女朋友的事...每一年都这样,觉得他们很sien耶...哈哈..."
哦,是吗?其实我也有同感...我朋友也在那里一直埋怨,听了我都觉得闷死了,况且,我的一些朋友有了男朋友的就一直在那里炫耀,还没交到男朋友的就在那里羡慕和埋怨,烦死了。
"喔...对呀!有了情人的朋友就一直在那里向那些还没有交到情人的朋友们炫耀,而那些还没有交到情人的朋友又在那里埋怨,我也觉得他们好烦啊...嗯...当然...我们是朋友嘛...所以,你明天得空吗?不得空的话也不用紧的啦。"
那...好吧...明天要去哪里?
"嗯...就去Sunway Pyramid吧...听说Sg. Wang那里搞concert,所以我想不和人群们一起拥挤的话就避免Mid Valley, KL Sentral和Bukit Bintang那些地区吧,因为那些地方是和Sg.Wang连系着的地方,我想这些地方会有很多人的...Sunway Pyramid应该会比较好一点。"
喔...你说得也对。太多人群会很不舒服又很难回家的...那我们在Sunway Pyramid做什么呢...我没去过那里...
"我们就看戏吧!好吗?"
史黛拉笑着点头以表示同意。
"那我就订票先吧...嗯...你喜欢看什么种类的戏?"
任何都可以。
我想最好的不要看那些悲伤又暴力的戏吧...悲伤的戏也许会让史黛拉想起伤心的事而那些暴力的戏应该会让她想起车祸的事...我看我们看那些comedy的戏会比较好...让史黛拉开心...
"那就看<<家有喜事>>吧,听说很不错啊...好吗?"
嗯。
"那我先订票了...情人节一定有很多人的,恐怕没位子,就先订票吧!"
就这样,开心能约到史黛拉的一天就过了,然而我晚上的时候简直就是开心得睡不着...情人节我成功约到史黛拉耶!但...话说回来,我是以朋友的身份约她的...
但是这总还好过一个人闷在家...也好过与朋友们出去听他们埋怨还没有女朋友的事或眼巴巴地看着那些有女朋友了的朋友们在那里炫耀,让我们这些还没交到女朋友的单身子自悲得不得了...
看来我真的好幸运。
上课和平常一样,坐在史黛拉旁边。上课时我总不能专心...我一直在集中我的勇气...一定要约史黛拉...新,加油!你可以办到的!这么容易的事,问而已嘛,被拒绝的话又怎样,没什么的嘛!
放学时间到了,但我还没问史黛拉...而史黛拉还在我旁边,收拾着书包...唉,新你在干什么啊,还不问???这时我心跳加快了,觉得好紧张...
"史黛拉...明天星期六要一起出去吗?"
可是明天是...
"啊,我知道,是情人节嘛..." 史黛拉还没写完她要说的话在纸上,我就赶快插进了,说到这里,我越来越紧张了。
"嗯...其实...我...不想一个人呆在家啊...而且,我也不想和我朋友们出去...情人节和朋友出去觉得很闷,一整天在那里听他们埋怨还没找到女朋友的事...每一年都这样,觉得他们很sien耶...哈哈..."
哦,是吗?其实我也有同感...我朋友也在那里一直埋怨,听了我都觉得闷死了,况且,我的一些朋友有了男朋友的就一直在那里炫耀,还没交到男朋友的就在那里羡慕和埋怨,烦死了。
"喔...对呀!有了情人的朋友就一直在那里向那些还没有交到情人的朋友们炫耀,而那些还没有交到情人的朋友又在那里埋怨,我也觉得他们好烦啊...嗯...当然...我们是朋友嘛...所以,你明天得空吗?不得空的话也不用紧的啦。"
那...好吧...明天要去哪里?
"嗯...就去Sunway Pyramid吧...听说Sg. Wang那里搞concert,所以我想不和人群们一起拥挤的话就避免Mid Valley, KL Sentral和Bukit Bintang那些地区吧,因为那些地方是和Sg.Wang连系着的地方,我想这些地方会有很多人的...Sunway Pyramid应该会比较好一点。"
喔...你说得也对。太多人群会很不舒服又很难回家的...那我们在Sunway Pyramid做什么呢...我没去过那里...
"我们就看戏吧!好吗?"
史黛拉笑着点头以表示同意。
"那我就订票先吧...嗯...你喜欢看什么种类的戏?"
任何都可以。
我想最好的不要看那些悲伤又暴力的戏吧...悲伤的戏也许会让史黛拉想起伤心的事而那些暴力的戏应该会让她想起车祸的事...我看我们看那些comedy的戏会比较好...让史黛拉开心...
"那就看<<家有喜事>>吧,听说很不错啊...好吗?"
嗯。
"那我先订票了...情人节一定有很多人的,恐怕没位子,就先订票吧!"
就这样,开心能约到史黛拉的一天就过了,然而我晚上的时候简直就是开心得睡不着...情人节我成功约到史黛拉耶!但...话说回来,我是以朋友的身份约她的...
但是这总还好过一个人闷在家...也好过与朋友们出去听他们埋怨还没有女朋友的事或眼巴巴地看着那些有女朋友了的朋友们在那里炫耀,让我们这些还没交到女朋友的单身子自悲得不得了...
看来我真的好幸运。
叶子-6
明天也像以前一样,7.30am就到了学院。只是今天觉得有点累...因为昨天不够睡...虽然觉得累,却感到有些兴奋。
进了教室,史黛拉就已在角落那里了。和昨天一样,史黛拉还是被人群包围着,只是今天的人群稍微少了一点。他们还是问着关于史黛拉的事情...
看着史黛拉微笑着写她所要说的话在纸上,我想起了昨天史黛拉忍了一整天的泪水...明明不想哭,却...
看到人群这么多...我该不该走去史黛拉那里?但是当我想起史黛拉昨天那悲伤的眼泪...我还是厚着脸皮吧!
"嗨大家好。" 我笑着说,接着我伸了一口气...
"嗨,史黛拉你好。"
史黛拉笑着对我挥挥手以表示打招呼的意思,我回应了后,就赶快坐在她旁边的座位，觉得有些不自然...
"咦?你们..."
正当他们还没说完,我就赶快插进说:
"我和史黛拉是朋友。"
"哦..."
我看见他们有一些在笑着...很不自然地,我的心跳忽然加速地跳了。但是时间救了我－－老师进班了。幸好老师在这时候进班,不然我会觉得很尴尬。
我很少和女子坐在一起...现在史黛拉在我旁边,我不知该怎么办...那就等史黛拉把话题打开吧...
就这样,我们之间来了一段的宁静,都听着老师教课。
上课时,史黛拉写了一些东西在纸上传给我...她问着我一些关于课程上的问题。由于上课时尽量不好说太多的话,所以我也一样把我所要说的话写在纸上,传回给史黛拉。
上了几堂的课后,我看见史黛拉的手也写到累了,正好,我的手也写得累了...我现在才体会到要和一位哑巴人士沟通,还真不容易啊...写得手都累了却有话要说...况且,由于史黛拉哑巴的事是3个月前的事,所以她还没学会手语。
"嗯...史黛拉...其实你的手写得累了不用太勉强...你也可以把你要说的话写在我手上...那也许会对你的手好一点吧...哈哈。" 我和史黛拉说话...我觉得不会觉得紧张了...也许和女子说话,一向来一点都没像我想象中的那么难...也许史黛拉哑巴,也是其中一个原因吧,因为我觉得在纸上谈话会比较好...只要不是面对面地与人说话,我是行的。
是真的吗？
"嗯。"
这样一来,史黛拉有话要和我说的时候,就写在我手掌心上了。史黛拉那修长优美的手指写在我手掌心上...我觉得好温柔...我也一样,把我所要说的话也写在史黛拉手掌心上。有时候,我觉得有某种不可思意的感觉...连做梦都没到这种境界吧!这是我首次接触女子的手耶...总觉得不可思意啊...
就这样一天接一天地过去了...我和史黛拉之间也越来越多话题说了,我也得知道史黛拉的事情越来越多了...也有一天,老师看见我和史黛拉一直在那里互相在手掌心上写来写去地交谈就叫我们上课时别说太多话...我就顶老师的话说:
"我们都没说话呀。只不过是写东西在手上而已嘛!"
老师听了我这一句,也服了我。
"史黛拉...还是这样吧...我们写在腿上,那么老师就看不出我们在他所谓的'说话'了..." 我笑着说...写在腿上???我自己都不相信我会想到这种地步,但是史黛拉却说没问题。
从那天起,我和史黛拉也开始换成在腿上写要说的话,好方便,不会被老师发现,因为是在下面嘛...况且我坐在史黛拉旁边而已,非常靠近又容易。只是...史黛拉多数是穿短裙或短裤的...有时候要写在她腿上也挺不好意思的...她腿的皮肤,也好美...柔顺...有时侯写在她腿上时...我的脸也红了...但也不会红到很明显啦...
一天接一天地过去,有时候在晚上也有和玛丽谈一谈在msn,我们交谈是以英文的,因为玛丽她是日本人嘛。我和她说了关于史黛拉的事等等的...但是她的回应让我苦恼了...她说,史黛拉的人好不容易找到,还叫我快点得到她...
"If there's a person you like, you gotta be fast, if not... you will regret it if you are late."
看到玛丽的message,我就开始苦恼了...我开始不知道我对史黛拉的心是否是真心的...因为一向来,我会觉得玛丽会比较好...不知如何说那种感觉...我对玛丽...说真的,是有点喜欢她...但我知道是朋友而已啊...然后她又叫我快点向史黛拉表白的时候,我真的觉得心里好乱...
今天是2月12日,情人节要到了...好想叫史黛拉啊...但是玛丽...哎,现在我的心好复杂...我是不是忽然爱上了史黛拉才会有如此的感觉呢?话说回来,2月14日是情人节...我可不想一个人过日子啊,一个人过情人节,真的好难受...我哥说:
"情人节而已嘛?So what?当作是normal day过就好咯!"
虽然我哥很cool,但事实上,我知道他快疯了吧!唉...
就像梁静茹的歌<<分手快乐>>...
情人节就要来了
剩自己一个
其实爱对了人
情人节每天都过
情人节我可不想一个人,也不想要和我朋友们出去...全是gay的咩!!!真受不了啦...那里有人在情人节和朋友们出去的,很gay的感觉耶!情人节就和情人出去才有意思嘛!和朋友在情人节出去听他们苦诉还没找到女朋友的烦恼咩...很sien的哩每一年都听朋友们苦诉还没找到女朋友的事!我看...我约史黛拉好了...不知会不会成功...
然而,今天晚上做了个梦...在梦中,我15岁时遇见的13岁的玛丽仿佛在和我说再见而史黛拉...却出现在梦境里...而玛丽微笑的身影慢慢地消失...
2月14日是情人节...明天2月13日...会成功吗?史黛拉...
进了教室,史黛拉就已在角落那里了。和昨天一样,史黛拉还是被人群包围着,只是今天的人群稍微少了一点。他们还是问着关于史黛拉的事情...
看着史黛拉微笑着写她所要说的话在纸上,我想起了昨天史黛拉忍了一整天的泪水...明明不想哭,却...
看到人群这么多...我该不该走去史黛拉那里?但是当我想起史黛拉昨天那悲伤的眼泪...我还是厚着脸皮吧!
"嗨大家好。" 我笑着说,接着我伸了一口气...
"嗨,史黛拉你好。"
史黛拉笑着对我挥挥手以表示打招呼的意思,我回应了后,就赶快坐在她旁边的座位，觉得有些不自然...
"咦?你们..."
正当他们还没说完,我就赶快插进说:
"我和史黛拉是朋友。"
"哦..."
我看见他们有一些在笑着...很不自然地,我的心跳忽然加速地跳了。但是时间救了我－－老师进班了。幸好老师在这时候进班,不然我会觉得很尴尬。
我很少和女子坐在一起...现在史黛拉在我旁边,我不知该怎么办...那就等史黛拉把话题打开吧...
