Just as yesterday's post said, today went to mid valley. 10am reached mid valley, walked around again then read books in MPH. Then at the chinese corner... find out that the chinese version of New Moon left one... yes... ONE!!! Yesterday I still saw there are 4 books and today... one only? Under panic state, fearing that I wouldnt get the chance to buy this book, I buy it immediately lol.
Today is Saturday, Mid Valley got a lot of people even at 10am... read books for a while in MPH but feel kinda crowded inside so went to Gardens's bookshop The Borders, there got less people compared to MPH and I love the sofa seats provided there. In The Borders, I read the book 'The Tales of Beedle The Bard' by JK Rowling... well, the book is unwrapped so I get the chance to read it. The book is about some short tales and theres some relation with Harry Potter... about the elder wand and the invisibility cloak. Overall, the book is good but not worth the price of RM40+, its such a thin book with 100+ pages or so and theres only 6 short stories inside the book. But those short stories are enjoyable and the price cant be blamed because the purpose of the book written by JK Rowling is to do charity for those children. So... if you are kind hearted and wanna help those children, please buy this book.
After that, read some feng shui books... 'Snake Year in 2009' by Lillian Too. Got some tips on how to enhance my luck on many aspects... but I wouldnt tell them here... :P and what I can say is the year 2009 is a good year for snakes. Reading the book, I also find out that our class actually got Dragon too... those borned before 6 Feb 1989 are Dragons, not Snakes. So if anyone of you are borned at January 1989 and early February of 1989, you are Dragon, not Snake.
Reading finish, 3pm... I slept at the sofa seat in the bookshop... quite comfortable at 1st... but later feel the aircond inside in too cold lol. Sleep until 5pm in the bookshop (of course, I didnt do any embarassing things while I sleep there), went back to Mid Valley to get a McDonald ice cream to eat, whole afternoon didnt eat anything for my lunch... well I already expected about not having lunch there, very expensive and having lunch there would burn your RM10 away, gotta save my RM10 for other things lol. But went to buy McDonald ice cream, Sundae Cone, RM1.25... omg!!! What a pain... RM1.25 dude, omg man!!! Before this is just RM1.05... well, looks like I havent eat any ice creams for a long time already. Why the increase of 20 cents on ice cream??
After finishing my ice cream, went back home at 6pm.
A nice day~
EDIT:
Medicine to forget someone and throw all your feelings away:
Gap lui + Switch target + Concentrate on something else + Addicted to something else + Dont think too much + Relax
Read this in a book 4 days ago lol. Find out this is effective! Throw away all your feelings behind with this method!
While sleeping in the sofa seat in the bookshop today... dream of my past... it was about the song I hate to listen to. The song I hate the most is 'Mouse love big rice' by Twins I think... a chinese song. I especially dislike the lyrics '... Im loving you, Im loving you, just like how the mouse love the big rice...' (in chinese). Argh thinking back about this song makes me crazy lol! I still recalled that someone I know before put this song's lyrics in his love letter... 'I love you just like the mouse love the big rice...', aahh, no taste, no class, cheap! Dunno why I so hate this song lol...
Saturday, December 27, 2008
Friday, December 26, 2008
Friday 26 December 2008
Today is just another boring day... nothing to do, feel so bored... wanna stay at home sleeping also cannot because parents keep forcing me to find jobs outside... but I still dont want to find job that early first, still havent reached January... STPM ended at 4 December and cant they even give me a month to relax? But anyway, nowadays just to satisfy them, I go out everyday wandering around shopping complexes. I have been doing the same thing during Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and today... swt! Usually spend most of my time in bookshops reading books... but like this also not bad what, can read books for free without buying them haha.
So today went to Sunway Pyramid at 10am because parents are nagging me to find job and I cant stand staying at home listening them nagging so I gotta wake up and leave my house earlier. Reaching there, walked around and after walked the whole complex, 12pm only. After that, go to Popular bookshop in Sunway to read some books to kill time. Surprisingly, they restocked most of those popular book titles like Twilight lol. Bought one for my cousin... then I just keep reading books inside there. Read the book titled 'Blood Type and Psychology', 'Improving Communication Skills' and the story book titled 'Coffee Prince #1 Shop'. The story is from that korean drama I watched before... I read finished it today the whole book lol... find out that the story is quite... err, to me, not that interesting to me haha. Other self improvement books also read finished by today too. Finishing these 3 books, it is already 5pm, very good. Killed 5 hours of the time lol... and I learned a lot today too... especially that blood type and psychology book, it makes me understand more of human nature and behaviour according to their respective blood types. After reading that book, now I know why some of you will act like this and that and your basic behaviour mind of thinking.
I find out that those people with blood type O, besides of being optimistic, their way of thinking is more based on materialistic and realistic. They love to classify people into groups like classifying people between good and bad, poor and rich or lazy and hardworking. they value life much more than other blood types. They get sick easily and oftenly, but their health is good and those sickness can be recovered faster. Blood type A people's thinking is more based on 'reason and result' and focused on feelings rather than being realistic and blood type A people are sensitive people, they tend to notice some little things people cant notice. What makes me feel more dissapointing is that, those blood type A people often think too much and 70% of them are serious, introverted and sadistic nature and according to statistics, the suicide rate for people with blood type A is the highest. Blood type A people does not get sick easily but their health is bad due to their bad habit of choosing food to eat. Blood type B is those cheerful and active type of people, their way of thinking is based on 'the facts they learned through their life', like if they find out that they need to do something in order to gain something, they will use those techniques they learned and revise them. About their attitudes, are almost the same as heng bong and shih chau... hyper active and natural survivor, can adapt to any environment easily and fast. Those AB blood type of people is naturally cool and quiet, they almost share the same characteristics with blood type A except that those AB type of people are much more slower in terms of reaction and action. Their way of thinking is to seek balance and usually they enjoy calm situations.
According to blood types and their respective ways of thinking, below data has been made:
Just like paper-rock-scissors game, each respective blood types have their own natural enemy of win or lose too.
Usually,
Blood type A can win blood type O and AB in terms of decision and way of thinking
Blood type B can win blood type A in terms of decision and way of thinking
Blood type AB can win blood type B and O in terms of decision and way of thinking
Blood type O can win blood type B in terms of decision and way of thinking
Conclusion:
A > O
A > AB
B > A
AB > B
AB > O
O > B
This thing has been proven scientifically by scientists for your info and those proof is too long... lazy to type out everything. But anyway, my blood type is A so no wonder heng bong, whose blood type is B always win me in decision and thinking. But to counter heng bong whose blood type is B is those with blood type AB and O... and in class... I saw many people with blood type O can wipe off heng bong away lol...
Below are the supportive interaction between blood types:
A -><- O
AB -><- B
Blood type A and O support each other and AB support with B.
About this thing... I kinda forget how this works already... Im not a robot that can remember everything what I read lol!
After 5pm, went out from Sunway Pyramid and take a bus to Mid Valley. At Mid Valley, I also walked around... Im used to see Gundam models there too... then went to MPH to check around and surprisingly, MPH also restocked Twilight, both in english and chinese version omg! But the chinese version of Twilight is different from my chinese version... the chinese version of Twilight is RM59, so expensive!!! Being curious why its so expensive, I tear open the plastic secretly XD and read... got extra chapter on the back of the story... the extra chapter is about Edward's point of view of his thoughts in the story. Well, just get to know what he's thinking in certain events and his life in the story. I also havent touched any english version of this book yet and so I read a few pages of the english version... find out that the grammar used in the english version is so complicated, complex and difficult omg!! My chinese version at least got some indication to make me understand what is certain term they use in the book... after this, I make a conclusion: if your english is not good, dont buy the english version, buy the chinese one instead XD.
After that, its already 6.30pm so I went back home by bus.
Come back home, parents asked me :'Found a job?'
Ah skip this thing.
Tomorrow going to be the same again lol... I will start to go out again in the morning... tomorrow planning to go Mid Valley, gotta read some books in MPH... read until 2pm, switch to Gardens, go to the bookshop there... the bookshop is called Borders. I find out that this bookshop Borders in Gardens more pleasant for me to read books there because of the relaxing and quiet environment there. Maybe because there are less people in Gardens so the bookshop also is more quiet than MPH... MPH too many people lol. *I love quiet environment maybe?*
So today went to Sunway Pyramid at 10am because parents are nagging me to find job and I cant stand staying at home listening them nagging so I gotta wake up and leave my house earlier. Reaching there, walked around and after walked the whole complex, 12pm only. After that, go to Popular bookshop in Sunway to read some books to kill time. Surprisingly, they restocked most of those popular book titles like Twilight lol. Bought one for my cousin... then I just keep reading books inside there. Read the book titled 'Blood Type and Psychology', 'Improving Communication Skills' and the story book titled 'Coffee Prince #1 Shop'. The story is from that korean drama I watched before... I read finished it today the whole book lol... find out that the story is quite... err, to me, not that interesting to me haha. Other self improvement books also read finished by today too. Finishing these 3 books, it is already 5pm, very good. Killed 5 hours of the time lol... and I learned a lot today too... especially that blood type and psychology book, it makes me understand more of human nature and behaviour according to their respective blood types. After reading that book, now I know why some of you will act like this and that and your basic behaviour mind of thinking.
I find out that those people with blood type O, besides of being optimistic, their way of thinking is more based on materialistic and realistic. They love to classify people into groups like classifying people between good and bad, poor and rich or lazy and hardworking. they value life much more than other blood types. They get sick easily and oftenly, but their health is good and those sickness can be recovered faster. Blood type A people's thinking is more based on 'reason and result' and focused on feelings rather than being realistic and blood type A people are sensitive people, they tend to notice some little things people cant notice. What makes me feel more dissapointing is that, those blood type A people often think too much and 70% of them are serious, introverted and sadistic nature and according to statistics, the suicide rate for people with blood type A is the highest. Blood type A people does not get sick easily but their health is bad due to their bad habit of choosing food to eat. Blood type B is those cheerful and active type of people, their way of thinking is based on 'the facts they learned through their life', like if they find out that they need to do something in order to gain something, they will use those techniques they learned and revise them. About their attitudes, are almost the same as heng bong and shih chau... hyper active and natural survivor, can adapt to any environment easily and fast. Those AB blood type of people is naturally cool and quiet, they almost share the same characteristics with blood type A except that those AB type of people are much more slower in terms of reaction and action. Their way of thinking is to seek balance and usually they enjoy calm situations.
According to blood types and their respective ways of thinking, below data has been made:
Just like paper-rock-scissors game, each respective blood types have their own natural enemy of win or lose too.
Usually,
Blood type A can win blood type O and AB in terms of decision and way of thinking
Blood type B can win blood type A in terms of decision and way of thinking
Blood type AB can win blood type B and O in terms of decision and way of thinking
Blood type O can win blood type B in terms of decision and way of thinking
Conclusion:
A > O
A > AB
B > A
AB > B
AB > O
O > B
This thing has been proven scientifically by scientists for your info and those proof is too long... lazy to type out everything. But anyway, my blood type is A so no wonder heng bong, whose blood type is B always win me in decision and thinking. But to counter heng bong whose blood type is B is those with blood type AB and O... and in class... I saw many people with blood type O can wipe off heng bong away lol...
Below are the supportive interaction between blood types:
A -><- O
AB -><- B
Blood type A and O support each other and AB support with B.
About this thing... I kinda forget how this works already... Im not a robot that can remember everything what I read lol!
After 5pm, went out from Sunway Pyramid and take a bus to Mid Valley. At Mid Valley, I also walked around... Im used to see Gundam models there too... then went to MPH to check around and surprisingly, MPH also restocked Twilight, both in english and chinese version omg! But the chinese version of Twilight is different from my chinese version... the chinese version of Twilight is RM59, so expensive!!! Being curious why its so expensive, I tear open the plastic secretly XD and read... got extra chapter on the back of the story... the extra chapter is about Edward's point of view of his thoughts in the story. Well, just get to know what he's thinking in certain events and his life in the story. I also havent touched any english version of this book yet and so I read a few pages of the english version... find out that the grammar used in the english version is so complicated, complex and difficult omg!! My chinese version at least got some indication to make me understand what is certain term they use in the book... after this, I make a conclusion: if your english is not good, dont buy the english version, buy the chinese one instead XD.
After that, its already 6.30pm so I went back home by bus.
Come back home, parents asked me :'Found a job?'
Ah skip this thing.
Tomorrow going to be the same again lol... I will start to go out again in the morning... tomorrow planning to go Mid Valley, gotta read some books in MPH... read until 2pm, switch to Gardens, go to the bookshop there... the bookshop is called Borders. I find out that this bookshop Borders in Gardens more pleasant for me to read books there because of the relaxing and quiet environment there. Maybe because there are less people in Gardens so the bookshop also is more quiet than MPH... MPH too many people lol. *I love quiet environment maybe?*
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Thursday 25 December 2008
Hi everyone, merry christmas!!!!
Today didnt go anywhere because christmas day go out very headache one, the crowd and the traffic are so tiring! If I choose to go out to enjoy christmas air, I rather choose to go out at christmas eve rather than christmas day. Today stay at home whole day, at night go bak-kut-teh for dinner with family. Then after come back home, 8.30pm go online and watched the last episode of Bruce Lee on 8tv.
The last episode of Bruce Lee is not that surprising and expected... I read about Bruce Lee's profile on wiki already earlier and the ending is just like the information provided in wiki. The last battle of Bruce Lee with his enemy rival is also just like the information provided by wiki... the info by wiki said that Bruce Lee's movement is faster than his rival and even his rival couldnt touch Bruce Lee a finger. Then after that day, one day, while Bruce Lee was taking a nap... he passed away just like that. I feel glad that Bruce Lee passed away this way... can pass away peacefully when you sleep - is the best thing in your life. Many people said that people die while they sleep means they died peacefully. This reminds me of my grandma and grandpa too, about how they passed away... my grandpa passed away when he is taking a nap on a relaxed chair because of heart attack while my grandma passed away in the hospital when she is sleeping too. I guess... they passed away peacefully. I also did mentioned before that sometimes, I hope that I wouldnt wake up the next morning when I slept... well, this is the best too dont you think? ^.^ Watching the final episode of Bruce Lee, I feel kinda heavy... before that, watching this drama gives me the motivation for me to become stronger and improve myself, well thanks to this drama. I hope there are more inspiring dramas to come next!
Nowadays I feel quite good... I also wouldnt feel like missing my friends anymore, perhaps it is because the scene of that japanese drama I watched on 8tv, 3pm at Sunday 21 December 2008? That 'our friendship is not bonded through 'school'' thingy I mentioned ago in my blog. Maybe long time didnt go out with friends or... as time passes heart will heal slowly? Or are there anything else that distract me away from thinking too much? Ah, I dunno... but my feelings are certainly good and relaxed nowadays. But although I feel good... I still have some worries la... like finding part time job and about my hair, lol.
Recently Im watching back those Goong S episodes on the net. I also did mention before that I more prefer Goong S rather than Goong because Goong S's plot is rather more complicated and darker than Goong... thats what I feel. I also find out that the main character Lee Hoo from Goong S is more charming than the main character Shin from Goong.
*Noticed the title in the pic is Prince Hour? Yup, told you before that this drama is more focused on male's thoughts. This drama can be called as Prince Hour, Princess Hour S, Goong S, Palace S too. Depends on various translations for different release in different countries.
The main character from Goong S, Lee Hoo is played by se7en, the top left guy in the pic above. He is soooo cuuute, right?? I think I love his face better than those characters from Goong like Shin or Yul. Maybe because I love to see those cute faces rather than those cool and handsome faces. Those cool and handsome faces makes me feel 'beh song' them or rather, not pleasant to my eyes... those cute type of faces makes me feel more pleasant and find out that they got some 'friendly' feel or approach. I think girls also are quite the same to me... I think those pretty and beautiful type of face... sometimes makes me feel like they 'dai sai' or 'big all the way' because they think that they are pretty and most of them act cool, thats what I think... but for those cute types, they give me some friendly feeling, but of course not too or over limit kind of cute la lol... over limit cute is too scary leh... and this reminds me of Erika Toda, I think shes the best example of what I mean cute lol XD. Those pretty and beautiful types like Ling Zhi Ling or Chai Yi Ling makes me feel they are cool, makes me got that 'beh song' kind of feeling and not pleasant to my eyes too, no friendly feel at the same time... Back to the topic, I love Lee Hoo (se7en) from Goong S, he is so cute! He is more charming than those characters from Goong like Shin and Yul!! But for girl character, I think I prefer Shin Chae-Kyung from Goong... because shes kinda cute and playful in the drama and that makes her more likeable. At times, I find out that shes pretty and beautiful too. So conclusion, for male character, I prefer Lee Hoo from Goong S; for girl character, I prefer Shin Chae-Kyung from Goong.
Today nothing to do, made a video clip with photos and a song again. This time, this video is about myself, from young until now. I know my blog's slideshow also already had this, but... just without music. This video, I make it with a song to put more feelings to the slideshow and besides, I do this video to kill time... ah, nowadays didnt go anywhere, boring then do la haha. The song in this video is 'You and I are Both Fools' by Stay, a song from the drama Goong.
Direct link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uyZOtPRRWeU
I plan to make some funny videos in future... just waiting for some inspiration to come to my mind... XD
*Blog's current playlist:
'Miracle' by HowL, a song from Goong S
(I love this song so much! ^.^)
I believe in miracle!!
Today didnt go anywhere because christmas day go out very headache one, the crowd and the traffic are so tiring! If I choose to go out to enjoy christmas air, I rather choose to go out at christmas eve rather than christmas day. Today stay at home whole day, at night go bak-kut-teh for dinner with family. Then after come back home, 8.30pm go online and watched the last episode of Bruce Lee on 8tv.
The last episode of Bruce Lee is not that surprising and expected... I read about Bruce Lee's profile on wiki already earlier and the ending is just like the information provided in wiki. The last battle of Bruce Lee with his enemy rival is also just like the information provided by wiki... the info by wiki said that Bruce Lee's movement is faster than his rival and even his rival couldnt touch Bruce Lee a finger. Then after that day, one day, while Bruce Lee was taking a nap... he passed away just like that. I feel glad that Bruce Lee passed away this way... can pass away peacefully when you sleep - is the best thing in your life. Many people said that people die while they sleep means they died peacefully. This reminds me of my grandma and grandpa too, about how they passed away... my grandpa passed away when he is taking a nap on a relaxed chair because of heart attack while my grandma passed away in the hospital when she is sleeping too. I guess... they passed away peacefully. I also did mentioned before that sometimes, I hope that I wouldnt wake up the next morning when I slept... well, this is the best too dont you think? ^.^ Watching the final episode of Bruce Lee, I feel kinda heavy... before that, watching this drama gives me the motivation for me to become stronger and improve myself, well thanks to this drama. I hope there are more inspiring dramas to come next!
Nowadays I feel quite good... I also wouldnt feel like missing my friends anymore, perhaps it is because the scene of that japanese drama I watched on 8tv, 3pm at Sunday 21 December 2008? That 'our friendship is not bonded through 'school'' thingy I mentioned ago in my blog. Maybe long time didnt go out with friends or... as time passes heart will heal slowly? Or are there anything else that distract me away from thinking too much? Ah, I dunno... but my feelings are certainly good and relaxed nowadays. But although I feel good... I still have some worries la... like finding part time job and about my hair, lol.
Recently Im watching back those Goong S episodes on the net. I also did mention before that I more prefer Goong S rather than Goong because Goong S's plot is rather more complicated and darker than Goong... thats what I feel. I also find out that the main character Lee Hoo from Goong S is more charming than the main character Shin from Goong.
*Noticed the title in the pic is Prince Hour? Yup, told you before that this drama is more focused on male's thoughts. This drama can be called as Prince Hour, Princess Hour S, Goong S, Palace S too. Depends on various translations for different release in different countries.
The main character from Goong S, Lee Hoo is played by se7en, the top left guy in the pic above. He is soooo cuuute, right?? I think I love his face better than those characters from Goong like Shin or Yul. Maybe because I love to see those cute faces rather than those cool and handsome faces. Those cool and handsome faces makes me feel 'beh song' them or rather, not pleasant to my eyes... those cute type of faces makes me feel more pleasant and find out that they got some 'friendly' feel or approach. I think girls also are quite the same to me... I think those pretty and beautiful type of face... sometimes makes me feel like they 'dai sai' or 'big all the way' because they think that they are pretty and most of them act cool, thats what I think... but for those cute types, they give me some friendly feeling, but of course not too or over limit kind of cute la lol... over limit cute is too scary leh... and this reminds me of Erika Toda, I think shes the best example of what I mean cute lol XD. Those pretty and beautiful types like Ling Zhi Ling or Chai Yi Ling makes me feel they are cool, makes me got that 'beh song' kind of feeling and not pleasant to my eyes too, no friendly feel at the same time... Back to the topic, I love Lee Hoo (se7en) from Goong S, he is so cute! He is more charming than those characters from Goong like Shin and Yul!! But for girl character, I think I prefer Shin Chae-Kyung from Goong... because shes kinda cute and playful in the drama and that makes her more likeable. At times, I find out that shes pretty and beautiful too. So conclusion, for male character, I prefer Lee Hoo from Goong S; for girl character, I prefer Shin Chae-Kyung from Goong.
Today nothing to do, made a video clip with photos and a song again. This time, this video is about myself, from young until now. I know my blog's slideshow also already had this, but... just without music. This video, I make it with a song to put more feelings to the slideshow and besides, I do this video to kill time... ah, nowadays didnt go anywhere, boring then do la haha. The song in this video is 'You and I are Both Fools' by Stay, a song from the drama Goong.
Direct link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uyZOtPRRWeU
I plan to make some funny videos in future... just waiting for some inspiration to come to my mind... XD
*Blog's current playlist:
'Miracle' by HowL, a song from Goong S
(I love this song so much! ^.^)
I believe in miracle!!
Merry Christmas
25 Dec 2008, Happy Christmas everyone!
Have fun! ^.^
* My current playlist:
'All I want for christmas is you'
* Blog's current playlist:
'One Step Closer' - Rangnarok Online BGM
Have fun! ^.^
* My current playlist:
'All I want for christmas is you'
* Blog's current playlist:
'One Step Closer' - Rangnarok Online BGM
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Tuesday 23 December 2008
Today I plan to train my stamina so that in future my part time job would be more simple if Im prepared... well I mean, prepare to stand ALL the time and walk ALL the way. So I plan to walk around the whole KL today for this purpose. Seriously, just after I reached to Mid Valley, my 1st destination, I keep on walking and walking without sitting. After for some time, I went to the KTM there to go KL Central. No seats in the train too and its good to train myself too haha. Then after reached KL Central, take the monorail to Bukit Bintang. After reaching Bukit Bintang, walk around the whole Sungai Wang... well, window shopping. Found a lot of 'fashion' and 'flashy' shirts there... ah, you know, those 'lala' type of shirts. Besides, there are a lot of shops there too, very fun to walk around there. After that, go to Pavillion. Pavillion is the place I enjoyed the most because there are lots of things there to see. Their Xmas decorations are very wonderful too!!! Of course, I took a lot of pics today so you all can view them later. After Pavillion, go back to Mid Valley again using the same method. After reached Mid Valley, walk around there too... then, go back home. Today, I keep walking from 10am - 7.30pm... very tired now... but now I understand what it is feel like to do part time haha. Reaching home, its already 8.30pm lol.
Today, I find out that:
- Twilight is a rare book... searched for it in Mid Valley, Gardens, Pavillion and KLCC, but those book stores already dont have stock for this book title lol! Luckily, I bought this book earlier but mine is in chinese... well, because by the time I wanna buy this book around October... the english ones are already sold out!! No choice but to buy the chinese version one. Now, even the chinese version one is out of stock too. What I saw now is the 2nd book of the series around those book stores, 2nd title is New Moon I think... I havent buy or read it yet... haiz no money to buy leh... my cousin offered me extra RM30 if I can help him to buy the english version of Twilight lol! I think I better buy New Moon fast before out of stock like Twilight too... out of stock never mind, but until now, from October until now I mean, those book stores havent restocked this book Twilight english and chinese version yet!!! If you wanna find the book Twilight in IOI, Sunway Pyramid, Mid Valley, Gardens, KLCC, and Pavillion... no need to waste your time already ^.^. Phew, lucky me got the chinese version... sorry, cousin, mission failed. (but I want your RM30... still will help you find one haha). If you are looking for the book New Moon, Mid Valley and Sunway Pyramid have loads of them. (for now)
- I find out that there's a huge difference between Mid Valley girls and Bukit Bintang girls... Bukit Bintang ones are mostly those cute and 'lala' types while Mid Valley ones are those pretty and got some 'model look' types. Ah... nothing one la actually I just say for fun only, 'gap lui' is not myself leh lol.Seriously, this is a meaningless thing to do... can only 'see' only but cannot 'get', whats the point?? (hong yi? XD). Haiz... to satisfy your vision only...=.=
This reminds me a scene from the movie Secret by Jay Chou... Xiao Yu asks Jay Chou how many girls he looked at before falling in love with her. Then Jay Chou counted the numbers of the girls he looked at with his fingers, '... 1, 2, 3... 11..., 11 girls.' Jay Chou said. After that, Xiao Yu gets angry and run away... then, she cried. The next day, she didnt go to school anymore. Well, still remember this scene? Wah... if your gf ask you something like this in future, what will you reply to her about this same question? If it was me, I will choose either:
- 'How am I supposed to count how many girls I looked at before I fell in love with you??'
- 'None at all. Fate and destiny guide me not to look at any girls until the time I only look at you. The moment I saw you, I fell in love with you.'
What do you think?? Which reply is better? Or Jay Chou's reply is better? Lol. Nah, just some jokes... XD
But, how if this thing really happened? OMG lol.
Eh... I think of one of the best reply already, that is... I will say:
'Before falling in love with you, I looked at many girls before... but until then, you are the most beautiful person I have ever meet before.'
Because if you reply that you never looked at any girls before, obviously you are lying and sounds fake. So I think the best way is to admit it with a nice reason behind it.
But in fact and the truth, I dont like to 'gap lui' one. You all know about this already lor lol. Wasting time, and again, can 'see' but cant 'get', whats the point??
Duh, sometimes I think I should not write too much in my blog because you all will know and will expect what I will react already and no surprising elements... well, this is gonna be the last time of this thing! Lol! Next time, I keep them all to myself, dont wanna share with you all already hmph! >.< Those are the pics taken today:
Today, I find out that:
- Twilight is a rare book... searched for it in Mid Valley, Gardens, Pavillion and KLCC, but those book stores already dont have stock for this book title lol! Luckily, I bought this book earlier but mine is in chinese... well, because by the time I wanna buy this book around October... the english ones are already sold out!! No choice but to buy the chinese version one. Now, even the chinese version one is out of stock too. What I saw now is the 2nd book of the series around those book stores, 2nd title is New Moon I think... I havent buy or read it yet... haiz no money to buy leh... my cousin offered me extra RM30 if I can help him to buy the english version of Twilight lol! I think I better buy New Moon fast before out of stock like Twilight too... out of stock never mind, but until now, from October until now I mean, those book stores havent restocked this book Twilight english and chinese version yet!!! If you wanna find the book Twilight in IOI, Sunway Pyramid, Mid Valley, Gardens, KLCC, and Pavillion... no need to waste your time already ^.^. Phew, lucky me got the chinese version... sorry, cousin, mission failed. (but I want your RM30... still will help you find one haha). If you are looking for the book New Moon, Mid Valley and Sunway Pyramid have loads of them. (for now)
- I find out that there's a huge difference between Mid Valley girls and Bukit Bintang girls... Bukit Bintang ones are mostly those cute and 'lala' types while Mid Valley ones are those pretty and got some 'model look' types. Ah... nothing one la actually I just say for fun only, 'gap lui' is not myself leh lol.Seriously, this is a meaningless thing to do... can only 'see' only but cannot 'get', whats the point?? (hong yi? XD). Haiz... to satisfy your vision only...=.=
This reminds me a scene from the movie Secret by Jay Chou... Xiao Yu asks Jay Chou how many girls he looked at before falling in love with her. Then Jay Chou counted the numbers of the girls he looked at with his fingers, '... 1, 2, 3... 11..., 11 girls.' Jay Chou said. After that, Xiao Yu gets angry and run away... then, she cried. The next day, she didnt go to school anymore. Well, still remember this scene? Wah... if your gf ask you something like this in future, what will you reply to her about this same question? If it was me, I will choose either:
- 'How am I supposed to count how many girls I looked at before I fell in love with you??'
- 'None at all. Fate and destiny guide me not to look at any girls until the time I only look at you. The moment I saw you, I fell in love with you.'
What do you think?? Which reply is better? Or Jay Chou's reply is better? Lol. Nah, just some jokes... XD
But, how if this thing really happened? OMG lol.
Eh... I think of one of the best reply already, that is... I will say:
'Before falling in love with you, I looked at many girls before... but until then, you are the most beautiful person I have ever meet before.'
Because if you reply that you never looked at any girls before, obviously you are lying and sounds fake. So I think the best way is to admit it with a nice reason behind it.
But in fact and the truth, I dont like to 'gap lui' one. You all know about this already lor lol. Wasting time, and again, can 'see' but cant 'get', whats the point??
Duh, sometimes I think I should not write too much in my blog because you all will know and will expect what I will react already and no surprising elements... well, this is gonna be the last time of this thing! Lol! Next time, I keep them all to myself, dont wanna share with you all already hmph! >.< Those are the pics taken today:
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
U6F Langkawi Trip Dec 2008 video
Recently I just learned how to make some simple videos with songs added while viewing photos. So here is the very very 1st video I made... its about our class trip to Langkawi Dec 2008 with my photos and my song. Well, those are the very same photos I posted... but this time, its in video format with a song. The song is 'Ignited', a japanese song by TM Revolution, adapted in Gundam SEED Destiny's 1st opening song too. Well I think this song suits the video the best lol XD.
Dont be too harsh and so bad please, 1st time making video leh haha... give face a bit la lol.
Click on it to play the video.
Direct link to the video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SRGRGXUeTP8
Direct download of this video:
http://www.fileden.com/files/2008/12/12/2220795/langkawitrip_0001.wmv
Right click on the link and put 'save target as' to download.
Anyway, if you love this video, in future I will also make some videos too perhaps... and of course, a video with pics and song!!! Hmm... I plan to make a video based on our class pics in school with the song 'Sunny Day' by Jay Chou too, what do you guys think? ^.^
Dont be too harsh and so bad please, 1st time making video leh haha... give face a bit la lol.
Click on it to play the video.
Direct link to the video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SRGRGXUeTP8
Direct download of this video:
http://www.fileden.com/files/2008/12/12/2220795/langkawitrip_0001.wmv
Right click on the link and put 'save target as' to download.
Anyway, if you love this video, in future I will also make some videos too perhaps... and of course, a video with pics and song!!! Hmm... I plan to make a video based on our class pics in school with the song 'Sunny Day' by Jay Chou too, what do you guys think? ^.^
Monday, December 22, 2008
一路向北 - 周杰伦
后视镜里的世界
越来越远的道别
你转身向背
侧脸还是很美
我用眼光去追
竟听见你的泪
在车窗外面排徊
是我错失的机会
你站的方位
跟我中间隔着泪
街景一直在后退
你的崩溃在窗外零碎
我一路向北
离开有你的季节
你说你好累
已无法再爱上谁
风在山路吹
过往的画面
全都是我不对
细数惭愧我伤你几回
我一路向北
离开有你的季节
方向盘周围
回转着我的后悔
我加速超越
却甩不掉紧紧跟随的伤悲
细数惭愧我伤你几回
停止狼狈就让错纯粹
The world from the rear view of mirror...
The farewell that's going further and further away...
You had turned backwards...
But the side of your face is still beautiful...
I use my vision to chase the sight of you...
But unexpectedly, I heard your tears...
Lingering outside the car window...
Is the chance I missed.
The tears are across in the middle position between you and me...
The scenery of the street is moving backwards...
The images of you are collapsing outside the window...
I'm moving all the way towards the north,
Leaving the season that has you away...
You said that you are tired and unable to fall in love with anyone any longer
The wind is blowing along the road of the mountain...
Those images from the past are all my fault.
Counting the numbers of regrets that I hurt you before...
I'm heading all the way towards the north,
Leaving the season that has you away...
I'm turning back all my regrets away around the steering wheel.
Although I accelerated beyond the limits...
But I still couldn't throw the sadness that keep follows up away.
Counting the numbers of regrets that I hurt you before...
Stopping all those heartless confusion...
Just let those mistakes to be pure.
*After finding out that his girl friend is involved in prostitution and having another relationship with a rich old man, Jay Chou turned and ran away. Being heart broken full of sadness and frustration, Jay Chou accelerates over the limits with his car with his eyes full of tears in the end of the movie.
In life, there's a lot of unhappy, sad, frustrating or any negative events that happened. Sometimes, no matter how hard you try to forget these painful memories, you just cant forget them because those painful memories... had became a scar in your soul... and scars, are hard to be erased...
But no matter how sad and pain it is, you will still need to move forward and keep on going no matter what it is because... this is life... no matter how much you love or hate it, life will still goes on...
Are there any medicines for me to forget these painful memories - the scars of my life? There are scars that cant be erased forever too and you just cant help but move forward. Perhaps, those scars are going to accompany you forever in your life... but on the positive side, those scars can be your reminder so that you wont make the same mistakes again.
Jay Chou accelerates and move all the way to the north, enduring the pain of those scars of his memories!