就这样,我们之间来了一段的宁静,都听着老师教课。
上课时,史黛拉写了一些东西在纸上传给我...她问着我一些关于课程上的问题。由于上课时尽量不好说太多的话,所以我也一样把我所要说的话写在纸上,传回给史黛拉。
上了几堂的课后,我看见史黛拉的手也写到累了,正好,我的手也写得累了...我现在才体会到要和一位哑巴人士沟通,还真不容易啊...写得手都累了却有话要说...况且,由于史黛拉哑巴的事是3个月前的事,所以她还没学会手语。
"嗯...史黛拉...其实你的手写得累了不用太勉强...你也可以把你要说的话写在我手上...那也许会对你的手好一点吧...哈哈。" 我和史黛拉说话...我觉得不会觉得紧张了...也许和女子说话,一向来一点都没像我想象中的那么难...也许史黛拉哑巴,也是其中一个原因吧,因为我觉得在纸上谈话会比较好...只要不是面对面地与人说话,我是行的。
是真的吗？
"嗯。"
这样一来,史黛拉有话要和我说的时候,就写在我手掌心上了。史黛拉那修长优美的手指写在我手掌心上...我觉得好温柔...我也一样,把我所要说的话也写在史黛拉手掌心上。有时候,我觉得有某种不可思意的感觉...连做梦都没到这种境界吧!这是我首次接触女子的手耶...总觉得不可思意啊...
就这样一天接一天地过去了...我和史黛拉之间也越来越多话题说了,我也得知道史黛拉的事情越来越多了...也有一天,老师看见我和史黛拉一直在那里互相在手掌心上写来写去地交谈就叫我们上课时别说太多话...我就顶老师的话说:
"我们都没说话呀。只不过是写东西在手上而已嘛!"
老师听了我这一句,也服了我。
"史黛拉...还是这样吧...我们写在腿上,那么老师就看不出我们在他所谓的'说话'了..." 我笑着说...写在腿上???我自己都不相信我会想到这种地步,但是史黛拉却说没问题。
从那天起,我和史黛拉也开始换成在腿上写要说的话,好方便,不会被老师发现,因为是在下面嘛...况且我坐在史黛拉旁边而已,非常靠近又容易。只是...史黛拉多数是穿短裙或短裤的...有时候要写在她腿上也挺不好意思的...她腿的皮肤,也好美...柔顺...有时侯写在她腿上时...我的脸也红了...但也不会红到很明显啦...
一天接一天地过去,有时候在晚上也有和玛丽谈一谈在msn,我们交谈是以英文的,因为玛丽她是日本人嘛。我和她说了关于史黛拉的事等等的...但是她的回应让我苦恼了...她说,史黛拉的人好不容易找到,还叫我快点得到她...
"If there's a person you like, you gotta be fast, if not... you will regret it if you are late."
看到玛丽的message,我就开始苦恼了...我开始不知道我对史黛拉的心是否是真心的...因为一向来,我会觉得玛丽会比较好...不知如何说那种感觉...我对玛丽...说真的,是有点喜欢她...但我知道是朋友而已啊...然后她又叫我快点向史黛拉表白的时候,我真的觉得心里好乱...
今天是2月12日,情人节要到了...好想叫史黛拉啊...但是玛丽...哎,现在我的心好复杂...我是不是忽然爱上了史黛拉才会有如此的感觉呢?话说回来,2月14日是情人节...我可不想一个人过日子啊,一个人过情人节,真的好难受...我哥说:
"情人节而已嘛?So what?当作是normal day过就好咯!"
虽然我哥很cool,但事实上,我知道他快疯了吧!唉...
就像梁静茹的歌<<分手快乐>>...
情人节就要来了
剩自己一个
其实爱对了人
情人节每天都过
情人节我可不想一个人,也不想要和我朋友们出去...全是gay的咩!!!真受不了啦...那里有人在情人节和朋友们出去的,很gay的感觉耶!情人节就和情人出去才有意思嘛!和朋友在情人节出去听他们苦诉还没找到女朋友的烦恼咩...很sien的哩每一年都听朋友们苦诉还没找到女朋友的事!我看...我约史黛拉好了...不知会不会成功...
然而,今天晚上做了个梦...在梦中,我15岁时遇见的13岁的玛丽仿佛在和我说再见而史黛拉...却出现在梦境里...而玛丽微笑的身影慢慢地消失...
2月14日是情人节...明天2月13日...会成功吗?史黛拉...
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Gundam 00 season 2 episode 18
This episode is full of emotional to me since the last scene of the episode, everyone is going out to the battlefield and everyone of them saying out the most important person they had in their minds except Tieria and Setsuna... For Tieria, the most important thing to him is Veda though I thought that he will say Lockon and for Setsuna, its Gundam while I thought that Setsuna is going to mention about Marina before going to the battlefield. Well, I think that Setsuna and Marina are not going to be together after all this episode. But its kinda strange to me that in season 1, before Setsuna enters the last battlefield, Setsuna indeed had Marina in his mind and wrote a farewell letter to Marina... but now, what Setsuna had in his mind now is just Gundam instead of Marina.
This episode is kinda sad that Setsuna's arm havent healed yet from the shot. The shot that Ali fired seems to be imbued with Red GN-Particles that will make cells die and cant be regrow back anymore, that means Setsuna is going to have the wound forever in his arm unless they get the intel from Veda. Seeing Setsuna needs to go to the battlefield with his injured arm, the promise he made with Saji that will bring back Louisse, the promise made by Marina that Setsuna will listen to her song again... and while he enters the cockpit of 00 Gundam, the most important thing he had in hsi mind now is Gundam... well thats kinda sad.
Its also come to a surprise to me that Lockon confess his love to Anew before he goes to the battlefield when launching phase of Cherudim Gundam. Its kinda funny to see the reaction of Anew listening to Lockon saying :'Anew, I love you.' all of sudden and unexpected lol. So entering the battlefield, for Lockon, his most important person is Anew while for Allelujah, its Marie.
Seeing them saying out their loved one names before entering the battlefield... it looks like this battle is kinda epic... I sense death coming already soon. Probably someone will die in the battle...
After 4 months, Marina is still taking care of those kids and they have their base changed to somewhere since the Kataron base has been detected by A-Laws. Marina looks even more like an aunty now to me lol... well, considering Marina's age is 29... while Setsuna is 21... and this episode tells me that theres not going to be Setsuna X Marina, hmmm...
In the end of the episode, Marina sheilding an orphan with her body while the army starts to fire a shot directed to Marina...
But I dunno either the shot hit or missed Marina though... I think even Marina get shot, its just a shot... still can run away I guess, the army is not using machine gun by the way and unless the army fires multiples shots to Marina... unless the army fires multiple shots to Marina, its not game over to Marina yet.
And there are something sinister behind the Innovators and Wang Liu Mei... Anew is also the same too...
This episode is kinda sad that Setsuna's arm havent healed yet from the shot. The shot that Ali fired seems to be imbued with Red GN-Particles that will make cells die and cant be regrow back anymore, that means Setsuna is going to have the wound forever in his arm unless they get the intel from Veda. Seeing Setsuna needs to go to the battlefield with his injured arm, the promise he made with Saji that will bring back Louisse, the promise made by Marina that Setsuna will listen to her song again... and while he enters the cockpit of 00 Gundam, the most important thing he had in hsi mind now is Gundam... well thats kinda sad.
Its also come to a surprise to me that Lockon confess his love to Anew before he goes to the battlefield when launching phase of Cherudim Gundam. Its kinda funny to see the reaction of Anew listening to Lockon saying :'Anew, I love you.' all of sudden and unexpected lol. So entering the battlefield, for Lockon, his most important person is Anew while for Allelujah, its Marie.
Seeing them saying out their loved one names before entering the battlefield... it looks like this battle is kinda epic... I sense death coming already soon. Probably someone will die in the battle...
After 4 months, Marina is still taking care of those kids and they have their base changed to somewhere since the Kataron base has been detected by A-Laws. Marina looks even more like an aunty now to me lol... well, considering Marina's age is 29... while Setsuna is 21... and this episode tells me that theres not going to be Setsuna X Marina, hmmm...
In the end of the episode, Marina sheilding an orphan with her body while the army starts to fire a shot directed to Marina...
But I dunno either the shot hit or missed Marina though... I think even Marina get shot, its just a shot... still can run away I guess, the army is not using machine gun by the way and unless the army fires multiples shots to Marina... unless the army fires multiple shots to Marina, its not game over to Marina yet.
And there are something sinister behind the Innovators and Wang Liu Mei... Anew is also the same too...
Monday, February 9, 2009
Monday 9 February 2009
Today nothing happened... only this afternoon went to damansara there to check out the road system there since next month need to study at IACT. IACT is located in damansara.
Valentine's Day is coming, I have prepared a new playlist specially designed for this upcoming happy event! Up until now only got 7 songs in this playlist, thinking of adding more... well by the way, I hope you all will enjoy this new playlist's songs! ^.^
In fact, to be honest here, I so dam emo!!! How good if I went to SEGI during Feb 2 or how good if I went to IACT earlier and IACT start their courses earlier. If they start early, I probably wouldnt end up being alone in this year's valentines day... after listened to... my friends said, many people get married at age 24 already... now Im just 19, going to be 20 at Oct 1st 2009!!! OMG!!! Since so early, I think I need to be fast also lor... I think 3 weeks... I give myself 3 weeks to find one after I study in IACT straight away... haiz, cant stand being lonely and the status as 'single' already... 20 years old... but even if I get one I will not reveal it out la lolz. Need to keep identity de ma haha... I mean, I will not reveal in my blog la, but if in future go gathering or sing k, she wanna come with me also no choice lor XD. That time duet the song 'Romeo and Juliet' or the song 'Perhaps Love' from the drama Goong you all dont cry leh hahaha. Luckily Im borned at late 1989... some of you will reach 20 earlier than me and probably still cant get yet. But as soon as I enter IACT in March, I will make sure before October 1st and before my age reach 20, I already have hahahahaha. Man, this is so serious actually... if I cant find one in IACT, I will end up being single there for 2.5 years... I dont want being alone for 2.5 years leh haiz. Lucky to me, as soon as I start class, I think Im going to be the eldest one in the class for taking diploma there while the others are just over SPM around 18 years old, some might be 17 years old too. Good la... younger than me... if not you expect me to chase those that are older than me meh haha. But of course, even after I get one also have to maintain my own perception and those traditional values, cannot be so inmoral la of course, get one already still chase others, playboy meh, I hate this kind also lol... so I hope... I loyal and other side also loyal la. Of course gotta destroy those feelings about old love also, if not very unfair to each other. People so good to you but you yourself not good enough because of your old love, very unfair, so by the time comes, also must destroy those feelings and dont think too much, just be fair to others. Im getting worried now omg... March is coming soon, must be brave, yx!!
How good if love can be more simple and pure... but sadly, love cant be achieved without strategies and techniques... even love can be achieved, but its not true at all. Where is true love?
Valentine's Day is coming, I have prepared a new playlist specially designed for this upcoming happy event! Up until now only got 7 songs in this playlist, thinking of adding more... well by the way, I hope you all will enjoy this new playlist's songs! ^.^
In fact, to be honest here, I so dam emo!!! How good if I went to SEGI during Feb 2 or how good if I went to IACT earlier and IACT start their courses earlier. If they start early, I probably wouldnt end up being alone in this year's valentines day... after listened to... my friends said, many people get married at age 24 already... now Im just 19, going to be 20 at Oct 1st 2009!!! OMG!!! Since so early, I think I need to be fast also lor... I think 3 weeks... I give myself 3 weeks to find one after I study in IACT straight away... haiz, cant stand being lonely and the status as 'single' already... 20 years old... but even if I get one I will not reveal it out la lolz. Need to keep identity de ma haha... I mean, I will not reveal in my blog la, but if in future go gathering or sing k, she wanna come with me also no choice lor XD. That time duet the song 'Romeo and Juliet' or the song 'Perhaps Love' from the drama Goong you all dont cry leh hahaha. Luckily Im borned at late 1989... some of you will reach 20 earlier than me and probably still cant get yet. But as soon as I enter IACT in March, I will make sure before October 1st and before my age reach 20, I already have hahahahaha. Man, this is so serious actually... if I cant find one in IACT, I will end up being single there for 2.5 years... I dont want being alone for 2.5 years leh haiz. Lucky to me, as soon as I start class, I think Im going to be the eldest one in the class for taking diploma there while the others are just over SPM around 18 years old, some might be 17 years old too. Good la... younger than me... if not you expect me to chase those that are older than me meh haha. But of course, even after I get one also have to maintain my own perception and those traditional values, cannot be so inmoral la of course, get one already still chase others, playboy meh, I hate this kind also lol... so I hope... I loyal and other side also loyal la. Of course gotta destroy those feelings about old love also, if not very unfair to each other. People so good to you but you yourself not good enough because of your old love, very unfair, so by the time comes, also must destroy those feelings and dont think too much, just be fair to others. Im getting worried now omg... March is coming soon, must be brave, yx!!