Monday 22 December 2008
Today go IOI with hong yi, watched the movie Ip Man. Its a good movie starring Ip Man, Bruce Lee's sifu who is good in Ving Chun technique. But the ending is as I expected... well, because if Ip Man died, who will taught Bruce Lee Ving Chun technique? This movie is about the life of Ip Man when he is young before he taught Bruce Lee and if you ask me either if Bruce Lee is in this movie, no. But still, I recommend this movie, really worth a watch.
Finally took a pic of hong yi haha. Being a friend for 6 years and I dont even have a single pic of this friend... haiz feel so sorry man lol. But today finally I got a pic of you hong yi haha!
*HY you so cute! Looks like L haha!
Pic taken when we went to KFC during 6-7pm at IOI. Ah, gotta FULLY enjoy your KFC and view it as your 'last time', because who knows that the next time you eat KFC, the taste would be different just like the 'ice cream case'? When was a little kid, you can eat ice cream happily; but now, when you eat ice cream, does the feel and taste are the same like before when you were a kid? You will find out that something is missing and different between the feel and taste of the ice cream you are eating now and the one you ate when you were a kid. Who knows hong yi, next time if you got gf and eat KFC with her, your KFC would taste more delicious? During that time... its the feel of 'love'... and the KFC you ate today just now, is the feel of 'friendship'? So gotta enjoy every moment because you might lost the feel in future and only can recall this feel only... lol, saying things like that sounds gay leh haha. Of course, Im just joking lol!
I also learned something today too... and this is a secret...
Bong bong, I finished those tasks... there are a lot of things I wanna discuss with you man... have some doubts and dont have enough confidence on it... this thing is really a risky thing to do...
Set up a private blog... I may probably used it to discuss something in future.
Nowadays since christmas is coming, anywhere seems to have a christmas mood around... christmas songs can be heard anywhere too haha. Eh, jet, plan to go pavillion leh, very beautiful that area around there at night. Last year christmas eve went there... really nice, like white christmas haha. But of course I know some of you would not enjoy this sceneries and mood one lol =.=
'Choosing not to love... is my way of loving you.'
* This sentence is nice
Finally took a pic of hong yi haha. Being a friend for 6 years and I dont even have a single pic of this friend... haiz feel so sorry man lol. But today finally I got a pic of you hong yi haha!
*HY you so cute! Looks like L haha!
Pic taken when we went to KFC during 6-7pm at IOI. Ah, gotta FULLY enjoy your KFC and view it as your 'last time', because who knows that the next time you eat KFC, the taste would be different just like the 'ice cream case'? When was a little kid, you can eat ice cream happily; but now, when you eat ice cream, does the feel and taste are the same like before when you were a kid? You will find out that something is missing and different between the feel and taste of the ice cream you are eating now and the one you ate when you were a kid. Who knows hong yi, next time if you got gf and eat KFC with her, your KFC would taste more delicious? During that time... its the feel of 'love'... and the KFC you ate today just now, is the feel of 'friendship'? So gotta enjoy every moment because you might lost the feel in future and only can recall this feel only... lol, saying things like that sounds gay leh haha. Of course, Im just joking lol!
I also learned something today too... and this is a secret...
Bong bong, I finished those tasks... there are a lot of things I wanna discuss with you man... have some doubts and dont have enough confidence on it... this thing is really a risky thing to do...
Set up a private blog... I may probably used it to discuss something in future.
Nowadays since christmas is coming, anywhere seems to have a christmas mood around... christmas songs can be heard anywhere too haha. Eh, jet, plan to go pavillion leh, very beautiful that area around there at night. Last year christmas eve went there... really nice, like white christmas haha. But of course I know some of you would not enjoy this sceneries and mood one lol =.=
'Choosing not to love... is my way of loving you.'
* This sentence is nice
Sunday 21 December 2008
Today is 冬至, so firstly I wish you all happy 冬至! I believe many of you sure got drink tang yuan lor, but if you ask me... no, I didnt drink today because my mum is busy nowadays and she said no time to make tang yuan.
Today nothing to do also as there are no plans for today. Luckily, today is Sunday so got some dramas to watch in tv.
3pm watched a japanese drama 花样少年少女 on 8tv. The drama is better than the chinese version of 花样少年少女... but the main male character in the japanese version of this drama isnt as lengzai as the novel described. I think Wu Jun is a better actor to play in this drama but well, its japanese version this time so no Wu Jun in this show lol. I quite like this scene from today's episode of japanses version's 花样少年少女... the main girl character told her aunt that she will feel heavy to leave her friends away if the school is closed. Then her aunt told her that its not just the 'school' that bonded her and her friends, even if the school will be closed, she will still meet her friends too because their bond of friendship is not bonded through the 'school', but their friendship is bonded through their 'heart'. After I watched this scene... I also feel... quite... ah, that feeling... even words cant describe. I think I should not feel down or heavy anymore even if I leave my friends away now, because our bond of friendship is not bonded through our 'school', but is bonded through 'heart'. We make friends is not from 'school', but by 'heart'.
4pm, Smiling Pasta drama from 8tv starring Nicholas Teo. I also love this scene from today's episode... but to be more specific... this quote :'If you want to be an artist, you should expect less freedom in your life.' Kinda true too because ALL artists have no freedom in their life in whatever they do because there are always reporters, paparazzis and 'dog' teams outside if you are an artist, so... no freedom.
Today my uncle invited me to join the family tree... after joining the family tree... I realized... how big the tree is wow... even my great grandfather and great grandma are there too!! The tree is really really big... now I even know ALL my cousins lol.
Grabbed some pics from my family tree...
This is my dad when he was 30. If you look closely, on the left side of this pic, theres a white gown too. This picture was taken during wedding with my mum... and my mum is probably wearing the white gown in this pic... look at my dad's tuxedo, so cool huh... now this tuxedo he wear during the wedding has given to me haha. Now I wear my dad's old tuxedo when there are formal functions. My dad wants me to take good care of his old tuxedo and even now when I wear it, I can feel the warmth of the tuxedo... and its in very good condition, look at those guangzhou pics in my slideshow... there are some pics of me wearing the very same tuxedo too haha. I still remember the day when my dad gave me this tuxedo...
It was a week before I went to guangzhou 2007 November. My dad said there would be formal functions there so he needs me to wear a tuxedo when going. So he took out this tuxedo and gave me... he said :'This is the tuxedo I wear during the wedding with your mum.', smiling at me. After hearing this, I blushed for no reason and my dad continues :'Make sure you take good care of it, you are the succesor of this tuxedo... and in future, I want to see you wear this very same tuxedo when you get married.'. After that, my face turns red and both my dad and mum laughed at me. Feeling shy and rushed, I said just a word 'Thank you' and went to my room lol.
Now when I recall this and even now when I write this event here... I feel touched.
I will take good care of it.
This is taken during the funeral of my grandma. That time, grandma stays with us in the same house when I was a baby until standard 3. My parents said she is the one who understands me the most and loved me the most if compared to my sisters and brother. I also did mentioned that when I was baby, grandma loved me so much that she will hug and bring me to anywhere I want to go without the need to walk. So I only start to learn how to walk in a very late stage of 2 years old. My grandma also spoon fed me when I was a baby until I learn how to eat by my own at the age of 2 too haha. Besides that, I still remember when I have any difficulties, shes the one who helped me all the time instead of my parents...
For this pic, it was taken at 1998, my grandma's funeral place. the day after my grandma passed away... I was in the middle in the pic with my dad. My 2 sis and bro didnt attend the funeral that time. Only me attend the funeral because... I insisted to go to my grandma's funeral that time.
For those who cant recognize me when I was a kid, I circle it for you lol:
Since I have time, I will tell you all another story of my past here. So if you are closed to me enough, you will also find out that Im interested in bakery too especially baking doughnuts. I think hong yi and teng hong already know about my love towards doughnuts before and sometimes, do you ever wondered why I love doughnuts so much? So the story is this:
The day before my grandma passed away, she's in a hospital and I was standard 3 that time. Every time I hear that my parents are going out, I will call them to buy doughnuts for me because my favourite food that time was doughnuts. So... my grandma know about this very well and sometimes, my parents will forgot to buy doughnuts for me when they go out and I will cry or get angry because of this. So after my grandma is admitted to the hospital, everyday my parents will pay a visit to my grandma at the hospital and of course I will call my parents to buy doughnuts for me too. Everyday my parents go to the hospital to visit my grandma, they never forget to buy doughnuts for me on the way they come back... and if you wanna know, every time my parents visit my grandma in the hospital, my grandma will remind them to buy doughnuts for me so thats why. And... during the last day my grandma in the hospital, the day before she passed away, when my parents are about to leave the hospital, she told my parents :'Remember to buy dunkin doughnut for xiang xiang, if not he will be dissapointed...'. Then the next day, she passed away... and after the funeral, my parents told me about this and everything... about how much she loved me.
Recalling about this memory, I also will feel like crying sometimes... even my grandma was ill that time, she still didnt forget to remind my parents about this little thing... even if I wanna say 'I love you' also dont have the chance and even just by the phrase 'I love you', this phrase is not even enough to describe how much my love is... so thats why, we must always appreciate everything around us. Use your 'past' as your reminder and as a 'key' to unlock more things in your life. But at the same time, dont make yourself fall too deep in the 'past' or the 'future' too because you may lose more things if you do so. What the most important is the 'present'. Look around you... how many things you had now... such happiness, you should keep good care of them so that you will not lose more things in the future.
So, afternoon around 5pm, when I was listening to the song 'Sunny Day' by Jay Chou, suddenly it rains lol! No la, before this, the sky was full of dark clouds already haha. But listening the song 'Sunny Day' by Jay Chou half way then raining, really got 'feel' leh haha.
*Class blog updated
Today nothing to do also as there are no plans for today. Luckily, today is Sunday so got some dramas to watch in tv.
3pm watched a japanese drama 花样少年少女 on 8tv. The drama is better than the chinese version of 花样少年少女... but the main male character in the japanese version of this drama isnt as lengzai as the novel described. I think Wu Jun is a better actor to play in this drama but well, its japanese version this time so no Wu Jun in this show lol. I quite like this scene from today's episode of japanses version's 花样少年少女... the main girl character told her aunt that she will feel heavy to leave her friends away if the school is closed. Then her aunt told her that its not just the 'school' that bonded her and her friends, even if the school will be closed, she will still meet her friends too because their bond of friendship is not bonded through the 'school', but their friendship is bonded through their 'heart'. After I watched this scene... I also feel... quite... ah, that feeling... even words cant describe. I think I should not feel down or heavy anymore even if I leave my friends away now, because our bond of friendship is not bonded through our 'school', but is bonded through 'heart'. We make friends is not from 'school', but by 'heart'.
4pm, Smiling Pasta drama from 8tv starring Nicholas Teo. I also love this scene from today's episode... but to be more specific... this quote :'If you want to be an artist, you should expect less freedom in your life.' Kinda true too because ALL artists have no freedom in their life in whatever they do because there are always reporters, paparazzis and 'dog' teams outside if you are an artist, so... no freedom.
Today my uncle invited me to join the family tree... after joining the family tree... I realized... how big the tree is wow... even my great grandfather and great grandma are there too!! The tree is really really big... now I even know ALL my cousins lol.
Grabbed some pics from my family tree...
This is my dad when he was 30. If you look closely, on the left side of this pic, theres a white gown too. This picture was taken during wedding with my mum... and my mum is probably wearing the white gown in this pic... look at my dad's tuxedo, so cool huh... now this tuxedo he wear during the wedding has given to me haha. Now I wear my dad's old tuxedo when there are formal functions. My dad wants me to take good care of his old tuxedo and even now when I wear it, I can feel the warmth of the tuxedo... and its in very good condition, look at those guangzhou pics in my slideshow... there are some pics of me wearing the very same tuxedo too haha. I still remember the day when my dad gave me this tuxedo...
It was a week before I went to guangzhou 2007 November. My dad said there would be formal functions there so he needs me to wear a tuxedo when going. So he took out this tuxedo and gave me... he said :'This is the tuxedo I wear during the wedding with your mum.', smiling at me. After hearing this, I blushed for no reason and my dad continues :'Make sure you take good care of it, you are the succesor of this tuxedo... and in future, I want to see you wear this very same tuxedo when you get married.'. After that, my face turns red and both my dad and mum laughed at me. Feeling shy and rushed, I said just a word 'Thank you' and went to my room lol.
Now when I recall this and even now when I write this event here... I feel touched.
I will take good care of it.
This is taken during the funeral of my grandma. That time, grandma stays with us in the same house when I was a baby until standard 3. My parents said she is the one who understands me the most and loved me the most if compared to my sisters and brother. I also did mentioned that when I was baby, grandma loved me so much that she will hug and bring me to anywhere I want to go without the need to walk. So I only start to learn how to walk in a very late stage of 2 years old. My grandma also spoon fed me when I was a baby until I learn how to eat by my own at the age of 2 too haha. Besides that, I still remember when I have any difficulties, shes the one who helped me all the time instead of my parents...
For this pic, it was taken at 1998, my grandma's funeral place. the day after my grandma passed away... I was in the middle in the pic with my dad. My 2 sis and bro didnt attend the funeral that time. Only me attend the funeral because... I insisted to go to my grandma's funeral that time.
For those who cant recognize me when I was a kid, I circle it for you lol:
Since I have time, I will tell you all another story of my past here. So if you are closed to me enough, you will also find out that Im interested in bakery too especially baking doughnuts. I think hong yi and teng hong already know about my love towards doughnuts before and sometimes, do you ever wondered why I love doughnuts so much? So the story is this:
The day before my grandma passed away, she's in a hospital and I was standard 3 that time. Every time I hear that my parents are going out, I will call them to buy doughnuts for me because my favourite food that time was doughnuts. So... my grandma know about this very well and sometimes, my parents will forgot to buy doughnuts for me when they go out and I will cry or get angry because of this. So after my grandma is admitted to the hospital, everyday my parents will pay a visit to my grandma at the hospital and of course I will call my parents to buy doughnuts for me too. Everyday my parents go to the hospital to visit my grandma, they never forget to buy doughnuts for me on the way they come back... and if you wanna know, every time my parents visit my grandma in the hospital, my grandma will remind them to buy doughnuts for me so thats why. And... during the last day my grandma in the hospital, the day before she passed away, when my parents are about to leave the hospital, she told my parents :'Remember to buy dunkin doughnut for xiang xiang, if not he will be dissapointed...'. Then the next day, she passed away... and after the funeral, my parents told me about this and everything... about how much she loved me.
Recalling about this memory, I also will feel like crying sometimes... even my grandma was ill that time, she still didnt forget to remind my parents about this little thing... even if I wanna say 'I love you' also dont have the chance and even just by the phrase 'I love you', this phrase is not even enough to describe how much my love is... so thats why, we must always appreciate everything around us. Use your 'past' as your reminder and as a 'key' to unlock more things in your life. But at the same time, dont make yourself fall too deep in the 'past' or the 'future' too because you may lose more things if you do so. What the most important is the 'present'. Look around you... how many things you had now... such happiness, you should keep good care of them so that you will not lose more things in the future.
So, afternoon around 5pm, when I was listening to the song 'Sunny Day' by Jay Chou, suddenly it rains lol! No la, before this, the sky was full of dark clouds already haha. But listening the song 'Sunny Day' by Jay Chou half way then raining, really got 'feel' leh haha.
*Class blog updated
Saturday, December 20, 2008
不能说的秘密 - 周杰伦
冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千 梦开始不甜
你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
又何必去改变 已错过的时间
你用你的指尖 阻止我说再见
想象你在身边 在完全失去之前
你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
又何必去改变 已错过的时间
或许命运的签 只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋 这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现 这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡
As the cold coffee leaves the coaster away,
I hold my feelings very far aback.
The past that I desperately struggling hard to get back
Is so obvious and clear on my face.
The most beautiful thing is not the rainy day,
It was the eaves that you and I once took shelter under from the rain.
The images of our memories...
As I'm swinging on the swing,
The dream starts not to be sweet.
You told me that love will gradually go farther away if I throw it away...
Then why go changing the time that has already been missed?
You use your finger tip...
To stop me from saying goodbye.
Imagine you are right beside me
Before I completely lose the sight of you away.
You said that you will walk farther if you let go of love away...
Perhaps it is just 'fate' that let us both meet with each other.
Only let us love each other
For this only one season of autumn.
By the time autumn leafs fall,
I had just only discovered this shattered piece of happiness...
How am I supposed to find it back?
*Those things we lost before will never come back again. Even there are things that can be found back again, the feeling would never be the same as before you lost it. The only thing you haven't lost is - memories.
But such memories... will it fade away?
You can't revert back to the past,
because what you lost in the past,
is indeed lost forever;
You can't fast forward to the future,
because future is so unpredictable,
and who knows that...
if you fast forward to the future,
you are going to lose more and more things?
Nowadays, people tend to look forward to the 'future' until they forgot to appreciate what they had in the 'present' and this makes them lose more and more things in the future.