How good if love can be more simple and pure... but sadly, love cant be achieved without strategies and techniques... even love can be achieved, but its not true at all. Where is true love?
Models-1/100 00 Gundam
Some random camera shots of my 1/100 Double O or also known as 00 Gundam. Just bought the battery for the light effect of this 00 Gundam! So cool!
Still remember Gundam 00 season 2 episode 2? 00 Gundam's twin drive system is not stable because there are 2 GN-Drive installed in this Gundam, hence making this Gundam powerful with 2X than normal output but at the same time making it unstable and was unable to activate. But Setsuna F. Seiei activates the Trans-Am mode of 00 Gundam and just when the enemy mobile suit direct their shot at 00 Gundam, 00 Gundam activates and Setsuna use the twin drive system to reflect the shots with GN-Particles released from the twin drve system!!
'Setsuna F. Seiei, 00 Gundam, launching!'
00 Gundam is launched from Ptolemy's board! Setsuna is going to save the day!
00 Gundam is equipped with 2 GN-Sword II.
'GN-Particles distribution to 73%... release!'
The light effect of 00 Gundam is so cool!
Aww man my room is not dark enough to show off the light effect of 00 Gundam...
00 Gundam has beam sabers as well too! Slice everything like taufu!
A closer look to 00 Gundam's head.
00 Gundam's GN-Sword II rifle mode! In this rifle mode, 00 Gundam can have range attacks and the shots are good too.
Mass destruction!!! Setsuna is going emo here! Destroy everything that blocks your path! There are too many stupid humans in this world too... destroy them!
Another emo pic. Destroy!! 00 Gundam's shield's edge have piercing effect and can be used as weapon. With the shields equipped and GN-Sword II, it is absolute victory for 00 Gundam!
The 2 GN-Sword II can be combined together as one for bigger and longer blade! It looks very intimidating!
Actually this 1/100 00 Gundam model is bought during the last day of my STPM day in Mid Valley's XL Shop for RM135. I completed this Gundam before going to Langkawi with my classmates and I believe I posted the pics of 00 Gundam before Langkawi but just without the battery for the light effect. Now when you shop around... in Jusco, this model sells for RM155 instead of RM135... how sad since the economy is bad now, price had increased. Besides that, having this 00 Gundam makes me think of the days of my STPM and those Langkawi days... how nostalgic. This 00 Gundam sure brings back lots of memories to me haha. This is probably my last Gundam model I bought since those Gundam models price had increased so much nowadays and I think its not worth to buy any Gundam models anymore... besides there are lots of thing I can do with my money instead of just buying Gundam models... however, I still wanna buy 00 Gundam's upgrade, that is O-Raiser. Combined with O-Raiser, 00 Gundam will become 00 Raiser Gundam and the power output is just so incredible!! Haiz, the O-Raiser is supposed to be RM65 only... I wonder what the price of O-Raiser here if this model get imported to our local stores... probably more than RM65, so sad...
Besides O-Raiser, I still have a Gundam model I wanna buy, that is Gundam DX!! Gundam DX is also known as Gundam Double X or Gundam XX. Rumor said that MG version of Gundam DX is coming out soon, cant wait for it to be released.
Since now I have 00 Gundam, its a good thing if I have XX Gundam to pose with it... Double O and Double X, how cool it is! Man, Gundam DX faster out!
Ending this post with Setsuna's quote,
'This is O Gundam's... Exia Gundam's... together with me! This is our Gundam! 00 Gundam!'
*Because of this, whenever I look at 00 Gundam in my room, I feel that Im not lonely because... Setsuna is always with me! Because, this is our Gundam!
Still remember Gundam 00 season 2 episode 2? 00 Gundam's twin drive system is not stable because there are 2 GN-Drive installed in this Gundam, hence making this Gundam powerful with 2X than normal output but at the same time making it unstable and was unable to activate. But Setsuna F. Seiei activates the Trans-Am mode of 00 Gundam and just when the enemy mobile suit direct their shot at 00 Gundam, 00 Gundam activates and Setsuna use the twin drive system to reflect the shots with GN-Particles released from the twin drve system!!
'Setsuna F. Seiei, 00 Gundam, launching!'
00 Gundam is launched from Ptolemy's board! Setsuna is going to save the day!
00 Gundam is equipped with 2 GN-Sword II.
'GN-Particles distribution to 73%... release!'
The light effect of 00 Gundam is so cool!
Aww man my room is not dark enough to show off the light effect of 00 Gundam...
00 Gundam has beam sabers as well too! Slice everything like taufu!
A closer look to 00 Gundam's head.
00 Gundam's GN-Sword II rifle mode! In this rifle mode, 00 Gundam can have range attacks and the shots are good too.
Mass destruction!!! Setsuna is going emo here! Destroy everything that blocks your path! There are too many stupid humans in this world too... destroy them!
Another emo pic. Destroy!! 00 Gundam's shield's edge have piercing effect and can be used as weapon. With the shields equipped and GN-Sword II, it is absolute victory for 00 Gundam!
The 2 GN-Sword II can be combined together as one for bigger and longer blade! It looks very intimidating!
Actually this 1/100 00 Gundam model is bought during the last day of my STPM day in Mid Valley's XL Shop for RM135. I completed this Gundam before going to Langkawi with my classmates and I believe I posted the pics of 00 Gundam before Langkawi but just without the battery for the light effect. Now when you shop around... in Jusco, this model sells for RM155 instead of RM135... how sad since the economy is bad now, price had increased. Besides that, having this 00 Gundam makes me think of the days of my STPM and those Langkawi days... how nostalgic. This 00 Gundam sure brings back lots of memories to me haha. This is probably my last Gundam model I bought since those Gundam models price had increased so much nowadays and I think its not worth to buy any Gundam models anymore... besides there are lots of thing I can do with my money instead of just buying Gundam models... however, I still wanna buy 00 Gundam's upgrade, that is O-Raiser. Combined with O-Raiser, 00 Gundam will become 00 Raiser Gundam and the power output is just so incredible!! Haiz, the O-Raiser is supposed to be RM65 only... I wonder what the price of O-Raiser here if this model get imported to our local stores... probably more than RM65, so sad...
Besides O-Raiser, I still have a Gundam model I wanna buy, that is Gundam DX!! Gundam DX is also known as Gundam Double X or Gundam XX. Rumor said that MG version of Gundam DX is coming out soon, cant wait for it to be released.
Since now I have 00 Gundam, its a good thing if I have XX Gundam to pose with it... Double O and Double X, how cool it is! Man, Gundam DX faster out!
Ending this post with Setsuna's quote,
'This is O Gundam's... Exia Gundam's... together with me! This is our Gundam! 00 Gundam!'
*Because of this, whenever I look at 00 Gundam in my room, I feel that Im not lonely because... Setsuna is always with me! Because, this is our Gundam!
Saturday, February 7, 2009
Saturday 7 February 2009
Yesterday went to IOI with teng hong, watched the movie Ong Bak 2. This movie is very nice, highly recommended. This movie is full of action and the action is super awesome! But the ending is quite rushed and I dunno whats the point of introducing some mysterious characters in the movie, feel like having them for no point, especially the main character's love interest... Every scenes in the movie is very good and the action scenes makes me cant even close my eyes for a single second, sometimes makes me hold my breathe in those terrifying moments lol...
Today go cut my hair with sean cheng at USJ there. At 1st I feel satisfied with the cut, but after coming back home, I feel my hair now is kinda 'not that good' as I thought earlier... whatsmore they cut a bit my side burn away, revealing my ear already... I dont want my ear to get exposed one actually, haiz... I want my hair to cover my whole ears but the barber cut the side until my ears are revealed!!! Luckily, my side burn's length is still there but just didnt cover my ears anymore... about my front hair, my front hair's length is also still there. About my back hair, the length is also still there and I think I like my back hair now, give some clean finishing look at the back. So conclusion, front and back are nice, its just that Im not happy with my side burn now, haiz, gotta grow my side burn already la... now my ears are exposed!!! Need to keep my hair until they cover my whole ears again. Sometimes I also think that my middle hair part there are too short to make some style movements with them... the middle part are just too short and what I can do is just spike them up. What I want is like can spike up my middle hair while making them style to aside to give some movements look one... but nevermind la, front hair very fast grow one, I think after 2 weeks or so should look more ok, just need time. Luckily, next month only start class, still got time to keep my hair. Thinking of dye-ing my hair soon... just dunno which color is suitable to my hair, my family members say Im more suitable to those dark colors because my skin is too white.
Then go to Summit, watched that chinese movie, 'All Well Prosperity' if Im not mistaken. That movie is about comedy and romance, quite good la lol.
Nowadays many people are busy I think... so am I lolz...
Today go cut my hair with sean cheng at USJ there. At 1st I feel satisfied with the cut, but after coming back home, I feel my hair now is kinda 'not that good' as I thought earlier... whatsmore they cut a bit my side burn away, revealing my ear already... I dont want my ear to get exposed one actually, haiz... I want my hair to cover my whole ears but the barber cut the side until my ears are revealed!!! Luckily, my side burn's length is still there but just didnt cover my ears anymore... about my front hair, my front hair's length is also still there. About my back hair, the length is also still there and I think I like my back hair now, give some clean finishing look at the back. So conclusion, front and back are nice, its just that Im not happy with my side burn now, haiz, gotta grow my side burn already la... now my ears are exposed!!! Need to keep my hair until they cover my whole ears again. Sometimes I also think that my middle hair part there are too short to make some style movements with them... the middle part are just too short and what I can do is just spike them up. What I want is like can spike up my middle hair while making them style to aside to give some movements look one... but nevermind la, front hair very fast grow one, I think after 2 weeks or so should look more ok, just need time. Luckily, next month only start class, still got time to keep my hair. Thinking of dye-ing my hair soon... just dunno which color is suitable to my hair, my family members say Im more suitable to those dark colors because my skin is too white.
Then go to Summit, watched that chinese movie, 'All Well Prosperity' if Im not mistaken. That movie is about comedy and romance, quite good la lol.
Nowadays many people are busy I think... so am I lolz...
Friday, February 6, 2009
叶子-5
"你好,我是新。"
史黛拉把刚才给老师看的卡片拿出来:
你好,我是史黛拉,Stellar。
"那你觉得班上怎样?还好吧?" 我笑着说。我心跳又加快了。
我说完后,史黛拉赶快拿出一张纸,以快速的速度写她要说的话写在纸上,她的手很优美,很有艺术,手指也很修长。史黛拉写的字,因为写得很快,所以字体很乱。但是在乱中却带有优美的感觉,她写的字体也不会写得乱得令人看不出的那种。
还好,只是我迟加入了你们这班,所以刚才上课时有一些地方不明白和我还没买到物理课本。
原来史黛拉还没买到物理课本,所以才在刚才上的物理课时东张西望...那时候吓了我一跳,害得我...哎,还是把那件羞耻的小事忘了吧...
"哦...没关系的,嗯...如果有什么问题的话可以问我或问老师的。" 与史黛拉说到这里,我似乎好像开始习惯了。
但是我怕会麻烦到你们。因为我是哑的,所以你们要和我沟通也会觉得麻烦吧,要在那里等着我写完我所要说的话。
史黛拉写的这一句好像带有悲伤的感觉...尤其是她写的文字,在她的文字上,我可以看见有某些伤心的感觉。
"哪里会麻烦啊哈哈...我觉得和你沟通的时候...一点也不会觉得麻烦啊。"
是真的吗?就连我的好朋友都会觉得和我沟通很麻烦...
我对她所说的话好像伤到了她的心,她写的这一句也带有伤心的感觉。我最好的是说话小心吧...