Sometimes, it is good to look back at the 'past' because 'past' can bring back some happy, sad, painful memories as some 'reminder' to ourselves. Those promises you made with someone in the 'past' and those moments of your memories, are actually your 'key' to the 'future'. The more 'key' you have, the more things you are going to unlock in the 'future'... but although you have many 'key' that you get from the past around you, don't forget to appreciate those things and moments in the 'present' too.
Be grateful and appreciate EVERYTHING you had in the 'past', 'present' and 'future' so that as you walk further and further on... you will not lose too much of your precious things away.
Luckily, Jay Chou got the time machine piano for him to appreciate and love the thing he once lost before another time.
But for us... is there any time machine for us to appreciate those things we once lost? Or to be more specific, 'another time' or 'another chance'?
Saturday 20 December 2008
Continuous boring days of holidays since after that badminton day with jet and heng bong. I feel so bored at home~
Watched Initial D movie by Jay Chou yesterday. I also havent watched this movie yet and since I have so manny free time, I decided to watch this movie. Its a great movie too, there are many parts are very funny and luckily the cantonese they speak in the movie is very simple for me to understand. Once again after watching the movie, I find out that the movie sypnosis I read before is wrong again. The sypnosis said that the main character of the movie Initial D, Takumi (Jay Chou) is a disobedient teen that is talented in racing. But, I find out that he is actually an obedient boy because he follows his father's orders all the time like have to come back to his house before 4am or so. I also feel that the main character is shy towards girls and not fluent in speaking... just like many Jay Chou's movies, the ending always make you cry in the end. Kungfu Dunk, Secret, and even this movie, Initial D will make you cry in the end. The ending of this story, Takumi find out that his gf is involved in prostitution with a rich old man and he ran away, feeling both sad and angry. This scene makes me wanna cry too!!! So sad man this scene haiz... sometimes, a little misunderstanding and mistakes will cause a lot... I think the movie ends with Takumi trying to forget his gf and join the Project D. But if it was me, its kinda difficult to forget someone... no matter how hard you try to forget someone... its still impossible for me to forget someone!!! As I said before, love is just a poisonous drug... if possible, is there any medicine that can make people forget someone? Haiz~
Hmmm... what Im going to do today?
No plan and activities for tomorrow too, same boring day for tomorrow >.<
Watched Initial D movie by Jay Chou yesterday. I also havent watched this movie yet and since I have so manny free time, I decided to watch this movie. Its a great movie too, there are many parts are very funny and luckily the cantonese they speak in the movie is very simple for me to understand. Once again after watching the movie, I find out that the movie sypnosis I read before is wrong again. The sypnosis said that the main character of the movie Initial D, Takumi (Jay Chou) is a disobedient teen that is talented in racing. But, I find out that he is actually an obedient boy because he follows his father's orders all the time like have to come back to his house before 4am or so. I also feel that the main character is shy towards girls and not fluent in speaking... just like many Jay Chou's movies, the ending always make you cry in the end. Kungfu Dunk, Secret, and even this movie, Initial D will make you cry in the end. The ending of this story, Takumi find out that his gf is involved in prostitution with a rich old man and he ran away, feeling both sad and angry. This scene makes me wanna cry too!!! So sad man this scene haiz... sometimes, a little misunderstanding and mistakes will cause a lot... I think the movie ends with Takumi trying to forget his gf and join the Project D. But if it was me, its kinda difficult to forget someone... no matter how hard you try to forget someone... its still impossible for me to forget someone!!! As I said before, love is just a poisonous drug... if possible, is there any medicine that can make people forget someone? Haiz~
Hmmm... what Im going to do today?
No plan and activities for tomorrow too, same boring day for tomorrow >.<
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Thursday 18 December 2008
Today nothing happened because theres no plan today... this morning woke up at 9am, mum went to school to teach tuition and I can make use of this chance to on my computer until 12pm when my mum came back. After that, I slept until 6pm today and after dinner, online again. Ah~ today whole day at home very sien, online nothing to do also sien... then suddenly something comes to my mind, watch the movie 'Secret' by Jay Chou!!! I havent watched this movie 'Secret' by Jay Chou before and heard that its a good movie... actually I want to watch it long time ago but dont have the chance to watch it and now, since I have free time, I watched this movie on Crunchyroll.
Watching the movie 'Secret' by Jay Chou, there are a lot of scenes that makes me want to cry! Some moments make me having tears in my eyes! The ending is perfect too and it was a happy ending haha. After watching this movie, I think Jay Chou's personality is different from the movie's sypnosis... the sypnosis says that Xiang Lun (Jay Chou) is a shy student, but when I watch the movie, I didnt feel that he is shy... but I think he is quite flirty lol. Overall, I love the story and the plot sooo much! I love that time machine piano too haha... after watching this movie, I feel like I wanna learn piano already =.=, but my house dont have piano haiz! Never mind la, I will stick on learning guitar 1st and once I learned how to play Jay Chou's 'Sunny Day' with my guitar, I will use my future part time money to buy a piano to learn... piano is about RM1000+ right? Very affordable too to be honest if its RM1000... so after buying a piano, Im going to learn how to play Jay Chou's 'Silence' and 'Secret' haha.
But now I have some different feeling when I listen to the song 'Secret', 'Rainbow', 'The Promise of Dandelion (蒲公英)' by Jay Chou after watching this movie. Perhaps my feelings towards these songs had become more deeper? I really love the background music of 'The Promise of Dandelion' in the movie, this song is so touching...
Received some Langkawi photos from ching ying too. These photos are from xiang ling's camera. So thanks a lot for these pics, appreciate them so much, arigato gozaimas! ^.^
This is the 1st day we reach the Langkawi's airport.
Swt, look at heng bong and me... =.=
Sky bridge. Shih Chau is the main star!!
1, 2, 3, 4, 5... 14! This is the 1st COMPLETE pic of us 14 people together haha.
Watching the movie 'Secret' by Jay Chou, there are a lot of scenes that makes me want to cry! Some moments make me having tears in my eyes! The ending is perfect too and it was a happy ending haha. After watching this movie, I think Jay Chou's personality is different from the movie's sypnosis... the sypnosis says that Xiang Lun (Jay Chou) is a shy student, but when I watch the movie, I didnt feel that he is shy... but I think he is quite flirty lol. Overall, I love the story and the plot sooo much! I love that time machine piano too haha... after watching this movie, I feel like I wanna learn piano already =.=, but my house dont have piano haiz! Never mind la, I will stick on learning guitar 1st and once I learned how to play Jay Chou's 'Sunny Day' with my guitar, I will use my future part time money to buy a piano to learn... piano is about RM1000+ right? Very affordable too to be honest if its RM1000... so after buying a piano, Im going to learn how to play Jay Chou's 'Silence' and 'Secret' haha.
But now I have some different feeling when I listen to the song 'Secret', 'Rainbow', 'The Promise of Dandelion (蒲公英)' by Jay Chou after watching this movie. Perhaps my feelings towards these songs had become more deeper? I really love the background music of 'The Promise of Dandelion' in the movie, this song is so touching...
Received some Langkawi photos from ching ying too. These photos are from xiang ling's camera. So thanks a lot for these pics, appreciate them so much, arigato gozaimas! ^.^
This is the 1st day we reach the Langkawi's airport.
Swt, look at heng bong and me... =.=
Sky bridge. Shih Chau is the main star!!
1, 2, 3, 4, 5... 14! This is the 1st COMPLETE pic of us 14 people together haha.
The eagle statue.
This pic is taken during the last day, having fun of renting bikes and cycling around the town ^.^
It is kinda surprise to me when I upload these pics here... because uploading these pics are so much slower than usual. When I check out, I find out that each of these pics are worth 2MB+!! Wow, such high quality pics from a high quality camera haha. All my pics taken by my camera are only worth around 500KB - 1.5MB lol.
Good old happy memories~
Goong/ Princess Hour Manhwa
Finally a new chapter had released in the manhwa 'Goong', long time didnt check out the updates of its new chapters lol.
The link I read this manhwa 'Goong' is:
http://www.mangafox.com/page/manga/series/696/goong/
The lastest chapters:
Yul: Compared to you, I dont have to give up much to gain freedom.
To get her, I am ready to give up everything I have.
*The battle of love triangle continues between Shin and Yul! Wah... looks like Yul is going to do something BIG in order to get 'her' (Shin Chae-Jun). It seems like Yul is officially declaring a war with Shin lol...
Shin: Get... her?
Yul : I can overcome any kind of humiliation or angry retribution.
*Hm, Yul is going to launch his 'attack'... thats quite some 'fierce' attack coming from Yul! Shin looks surprised by Yul words and I think Shin has been thunder-strucked by Yul's words lol! Shin looks dark when hearing this and... what will Shin do to counter such 'fierce' attack coming from Yul? Wah... but Yul said that 'he will give up everything in his life' in order to get 'her' man!!!! Walao... how to counter such fierce and big attack?? ^.^
Anyway, the manhwa is going slow in online version. In korea, this manhwa has already released a lot of chapters more than the online version and the manhwa is currently still going on. The drama version already sums the whole manhwa plot with an ending too. Theres a plan to make Princess Hour 2 drama due to the continuation of the manhwa but it was cancelled and they make a side story of Princess Hour instead and it is called Goong S/ Princess Hour S/ Prince Hour. I would say Goong S is a good side story drama too and this drama is more focused on the male characters. In contrast, Goong is more focused on the female thoughts so we can understand more about what a girl usually thinks XD. But I prefer the drama Goong S more than Goong because Goong just got love conflict and some king's succesor conflict. Goong S got love conflict and the battle in order to become the king is quite exciting... whatsmore the main male character's love is a maid that works in his rival's palace... the love between royal class and maid class... will they make it?
The manhwa version of Goong clearly portrayed the thoughts of a girl inside her mind because the author is a girl too... the artwork... big eyes, sparkling eyes, long hair, perfect proportion of face and handsome or beautiful face... these kind of drawing of male characters, I would classify them as 'pretty boys' lol... in this modern days, girls like pretty boys more already? XD Well, there are still some girls that still like those old-fashioned boys like muscular body, short hair, fierce face... ah actually I also dont know much about these, all my opinions are based on my sis haha... but my sis like pretty boy class more I noticed. Speaking of pretty boys, Wu Jun is the most perfect example! I think Wu Jun is the most handsome and the most pretty guy alive in this world lol!
Nothing to do nowadays... maybe will plan to write my own fiction story novel... I also suddenly have an idea to plot a Goong new side story... I shall name my new side story 'Goong X' haha. The story starts with the modern country of Korea, it is 18 December 2008... yx, a high school student, just graduated from school is having a boring holidays. One day, while yx is finding some job vacancy around in shopping complexes due to the nagging of his parents... meanwhile, in the royal palace, they find out that the lost son of the late king's throne is... yx. The current yx family is actually the party who actually betrayed the king before in the past and it is not yx's true family. So discovering the fact that yx actually has royal blood, yx was summoned to the palace to compete with another guy in order to become the succesor of the throne. That 'another guy' surpassed yx in many aspects (someone like heng bong...)... so yeah, that another guy is better than yx in almost everything include having good looks (heng bong is the most handsome I thought? XD) and that guy is more likely to be the next succesor of the throne. Besides, due to the discovery that yx's current family is actually the party who betrayed the king and kidnapped the king's son (the son is currently called yx), the royal palace somehow decided to take royal action against the family for the crimes that family did in the past. But yx, who grew up and raised by the family, feels that such actions are not necessary as he love his family although his family doesnt have any blood relationship or betrayed the king in the past. But despite of this, the royal palace still insist on taking royal action to punish the family and the only way yx can stop this is to become the next succesor of the throne in order to cancel the punishment to the family. But, will yx succeed in becoming the next succesor of the king's throne despite having a competitor that is better than him in many aspects? Between choosing the new royal family or the old family yx once used to be... although the royal family treats yx as their own son, but yx still couldnt forget the love and those good old moments with his old usual family he once have... which family yx will prefer in the end? Besides that, being a new prince, there would be a marriage arrangement for yx... but being used to the world outside for a long time before he enters the royal palace, theres a person yx falls in love with in the world outside and the bride arranged for yx is actually the girl that competitor of the throne loves at the same time too. Then, because of yx minimum exposure to the world outside and he has to stay in the royal palace all the time, yx soon finds out that he has another love rival in the world outside. So, the love pentagon battle begins between these 5 person (yx, competitor for the throne, princess, the girl yx loved from the world outside and the rival from the world outside). Sometimes, yx thinks that how good if everything can revert back to those normal old usual days he used to... but in order to cancel the punishment or royal action to his old family he once had, he has to compete to be the succesor of the king's throne and just because of this, he will have to stay in royal palace most of the time too and this will cause him to lose the person he loved outside the royal palace as well as theres a love rival 'chasing' the girl he loved outside the royal palace too... meanwhile, the competitor is going to have a BIG grudge against yx because of the marriage arrangement...
The battle for the king's throne
The battle for punishment against the family yx once used to be by the royal palace
The battle of choosing royal family or the family yx once used to be
The battle of old usual life and the new royal life
The battle of love
Goong X begins!
*Nah, just kidding XD. Nothing to do man today... imagine too much to kill my time away haha.
The link I read this manhwa 'Goong' is:
http://www.mangafox.com/page/manga/series/696/goong/
The lastest chapters:
Yul: Compared to you, I dont have to give up much to gain freedom.
To get her, I am ready to give up everything I have.
*The battle of love triangle continues between Shin and Yul! Wah... looks like Yul is going to do something BIG in order to get 'her' (Shin Chae-Jun). It seems like Yul is officially declaring a war with Shin lol...
Shin: Get... her?
Yul : I can overcome any kind of humiliation or angry retribution.
*Hm, Yul is going to launch his 'attack'... thats quite some 'fierce' attack coming from Yul! Shin looks surprised by Yul words and I think Shin has been thunder-strucked by Yul's words lol! Shin looks dark when hearing this and... what will Shin do to counter such 'fierce' attack coming from Yul? Wah... but Yul said that 'he will give up everything in his life' in order to get 'her' man!!!! Walao... how to counter such fierce and big attack?? ^.^
Anyway, the manhwa is going slow in online version. In korea, this manhwa has already released a lot of chapters more than the online version and the manhwa is currently still going on. The drama version already sums the whole manhwa plot with an ending too. Theres a plan to make Princess Hour 2 drama due to the continuation of the manhwa but it was cancelled and they make a side story of Princess Hour instead and it is called Goong S/ Princess Hour S/ Prince Hour. I would say Goong S is a good side story drama too and this drama is more focused on the male characters. In contrast, Goong is more focused on the female thoughts so we can understand more about what a girl usually thinks XD. But I prefer the drama Goong S more than Goong because Goong just got love conflict and some king's succesor conflict. Goong S got love conflict and the battle in order to become the king is quite exciting... whatsmore the main male character's love is a maid that works in his rival's palace... the love between royal class and maid class... will they make it?
The manhwa version of Goong clearly portrayed the thoughts of a girl inside her mind because the author is a girl too... the artwork... big eyes, sparkling eyes, long hair, perfect proportion of face and handsome or beautiful face... these kind of drawing of male characters, I would classify them as 'pretty boys' lol... in this modern days, girls like pretty boys more already? XD Well, there are still some girls that still like those old-fashioned boys like muscular body, short hair, fierce face... ah actually I also dont know much about these, all my opinions are based on my sis haha... but my sis like pretty boy class more I noticed. Speaking of pretty boys, Wu Jun is the most perfect example! I think Wu Jun is the most handsome and the most pretty guy alive in this world lol!
Nothing to do nowadays... maybe will plan to write my own fiction story novel... I also suddenly have an idea to plot a Goong new side story... I shall name my new side story 'Goong X' haha. The story starts with the modern country of Korea, it is 18 December 2008... yx, a high school student, just graduated from school is having a boring holidays. One day, while yx is finding some job vacancy around in shopping complexes due to the nagging of his parents... meanwhile, in the royal palace, they find out that the lost son of the late king's throne is... yx. The current yx family is actually the party who actually betrayed the king before in the past and it is not yx's true family. So discovering the fact that yx actually has royal blood, yx was summoned to the palace to compete with another guy in order to become the succesor of the throne. That 'another guy' surpassed yx in many aspects (someone like heng bong...)... so yeah, that another guy is better than yx in almost everything include having good looks (heng bong is the most handsome I thought? XD) and that guy is more likely to be the next succesor of the throne. Besides, due to the discovery that yx's current family is actually the party who betrayed the king and kidnapped the king's son (the son is currently called yx), the royal palace somehow decided to take royal action against the family for the crimes that family did in the past. But yx, who grew up and raised by the family, feels that such actions are not necessary as he love his family although his family doesnt have any blood relationship or betrayed the king in the past. But despite of this, the royal palace still insist on taking royal action to punish the family and the only way yx can stop this is to become the next succesor of the throne in order to cancel the punishment to the family. But, will yx succeed in becoming the next succesor of the king's throne despite having a competitor that is better than him in many aspects? Between choosing the new royal family or the old family yx once used to be... although the royal family treats yx as their own son, but yx still couldnt forget the love and those good old moments with his old usual family he once have... which family yx will prefer in the end? Besides that, being a new prince, there would be a marriage arrangement for yx... but being used to the world outside for a long time before he enters the royal palace, theres a person yx falls in love with in the world outside and the bride arranged for yx is actually the girl that competitor of the throne loves at the same time too. Then, because of yx minimum exposure to the world outside and he has to stay in the royal palace all the time, yx soon finds out that he has another love rival in the world outside. So, the love pentagon battle begins between these 5 person (yx, competitor for the throne, princess, the girl yx loved from the world outside and the rival from the world outside). Sometimes, yx thinks that how good if everything can revert back to those normal old usual days he used to... but in order to cancel the punishment or royal action to his old family he once had, he has to compete to be the succesor of the king's throne and just because of this, he will have to stay in royal palace most of the time too and this will cause him to lose the person he loved outside the royal palace as well as theres a love rival 'chasing' the girl he loved outside the royal palace too... meanwhile, the competitor is going to have a BIG grudge against yx because of the marriage arrangement...