"对不起...让你想起了伤心的事了..."
史黛拉对着我微笑,但她的微笑好像很勉强似的。她在纸上接着写:
没什么的啦,我习惯了!而且,你也不是第一个问我这问题的人啊!
"哦,是真的吗?...啊,我问了你这么多的问题,现在轮到我介绍关于我自己的事吧!" 我微笑着说。
所以就这样,我和史黛拉谈了不少话。我向她说了所有关于我自己的事,比如说...我是出身于9月1日的,住在puchong的,有一位哥哥啊等等的。
从这对话里,我得知道关于史黛拉的事。她是住在Mid Valley附近的,出生于3月15日,她家庭成员也就只有她和爸爸,她哑巴的原因是从3个月前开始的。
3个月前,史黛拉并不是哑的,但是经过一场车祸之后,她就再也不能发出声音了。那场车祸发生的时候,驾着车的是她的爸爸,但是在路途中被一辆罗里撞,而且情况非常的严重,所以史黛拉一家人都被送到了医院去。史黛拉的母亲很不幸地在那场车祸丧失了生命而医生说史黛拉有可能是因为受到了惊吓,所以导致了她脑部里的某些神经细胞死了,才不能再发出声音了。
所以在这3个月的期间内,史黛拉和她的爸爸忙得不的了...他们得进行妈妈的葬礼,也要疗伤。也是因为这原因,所以史黛拉才迟进来我们这Sunway Taylor的A-Level课程。史黛拉因为变哑了,所以和她一些朋友失去了联络,尤其是那些没msn和internet装备的朋友。电话和手机也用不通,唯一能与史黛拉沟通的道具也就只有以手机的sms方式了。虽然是这样,有些史黛拉的朋友也觉得要与她沟通很麻烦,所以从此也很少和她联络了。
知道关于史黛拉的事之后,我觉得很伤心,同时也同情她...真是不得了啊...在一瞬间不单只失去了妈妈,也失去了声音...而且在这3个月里也不得要处理妈妈的葬礼,也要疗伤...而现在又要赶上我们的A-Level课程,真令人感汉不已啊...
"对不起...史黛拉...我可没想到..."
我说到这里,史黛拉对我微笑着挥一挥手,表示她没事。虽然她对着我微笑,但我并没回应她的微笑...反而觉得很悲伤,很同情她...这世界怎么那么残酷啊!实在是太残忍了,不公平!
不久,史黛拉的眼充满了泪水,像水晶一样开始慢慢地流了下来,她那勉强的微笑的笑容也失去了...我觉得她的泪水...也忍了一整天吧...亏我班上的人和老师们也问了她许多的问题,让她回忆起不少的悲伤和痛苦...而我现在这笨蛋又在提起她以前的事...让她承受不少了痛苦...
"对,对不起,史黛拉!我太过份了...对不起!"
史黛拉连忙把她的眼泪擦干...可是过后又流了更多的眼泪,嘴巴张开了一点点,呼吸声也明显得又快又深...史黛拉在哭着...可是...她虽然哭了出来,但却没声音...要大声地哭却无法大声地哭,我也感到非常地痛苦...我的眼泪也差不多要落了。
这时候,我的身体内觉得有一股热量,身体也热了起来。
"史黛拉,别担心...我,我...永远会成为你的朋友,永远陪着你的...和你沟通时,我真的觉得一点麻烦都没有!"
就这样,我先等史黛拉开始平静下来,陪她去洗手间等她洗好她的脸。
过后,她向我指一指她的手表...
"嗯...?什么事...?" 我微笑地问。
手表?我看了我自己的手表...啊!已迟了!原来我和史黛拉谈得忘时了!
我要走了,拜拜。
"哦...我也是...该走了。" 我笑着回答。
史黛拉开始走的时候...
"等一下,史黛拉...嗯...如果你在课程有所困难的话,你随时都可以找我的...不会麻烦到我的啦...哈哈..." 我说这一句时,觉得好不自然...害羞吧...
"明天...我可以...和你坐在一...一起吗?" 我尴尬地笑着说。我尴尬时多数是会笑,但笑得很不自然。
史黛拉笑着点点头,表示答应。
"拜拜!"
史黛拉也向我挥一挥手,向我表示再见的意思。
就这样,跟以往不同的一天就这样过了。我平时回到家的时间是6pm的,但今天却是7.30pm。
由于今天发生了好多事情,就连我睡觉时从我哥房平时传来的那首吹眠曲,周杰伦的<<晴天>>也无法令我入睡。
史黛拉...新同学...哑巴的...她身上神秘,亲切花香的味道...修长优美的手...美丽柔顺的短头发...悲伤的泪水和眼神...可爱乐观美丽且温柔的脸孔...以前快乐的她,现在的眼神却带有悲伤...
史黛拉把刚才给老师看的卡片拿出来:
你好,我是史黛拉,Stellar。
"那你觉得班上怎样?还好吧?" 我笑着说。我心跳又加快了。
我说完后,史黛拉赶快拿出一张纸,以快速的速度写她要说的话写在纸上,她的手很优美,很有艺术,手指也很修长。史黛拉写的字,因为写得很快,所以字体很乱。但是在乱中却带有优美的感觉,她写的字体也不会写得乱得令人看不出的那种。
还好,只是我迟加入了你们这班,所以刚才上课时有一些地方不明白和我还没买到物理课本。
原来史黛拉还没买到物理课本,所以才在刚才上的物理课时东张西望...那时候吓了我一跳,害得我...哎,还是把那件羞耻的小事忘了吧...
"哦...没关系的,嗯...如果有什么问题的话可以问我或问老师的。" 与史黛拉说到这里,我似乎好像开始习惯了。
但是我怕会麻烦到你们。因为我是哑的,所以你们要和我沟通也会觉得麻烦吧,要在那里等着我写完我所要说的话。
史黛拉写的这一句好像带有悲伤的感觉...尤其是她写的文字,在她的文字上,我可以看见有某些伤心的感觉。
"哪里会麻烦啊哈哈...我觉得和你沟通的时候...一点也不会觉得麻烦啊。"
是真的吗?就连我的好朋友都会觉得和我沟通很麻烦...
我对她所说的话好像伤到了她的心,她写的这一句也带有伤心的感觉。我最好的是说话小心吧...
"对不起...让你想起了伤心的事了..."
史黛拉对着我微笑,但她的微笑好像很勉强似的。她在纸上接着写:
没什么的啦,我习惯了!而且,你也不是第一个问我这问题的人啊!
"哦,是真的吗?...啊,我问了你这么多的问题,现在轮到我介绍关于我自己的事吧!" 我微笑着说。
所以就这样,我和史黛拉谈了不少话。我向她说了所有关于我自己的事,比如说...我是出身于9月1日的,住在puchong的,有一位哥哥啊等等的。
从这对话里,我得知道关于史黛拉的事。她是住在Mid Valley附近的,出生于3月15日,她家庭成员也就只有她和爸爸,她哑巴的原因是从3个月前开始的。
3个月前,史黛拉并不是哑的,但是经过一场车祸之后,她就再也不能发出声音了。那场车祸发生的时候,驾着车的是她的爸爸,但是在路途中被一辆罗里撞,而且情况非常的严重,所以史黛拉一家人都被送到了医院去。史黛拉的母亲很不幸地在那场车祸丧失了生命而医生说史黛拉有可能是因为受到了惊吓,所以导致了她脑部里的某些神经细胞死了,才不能再发出声音了。
所以在这3个月的期间内,史黛拉和她的爸爸忙得不的了...他们得进行妈妈的葬礼,也要疗伤。也是因为这原因,所以史黛拉才迟进来我们这Sunway Taylor的A-Level课程。史黛拉因为变哑了,所以和她一些朋友失去了联络,尤其是那些没msn和internet装备的朋友。电话和手机也用不通,唯一能与史黛拉沟通的道具也就只有以手机的sms方式了。虽然是这样,有些史黛拉的朋友也觉得要与她沟通很麻烦,所以从此也很少和她联络了。
知道关于史黛拉的事之后,我觉得很伤心,同时也同情她...真是不得了啊...在一瞬间不单只失去了妈妈,也失去了声音...而且在这3个月里也不得要处理妈妈的葬礼,也要疗伤...而现在又要赶上我们的A-Level课程,真令人感汉不已啊...
"对不起...史黛拉...我可没想到..."
我说到这里,史黛拉对我微笑着挥一挥手,表示她没事。虽然她对着我微笑,但我并没回应她的微笑...反而觉得很悲伤,很同情她...这世界怎么那么残酷啊!实在是太残忍了,不公平!
不久,史黛拉的眼充满了泪水,像水晶一样开始慢慢地流了下来,她那勉强的微笑的笑容也失去了...我觉得她的泪水...也忍了一整天吧...亏我班上的人和老师们也问了她许多的问题,让她回忆起不少的悲伤和痛苦...而我现在这笨蛋又在提起她以前的事...让她承受不少了痛苦...
"对,对不起,史黛拉!我太过份了...对不起!"
史黛拉连忙把她的眼泪擦干...可是过后又流了更多的眼泪,嘴巴张开了一点点,呼吸声也明显得又快又深...史黛拉在哭着...可是...她虽然哭了出来,但却没声音...要大声地哭却无法大声地哭,我也感到非常地痛苦...我的眼泪也差不多要落了。
这时候,我的身体内觉得有一股热量,身体也热了起来。
"史黛拉,别担心...我,我...永远会成为你的朋友,永远陪着你的...和你沟通时,我真的觉得一点麻烦都没有!"
就这样,我先等史黛拉开始平静下来,陪她去洗手间等她洗好她的脸。
过后,她向我指一指她的手表...
"嗯...?什么事...?" 我微笑地问。
手表?我看了我自己的手表...啊!已迟了!原来我和史黛拉谈得忘时了!
我要走了,拜拜。
"哦...我也是...该走了。" 我笑着回答。
史黛拉开始走的时候...
"等一下,史黛拉...嗯...如果你在课程有所困难的话,你随时都可以找我的...不会麻烦到我的啦...哈哈..." 我说这一句时,觉得好不自然...害羞吧...
"明天...我可以...和你坐在一...一起吗?" 我尴尬地笑着说。我尴尬时多数是会笑,但笑得很不自然。
史黛拉笑着点点头,表示答应。
"拜拜!"
史黛拉也向我挥一挥手,向我表示再见的意思。
就这样,跟以往不同的一天就这样过了。我平时回到家的时间是6pm的,但今天却是7.30pm。
由于今天发生了好多事情,就连我睡觉时从我哥房平时传来的那首吹眠曲,周杰伦的<<晴天>>也无法令我入睡。
史黛拉...新同学...哑巴的...她身上神秘,亲切花香的味道...修长优美的手...美丽柔顺的短头发...悲伤的泪水和眼神...可爱乐观美丽且温柔的脸孔...以前快乐的她,现在的眼神却带有悲伤...
叶子-4
上物理课时,我根本都无法专心上课。我从未见过哑巴人士,而且人又长得那么的美...也许是这些原因而导致我不能专心上课吧...
我把我的视觉调整到可以看得见史黛拉的角度...
史黛拉一个人在那角落里...
"翻到课本的第73页..."
唉,上课真的sien得不得了啊!我把课本翻到如老师说的第73页...是关于物理的kinetic energy...
就这样,老师开始一面念书里的文字,一面把一些notes抄在白板上。
过了一会儿,我拿出我的水瓶喝一下水,喝着时,我把我的眼神慢慢地移到史黛拉的那个角落里...
史黛拉也在同时侯看着我!
我嘴巴里喝着的水也流了出来!!!我一时把水喝得太快了!!!
我连忙地把自己整理好而史黛拉好像在那角落里嘻嘻地笑着...哎,真丢脸!!!怎么会这样的!!!气死我了!
物理课上完后,差不多所有在我班上的人都去史黛拉那里自我介绍,而史黛拉也只在那里微笑。差不多所有在我班上的人都向史黛拉自我介绍了,除了我和几位同学...