The battle for the king's throne
The battle for punishment against the family yx once used to be by the royal palace
The battle of choosing royal family or the family yx once used to be
The battle of old usual life and the new royal life
The battle of love
Goong X begins!
*Nah, just kidding XD. Nothing to do man today... imagine too much to kill my time away haha.
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Wednesday 17 December 2008
Today morning go badminton with jet, heng bong and the rest. Get one of my finger injured while playing lol... I think too much friction when holding my badminton racket, yesterday before this also practised guitar so my fingers are already kinda in bad condition I would say. Waaa, now finger injured already want to practise guitar also cannot already haha. Anyway, caught a pic in badminton court this morning...
Kinda blurry because heng bong is moving here and there... but... haiz only caught his back... feel sien also keep seeing heng bong's back... lol! Too many heng bong's back pic already (langkawi that heng bong pasar pic I mean) =.=
After badminton, heng bong want to go cafe again but this time Im not following. Nowadays I feel bored even theres any dota for me to play... besides, I dont have transport to go back leh so cannot lor lol.
But luckily I go back home after this. Today my aunt belanja us go Sushi King in IOI at 6pm haha. If I go cafe, maybe I will miss the chance lor... but I also find out that yesterday my aunt also came to my house and she belanja my sisters and brother Pizza Hut!!! Argh!!! Yesterday I go for karaoke with friends and afternoon 7pm only reach home so I missed my pizza... T.T But anyway today can eat sushi without limits also not bad la, I didnt eat so syok before haha. Nowadays eat sushi also not easy leh, very expensive la eat sushi... today can eat sushi without limits and without worrying about money problem, I feel so grateful.
Tomorrow dont have any plans? Oh no... looks like tomorrow is 'just another boring day during the holidays'... aahh... >.<
By the way, heng bong, thanks for always helping me, same to jet...
EDIT:
My mum and sis complain to me that I listened to too many sad songs and keep repeating the song 'Sunny Day' and 'Cant Speak Out' by Jay Chou lol... why nowadays I feel many people hate to listen to sad songs wor? To me, sad songs can sing out the sadness in your heart so I will feel better when listening to them because these songs sing out the sadness in my heart lol. For those happy songs... still ok to me la, but feel more like listening to sad songs more ^.^
The town is full of the song 'Jingle Bell'~
Christmas is coming to the town~
And I am jingling along with the song 'Jingle Bell'
:)
Kinda blurry because heng bong is moving here and there... but... haiz only caught his back... feel sien also keep seeing heng bong's back... lol! Too many heng bong's back pic already (langkawi that heng bong pasar pic I mean) =.=
After badminton, heng bong want to go cafe again but this time Im not following. Nowadays I feel bored even theres any dota for me to play... besides, I dont have transport to go back leh so cannot lor lol.
But luckily I go back home after this. Today my aunt belanja us go Sushi King in IOI at 6pm haha. If I go cafe, maybe I will miss the chance lor... but I also find out that yesterday my aunt also came to my house and she belanja my sisters and brother Pizza Hut!!! Argh!!! Yesterday I go for karaoke with friends and afternoon 7pm only reach home so I missed my pizza... T.T But anyway today can eat sushi without limits also not bad la, I didnt eat so syok before haha. Nowadays eat sushi also not easy leh, very expensive la eat sushi... today can eat sushi without limits and without worrying about money problem, I feel so grateful.
Tomorrow dont have any plans? Oh no... looks like tomorrow is 'just another boring day during the holidays'... aahh... >.<
By the way, heng bong, thanks for always helping me, same to jet...
EDIT:
My mum and sis complain to me that I listened to too many sad songs and keep repeating the song 'Sunny Day' and 'Cant Speak Out' by Jay Chou lol... why nowadays I feel many people hate to listen to sad songs wor? To me, sad songs can sing out the sadness in your heart so I will feel better when listening to them because these songs sing out the sadness in my heart lol. For those happy songs... still ok to me la, but feel more like listening to sad songs more ^.^
The town is full of the song 'Jingle Bell'~
Christmas is coming to the town~
And I am jingling along with the song 'Jingle Bell'
:)
The Chronicle of Winter Holidays
The season told me calmly about the end
I gather colourful memories and I say goodbye to them
That person who gave me love, was shaking in tears.
I didn't believe from the beginning in continuous feelings
Being abandoned in changing towns,
I can feel at the distance, those people who come and go
Even the noise goes down and disappears in a sigh.
In a boring holyday, I could only stare at the vacancy around
You who doesn't have an end, continues to wander
Although I know it, I pretend I don't realize about it
I've always been obsessed with her
I was thinking of somebody, because even her profile face was adorable.
The season told me calmly about the end
I gather colourful memories and I say goodbye to them
That person who gave me love, was shaking in tears.
How long will you be by my side?
So, while I was thinking, the time was elapsing.
This heart is being kidnapped, and oh, comes and goes like a wave
Take again into account that today towns are as usual too
Oh, I will go drawing on each of them
That person who gave me love and sayed goodbye, fell in love with the far sky
And was shaking in these eyes.
In changing towns, my sighs overflowed...
Just like the snow...
This main idea is from a song and while listening to the song, I suddenly get some inspiration, idea and some good point so... here it is. It is basically some 30% feeling that contains inside the song + 30% of my feelings + 20% of impression of the picture + 20% of the story inside the picture. If you watched or read this anime or manga Tsubasa Chronicles before, yes...
*Lacking of artistic inspiration nowadays*
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Anime updates 16/12 2008
Long time didnt talk about anime since come back from Langkawi. Quite a lot of things happened to Gundam 00 and Tsubasa Chronicle...
Newest episode of Tsubasa Chronicle...
Syaoran meets the clone Syaoran again and this time, it looks like this is going to be the final battle between both of them. This battle is going to determine everything I guess... and this includes their battle of love too. Just in case some of you had forgot, from the start until some late point of the story, its the clone Syaoran that follows the party in search for Sakura's feather in order to recover Sakura's memories. So theres some feeling between the clone Syaoran and Sakura and by the time the real Syaoran awakens, the clone version of him will lost all his emotions and now, the clone Syaoran works for the Fei Wong, the bad side in short. But even though the clone Syaoran had turned into a bad guy... Sakura still loves him and the real Syaoran kinda understand this too. Because of the real Syaoran's hesitation of not killing the clone Syaoran because the real Syaoran understand about this, the clone Syaoran grow stronger and now, the real Syaoran is completely not a match to the clone one...
I think the real Syaoran still hesitate to kill the clone version of himself, knowing that Sakura's feelings towards the clone Syaoran... but without emotion and feelings, how the clone Syaoran can come back to his old self?
Wow... now the clone Syaoran is getting stronger and stronger and the party is no match for him already... and the more the clone Syaoran uses the magic in his right eye, his magic will grow stronger the more he use the eye... and this is the end for this chapter. Waiting for the next chapter =.=.
For Gundam 00 season 2 episode 11:
Its an intense battle raging on between Celestial Being and A-Laws! 00 Gundam receive its new upgrade weapon, O Raiser. The O Raiser is piloted by... SAJI!!! SAJI CROSSROAD!!! The character I hate the most in the anime of Gundam 00!!! By the way, with O Raiser docking with 00 Gundam, 00 Gundam is able to maximize his power output by 4X than its normal performance!! And by the time Setsuna piloting the 00 Gundam, Setsuna activates the Trans-Am mode in order to destroy the orbital and at the instant Trans-Am mode was activated...
Setsuna enters a ethereal world with 00 Gundam and in fact, the whole battlefield turns into ethereal world and Setsuna can hear the voices of all pilots around him. This is... the voice of 00?
As everyone goes into the ethereal world... Saji... finally... saw his girl friend Louisse... in the battlefield too. Now, Saji finally realizes that Louisse is in A-Laws and they are enemies... the episode ends with both Saji and Louisse being surprised at each other's state and the fact that they are enemies in the battlefield...
Newest episode of Tsubasa Chronicle...
Syaoran meets the clone Syaoran again and this time, it looks like this is going to be the final battle between both of them. This battle is going to determine everything I guess... and this includes their battle of love too. Just in case some of you had forgot, from the start until some late point of the story, its the clone Syaoran that follows the party in search for Sakura's feather in order to recover Sakura's memories. So theres some feeling between the clone Syaoran and Sakura and by the time the real Syaoran awakens, the clone version of him will lost all his emotions and now, the clone Syaoran works for the Fei Wong, the bad side in short. But even though the clone Syaoran had turned into a bad guy... Sakura still loves him and the real Syaoran kinda understand this too. Because of the real Syaoran's hesitation of not killing the clone Syaoran because the real Syaoran understand about this, the clone Syaoran grow stronger and now, the real Syaoran is completely not a match to the clone one...
I think the real Syaoran still hesitate to kill the clone version of himself, knowing that Sakura's feelings towards the clone Syaoran... but without emotion and feelings, how the clone Syaoran can come back to his old self?
Wow... now the clone Syaoran is getting stronger and stronger and the party is no match for him already... and the more the clone Syaoran uses the magic in his right eye, his magic will grow stronger the more he use the eye... and this is the end for this chapter. Waiting for the next chapter =.=.
For Gundam 00 season 2 episode 11:
Its an intense battle raging on between Celestial Being and A-Laws! 00 Gundam receive its new upgrade weapon, O Raiser. The O Raiser is piloted by... SAJI!!! SAJI CROSSROAD!!! The character I hate the most in the anime of Gundam 00!!! By the way, with O Raiser docking with 00 Gundam, 00 Gundam is able to maximize his power output by 4X than its normal performance!! And by the time Setsuna piloting the 00 Gundam, Setsuna activates the Trans-Am mode in order to destroy the orbital and at the instant Trans-Am mode was activated...
Setsuna enters a ethereal world with 00 Gundam and in fact, the whole battlefield turns into ethereal world and Setsuna can hear the voices of all pilots around him. This is... the voice of 00?
As everyone goes into the ethereal world... Saji... finally... saw his girl friend Louisse... in the battlefield too. Now, Saji finally realizes that Louisse is in A-Laws and they are enemies... the episode ends with both Saji and Louisse being surprised at each other's state and the fact that they are enemies in the battlefield...
Tuesday 16 December 2008
Busy nowadays... heart also very messy, as if my soul is wandering around... no place to go... totally lost my sense of direction. One thing is I dont like to stay at home and I scared of being alone! Yesterday read the horoscope book, find out my own weakness already... that book says Libra people loves to collect something and what they afraid the most is being lonely. Besides, Libra people is more concerned about the feelings and emotion in their surroundings... means that like you invite those Libra people to do something, like badminton, what those Libra people concerned in is not the game itself, but something else... for me, its more like to fill up my loneliness and free time lol... yessss I hate being lonelyyy!!!!
Today go Sunway for karaoke. Actually this suddenly came up to me and quite surprised too haha. Hm, jet said before if got him around sure got many surprising events to happen eh lol. Today sing a song no 伴唱 one... I sing song really depends on you all one leh, dont so cruel can or not lol. Anyway, today sing not enough! 12pm start then 3pm SHARP off already that monitor... what the heck!!! Still got many songs left behind ah~~~ Saw the song from 'Princess Hour' drama, 'Perhaps Love' today in Redbox, kinda surprise to me man!!! I already choose the song but that monitor off so early, no chance to sing ahhhh, beh song already... >.<. But at least, today I found out got this song Perhaps Love in redbox lor, next time can choose to sing this song haha. But Im not that good in this song 'Perhaps Love' eh, I more better at the song 'You and I are Fools', this song also from the same drama.
Yeah, holiday should make use of time and dont spend those time alone ma, should spend more time with friends! Because after this month, I guess everyone will getting a job soon and that time who got time to play with you wor... so this month is a very very important time to spend with friends... next month? The chances are so SLIM! So... gotta spend more time with friends la this month... appreciate those moments also la. I hope EVERYDAY I can go out to play with my friends this month!
Today go Sunway for karaoke. Actually this suddenly came up to me and quite surprised too haha. Hm, jet said before if got him around sure got many surprising events to happen eh lol. Today sing a song no 伴唱 one... I sing song really depends on you all one leh, dont so cruel can or not lol. Anyway, today sing not enough! 12pm start then 3pm SHARP off already that monitor... what the heck!!! Still got many songs left behind ah~~~ Saw the song from 'Princess Hour' drama, 'Perhaps Love' today in Redbox, kinda surprise to me man!!! I already choose the song but that monitor off so early, no chance to sing ahhhh, beh song already... >.<. But at least, today I found out got this song Perhaps Love in redbox lor, next time can choose to sing this song haha. But Im not that good in this song 'Perhaps Love' eh, I more better at the song 'You and I are Fools', this song also from the same drama.
Yeah, holiday should make use of time and dont spend those time alone ma, should spend more time with friends! Because after this month, I guess everyone will getting a job soon and that time who got time to play with you wor... so this month is a very very important time to spend with friends... next month? The chances are so SLIM! So... gotta spend more time with friends la this month... appreciate those moments also la. I hope EVERYDAY I can go out to play with my friends this month!
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Saturday 13 December 2008
Yesterday chatted with someone in msn... find out that theres some double faces people... backstab behind me summore without knowing this thing... ah anyway, what passed had already passed and what I can comment here is... double face people shucks!!!
Today went to mid valley because got edu fair. I reached there about 11.30pm and qi jie, heng bong and jet are already there. Dont ask me who else got go... just 4 of us, no one else lol. Oh ya eugene got go too but didnt meet haha... so me, jet, qi jie and heng bong go asked around... I really get a lot of informations about those options available for me after STPM lor. I really thought that if I failed badly in STPM, I wont have the chance to continue my studies, but after today, I realizes that even if you get bad results in STPM, you still have the chance... but your choices are very limited I would say. Before this I say I wanna take Computer Game and Animation Design course in The One Academy in Sunway... but after today, I opened another path available to me for my future career, that is taking psychology course. Many people actually said I have some potential to be phychologist or counsellor because... ah if I say, this means Im praising myself... but anyway, I wont realizes this if none of you tell me about my good points lor so I have to thank you all ^.^. Well, psychology course minimum requirement is just 2 passes in STPM... yup, its really easy it sound like... I need to get 2 passes in my STPM... I pray and hope that I can manage it... however, the cost for this course is very high, that is RM40k+. So this is kinda troublesome too to be honest. So for now, I will put psychology as my main choice because this course can guarantee my future more because this kind of job is quite stable... for computer game designing, theres some risk for earning a stable income... I went for counselling before and I find out that no matter how many counsellor or psychologist there are in this world, its still not enough. Kinda hard to explain... when I went for counselling last year, I feel that counsellor's schedule is very tight and there are lots of appointment here and there... so I would say being a counsellor is better for me to earn a stable income. Computer Game and Animation designer... really got risk la. But in the end, it still depends on my STPM result and if everything goes really bad, my choice would be Computer Game and Animation Design. This course dont have minimum requirement... what you need to do is just learn the whole course and you are done and ready for job. But anyway, design things are really fun, I love these things and psychologist... sometimes I will feel pain hearing too much sad and emo things from people lol... but I really sympathize them sometimes, feel like wanna help them... just like the counsellor that helps me before... without her (my counsellor), maybe I will not find my light yet. After this counselling, I only noticed a lot of things... like... really a lot lor, even words cant describe haha.
A lot of people think that I am sadistic or pessimistic person lol, but actually not la, its just that I love to think a lot and Im a emotional guy sometimes.