剩下的那几位同学...我知道他们是比较偏向于冷酷且自大的,所以才没去向史黛拉自我介绍。
我原本也想去向史黛拉自我介绍的,但是看见有许多人都团绕着史黛拉...我就死了我的念头,等人群散了再向她自我介绍吧...其实我不习惯与女子说话...和女子说话时,我会说得吞吞吐吐的,显得很不自然,所以害怕被我班上的人嘲笑。
他们也对史黛拉很热情,对史黛拉问的问题也一大堆...而史黛拉就在那里忙着用笔写在一张笔记纸上来回应他们,也在那里微笑着。史黛拉把她想说的话都以快速的速度写在纸上。看来,我班上真的好热闹啊...
"咦?新,你怎么没向史黛拉自我介绍啊?"
那是我班上其中一个有ah beng样子的同学,他的名字我是有听过,但我记不起...因为...我懒得去认识他,也懒得记他名字...根本没兴趣认识他呀...因为他也是那种我看不顺眼的家伙,天天在那里show off他的psp...哼!
但我知道这样很没礼貌的,多亏他记起我名字,可是我却没记起他的名字...很炸到对吧?
"啊...我现在有些忙呢...迟一点向新同学自我介绍也不会太迟吧哈哈...况且,现在那里很热闹,很不方便我说话啊..."我连忙地回答那位我所谓的'其中一个有ah beng样子的同学'。
就这样,一节接一节地过了...每当新的老师进来时,他们都有问那位新同学是什么名字的时候,史黛拉都会微笑地把一张大的卡片拿出来给老师看,那张大卡片写着:
你好,我是史黛拉,Stellar。
然后,每当老师接着追问史黛拉种种的问题时,史黛拉会把几张纸给他们看...好像为什么史黛拉是哑巴的,从那里来的,从什么学校来的种种问题,史黛拉早已准备好,把那些答案写在一堆的纸上了。有时,我班上的同学也会帮忙回答,这样一来史黛拉就会省很多工了。
下课时在食堂,史黛拉四周围还是很热闹...
放学了,我还没对史黛拉说过任何一句话...在这个时候,我急得慌了起来,感觉非常紧张。
觉得想认识的女生就要大胆一点啊,新!!!你在搞什么!!!哎,说我哥不是很会和女生说话,其实我也好不到那里去...我真失败。
等我班上大多数的同学走出教室了之后...史黛拉还在那角落里的座位收拾书包。现在的人不是很多了,这可是好机会向史黛拉自我介绍。
我要去向一位女子自我介绍也未免有点夸张了吧...好像要去打仗似的,真可笑!
我走到史黛拉的座位...每一步接近史黛拉的时候,我的心也跳得越来越快...不行啊,新...心跳快得要跳出来了,怎能与她说话呢?大胆一点!
史黛拉看见我走近她面前,就向我微笑...她那张微笑的脸孔,可爱死了,没想到我可以在这样近的距离,面对面地看着她的脸。我也回应她的微笑,对她微笑,只是觉得有些不自然...我该不会是笑得有些害羞了吧...
当我接近史黛拉的时候,我闻到有一种迷人的香味...那是什么花的香味啊...?她用的是香水还是什么shampoo...我不知道为什么会如此地香...到道底是香水还是shampoo??我想该不会是shampoo的吧...如果是shampoo,为何我又嗅不到我自己身上的味道,我也是用shampoo的耶!如果是香水的话...是什么花啊?我知道每一个花的香味是怎样的,但是这种香味是什么花的我就不知道了。
我深呼吸了一会...把心跳给控制了之后...
"你好,我是新。"
我把我的视觉调整到可以看得见史黛拉的角度...
史黛拉一个人在那角落里...
"翻到课本的第73页..."
唉,上课真的sien得不得了啊!我把课本翻到如老师说的第73页...是关于物理的kinetic energy...
就这样,老师开始一面念书里的文字,一面把一些notes抄在白板上。
过了一会儿,我拿出我的水瓶喝一下水,喝着时,我把我的眼神慢慢地移到史黛拉的那个角落里...
史黛拉也在同时侯看着我!
我嘴巴里喝着的水也流了出来!!!我一时把水喝得太快了!!!
我连忙地把自己整理好而史黛拉好像在那角落里嘻嘻地笑着...哎,真丢脸!!!怎么会这样的!!!气死我了!
物理课上完后,差不多所有在我班上的人都去史黛拉那里自我介绍,而史黛拉也只在那里微笑。差不多所有在我班上的人都向史黛拉自我介绍了,除了我和几位同学...
剩下的那几位同学...我知道他们是比较偏向于冷酷且自大的,所以才没去向史黛拉自我介绍。
我原本也想去向史黛拉自我介绍的,但是看见有许多人都团绕着史黛拉...我就死了我的念头,等人群散了再向她自我介绍吧...其实我不习惯与女子说话...和女子说话时,我会说得吞吞吐吐的,显得很不自然,所以害怕被我班上的人嘲笑。
他们也对史黛拉很热情,对史黛拉问的问题也一大堆...而史黛拉就在那里忙着用笔写在一张笔记纸上来回应他们,也在那里微笑着。史黛拉把她想说的话都以快速的速度写在纸上。看来,我班上真的好热闹啊...
"咦?新,你怎么没向史黛拉自我介绍啊?"
那是我班上其中一个有ah beng样子的同学,他的名字我是有听过,但我记不起...因为...我懒得去认识他,也懒得记他名字...根本没兴趣认识他呀...因为他也是那种我看不顺眼的家伙,天天在那里show off他的psp...哼!
但我知道这样很没礼貌的,多亏他记起我名字,可是我却没记起他的名字...很炸到对吧?
"啊...我现在有些忙呢...迟一点向新同学自我介绍也不会太迟吧哈哈...况且,现在那里很热闹,很不方便我说话啊..."我连忙地回答那位我所谓的'其中一个有ah beng样子的同学'。
就这样,一节接一节地过了...每当新的老师进来时,他们都有问那位新同学是什么名字的时候,史黛拉都会微笑地把一张大的卡片拿出来给老师看,那张大卡片写着:
你好,我是史黛拉,Stellar。
然后,每当老师接着追问史黛拉种种的问题时,史黛拉会把几张纸给他们看...好像为什么史黛拉是哑巴的,从那里来的,从什么学校来的种种问题,史黛拉早已准备好,把那些答案写在一堆的纸上了。有时,我班上的同学也会帮忙回答,这样一来史黛拉就会省很多工了。
下课时在食堂,史黛拉四周围还是很热闹...
放学了,我还没对史黛拉说过任何一句话...在这个时候,我急得慌了起来,感觉非常紧张。
觉得想认识的女生就要大胆一点啊,新!!!你在搞什么!!!哎,说我哥不是很会和女生说话,其实我也好不到那里去...我真失败。
等我班上大多数的同学走出教室了之后...史黛拉还在那角落里的座位收拾书包。现在的人不是很多了,这可是好机会向史黛拉自我介绍。
我要去向一位女子自我介绍也未免有点夸张了吧...好像要去打仗似的,真可笑!
我走到史黛拉的座位...每一步接近史黛拉的时候,我的心也跳得越来越快...不行啊,新...心跳快得要跳出来了,怎能与她说话呢?大胆一点!
史黛拉看见我走近她面前,就向我微笑...她那张微笑的脸孔,可爱死了,没想到我可以在这样近的距离,面对面地看着她的脸。我也回应她的微笑,对她微笑,只是觉得有些不自然...我该不会是笑得有些害羞了吧...
当我接近史黛拉的时候,我闻到有一种迷人的香味...那是什么花的香味啊...?她用的是香水还是什么shampoo...我不知道为什么会如此地香...到道底是香水还是shampoo??我想该不会是shampoo的吧...如果是shampoo,为何我又嗅不到我自己身上的味道,我也是用shampoo的耶!如果是香水的话...是什么花啊?我知道每一个花的香味是怎样的,但是这种香味是什么花的我就不知道了。
我深呼吸了一会...把心跳给控制了之后...
"你好,我是新。"
Thursday, February 5, 2009
Thursday 5 February 2009
Nothing special happened today... everyday seems like keep repeating the same thing again just as I said in my friendster lol. Long time didnt go to my friendster and update it, but feel lazy to update my friendster so I will just leave my friendster there haha. By the way, my friendster is last year's. Heng Bong's friendster is form 5 one lol! Still feel kinda funny looking back at those old friendsters.
Today my dad call me to remind him to register me at IACT at 20 Feb.
Today my dad call me to remind him to register me at IACT at 20 Feb.
叶子-3
玛丽虽然是在日本,我们还是有保持联络...多数是通过email和msn联络的。因为已有3年了,她现在也有16岁了,至于她现在的样子,我就不清楚了,因为没看过她目前的照片,也不知道她的blog,所以她现在长得怎样我就不知道了。
虽然我不是很喜欢这里的同学,但是我还是有和他们说话。而且,即使讨厌他们,也不会说讨厌到哪里去啦...如果讨厌的话,我也不会露出本性的。
到了8am,我的A-Level课程就要开始了...第一节是上物理课。虽然说是8am开始,但老师进班也不会很准时的啦,也会迟几分钟的。
可是今天也未免太迟了吧...时间已过了大约20分钟,老师还没进班耶...我想,应该是老师今天没来吧!
过了一会儿,教室的门被打开了...和平时一样,门一被打开,就是说老师进班了,所以整班人都赶快关掉他们的mp3,mp4,ipod,psp和handphone等等,并把它们收起来。
老师进来的时候...有一位女生跟在老师背后...
"对不起,各位同学,今天我迟进来了一些..."
老师在说着这一段话话的时候,我的眼神保留在那位女生上。
"今天来了一位新学生,她是和你们一样要上同样的A-Level课程的..."
老师说到这里,那位女生非常有礼貌地向我们点头,微笑一下,显然有些害羞又紧张。
"她...是...哑巴的...跳班生,今年17岁...名是史黛拉,英文名是Stellar。"
什么??哑巴的??在我一生中,我从未与任何哑巴人士接触过呢!而且还是跳班生...说实话,由于我出身于9月1日的,所以有许多人都比我还要大几个月...而且,也不可能是我这位9月1日的小弟去追那些比我大几个月的姐姐们吧!一听到史黛拉是位跳班生,我的好感也好像提升了好多好多...哎,我在想什么嘛...但是...有一种特别的感觉在我心内...出来了。
这时候,我也没什么留意我班上他们的表情...我的眼神还保留在史黛拉身上...但我猜我班上的人也会觉得惊奇吧!唉,真懒得看我班上人的表情啦,他们又关我什么屁事!
史黛拉有双深粉红色的眼睛,泪水汪汪,显得有一些天真和乐观的感觉,但是在她眼神背后却带有一些悲伤的感觉...
她头发虽然是短,但是却短得很有程度,非常优美柔顺,浅黄亮丽的颜色刚好恰到配合完美的程度,也和她的脸形很配。
她脸上五宫端正,只是嘴巴稍微小了一点...但看着她的微笑,我身体也热了起来...我该不是脸红了吧!但她那天使般甜蜜的笑容真的令我着迷了...仿佛有种甜甜的感觉似的...
虽然在我班上有几位女生会比史黛拉还要美得多,但是不知为什么...我比较喜欢史黛拉...
由于这是college,所以是free sitting的,要坐在那里都可以,所以史黛拉在四周围看了一看,就在班上最角落的那里坐了下来...看起来好孤单...自己一个人...但由于她是哑的,而且又是新来的同学,所以也会觉得害羞,紧张和害怕吧!
和以往一样,老师就开始教书了。
可是今天我却没有心情上课...一时不时的留意着那新来的同学,史黛拉...
虽然我不是很喜欢这里的同学,但是我还是有和他们说话。而且,即使讨厌他们,也不会说讨厌到哪里去啦...如果讨厌的话,我也不会露出本性的。
到了8am,我的A-Level课程就要开始了...第一节是上物理课。虽然说是8am开始,但老师进班也不会很准时的啦,也会迟几分钟的。
可是今天也未免太迟了吧...时间已过了大约20分钟,老师还没进班耶...我想,应该是老师今天没来吧!
过了一会儿,教室的门被打开了...和平时一样,门一被打开,就是说老师进班了,所以整班人都赶快关掉他们的mp3,mp4,ipod,psp和handphone等等,并把它们收起来。
老师进来的时候...有一位女生跟在老师背后...
"对不起,各位同学,今天我迟进来了一些..."