Most of my songs are sad? Well, these songs sang my heart out so I enjoy them. Even if I listen to happy songs, I will also feel the same too. It is just that how much you enjoy the song. About me keep listening to the same songs, well I have no proper reasons for that... its just that the song is memorable or not only. Besides, same song reminds me of old times~
Why no one ever think of being a aircraft pilot? I think many of you already knew this. If you follow the news, in future we dont need a pilot to pilot a plane anymore because they will use computer AI (artificial intelligent) to operate the plane. They are developing the AI now and they predict after about 15-20 years, there would be no aircraft pilots anymore. The reason is plane is actually easy to operate so that even AI can be programmed to do such things.
For Gundam, we need a human pilot to pilot because Gundam is a complex machine lol! Gotta control hands and legs... guns and rockets... lasers and swords... lol.
Kidding ^.^ (except for the AI pilot thing, thats real)
Anyway, really got a lot of people that thinks that I dont have my car license yet lol... so I purposedly took this pic as a proof, wahahaha!
So after the edu fair... we only walked for 1 hour there and already wanna leave lol. They all want to go cyber cafe and of course I feel sien again lor... to be honest... what I want is go for karaoke or movies instead of going cafe... play computer games are kinda boring to me nowadays... especially when I really want to improve myself and character development... but haiz, what to do... qi jie and heng bong there wor, they dont like to watch movies one, want to go cafe... actually I dont want to go, but haiz, friends ma, I give face a bit lor. Walao la... this type of people... in future if got gf dunno how leh... shopping, movies and karaoke... especially shopping... lol. Hearing what heng bong will do with his gf if shopping, he said wanna limit their shopping time oh~~ if not he will dump her away swt =.=... but reversely, how bout heng bong's gf limit his computer gaming time lol? Seriously, if it was me, I would give more freedom, very bad leh control people like that lol. Besides, I love shopping too so I wont mind, even if have to wait for 1000 years or the next life I will also wait... XD. Hmm... everyone like to have some freedom ma, control then not nice lor, not gentleman enough XD.
So we went to Sunway's cyber cafe, Point Extreme. Before going to that cafe, went to mamak stall for lunch, wanna eat roti telur or whatever roti is is... but they say lunch only sell rice, didnt sell roti oh, so we all ordered drinks only lor. Half way yam cha in the stall, something happened... like someone's car was stolen and what I saw is just some people shouting and crowds are gathering...
Anyway, in this mamak stall, we (jet, qi jie, heng bong and me) found the table there is interesting lol! Theres a scenery pic on the table and you can pose like very funny la lol... anyway, Im the cameraman this time. Lets see how interesting this mamak stall's table is and how creative we can be haha!
Heng Bong is pro in teh tarik, wow! XD
Jet is drinking teh tarik from such a height of the cup lol!
Yaya, thats the pic on the table... you can pose whatever you want with the pic on that table haha. I know its sounds lame to some of you... but cmon la, fun a bit ma.
After that went to bakery shop to buy some breads (I bought a hotdog) to eat as our lunch in cafe. So in the cafe, play game and eat la lol. Played dota... sienz... all my hero is supportive type and int some more, really sien! Jet, qi jie and heng bong keep getting nice heroes and of course, jet gets the most kill in all those matches we played.
After that, went to the same mamak stall again to yam cha because we didnt really eat anything for our lunch yet. This time is 5.00pm and all those roti canai can be ordered already so we eat roti canai lor except jet, he ate mee goreng lol. I eat roti telur anyway~~ of course go there chatting la haha.
Finishing our meals, go back home.
Before I took taxi back from Sunway Pyramid, I walked around and round there... looking at things... Gundam model kits of course... some shirts... look at the crowds... look at how sweet some couples are =.=... tomorrow is white valentine too... look around... recall some good old memories... (well, of course I walked alone there, if heng bong was there, I will probably dont have the chance to wander around in shopping complex like that!)... thinking and walking... ah many things had happened and sometimes I wonder how I can overcome some difficulties in my life too, this kind of feeling is really a miracle when I look back... its just that why always those happy moments passed by too fast and sad moments passed by so slow? Happiness is always for a while and sadness is always around us... well, sadness > happiness lol. In life we always have '?' (question mark) in our minds all the time and our life is always endless and can be continued like this symbol '......' and those things that happen around us is always this symbol ','. Haiz, when can I get a '.' (full stop) in my life? lol... dont understand what I say also never mind, you will find out one day, take you time lol. Besides, according to the movie 'Transporter 3', those people who say things indirectly, not specific enough and say things blurry are those romantic people lol! Christmas is coming and theres a huge decorations in the middle of the Sunway Pyramid, it is very beautiful and I took pics of those decorations. Well, looking at those huge red decorations... I feel... I have lost myself...
Actually thats some huge and tall christmas trees with red lights with some sparkles...
On top of it, theres a huge chandelier too, very high class leh, feels like in a high class ball room in those british high class restaurants ^.^
Another pic please...
Suddenly, I feel heavy to leave this scenery away.
Well, after that I took taxi and went back home. As I always complained, taking taxi back to home in Sunway is so dam* expensive!! RM12 lol!
But really, I wouldnt mind my money. What I mind is 'to have fun with my friends'. ^.^
*RED ALERT*
Tonight there would be meteor shower around 4am!!
If Im lucky, I will take the pics!
Really hope that I can see meteor tonight, I didnt see it before...
I wanna make a wish...
Wow... meteor shower under white valentine's day...
Today went to mid valley because got edu fair. I reached there about 11.30pm and qi jie, heng bong and jet are already there. Dont ask me who else got go... just 4 of us, no one else lol. Oh ya eugene got go too but didnt meet haha... so me, jet, qi jie and heng bong go asked around... I really get a lot of informations about those options available for me after STPM lor. I really thought that if I failed badly in STPM, I wont have the chance to continue my studies, but after today, I realizes that even if you get bad results in STPM, you still have the chance... but your choices are very limited I would say. Before this I say I wanna take Computer Game and Animation Design course in The One Academy in Sunway... but after today, I opened another path available to me for my future career, that is taking psychology course. Many people actually said I have some potential to be phychologist or counsellor because... ah if I say, this means Im praising myself... but anyway, I wont realizes this if none of you tell me about my good points lor so I have to thank you all ^.^. Well, psychology course minimum requirement is just 2 passes in STPM... yup, its really easy it sound like... I need to get 2 passes in my STPM... I pray and hope that I can manage it... however, the cost for this course is very high, that is RM40k+. So this is kinda troublesome too to be honest. So for now, I will put psychology as my main choice because this course can guarantee my future more because this kind of job is quite stable... for computer game designing, theres some risk for earning a stable income... I went for counselling before and I find out that no matter how many counsellor or psychologist there are in this world, its still not enough. Kinda hard to explain... when I went for counselling last year, I feel that counsellor's schedule is very tight and there are lots of appointment here and there... so I would say being a counsellor is better for me to earn a stable income. Computer Game and Animation designer... really got risk la. But in the end, it still depends on my STPM result and if everything goes really bad, my choice would be Computer Game and Animation Design. This course dont have minimum requirement... what you need to do is just learn the whole course and you are done and ready for job. But anyway, design things are really fun, I love these things and psychologist... sometimes I will feel pain hearing too much sad and emo things from people lol... but I really sympathize them sometimes, feel like wanna help them... just like the counsellor that helps me before... without her (my counsellor), maybe I will not find my light yet. After this counselling, I only noticed a lot of things... like... really a lot lor, even words cant describe haha.
A lot of people think that I am sadistic or pessimistic person lol, but actually not la, its just that I love to think a lot and Im a emotional guy sometimes.
Most of my songs are sad? Well, these songs sang my heart out so I enjoy them. Even if I listen to happy songs, I will also feel the same too. It is just that how much you enjoy the song. About me keep listening to the same songs, well I have no proper reasons for that... its just that the song is memorable or not only. Besides, same song reminds me of old times~
Why no one ever think of being a aircraft pilot? I think many of you already knew this. If you follow the news, in future we dont need a pilot to pilot a plane anymore because they will use computer AI (artificial intelligent) to operate the plane. They are developing the AI now and they predict after about 15-20 years, there would be no aircraft pilots anymore. The reason is plane is actually easy to operate so that even AI can be programmed to do such things.
For Gundam, we need a human pilot to pilot because Gundam is a complex machine lol! Gotta control hands and legs... guns and rockets... lasers and swords... lol.
Kidding ^.^ (except for the AI pilot thing, thats real)
Anyway, really got a lot of people that thinks that I dont have my car license yet lol... so I purposedly took this pic as a proof, wahahaha!
So after the edu fair... we only walked for 1 hour there and already wanna leave lol. They all want to go cyber cafe and of course I feel sien again lor... to be honest... what I want is go for karaoke or movies instead of going cafe... play computer games are kinda boring to me nowadays... especially when I really want to improve myself and character development... but haiz, what to do... qi jie and heng bong there wor, they dont like to watch movies one, want to go cafe... actually I dont want to go, but haiz, friends ma, I give face a bit lor. Walao la... this type of people... in future if got gf dunno how leh... shopping, movies and karaoke... especially shopping... lol. Hearing what heng bong will do with his gf if shopping, he said wanna limit their shopping time oh~~ if not he will dump her away swt =.=... but reversely, how bout heng bong's gf limit his computer gaming time lol? Seriously, if it was me, I would give more freedom, very bad leh control people like that lol. Besides, I love shopping too so I wont mind, even if have to wait for 1000 years or the next life I will also wait... XD. Hmm... everyone like to have some freedom ma, control then not nice lor, not gentleman enough XD.
So we went to Sunway's cyber cafe, Point Extreme. Before going to that cafe, went to mamak stall for lunch, wanna eat roti telur or whatever roti is is... but they say lunch only sell rice, didnt sell roti oh, so we all ordered drinks only lor. Half way yam cha in the stall, something happened... like someone's car was stolen and what I saw is just some people shouting and crowds are gathering...
Anyway, in this mamak stall, we (jet, qi jie, heng bong and me) found the table there is interesting lol! Theres a scenery pic on the table and you can pose like very funny la lol... anyway, Im the cameraman this time. Lets see how interesting this mamak stall's table is and how creative we can be haha!
Heng Bong is pro in teh tarik, wow! XD
Jet is drinking teh tarik from such a height of the cup lol!
Yaya, thats the pic on the table... you can pose whatever you want with the pic on that table haha. I know its sounds lame to some of you... but cmon la, fun a bit ma.
After that went to bakery shop to buy some breads (I bought a hotdog) to eat as our lunch in cafe. So in the cafe, play game and eat la lol. Played dota... sienz... all my hero is supportive type and int some more, really sien! Jet, qi jie and heng bong keep getting nice heroes and of course, jet gets the most kill in all those matches we played.
After that, went to the same mamak stall again to yam cha because we didnt really eat anything for our lunch yet. This time is 5.00pm and all those roti canai can be ordered already so we eat roti canai lor except jet, he ate mee goreng lol. I eat roti telur anyway~~ of course go there chatting la haha.
Finishing our meals, go back home.
Before I took taxi back from Sunway Pyramid, I walked around and round there... looking at things... Gundam model kits of course... some shirts... look at the crowds... look at how sweet some couples are =.=... tomorrow is white valentine too... look around... recall some good old memories... (well, of course I walked alone there, if heng bong was there, I will probably dont have the chance to wander around in shopping complex like that!)... thinking and walking... ah many things had happened and sometimes I wonder how I can overcome some difficulties in my life too, this kind of feeling is really a miracle when I look back... its just that why always those happy moments passed by too fast and sad moments passed by so slow? Happiness is always for a while and sadness is always around us... well, sadness > happiness lol. In life we always have '?' (question mark) in our minds all the time and our life is always endless and can be continued like this symbol '......' and those things that happen around us is always this symbol ','. Haiz, when can I get a '.' (full stop) in my life? lol... dont understand what I say also never mind, you will find out one day, take you time lol. Besides, according to the movie 'Transporter 3', those people who say things indirectly, not specific enough and say things blurry are those romantic people lol! Christmas is coming and theres a huge decorations in the middle of the Sunway Pyramid, it is very beautiful and I took pics of those decorations. Well, looking at those huge red decorations... I feel... I have lost myself...
Actually thats some huge and tall christmas trees with red lights with some sparkles...
On top of it, theres a huge chandelier too, very high class leh, feels like in a high class ball room in those british high class restaurants ^.^
Another pic please...
Suddenly, I feel heavy to leave this scenery away.
Well, after that I took taxi and went back home. As I always complained, taking taxi back to home in Sunway is so dam* expensive!! RM12 lol!
But really, I wouldnt mind my money. What I mind is 'to have fun with my friends'. ^.^
*RED ALERT*
Tonight there would be meteor shower around 4am!!
If Im lucky, I will take the pics!
Really hope that I can see meteor tonight, I didnt see it before...
I wanna make a wish...
Wow... meteor shower under white valentine's day...
Goong-Perhaps Love
I love this drama and kinda missed this drama a lot. Goong / Princess Hour is a nice drama and ranked #1 korean drama in 2006 I think. This is one of the song in this drama, 'Perhaps Love', I love this song. 'You and I are Fools' song in the drama is my favourite too of course. But I prefer more 'You and I are Fools' this song more than 'Perhaps Love'. But still, 'Perhaps Love' is still a nice song... if got chance I wanna sing this song in karaoke lol. Anyone know whose the singer of this song? But by the way, this video is worth a watch. This video bring a lot of good memories in the drama as well as the lyrics are translated in english too! It is a must watch lol! Ah, such good old memories~
Dont remember from when it was
Then I started to keep thinking about you
The thoughts would appear about twice
They kept expanding and I felt a bit surprised
I kept thinking to myself that it was nothing
But it was awkward when I talked to you
Is it love? If you are thinking the same thing then it is a start for us
My heart keeps loving you
Its screaming for the whole world to hear
Why is it that I can only hear now?
I've found love now that I've found you
Even if I try to explain my heart
The only way you would know is if you had my heart
(I'm already inside you)
(Just how you are in my heart)
(We might be already be inside each other's heart)
Is it love? If you are thinking the same thing then it is a start for us
My heart keeps loving you
Its screaming for the whole world to hear
Why is it that I can only hear now?
I've found love now that I've found you
Now that I think about it, there were so many moments of fluttering
I'll make up for all the time lost
I'll be with you and give you good memories
So in return you cant leave me
Even the slightest moment makes me feel uneasy
Stay with me
I'm loving you (until then)
Like this (only you) already
*Going to add this song in my music playlist ^.^. This song is sweeeet!
Dont remember from when it was
Then I started to keep thinking about you
The thoughts would appear about twice
They kept expanding and I felt a bit surprised
I kept thinking to myself that it was nothing
But it was awkward when I talked to you
Is it love? If you are thinking the same thing then it is a start for us
My heart keeps loving you
Its screaming for the whole world to hear
Why is it that I can only hear now?
I've found love now that I've found you
Even if I try to explain my heart
The only way you would know is if you had my heart
(I'm already inside you)
(Just how you are in my heart)
(We might be already be inside each other's heart)
Is it love? If you are thinking the same thing then it is a start for us
My heart keeps loving you
Its screaming for the whole world to hear
Why is it that I can only hear now?
I've found love now that I've found you
Now that I think about it, there were so many moments of fluttering
I'll make up for all the time lost
I'll be with you and give you good memories
So in return you cant leave me
Even the slightest moment makes me feel uneasy
Stay with me
I'm loving you (until then)
Like this (only you) already
*Going to add this song in my music playlist ^.^. This song is sweeeet!
Friday, December 12, 2008
Langkawi Trip
I know many of you have been waiting for this post so here it is!
1st day nothing much. Go to airport LCCT and the flight starts at 6.40pm and reached there about 9pm. Reach there... after everything was settled, go eat dinner at a nearby restaurant... its an indian restaurant, I look at the menu and all looks lame to me... well not exactly lame, what I mean with the word 'lame' is those simple foods are expensive. For example, those keropok and dunno what bread... those price are so not reasonable la. I skip this dinner lol. Anyway, I bought sandwitch in the flight to eat already and its a pain too... RM7 for sandwitch!!! I drink milk as my dinner, more economical and healthier. Before I continue my story here, many people say that I really should eat proper meals that consists rice and some meat or vegetables instead of drinking milk. So for your information, milk's nutrients is already enough to cover up your daily basic nutrients.
Milk contains:
carbohydrate, which is equivalent to rice,
calcium is equivalent to fish and meat,
protein is equivalent to meat,
milk fat is equivalent to those fats we usually found in meats,
choline is equivalent to fish and vegetables,
magnesium... well, its extra nutrients XD
zinc... also can be found in meat too,
vitamin A... vegetables
vitamin D3... well, I dunno
vitamin B2 is neede for the release of energy from your body,
vitamin B12... I think this is for metabolism.
So just by drinking milk, I would say a person can survive FOREVER for his whole life just by drinking milk. Cows, cats, horses... they are vegetarian most of the time but if you wanna know, baby cows and cats drink milk to grow up until they really can find their own food. But even if they find their own food, their food is just something extra and also can be covered by milk too. Thats why milk is always good as it is easy, cheap and the effect is sooo great! I feel my stomach bloated after drinking 2 glasses of milk lol. I also usually drink milk everyday too... breakfast and supper. Im also glad that mine dont have melamine... if not I would probably died lol XD.