老师在说着这一段话话的时候,我的眼神保留在那位女生上。
"今天来了一位新学生,她是和你们一样要上同样的A-Level课程的..."
老师说到这里,那位女生非常有礼貌地向我们点头,微笑一下,显然有些害羞又紧张。
"她...是...哑巴的...跳班生,今年17岁...名是史黛拉,英文名是Stellar。"
什么??哑巴的??在我一生中,我从未与任何哑巴人士接触过呢!而且还是跳班生...说实话,由于我出身于9月1日的,所以有许多人都比我还要大几个月...而且,也不可能是我这位9月1日的小弟去追那些比我大几个月的姐姐们吧!一听到史黛拉是位跳班生,我的好感也好像提升了好多好多...哎,我在想什么嘛...但是...有一种特别的感觉在我心内...出来了。
这时候,我也没什么留意我班上他们的表情...我的眼神还保留在史黛拉身上...但我猜我班上的人也会觉得惊奇吧!唉,真懒得看我班上人的表情啦,他们又关我什么屁事!
史黛拉有双深粉红色的眼睛,泪水汪汪,显得有一些天真和乐观的感觉,但是在她眼神背后却带有一些悲伤的感觉...
她头发虽然是短,但是却短得很有程度,非常优美柔顺,浅黄亮丽的颜色刚好恰到配合完美的程度,也和她的脸形很配。
她脸上五宫端正,只是嘴巴稍微小了一点...但看着她的微笑,我身体也热了起来...我该不是脸红了吧!但她那天使般甜蜜的笑容真的令我着迷了...仿佛有种甜甜的感觉似的...
虽然在我班上有几位女生会比史黛拉还要美得多,但是不知为什么...我比较喜欢史黛拉...
由于这是college,所以是free sitting的,要坐在那里都可以,所以史黛拉在四周围看了一看,就在班上最角落的那里坐了下来...看起来好孤单...自己一个人...但由于她是哑的,而且又是新来的同学,所以也会觉得害羞,紧张和害怕吧!
和以往一样,老师就开始教书了。
可是今天我却没有心情上课...一时不时的留意着那新来的同学,史黛拉...
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Wednesday 4 February 2009
Today went to IOI Mall with hong yi, watched the movie Underworld 3-Rise of Lycans. The movie is about vampires vs lycans... the plot is boring and expected again... the war is as usual and nothing special... feel like sleeping in the cinema... I think Red Cliff 2 is better than Underworld a lot a lot.
Yesterday went for dinner at a restaurant near IOI there. Go for 'yee shang' with family, aunty and cousins. 'Yee shang' is that colorful things around with some crackers and everyone will use the chopsticks to mixed the whole thing so that prosperity will come. During the dinner, my cousin aasked my dad what course Im going and my dad told him that he's going to send me to IACT for multimedia design. Looks like the chances that I will go to IACT has increased again.
I felt surprised that most of the degree courses, especially engineering and medicine courses need 4 years to get the degree while those grapic design and multimedia design courses need 3 years to complete the degree programme. Looks like IACT is the best choice to me since IACT will give me 1.5 years of exemption when I take degree. Besides, I have no confidence in getting 2 principles in my STPM so using my SPM to get into IACT's diploma programme for 2.5 years and after getting the diploma, I just need to spend 1.5 year studying in Australia for the degree programme, total time taken is also 4 years. So I think, Im still going towards the same foot steps with my friends. Same 4 years to get degree haha, unless some of you that wanna take graphic design that needs 3 years only.
Nowadays I havent keep myself update for those new computer games... I heard my friend in MSN mentioning about Left4Dead. Its about 1st person shooting game and shoot those zombies I think... quite famous in cyber cafes also this game I have heard. I have never been in cyber cafes for a long time already...
But anyway, I think I shouldnt involve myself in those computer games anymore... how difficult it is for me to change myself and I know that girls nowadays like those active and sporting people lol... so I dont want to become a nerd or a homer staying at home playing computer games again, its a total waste of time.
Yesterday went for dinner at a restaurant near IOI there. Go for 'yee shang' with family, aunty and cousins. 'Yee shang' is that colorful things around with some crackers and everyone will use the chopsticks to mixed the whole thing so that prosperity will come. During the dinner, my cousin aasked my dad what course Im going and my dad told him that he's going to send me to IACT for multimedia design. Looks like the chances that I will go to IACT has increased again.
I felt surprised that most of the degree courses, especially engineering and medicine courses need 4 years to get the degree while those grapic design and multimedia design courses need 3 years to complete the degree programme. Looks like IACT is the best choice to me since IACT will give me 1.5 years of exemption when I take degree. Besides, I have no confidence in getting 2 principles in my STPM so using my SPM to get into IACT's diploma programme for 2.5 years and after getting the diploma, I just need to spend 1.5 year studying in Australia for the degree programme, total time taken is also 4 years. So I think, Im still going towards the same foot steps with my friends. Same 4 years to get degree haha, unless some of you that wanna take graphic design that needs 3 years only.
Nowadays I havent keep myself update for those new computer games... I heard my friend in MSN mentioning about Left4Dead. Its about 1st person shooting game and shoot those zombies I think... quite famous in cyber cafes also this game I have heard. I have never been in cyber cafes for a long time already...
But anyway, I think I shouldnt involve myself in those computer games anymore... how difficult it is for me to change myself and I know that girls nowadays like those active and sporting people lol... so I dont want to become a nerd or a homer staying at home playing computer games again, its a total waste of time.
叶子-2
到了学院里,才7.30am而已。由于上课时间是8am开始的,所以我先进我平时去上A-Level的教室里睡觉以补充精神。
今年是我第一次来到学院上课,在这学院才读了2个月,所以也还没交到什么朋友...说真的,我有些讨厌这里和我同班的同学,因为他们看起来很爱炫耀,尤其是他们的mp3,mp4,ipod,psp和handphone等的那些先进玩易儿。每一天上课之前或下课时他们都会拿出来那些东西来玩,有时上课时也在那里拼命打手机或psp...看了我都觉得很sien。更令我不爽的是在上课之前和下课的时候,有些人就把他们的mp3音量挑大,噪音多得很。有噪音还不要紧,让我要呕血的是他们都配合他们各自的mp3在那里自我陶醉,在那里点点头或摇摇头,有一些还在那里跳起舞了。因为这样,所以我才觉得没兴趣去认识他们...太多hip-hop,jazz,rock和yoyo的镜头了。真没办法啊...college嘛...有时,还真怀念我以前的中学...在中学的时候,比较安静得多了,不像现在一样,想要找个安静的地方休息都不行耶...我宁愿听我哥的音乐,也不要听这些rock,hip-hop的音乐啊。说真的,我比较喜欢听那些比较有意思的歌,那种幽雅,优美动听的歌。这些乱喊乱叫的rock歌,一大堆文字念快得我抓不清他在念什么歌词的rap和yoyo歌,听了都觉得很无奈!
在我班上,90%的男生和70%的女生是这种类型的。
说起来,我对班上的女生觉得有好感的就只有几个而已,因为我班上已有70%的女生是那种我不喜欢的类型...并不是说真的真的不喜欢她们,只是...她们也太过先进了吧...跟她们交往会很high maintenance的耶!那些听rock,rap,hip-hop,yoyo,jazz歌的女生和那些常常埋在手机的女生,完全对她们没兴趣,连看一眼都不用,直接从我的'wanted list'割掉。对于我觉得有好感的女生...由于我才在这里上了2个月的课,也不是很认识她们。对她们的感觉也没有那么的强烈...
在我一生当中,我重来都没对任何女生有过强烈的感觉,除了一个...
那女生是在我去日本的student exchange programme认识的。现在已有3年了,那时候,我才15岁和她是13岁。她有巧可力色的长头发和可爱的样貌...那时候,她很热情亲切而我却是一个只在乎新出版电子游戏的电子游戏迷。在日本的一个星期里,她都对我非常好和常与我谈天。因为有她,所以我才觉得在这个世界上,还有许多东西是比电子游戏还要重要的...单以字来形容这种奇怪的感觉是不能表达我那时的感觉。总而言之,我非常感激她,也似乎...对她有一些说不出的感觉...要说我爱上她的话,也不是吧...正确来说,我只对她有那种虽然奇妙,但却有带着美丽的感觉...唉,真不知如何形容啊。我觉得,应该是朋友吧。
就这样,我永远都不玩电子游戏了,只是有时后就和我那些中学好朋友玩玩一下奉陪他们。
那女子,我永远都忘不了她,因为有了她,我才可以找到做人的目的,也找到我自己...她名是玛丽(Marie)。
今年是我第一次来到学院上课,在这学院才读了2个月,所以也还没交到什么朋友...说真的,我有些讨厌这里和我同班的同学,因为他们看起来很爱炫耀,尤其是他们的mp3,mp4,ipod,psp和handphone等的那些先进玩易儿。每一天上课之前或下课时他们都会拿出来那些东西来玩,有时上课时也在那里拼命打手机或psp...看了我都觉得很sien。更令我不爽的是在上课之前和下课的时候,有些人就把他们的mp3音量挑大,噪音多得很。有噪音还不要紧,让我要呕血的是他们都配合他们各自的mp3在那里自我陶醉,在那里点点头或摇摇头,有一些还在那里跳起舞了。因为这样,所以我才觉得没兴趣去认识他们...太多hip-hop,jazz,rock和yoyo的镜头了。真没办法啊...college嘛...有时,还真怀念我以前的中学...在中学的时候,比较安静得多了,不像现在一样,想要找个安静的地方休息都不行耶...我宁愿听我哥的音乐,也不要听这些rock,hip-hop的音乐啊。说真的,我比较喜欢听那些比较有意思的歌,那种幽雅,优美动听的歌。这些乱喊乱叫的rock歌,一大堆文字念快得我抓不清他在念什么歌词的rap和yoyo歌,听了都觉得很无奈!
在我班上,90%的男生和70%的女生是这种类型的。
说起来,我对班上的女生觉得有好感的就只有几个而已,因为我班上已有70%的女生是那种我不喜欢的类型...并不是说真的真的不喜欢她们,只是...她们也太过先进了吧...跟她们交往会很high maintenance的耶!那些听rock,rap,hip-hop,yoyo,jazz歌的女生和那些常常埋在手机的女生,完全对她们没兴趣,连看一眼都不用,直接从我的'wanted list'割掉。对于我觉得有好感的女生...由于我才在这里上了2个月的课,也不是很认识她们。对她们的感觉也没有那么的强烈...
在我一生当中,我重来都没对任何女生有过强烈的感觉,除了一个...
那女生是在我去日本的student exchange programme认识的。现在已有3年了,那时候,我才15岁和她是13岁。她有巧可力色的长头发和可爱的样貌...那时候,她很热情亲切而我却是一个只在乎新出版电子游戏的电子游戏迷。在日本的一个星期里,她都对我非常好和常与我谈天。因为有她,所以我才觉得在这个世界上,还有许多东西是比电子游戏还要重要的...单以字来形容这种奇怪的感觉是不能表达我那时的感觉。总而言之,我非常感激她,也似乎...对她有一些说不出的感觉...要说我爱上她的话,也不是吧...正确来说,我只对她有那种虽然奇妙,但却有带着美丽的感觉...唉,真不知如何形容啊。我觉得,应该是朋友吧。
就这样,我永远都不玩电子游戏了,只是有时后就和我那些中学好朋友玩玩一下奉陪他们。
那女子,我永远都忘不了她,因为有了她,我才可以找到做人的目的,也找到我自己...她名是玛丽(Marie)。
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
叶子-1
6am 的闹钟响起来了,我伸了一下懒腰后,就懒洋洋地走进厕所里去刷牙准备去上课...因为今天是星期二,2009年2月3日,不得不去Taylor学院上A-Level课程啊。
像以往一样,每一次我进厕所时,都可听见从我哥渊翔的房传来的音乐,因为他的房和我的房都被同样的厕所连系着。这一次的歌是周杰伦的<<安静>>。我的哥总是听重复同样的歌,虽然有时候觉得他很sien,不过我已听惯了。听说我哥最近要把爱情忘掉,他说爱情太痛苦了,但是虽然痛苦,却忘不了'她',所以就听这些如此悲伤的歌来唱出他内心的悲伤。别问我'她'是谁,就连我这个弟弟都不知道!我问过他为什么有喜欢的人又不去向她表白,他就回答说什么'她'的心里没有他啦,什么太迟了种种的答案。况且...我听他说过:
"不行...如果失败的话...会造成内疚的,所以就只能压抑自己内心的感受,让那感受纯碎。虽然痛苦,但是这种痛苦却美丽得无法形容,美丽得我不能放弃...爱情,就像用手抓着玻璃的碎片,抓着玻璃的碎片越紧虽然会刺伤手,甚至流血,但是因为太美丽了,所以才一直让我自己的手流血。"
"爱一个人,不是因为想和她在一起,而是我的世界根本都不能少了她,就是因为这样,无论我如何努力想要忘记她,却无法做得到。"
"况且,我又不是很了解她...虽然我大至上是对四周围人们的心情敏感而可以大概猜得出他们想什么,可是如果对某人有一些特别的感觉,我会觉得很复杂。"
"因为不了解,所以就不知道要对她说什么...我也不是个喜欢说笑话和废话的人。"
"有时候,真的想告诉她...无论她的答案是好是坏都好,真的很想知道...因为如果答案是好的话,就可以解决掉我的痛苦,如果答案是坏的话,我才可以完完全全地放弃她,解决掉我的痛苦。"
"但是我觉得这样做会很自私...为了解决掉我的痛苦而让别人感到内疚,这样不太好吧..."