Back to story, after dinner... discuss the plan for tomorrow lor. Island hoping is tomorrow's plan and at 1st I was curious about how we can hop to another island... I thought that we really need to jump here and there one lol... but actually, its not. I was curious about what sook voon said to heng bong wor... her mum remembered heng bong drew a hangman in his physics exam paper?? How she know lol? Dont tell me heng bong showed his paper to her mum haha... or maybe its my blog? XD
Then go back to hotel(?) room. I stay with teng hong and bo joon. heng bong, jet, shih chau and qi jie stay together. The 1st night, we keep hearing heng bong's voice and laughter in the room (their room is just beside us), walao heng bong that time really high leh lol. But me, teng hong and bo joon... quiet... but still got chat la. I didnt really sleep that night, dunno why. Sleep half way wake up, 3am, sleep until 5am, wake up, sleep until 8am, ok prepare to go breakfast.
Im going to go fast forward mode.
2nd day, go eat breakfast 1st, later no energy man. But because its hari raya, most of the shops are closed and I already expected this to happen, so I drink 2 glasses of milk as my breakfast. Then finally found a stall and its malay stall. What they sell is mee and nasi lemak if Im not mistaken... Im glad that I have already have my breakfast man, nasi lemak is too hot I think... mee is... well, looking at the mee they sell, I also lose my mood XD. Anyway I just drink milo there and its already enough to me, really, lol. So island hoping. Go sit at a boat and theres a guy that will operate the boat and bring you to those islands... I enjoy the wind... the scenery is nice too... got many island, some with unique shapes... reach the 1st island. The 1st island got a lot of monkeys, well I seldom see monkeys... and I tell you, those monkeys are really good if you see them there!! I would say its better than you see monkeys in zoo... because those monekys are trapped in the cage and you cant get near to them... but in this island, you can get close to them and take a clear pics with them! First time I see monkeys in such a near distance!
After that, walk walk walk... got a lake... wow... a lake in the middle of the island... hmm... the lake is deep but clean and clear from what I heared. Many people there rent boats to play in this lake. Me and bo joon also rented a boat but forget what kind of boat it is... bicycle boat or step boat? But thats not the main point la lol. Play water war with them, enjoy splashing water with each other here and there. But teng hong (almost forgot), xiang ling and ching ying didnt play so give my camera to them and here are them:
Lastly, a class photo of this lake... well, not so complete without jet and lea yee inside lol. But thanks for helping to take pics for me!
We can only stay for 1 hour per island. So after 1 hour, go back to the boat and the guy take us to the next island.
While taking us to the next island... saw many eagles!!! Thats cool leh, so many eagles flying in the sky... thats something we cant see in our place one! Eagle is the icon of langkawi, the symbol of courage, noble, pride, dignity, freedom... the way they fly is very elegant. And, some boats operator throw some meats to the sea to feed those eagles... and the way those eagles fly down to grab the meats are so cool! The way they fly down... is like marching and in a proper way... one eagle by one eagle fly down to grab the meat! Even those pics I took really cant express how elegant they are when they grab those meats! I will always keep such scenes in my memories ^.^
Look at this, the way they fly to grab the meat... so elegant and very proper... like marching... one by one fly down like that... I lost my own words in such elegance...
Too bad that my camera is a cheap and old one with 4 megapixels and with only 4X zooming point... if bo joon brought his camera... how nice la haiz, bo joon got 12X zooming point I think... but anyway, if you zoom in these pics with your com, you will also can see a clear pic of eagle too.
So arrive to the next island, well nothing special there... just beach. But that beach is nice and beautiful. Reaching the beach, everyone went high gay and rush to the sea!!! (except me)
Well, that time... I just dont want to take off my shirt so I just stay close with them only lor. Told you, if in future... I become famous... if theres my pic... oh my god Im finished lor lol!!! Whole internet and newspaper got me lor lol. Maybe when I become famous and one of you took my pic without shirt one, I bet those paparazzis will buy those pics for a high value like RM1 bil lor lol!!! Nowadays many paparazzis are hunting for Wu Jun's pics... lol...
How can I miss taking myself beside the beach? Thanks to jet for taking this pic too :)
The whole gang is there...
*Red alert!!!* heng bong is there too!! XD
Jet is sexy XD
Dont avoid my camera!!!
Qi Jie is putting some sands on jet...
Shih Chau caught a sea hermit...
Another group photo
This is the cropped version done by me... dunno how to enlarge man swt!
After that, went back to langkawi island. Only hoped 2 islands lol. But really enjoy haha.
At night, go see the eagle statue and shopped around. Too bad I didnt bring my camera and no pics... waiting for others to upload them... the eagle statue at night is beautiful.
3rd day... go to sky bridge!
Before went inside the cable have to wait for a long time because there are lots of people there queing up. Finally, our turn... took some pics in the cable too.
This is lala gang
This is... what gang? Swt gang la lol.
Beautiful scenery outside from the cable
Ah~~ such height~~
Actually heng bong and teng hong's cable car is behind our cable car... wanna took some pics but couldnt zoom in too much argh! Heng Bong is very high gay leh that time lol!
This is the very very maximum top of the sky bridge
While in the cable car, I noticed some unique island from the height... these 2 islands are unigue... well, probably some man-made islands. These 2 islands got a lot of surfers too I saw.
Reached on top there. The weather is nice, feels like genting weather. Such cool weather and such breeze~~
Walking at the bridge... honestly I kinda afraid of walking... too tall man... and those holes beside are kinda wide too... if you really careless and drop your camera there... oh my god!!! I was kinda afraid when taking this pic too XD
The bridge is supported by this thing...
I love this bridge!
This is... yoyo gang!
EDIT:
Missed out some pics at the sky bridge...
Bo Joon: '1, 2...'
Teng Hong: 'Wei yx, your pose very k ying leh!'
I turn to teng hong...
Me: 'What is 'k ying' wor?'
*Bo Joon snapped this pic*
Wow, the way I turn my head makes me super cool leh wahaha!
This is the proper pose of myself haha
The sky is so blue~
This uncertain earth that covered by the sky...
Ah~ When can I reach your hand?
Every time I look at you
I find warmth in your eyes and hand...
(Lol, gundam song lyrics again XD)
Too bad the sky bridge trip was too fast and I hope they can stay longer there... I really enjoy the weather there man haha. But just after they take finish photos, they already wanna go to another side >.<. Can drink some tea also ma lol.
So after sky bridge, went to market places... girls are busying buying shirts while boys... for some boys like heng bong... he bought a lot of shirts!!! More than 10 shirts lol and ALL shirts he bought... is those shirts with the word 'Langkawi' in the middle of the shirt LOL!!!! If it was me, I wouldnt even dare to wear this kind of shirt in KL!!! Just imagine you are wearing a white plain shirt with the word 'Langkawi' in the middle and some sceneries in the shirt in KL... what people will think when they saw you lol? No fashion taste man... really weird too! But still ok la hor heng bong... 5 shirts RM20 only ma, lol!
Then, heng bong stopped a while when he saw there's a stall that sells some traditional medicine. He just take a look at those medicine and a salesman come out and promote his products to heng bong lol. I just remembered that guy say :'Ubat ini pasti boleh mengubati kaki awak...' to heng bong... teng hong, shih chau and me are laughing... meh, SUSU KAMBING eh shoootttt!!! Without 2nd thought, heng bong bought it and this is heng bong's facial expression after he bought this SUSU KAMBING that can cure inner injuries for his legs:
Me and teng hong keep zat heng bong that time... walao, SUSU KAMBING, DUDE! Obviously, heng bong was tricked by that guy la lol!!! Wanna buy this kind of thing, also buy from pharmacies la... buy this kind of thing no guarantee what will happen if you use it wor heng bong XD. We keep zat heng bong and seeing the pic above... heng bong looks funny leh lol!
Heng Bong is a good future house wife that is good to go pasar to buy things... look at those bags, walao eh!! Sexy butts too... and for your info, heng bong is the only MALE that buy the most things in the market lol! The rest of us... you can say empty handed la lol. Girls also buy a lot too I think XD. Heng Bong really should join them. Of course, heng bong looks down a bit after he found out that he get tricked to buy the SUSU KAMBING XD. Maybe we zat him too much lol? Ah, never mind la heng bong, FULLY enjoy your SUSU KAMBING la >.<
Then go to pasir hitam I think. Took some phtos too:
After that, go back to hotel. Went to other hotel's swimming pool. I didnt swim there and I just relax in my relax chair provided there.
After that, walk back to hotel and its quite a distance to walk back... and yes, we walk at the beach to go back to our hotel.
If you look closely this pic I took, you can see lea yee, jet and qi jie in front lor.
After swimming, all of us went back to hotel. Too bad that shih chau is using the toilet and heng bong really is in emergency to use the toilet. So heng bong went to our toilet to bomb!!!
And this is what happens when heng bong boom the whole toilet. Wow, really blows up the whole thing man!!! The sh*t was stucked in the hole, making the flow of the water cannot go down lol!!! Our toilet bowl is fine all the way until heng bong boom the whole thing!! This shucks!!! XD. After we tell this to heng bong room mates... they also said that their toilet bowl also get stucked earlier than us lol! Wow, looks like heng bong is the main cause for these things lol! Gotta eat more vegetables ah, heng bong.
At night, go shop around in the town near our hotel. Me and heng bong bought some souveneirs and chatted around... some other people dont wanna shop so they stay in hotel.
4th day... dont wanna say, very emo and sad.
Well, after come back, its already 1am like that... after come back took a shower and sleep, cant tahan la, damn emo, sleep la... dont think other things jor swt!!!
Bought chocolates to my sis and these are my stuffs I bought for myself:
The statue is very detailed. Its a nice sculpture I would say... the feathers are so detailed... the samurai blade is quite special to me...
This blade can be opened or sheaved out and its really a real knife. Well, good for peeling apples and some self defence too. Made by stainless steel.
So, for the whole trip... it was a happy and fun trip! I enjoy every moments there because I view everything as my 'last' time. Well, look back at the post before this and you can see how important we should view everything as 'last' time.
By the way, I really prefer the word 'see you again' (再见) rather than the word 'bye bye' (拜拜).
Learned a lot of thing from this trip. I was so grateful to everyone all the time. Because of them, I can know my own weakneses and thus improve myself! If I become famous one day, I will not forget you all lor haha. After this, everyone will walk toward their dream and went seperate ways in order to achieve each others dreams. Well, I would say dont let anything stop you from chasing your dreams! If you had a dream, you had to make it reality because its your dream! So... happy holiday everyone, smile and happy always!!
*分手快樂*
......
分手快乐 祝你快乐
你可以找到更好的
......
你自信时候真的美多了......
Thats why, I always say that confidence is the most beautiful thing. When you have confidence in yourself, you will be more handsome or beautiful than yourself 1000 times!!
Every piece of sadness turns into wings
EDIT:
Finally figure out how to enlarge a photo without losing its quality with online service, here is the enlarge version one! These 2 pics below are uploaded using blogger so you all can click on them for larger view too.
Photos are available in my facebook account too.
So again, happy holiday!
1st day nothing much. Go to airport LCCT and the flight starts at 6.40pm and reached there about 9pm. Reach there... after everything was settled, go eat dinner at a nearby restaurant... its an indian restaurant, I look at the menu and all looks lame to me... well not exactly lame, what I mean with the word 'lame' is those simple foods are expensive. For example, those keropok and dunno what bread... those price are so not reasonable la. I skip this dinner lol. Anyway, I bought sandwitch in the flight to eat already and its a pain too... RM7 for sandwitch!!! I drink milk as my dinner, more economical and healthier. Before I continue my story here, many people say that I really should eat proper meals that consists rice and some meat or vegetables instead of drinking milk. So for your information, milk's nutrients is already enough to cover up your daily basic nutrients.
Milk contains:
carbohydrate, which is equivalent to rice,
calcium is equivalent to fish and meat,
protein is equivalent to meat,
milk fat is equivalent to those fats we usually found in meats,
choline is equivalent to fish and vegetables,
magnesium... well, its extra nutrients XD
zinc... also can be found in meat too,
vitamin A... vegetables
vitamin D3... well, I dunno
vitamin B2 is neede for the release of energy from your body,
vitamin B12... I think this is for metabolism.
So just by drinking milk, I would say a person can survive FOREVER for his whole life just by drinking milk. Cows, cats, horses... they are vegetarian most of the time but if you wanna know, baby cows and cats drink milk to grow up until they really can find their own food. But even if they find their own food, their food is just something extra and also can be covered by milk too. Thats why milk is always good as it is easy, cheap and the effect is sooo great! I feel my stomach bloated after drinking 2 glasses of milk lol. I also usually drink milk everyday too... breakfast and supper. Im also glad that mine dont have melamine... if not I would probably died lol XD.
Back to story, after dinner... discuss the plan for tomorrow lor. Island hoping is tomorrow's plan and at 1st I was curious about how we can hop to another island... I thought that we really need to jump here and there one lol... but actually, its not. I was curious about what sook voon said to heng bong wor... her mum remembered heng bong drew a hangman in his physics exam paper?? How she know lol? Dont tell me heng bong showed his paper to her mum haha... or maybe its my blog? XD
Then go back to hotel(?) room. I stay with teng hong and bo joon. heng bong, jet, shih chau and qi jie stay together. The 1st night, we keep hearing heng bong's voice and laughter in the room (their room is just beside us), walao heng bong that time really high leh lol. But me, teng hong and bo joon... quiet... but still got chat la. I didnt really sleep that night, dunno why. Sleep half way wake up, 3am, sleep until 5am, wake up, sleep until 8am, ok prepare to go breakfast.
Im going to go fast forward mode.
2nd day, go eat breakfast 1st, later no energy man. But because its hari raya, most of the shops are closed and I already expected this to happen, so I drink 2 glasses of milk as my breakfast. Then finally found a stall and its malay stall. What they sell is mee and nasi lemak if Im not mistaken... Im glad that I have already have my breakfast man, nasi lemak is too hot I think... mee is... well, looking at the mee they sell, I also lose my mood XD. Anyway I just drink milo there and its already enough to me, really, lol. So island hoping. Go sit at a boat and theres a guy that will operate the boat and bring you to those islands... I enjoy the wind... the scenery is nice too... got many island, some with unique shapes... reach the 1st island. The 1st island got a lot of monkeys, well I seldom see monkeys... and I tell you, those monkeys are really good if you see them there!! I would say its better than you see monkeys in zoo... because those monekys are trapped in the cage and you cant get near to them... but in this island, you can get close to them and take a clear pics with them! First time I see monkeys in such a near distance!
After that, walk walk walk... got a lake... wow... a lake in the middle of the island... hmm... the lake is deep but clean and clear from what I heared. Many people there rent boats to play in this lake. Me and bo joon also rented a boat but forget what kind of boat it is... bicycle boat or step boat? But thats not the main point la lol. Play water war with them, enjoy splashing water with each other here and there. But teng hong (almost forgot), xiang ling and ching ying didnt play so give my camera to them and here are them:
Lastly, a class photo of this lake... well, not so complete without jet and lea yee inside lol. But thanks for helping to take pics for me!
We can only stay for 1 hour per island. So after 1 hour, go back to the boat and the guy take us to the next island.
While taking us to the next island... saw many eagles!!! Thats cool leh, so many eagles flying in the sky... thats something we cant see in our place one! Eagle is the icon of langkawi, the symbol of courage, noble, pride, dignity, freedom... the way they fly is very elegant. And, some boats operator throw some meats to the sea to feed those eagles... and the way those eagles fly down to grab the meats are so cool! The way they fly down... is like marching and in a proper way... one eagle by one eagle fly down to grab the meat! Even those pics I took really cant express how elegant they are when they grab those meats! I will always keep such scenes in my memories ^.^
Look at this, the way they fly to grab the meat... so elegant and very proper... like marching... one by one fly down like that... I lost my own words in such elegance...
Too bad that my camera is a cheap and old one with 4 megapixels and with only 4X zooming point... if bo joon brought his camera... how nice la haiz, bo joon got 12X zooming point I think... but anyway, if you zoom in these pics with your com, you will also can see a clear pic of eagle too.
So arrive to the next island, well nothing special there... just beach. But that beach is nice and beautiful. Reaching the beach, everyone went high gay and rush to the sea!!! (except me)
Well, that time... I just dont want to take off my shirt so I just stay close with them only lor. Told you, if in future... I become famous... if theres my pic... oh my god Im finished lor lol!!! Whole internet and newspaper got me lor lol. Maybe when I become famous and one of you took my pic without shirt one, I bet those paparazzis will buy those pics for a high value like RM1 bil lor lol!!! Nowadays many paparazzis are hunting for Wu Jun's pics... lol...