"而且,恐怕告诉了之后,双方都会感到内疚,甚至连朋友都做不成了。"
"所以唯一最好的方法是压抑自己内心的感受,让那感受纯碎，就当作什么事都没发生就好了。而且,我的世界不能没有她...所以始终来说,做朋友就够好了。自己的感受就自己控制一下就好。"
"唉...!做个单纯的朋友,就是最好的了!"
有时候,我真的想骂他是个笨蛋,不过他又说爱情是盲目的,所以做个笨蛋也不错。听了我觉得超级无奈!!!但是我知道身为人类,是有感情的。反而那些gay和les的会恐怖得多!
说到人类是有感情的,我当然也不例外...其实我也对班上的几位女生有些好感的...不然你以为我是gay的咩...正常人类嘛。
差不多到时间了,我站在镜子前style我的头发。其实我和哥哥长得差不多一样,只是我的头发留得比他稍微长一点。我和哥哥都有同样的fashion taste,我都不喜欢梳那种书呆子的发型或陆军发型。与其看起来像ah beng (书呆子) 或像uncle,lala比较好得多!虽然lala,不过最重要的是说话方式和衣服不要lala就好,这才是所谓的fashion!
8am开课,所以我吃了早餐后,就搭bus到我Sunway的Taylor学院上A-Level。有时真羡慕我哥,因为他考完了STPM,所以就可以留在家,不用上课。我父母一早就上班了。和平常一样,我哥都没祝我任何什么的,他不是个喜欢说多余之话的人...他也不喜欢问人家过得好不好,因为他说过:
"干嘛那么多余...看人家表情就知道他们过得好不好了啦...我宁可直接问人家最近发生什么事等等之类的..."
但是最近他稍微有些进展,比以往热情一点...有时他不知道要向人家说什么好的时候就来几个'多余'的话。他最近也比较喜欢说话,只是不敢说太多,因为怕人家说他吃错药...他以前是不爱说话的人嘛...虽然他内向,却不会显得冷酷的人...反而觉得他是那种内向又热情的人...我也差不多和我哥一样,给人家的感觉都很内向。但是事实上,我和朋友谈天时就比较好,也令人觉得我有双重性格似的。
从bus下车后,我走一段路,就到达了Sunway Taylor门外。
我是新(Shinn),18岁,读于Sunway Taylor A-Level课程,科学系的学生。出身于9月1日,血型和我哥渊翔一样,属于内向的A型。
今天是星期二,2009年2月3日,我以为今天是平常的学校日,却没想到今天会是一个会影响到我人生命中的一天,同时也是我故事的开始而已...没想到我哥的遭遇也降临到我身上了...才发现其实...'情'是个...
像以往一样,每一次我进厕所时,都可听见从我哥渊翔的房传来的音乐,因为他的房和我的房都被同样的厕所连系着。这一次的歌是周杰伦的<<安静>>。我的哥总是听重复同样的歌,虽然有时候觉得他很sien,不过我已听惯了。听说我哥最近要把爱情忘掉,他说爱情太痛苦了,但是虽然痛苦,却忘不了'她',所以就听这些如此悲伤的歌来唱出他内心的悲伤。别问我'她'是谁,就连我这个弟弟都不知道!我问过他为什么有喜欢的人又不去向她表白,他就回答说什么'她'的心里没有他啦,什么太迟了种种的答案。况且...我听他说过:
"不行...如果失败的话...会造成内疚的,所以就只能压抑自己内心的感受,让那感受纯碎。虽然痛苦,但是这种痛苦却美丽得无法形容,美丽得我不能放弃...爱情,就像用手抓着玻璃的碎片,抓着玻璃的碎片越紧虽然会刺伤手,甚至流血,但是因为太美丽了,所以才一直让我自己的手流血。"
"爱一个人,不是因为想和她在一起,而是我的世界根本都不能少了她,就是因为这样,无论我如何努力想要忘记她,却无法做得到。"
"况且,我又不是很了解她...虽然我大至上是对四周围人们的心情敏感而可以大概猜得出他们想什么,可是如果对某人有一些特别的感觉,我会觉得很复杂。"
"因为不了解,所以就不知道要对她说什么...我也不是个喜欢说笑话和废话的人。"
"有时候,真的想告诉她...无论她的答案是好是坏都好,真的很想知道...因为如果答案是好的话,就可以解决掉我的痛苦,如果答案是坏的话,我才可以完完全全地放弃她,解决掉我的痛苦。"
"但是我觉得这样做会很自私...为了解决掉我的痛苦而让别人感到内疚,这样不太好吧..."
"而且,恐怕告诉了之后,双方都会感到内疚,甚至连朋友都做不成了。"
"所以唯一最好的方法是压抑自己内心的感受,让那感受纯碎，就当作什么事都没发生就好了。而且,我的世界不能没有她...所以始终来说,做朋友就够好了。自己的感受就自己控制一下就好。"
"唉...!做个单纯的朋友,就是最好的了!"
有时候,我真的想骂他是个笨蛋,不过他又说爱情是盲目的,所以做个笨蛋也不错。听了我觉得超级无奈!!!但是我知道身为人类,是有感情的。反而那些gay和les的会恐怖得多!
说到人类是有感情的,我当然也不例外...其实我也对班上的几位女生有些好感的...不然你以为我是gay的咩...正常人类嘛。
差不多到时间了,我站在镜子前style我的头发。其实我和哥哥长得差不多一样,只是我的头发留得比他稍微长一点。我和哥哥都有同样的fashion taste,我都不喜欢梳那种书呆子的发型或陆军发型。与其看起来像ah beng (书呆子) 或像uncle,lala比较好得多!虽然lala,不过最重要的是说话方式和衣服不要lala就好,这才是所谓的fashion!
8am开课,所以我吃了早餐后,就搭bus到我Sunway的Taylor学院上A-Level。有时真羡慕我哥,因为他考完了STPM,所以就可以留在家,不用上课。我父母一早就上班了。和平常一样,我哥都没祝我任何什么的,他不是个喜欢说多余之话的人...他也不喜欢问人家过得好不好,因为他说过:
"干嘛那么多余...看人家表情就知道他们过得好不好了啦...我宁可直接问人家最近发生什么事等等之类的..."
但是最近他稍微有些进展,比以往热情一点...有时他不知道要向人家说什么好的时候就来几个'多余'的话。他最近也比较喜欢说话,只是不敢说太多,因为怕人家说他吃错药...他以前是不爱说话的人嘛...虽然他内向,却不会显得冷酷的人...反而觉得他是那种内向又热情的人...我也差不多和我哥一样,给人家的感觉都很内向。但是事实上,我和朋友谈天时就比较好,也令人觉得我有双重性格似的。
从bus下车后,我走一段路,就到达了Sunway Taylor门外。
我是新(Shinn),18岁,读于Sunway Taylor A-Level课程,科学系的学生。出身于9月1日,血型和我哥渊翔一样,属于内向的A型。
今天是星期二,2009年2月3日,我以为今天是平常的学校日,却没想到今天会是一个会影响到我人生命中的一天,同时也是我故事的开始而已...没想到我哥的遭遇也降临到我身上了...才发现其实...'情'是个...
Tuesday 3 February 2009
Today nothing to do again and nothing special happened... check out my friends' blogs, no updates also... eh please leh, Im having boring holidays and everyday is repeating... feel very bored. Update more can or not haha.
Today I start to write some story to kill my time. This story is in chinese so that I can describe everything more in details but typing in chinese is really slow lol, but who cares since I have lots of time to kill. This story is about love lor, and most of my plot ideas are based on pictures. The story will be based on 1st person view and mostly are based on my points of view because only I know clearly what my behaviour is so I stick to my own characteristics to the story's main character. The main character is Shinn, you can say that this character is going to be my 'another personality' or alter ego or what. About the updates of the story, theres no proper time of schedule... the schedule will be based on my mood, I will post a new chapter whenever I feel like doing so. The story title is 'Leaf', dont ask me why I named the story as 'Leaf' 1st because I just dont have any idea and I think this name suits the plot of my story, yes, that is, leaf, lol. This story dont have any relation to anything in real life of the anime of Gundam SEED Destiny itself, I just use the characters inside the anime to create a whole new story of mine and of course, its fiction and no relation with real life too. Dont give harsh comments leh Im just a beginner in writing stories haha. Before this, I wrote some of my own stories and submitted to a magazine and get published by the magazine one time only despite of my more than 20+ works of stories... but anyway, since I have lots of free time, I start a new story.
Today I start to write some story to kill my time. This story is in chinese so that I can describe everything more in details but typing in chinese is really slow lol, but who cares since I have lots of time to kill. This story is about love lor, and most of my plot ideas are based on pictures. The story will be based on 1st person view and mostly are based on my points of view because only I know clearly what my behaviour is so I stick to my own characteristics to the story's main character. The main character is Shinn, you can say that this character is going to be my 'another personality' or alter ego or what. About the updates of the story, theres no proper time of schedule... the schedule will be based on my mood, I will post a new chapter whenever I feel like doing so. The story title is 'Leaf', dont ask me why I named the story as 'Leaf' 1st because I just dont have any idea and I think this name suits the plot of my story, yes, that is, leaf, lol. This story dont have any relation to anything in real life of the anime of Gundam SEED Destiny itself, I just use the characters inside the anime to create a whole new story of mine and of course, its fiction and no relation with real life too. Dont give harsh comments leh Im just a beginner in writing stories haha. Before this, I wrote some of my own stories and submitted to a magazine and get published by the magazine one time only despite of my more than 20+ works of stories... but anyway, since I have lots of free time, I start a new story.
Monday, February 2, 2009
Monday 2 February 2009
Today nothing to do, feel bored. =.= I wonder what I can do during this 1 month...
Write about my past, comparing 2 Feb 2007, 2 Feb 2008 and 2 Feb 2009...
2 Feb 2007: I was a homer, playing maple and dota everyday since after SPM with my friends, seldom went out or whatsover.
2 Feb 2008: After my guangzhou friends have left, I kinda missed them and completely stopped playing computer games. This makes my friends feel shocked at me of not playing any computer games anymore. I still remember this thing last year:
In blueserver kok yuen asks hong yi why I didnt online in blueserver nowadays and what Im currently doing.
Hong Yi replied that Im busy kao lui-ing.
Lol!!!
Since being with them, I realised that there are much more things to do in this world rather than just playing computer games so thats why I quitted playing games. Besides, I used to do things alone but after that, I realised that I cant do things alone anymore and need friends to help... I dunno why I will feel this way after they had gone... looks like my own stubborness and lone-wolf attitude have gone, I cant do anything without friends.
2 Feb 2009: Its been 1 year 1 month already since I stopped playing computer games with my computer with all my games deleted in this computer. I didnt feel any regret choosing not to play any computer games anymore because I can feel that... my friends wouldnt want me to be such way to keep playing computer games at home and some part inside me tells me that I have made a right choice to not playing games anymore because there are more things that I can do and learn in this world besides playing computer games.
Yesterday my mum collected 20 Paddington Bear stamps and redeemed a Paddington Bear from Guardian pharmacy.
You will need to spend RM25 above to get a stamp. After collected 20 stamps, you can redeem the bear like the pic above. It is 8" size, about the size of my stomach and its almost the same size as the teddy bear that Shin loves to play with in the drama Goong. The biggest Paddington Bear you can redeem is 16" size I think, with 50 stamps.
The 8" size Paddington Bear, although being the cheapest and the smallest bear redeemed, but I still feel happy with it. If you wanna know, the 8" size Paddington Bear worthed RM65 and this bear, you couldnt find anywhere around the stores. This bear is genuinely made from England and I have went to many teddy bear stores, still cant find even a single Paddington Bear so I think Paddington Bear has some sentimental value with it lol. I love to collect those genuinely made stuffs like bears haha... actually buying a bear is not about seeing the price, expensive or cheap, it doesnt matter, what is the most important thing is to check either the bear was genuinely made or not especially the quality of the cloth and the sewing skills of the bear.
Consider this is part 1 of my today's life since now is still morning. Might edit and update this post later at night if I online.
Write about my past, comparing 2 Feb 2007, 2 Feb 2008 and 2 Feb 2009...
2 Feb 2007: I was a homer, playing maple and dota everyday since after SPM with my friends, seldom went out or whatsover.
2 Feb 2008: After my guangzhou friends have left, I kinda missed them and completely stopped playing computer games. This makes my friends feel shocked at me of not playing any computer games anymore. I still remember this thing last year:
In blueserver kok yuen asks hong yi why I didnt online in blueserver nowadays and what Im currently doing.
Hong Yi replied that Im busy kao lui-ing.
Lol!!!
Since being with them, I realised that there are much more things to do in this world rather than just playing computer games so thats why I quitted playing games. Besides, I used to do things alone but after that, I realised that I cant do things alone anymore and need friends to help... I dunno why I will feel this way after they had gone... looks like my own stubborness and lone-wolf attitude have gone, I cant do anything without friends.
2 Feb 2009: Its been 1 year 1 month already since I stopped playing computer games with my computer with all my games deleted in this computer. I didnt feel any regret choosing not to play any computer games anymore because I can feel that... my friends wouldnt want me to be such way to keep playing computer games at home and some part inside me tells me that I have made a right choice to not playing games anymore because there are more things that I can do and learn in this world besides playing computer games.
Yesterday my mum collected 20 Paddington Bear stamps and redeemed a Paddington Bear from Guardian pharmacy.
You will need to spend RM25 above to get a stamp. After collected 20 stamps, you can redeem the bear like the pic above. It is 8" size, about the size of my stomach and its almost the same size as the teddy bear that Shin loves to play with in the drama Goong. The biggest Paddington Bear you can redeem is 16" size I think, with 50 stamps.
The 8" size Paddington Bear, although being the cheapest and the smallest bear redeemed, but I still feel happy with it. If you wanna know, the 8" size Paddington Bear worthed RM65 and this bear, you couldnt find anywhere around the stores. This bear is genuinely made from England and I have went to many teddy bear stores, still cant find even a single Paddington Bear so I think Paddington Bear has some sentimental value with it lol. I love to collect those genuinely made stuffs like bears haha... actually buying a bear is not about seeing the price, expensive or cheap, it doesnt matter, what is the most important thing is to check either the bear was genuinely made or not especially the quality of the cloth and the sewing skills of the bear.
Consider this is part 1 of my today's life since now is still morning. Might edit and update this post later at night if I online.
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Sunday 1 February 2009
Yesterday went to te angpau trip visiting almost everyone's houses. At morning I was late because I over slept again, I was supposed to wake up at 7am but I ignored my alarm clock again lol...
Write about yesterday's lunch at wong kok, the food I ordered is black pepper chicken chop rice. It tastes very bitter... many people heard me saying that my food tastes bitter and they say it is because maybe I feel bitter in my heart lol! But really la, the food I ordered really taste bitter, not worth the price... so bitter until I find it difficult to finish the whole food in my stomach. The drink I ordered is the cheapest, that is Sprite, RM3.50+ but when the drink came, it seems like the drink is full of ice rather than the water itself lol. But I know is like that one la, if you eat outside, cannot complain much also one. Now Im just saying them here for fun... add some entertainment values here lol.
The trip is fun and happy. Sometimes I smiled without any reason at all... maybe because I can feel the warmth of happiness in you all's houses haha. Theres a kind of happy atmosphere that makes me smiled without reason. However, I hate the roads along those ss areas, turn here and there, makes me feel very dizzy and headache. But after the ss areas are more relaxing because the roads are more straight forward, this makes me feels better at last after those ss areas lol. I enjoyed heng bong's house the most I think... I dunno why, go inside heng bong's house I feel want to smile and laugh, too much happy atmosphere in heng bong's house perhaps. Other houses are good too of course. As I get more and more angpaus, my wallet become very heavy and keep making my trousers lower and lower... very disturbing, gotta adjust my trousers everytime just because of my heavy wallet lol! But chinese new year is a good thing if your wallet is too heavy until it makes your trousers drop.
The end of the trip is so nostalgic, maybe because being together for a long time until for a whole day and just wanna seperate and go home just like that feels kinda a bit, how should I describe leh... 'OMG I dont want to be seperated with you guys again!!!!!' this is what I think inside my mind during the end of the trip lol.
Nowadays I feel EXTREMELY bored. I thought that I will start schooling at Feb 2, but end up in IACT instead. Well, I guess IACT is a right choice to me since after getting diploma there will give me 1.5 years of exemption when taking degree. So this means that I will go for diploma in IACT for 2.5 years and go for degree in Australia for 1.5 years (basically, the degree needs 3 years to finish, but after taking diploma in IACT, they will minus 1.5 years when you continue to degree level)
Diploma in IACT + Degree programme in Australia = 4 years
This 4 years, I think not much difference as we take STPM lor because even if I get my STPM with 2 principles pass, I will need to go for degree programme for 3 years also. But since I have no confidence in getting 2 principles in my STPM, studying in IACT for its diploma and go for degree with a total of 4 years is also good, just late 1 year only haha.
Haiz, everyone have to walk seperate paths, this is an unavoidable fact. Although heart feel bitter, but still have to grasp your own dreams. Of course in future is more difficult to meet each other la... and as time goes on, will meet and make new friends also... by the time you make new friends, of course you will feel that you will not miss your old friends already lor. Me also like that... during form 5, I miss my friends a lot but as soon as getting into form 6 and make new friends in form 6, I feel I will not miss my form 5 friends anymore lol... but of course, meeting with old friends are rather more happy and makes you nostalgic again. Haiz, life is like that one, let the time heals the scar.
If I going to IACT, going to start school at 16 March. So I still have another extra 1 month left. But man, I really dunno what to do during this 1 month time... I wish everything goes back during those good old days when still studying form 6, every week go watch movie, karaoke, yam cha and so on. Now many people are working and some is heading seperate ways for their dreams, no fun already lor.......... if possible, I wish I can start my diploma programme straight away...
Heng Bong said that Im still as quiet as before yesterday... I also feels the same way too about myself... man, I really dunno what intresting stuffs that I can talk with you all. Perhaps I know you all for too long and perhaps, I know you all TOO MUCH until I dont have to say a single word, I can already know how you all are doing nowadays. Talk about feelings, I also can feel you all's feelings without asking also... but of course there are some of you that is too complicated inside until I dunno what you all are thinking also... talk about jokes, Im not good in jokes too, only good in cold jokes and dont force me to warm you up after those cold jokes lol... maybe its a bad thing for me to be sensitive to people's feelings... its kinda like mind-reading thing to me and just by feeling it, I already can roughly know whats inside your mind lol... but of course there are some of you that I cant even know or feel whats inside, its like a deja vu to me XD.
Valentine's day coming, 13 more days, this makes me feel kinda sad.
Write about yesterday's lunch at wong kok, the food I ordered is black pepper chicken chop rice. It tastes very bitter... many people heard me saying that my food tastes bitter and they say it is because maybe I feel bitter in my heart lol! But really la, the food I ordered really taste bitter, not worth the price... so bitter until I find it difficult to finish the whole food in my stomach. The drink I ordered is the cheapest, that is Sprite, RM3.50+ but when the drink came, it seems like the drink is full of ice rather than the water itself lol. But I know is like that one la, if you eat outside, cannot complain much also one. Now Im just saying them here for fun... add some entertainment values here lol.
The trip is fun and happy. Sometimes I smiled without any reason at all... maybe because I can feel the warmth of happiness in you all's houses haha. Theres a kind of happy atmosphere that makes me smiled without reason. However, I hate the roads along those ss areas, turn here and there, makes me feel very dizzy and headache. But after the ss areas are more relaxing because the roads are more straight forward, this makes me feels better at last after those ss areas lol. I enjoyed heng bong's house the most I think... I dunno why, go inside heng bong's house I feel want to smile and laugh, too much happy atmosphere in heng bong's house perhaps. Other houses are good too of course. As I get more and more angpaus, my wallet become very heavy and keep making my trousers lower and lower... very disturbing, gotta adjust my trousers everytime just because of my heavy wallet lol! But chinese new year is a good thing if your wallet is too heavy until it makes your trousers drop.
The end of the trip is so nostalgic, maybe because being together for a long time until for a whole day and just wanna seperate and go home just like that feels kinda a bit, how should I describe leh... 'OMG I dont want to be seperated with you guys again!!!!!' this is what I think inside my mind during the end of the trip lol.
Nowadays I feel EXTREMELY bored. I thought that I will start schooling at Feb 2, but end up in IACT instead. Well, I guess IACT is a right choice to me since after getting diploma there will give me 1.5 years of exemption when taking degree. So this means that I will go for diploma in IACT for 2.5 years and go for degree in Australia for 1.5 years (basically, the degree needs 3 years to finish, but after taking diploma in IACT, they will minus 1.5 years when you continue to degree level)
Diploma in IACT + Degree programme in Australia = 4 years
This 4 years, I think not much difference as we take STPM lor because even if I get my STPM with 2 principles pass, I will need to go for degree programme for 3 years also. But since I have no confidence in getting 2 principles in my STPM, studying in IACT for its diploma and go for degree with a total of 4 years is also good, just late 1 year only haha.
Haiz, everyone have to walk seperate paths, this is an unavoidable fact. Although heart feel bitter, but still have to grasp your own dreams. Of course in future is more difficult to meet each other la... and as time goes on, will meet and make new friends also... by the time you make new friends, of course you will feel that you will not miss your old friends already lor. Me also like that... during form 5, I miss my friends a lot but as soon as getting into form 6 and make new friends in form 6, I feel I will not miss my form 5 friends anymore lol... but of course, meeting with old friends are rather more happy and makes you nostalgic again. Haiz, life is like that one, let the time heals the scar.
If I going to IACT, going to start school at 16 March. So I still have another extra 1 month left. But man, I really dunno what to do during this 1 month time... I wish everything goes back during those good old days when still studying form 6, every week go watch movie, karaoke, yam cha and so on. Now many people are working and some is heading seperate ways for their dreams, no fun already lor.......... if possible, I wish I can start my diploma programme straight away...
Heng Bong said that Im still as quiet as before yesterday... I also feels the same way too about myself... man, I really dunno what intresting stuffs that I can talk with you all. Perhaps I know you all for too long and perhaps, I know you all TOO MUCH until I dont have to say a single word, I can already know how you all are doing nowadays. Talk about feelings, I also can feel you all's feelings without asking also... but of course there are some of you that is too complicated inside until I dunno what you all are thinking also... talk about jokes, Im not good in jokes too, only good in cold jokes and dont force me to warm you up after those cold jokes lol... maybe its a bad thing for me to be sensitive to people's feelings... its kinda like mind-reading thing to me and just by feeling it, I already can roughly know whats inside your mind lol... but of course there are some of you that I cant even know or feel whats inside, its like a deja vu to me XD.
Valentine's day coming, 13 more days, this makes me feel kinda sad.
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