How can I miss taking myself beside the beach? Thanks to jet for taking this pic too :)
The whole gang is there...
*Red alert!!!* heng bong is there too!! XD
Jet is sexy XD
Dont avoid my camera!!!
Qi Jie is putting some sands on jet...
Shih Chau caught a sea hermit...
Another group photo
This is the cropped version done by me... dunno how to enlarge man swt!
After that, went back to langkawi island. Only hoped 2 islands lol. But really enjoy haha.
At night, go see the eagle statue and shopped around. Too bad I didnt bring my camera and no pics... waiting for others to upload them... the eagle statue at night is beautiful.
3rd day... go to sky bridge!
Before went inside the cable have to wait for a long time because there are lots of people there queing up. Finally, our turn... took some pics in the cable too.
This is lala gang
This is... what gang? Swt gang la lol.
Beautiful scenery outside from the cable
Ah~~ such height~~
Actually heng bong and teng hong's cable car is behind our cable car... wanna took some pics but couldnt zoom in too much argh! Heng Bong is very high gay leh that time lol!
This is the very very maximum top of the sky bridge
While in the cable car, I noticed some unique island from the height... these 2 islands are unigue... well, probably some man-made islands. These 2 islands got a lot of surfers too I saw.
Reached on top there. The weather is nice, feels like genting weather. Such cool weather and such breeze~~
Walking at the bridge... honestly I kinda afraid of walking... too tall man... and those holes beside are kinda wide too... if you really careless and drop your camera there... oh my god!!! I was kinda afraid when taking this pic too XD
The bridge is supported by this thing...
I love this bridge!
This is... yoyo gang!
EDIT:
Missed out some pics at the sky bridge...
Bo Joon: '1, 2...'
Teng Hong: 'Wei yx, your pose very k ying leh!'
I turn to teng hong...
Me: 'What is 'k ying' wor?'
*Bo Joon snapped this pic*
Wow, the way I turn my head makes me super cool leh wahaha!
This is the proper pose of myself haha
The sky is so blue~
This uncertain earth that covered by the sky...
Ah~ When can I reach your hand?
Every time I look at you
I find warmth in your eyes and hand...
(Lol, gundam song lyrics again XD)
Too bad the sky bridge trip was too fast and I hope they can stay longer there... I really enjoy the weather there man haha. But just after they take finish photos, they already wanna go to another side >.<. Can drink some tea also ma lol.
So after sky bridge, went to market places... girls are busying buying shirts while boys... for some boys like heng bong... he bought a lot of shirts!!! More than 10 shirts lol and ALL shirts he bought... is those shirts with the word 'Langkawi' in the middle of the shirt LOL!!!! If it was me, I wouldnt even dare to wear this kind of shirt in KL!!! Just imagine you are wearing a white plain shirt with the word 'Langkawi' in the middle and some sceneries in the shirt in KL... what people will think when they saw you lol? No fashion taste man... really weird too! But still ok la hor heng bong... 5 shirts RM20 only ma, lol!
Then, heng bong stopped a while when he saw there's a stall that sells some traditional medicine. He just take a look at those medicine and a salesman come out and promote his products to heng bong lol. I just remembered that guy say :'Ubat ini pasti boleh mengubati kaki awak...' to heng bong... teng hong, shih chau and me are laughing... meh, SUSU KAMBING eh shoootttt!!! Without 2nd thought, heng bong bought it and this is heng bong's facial expression after he bought this SUSU KAMBING that can cure inner injuries for his legs:
Me and teng hong keep zat heng bong that time... walao, SUSU KAMBING, DUDE! Obviously, heng bong was tricked by that guy la lol!!! Wanna buy this kind of thing, also buy from pharmacies la... buy this kind of thing no guarantee what will happen if you use it wor heng bong XD. We keep zat heng bong and seeing the pic above... heng bong looks funny leh lol!
Heng Bong is a good future house wife that is good to go pasar to buy things... look at those bags, walao eh!! Sexy butts too... and for your info, heng bong is the only MALE that buy the most things in the market lol! The rest of us... you can say empty handed la lol. Girls also buy a lot too I think XD. Heng Bong really should join them. Of course, heng bong looks down a bit after he found out that he get tricked to buy the SUSU KAMBING XD. Maybe we zat him too much lol? Ah, never mind la heng bong, FULLY enjoy your SUSU KAMBING la >.<
Then go to pasir hitam I think. Took some phtos too:
After that, go back to hotel. Went to other hotel's swimming pool. I didnt swim there and I just relax in my relax chair provided there.
After that, walk back to hotel and its quite a distance to walk back... and yes, we walk at the beach to go back to our hotel.
If you look closely this pic I took, you can see lea yee, jet and qi jie in front lor.
After swimming, all of us went back to hotel. Too bad that shih chau is using the toilet and heng bong really is in emergency to use the toilet. So heng bong went to our toilet to bomb!!!
And this is what happens when heng bong boom the whole toilet. Wow, really blows up the whole thing man!!! The sh*t was stucked in the hole, making the flow of the water cannot go down lol!!! Our toilet bowl is fine all the way until heng bong boom the whole thing!! This shucks!!! XD. After we tell this to heng bong room mates... they also said that their toilet bowl also get stucked earlier than us lol! Wow, looks like heng bong is the main cause for these things lol! Gotta eat more vegetables ah, heng bong.
At night, go shop around in the town near our hotel. Me and heng bong bought some souveneirs and chatted around... some other people dont wanna shop so they stay in hotel.
4th day... dont wanna say, very emo and sad.
Well, after come back, its already 1am like that... after come back took a shower and sleep, cant tahan la, damn emo, sleep la... dont think other things jor swt!!!
Bought chocolates to my sis and these are my stuffs I bought for myself:
The statue is very detailed. Its a nice sculpture I would say... the feathers are so detailed... the samurai blade is quite special to me...
This blade can be opened or sheaved out and its really a real knife. Well, good for peeling apples and some self defence too. Made by stainless steel.
So, for the whole trip... it was a happy and fun trip! I enjoy every moments there because I view everything as my 'last' time. Well, look back at the post before this and you can see how important we should view everything as 'last' time.
By the way, I really prefer the word 'see you again' (再见) rather than the word 'bye bye' (拜拜).
Learned a lot of thing from this trip. I was so grateful to everyone all the time. Because of them, I can know my own weakneses and thus improve myself! If I become famous one day, I will not forget you all lor haha. After this, everyone will walk toward their dream and went seperate ways in order to achieve each others dreams. Well, I would say dont let anything stop you from chasing your dreams! If you had a dream, you had to make it reality because its your dream! So... happy holiday everyone, smile and happy always!!
*分手快樂*
......
分手快乐 祝你快乐
你可以找到更好的
......
你自信时候真的美多了......
Thats why, I always say that confidence is the most beautiful thing. When you have confidence in yourself, you will be more handsome or beautiful than yourself 1000 times!!
Every piece of sadness turns into wings
EDIT:
Finally figure out how to enlarge a photo without losing its quality with online service, here is the enlarge version one! These 2 pics below are uploaded using blogger so you all can click on them for larger view too.
Photos are available in my facebook account too.
So again, happy holiday!
Friday 12 December 2008
Now its 1.30am Friday. Just came back from langkawi. Now I find it hard to describe my feelings, dunno wanna say what now. Just came back from langkawi, of course I feel sad la what else? The last day there, I was already very emo but didnt show it out la, my EQ very high one lol. Until went back home, my eyes start to have tears >.<.
Ok la lets talk about that trip. But before that, let me say out all those emo stuffs first.
Actually, I think you qi jie did very well la, its a right thing to do actually. I feel that you are brave because not many people is brave enough to say their feelings out. To view things neutrally, both side also got wrong la. Actually, everyone is clear about teng hong's attitude ma, so if it was me, I wouldnt mind much la. Just like always, whenever teng hong or heng bong zat me I also wont feel anything la, because I have already expected and can predict what they wanna say already and besides, Im used to kena zat by them also la so not a big deal one. But just because they zat me, I will know my mistakes, weakness and thus improve myself. Besides, all your efforts and hard work... I also can feel it by heart already la... you already tried your best ma isnt it? No one want those things to happen also. Even if you had tried your best but still failed, its ok because theres always a person that can see your hard work behind your failure. Even if the whole world cant see your hard work behind your failure, surely they will understand one day. Besides that, I think that it is brave to accept failure and critiques. To me, those people who couldnt accept failure and critiques are cowards. Just like in a argument, a person who loses in a argument didnt means that he is a loser. I think that person is brave to accept his failure in the argument and for that person who wins in the argument, I think he is a coward because he is afraid to lose so thats why he keeps finding reasons in order to win the argument. But the whole situation really depends. At the same time, I think what teng hong did is right too... because of him, you can improve yourself and know your mistakes ma... but I know his words are poisonous la... so thats why I think both sides got the right point too. In future, I will miss the way teng hong and heng bong zat me... because of them, I can improve myself until such a standard... besides, maybe this is the last time they can zat me because in future, I cant listen to them zat me anymore... aahhh, I will miss and treasure those moments of everyone zat me... although sometimes in future, you can purposely call them to zat you, but the feeling will not be the same anymore like those good old days they zat me because humans keep changing and changing. I expect heng bong will be more matured in future and in future, even if heng bong still zat me, making fun of me... surely, the feeling will not be the same like before... because heng bong will not be the same heng bong like we see now and of course, yuan xiang will not be the same yuan xiang anymore in future because the fact is, humans keep changing... physically and mentally. By the time you change the way you think and your attitude, you will feel different even if you are experiencing the same thing. Just like when I was a child, I feel extremely happy when eating ice cream... but now, when I eat ice cream, even though I will feel happy, but I will feel that something is missing... not the same feeling like when I was a child... just like now, heng bong and teng hong zat and play with me... even if in future the same thing happened, such feel... will not be the same before. So thats why we must always appreciate and treasure every moments in our life. Now, I see everything as 'last time' because I know my feelings will change in future just like the ice cream case when I was a child... how can I feel the same feeling of happiness of eating ice cream when I was child? Ah... such feel... even though I can recall such feel, but I cant feel the same feeling anymore. So thats why we must always see things as 'last time'. Lets say you are given an assignment, you also should view it as the 'last time' of doing your assignment so that you can do it better because this is your 'last' assignment, you will finish your assignment faster because this is your 'last' day before the date of handing out your assignment. If you feel that there's always a 'tomorrow' or 'next time', when are you going to do it and give all your best shot in doing things? Even if there's always 'next time', the feeling will not be the same so always remember this so that you can appreciate your life more. Your parents... also have to view them as this is the 'last' time seeing them because future is so unpredictable and who knows the next moment they will be gone? By the time they are gone and you wanna say how much you love them, its already too late... all the time, they actually love and care about us so much and sometimes they dunno how to show their love towards us and making us hate them... but just like I said, view things as 'last' time... perhaps, in future, even if I wanna listen to my parents scolding me, nagging me, advising me... I already cant listen to their words anymore because they are already gone by the time comes... so I always appreciate those moments they scold me, viewing it as the 'last time' they scold me... even though sometimes will feel angry and hate, but actually they care a lot about you so thats why they scold you. Just like teng hong and heng bong zat me... because they care about me and view me as their best friends... share secrets and exchanging thoughts... a true friend will not care about anything like status, pride... I enjoy those moments... can laugh like a stupid, zat each other, play with each other, use many foul and bad words (actually Im not used to use those foul words, but to view things as 'last' time... and as a friend, we shouldnt mind about all those things, because pride is not important at all... but seriously, sometimes I really feel za dou, cant tahan already lol!)... to make true friends, you must understand them and share things more with them, dont always care a lot about your own face, status, pride or what. Now I wanna shout out loud also couldnt do that... haiz, I wanna shout out loudly again in the beach with my friends and with less public outsider people there... I as if feel better when I do that, luckily I view it as my 'last' time too, I appreciate that moment... so remember this, view everything as your 'last' time.
So finally done with my emo speech and of course many of you already expected that I will do some emo speech here after the trip and I have to congrat many of you to be so understanding of my attitude XD. The whole trip was really really fun to be honest. But sometimes some 'tragedy' really spoil mood... actually we shouldnt be affected by these things la and Im impressed by qi jie that you can see me and heng bong are acting innocent all the way in this trip. Actually, we act like nothing happened so that everyone can have fun ma in the trip, if everyone like so sad here and there, who will make this trip fun leh haha. So the whole trip... I was like an actor... like playing both sides of role to... ah never mind. Walao, teng hong and heng bong keep finding me to share their thoughts and secrets with me... I very busy lor lolz... looks like Im a good listener and counsellor haha... actually many people think that Im a good counsellor... maybe in future I will take counselling course XD? Hm, to be honest, sometimes I really feel tired because of this but I think this is a good way for me to understand people better. But sometimes it is way too much lor, sometimes I wanna chat or join with other people too but no chance lol! But I really dont mind much la haha. This langkawi trip really fun, I see many new things there!! I went before to langkawi when I was 8 but now, I saw lots of improvement there! The sky bridge was amazing but too bad walk a bit there already wanna go back =.=, must enjoy longer there mah... such cool weather, such height, such scenery... nice man. If there are less people there, I really wanna shout too... shouting alone on top of mountain is my dream XD! Island hoping is nice too, I also enjoy that. The wind and the breeze... wow wow wow. Oh ya, some people go there really 'yellow' leh swt!!! I dont wanna know you all liao la lol! Joking joking, as friends, we shouldnt mind a lot about our face also actually... so I joined them lor, sometimes because of this, some people thought my mind had turned 180 degree, 360... 720 degree... lolz!!! But 'last' time ma... ok la no sadistic and emo here please! But mentioned about sadistic and pessimistic... sometimes wan yoon, jia yi and angela think I am... hmm... actually sometimes I also feel myself sadistic one, but usually when you all talk about emo things, of course I will be emo and words also emo also la lol. Nothing one la, just wanna advise you all to appreciate every moments there ma hahaha. Now it's already 3.10am... gotta off already lor...
Hmm... really full of memories... include my childhood memories too...
This is one of it and finally I recall back that this is the place beside the beach and the back is full of forest stuff... before this I keep wondering where I was in this pic and dunno where it is lol!
8 years old that time go langkawi... what I remember was beach and the big eagle statue haha...
But really nice this time, 1st time look at the eagle statue at night, very beautiful. Havent seen before when I was 8.
Pics to be ready soon... heng bong you dont worry, dont have your naked pics la, whole trip keep asking me about this swt la you!!!
About underwear... not just 'he' didnt wear la, in fact, I feel that almost 99% of us didnt wear underwear also lol! Everything is so clear when I saw you all sleep wahahahahahahahaaha! Hm, this includes me too XD.
About I dont wanna take out my shirt at beach... sorry la dont want man. Before that train until got 6 packs but after STPM all gone and have to train again so no confidence XD. Kidding, actually in future, I will become a famous singer or actor so I cant reveal my body man hahahaha! Anyway, in future I wanna take Computer Game and Animation Design in The One Academy Sunway lor, dunno got chance to be famous or not haha.
Ok la lets talk about that trip. But before that, let me say out all those emo stuffs first.
Actually, I think you qi jie did very well la, its a right thing to do actually. I feel that you are brave because not many people is brave enough to say their feelings out. To view things neutrally, both side also got wrong la. Actually, everyone is clear about teng hong's attitude ma, so if it was me, I wouldnt mind much la. Just like always, whenever teng hong or heng bong zat me I also wont feel anything la, because I have already expected and can predict what they wanna say already and besides, Im used to kena zat by them also la so not a big deal one. But just because they zat me, I will know my mistakes, weakness and thus improve myself. Besides, all your efforts and hard work... I also can feel it by heart already la... you already tried your best ma isnt it? No one want those things to happen also. Even if you had tried your best but still failed, its ok because theres always a person that can see your hard work behind your failure. Even if the whole world cant see your hard work behind your failure, surely they will understand one day. Besides that, I think that it is brave to accept failure and critiques. To me, those people who couldnt accept failure and critiques are cowards. Just like in a argument, a person who loses in a argument didnt means that he is a loser. I think that person is brave to accept his failure in the argument and for that person who wins in the argument, I think he is a coward because he is afraid to lose so thats why he keeps finding reasons in order to win the argument. But the whole situation really depends. At the same time, I think what teng hong did is right too... because of him, you can improve yourself and know your mistakes ma... but I know his words are poisonous la... so thats why I think both sides got the right point too. In future, I will miss the way teng hong and heng bong zat me... because of them, I can improve myself until such a standard... besides, maybe this is the last time they can zat me because in future, I cant listen to them zat me anymore... aahhh, I will miss and treasure those moments of everyone zat me... although sometimes in future, you can purposely call them to zat you, but the feeling will not be the same anymore like those good old days they zat me because humans keep changing and changing. I expect heng bong will be more matured in future and in future, even if heng bong still zat me, making fun of me... surely, the feeling will not be the same like before... because heng bong will not be the same heng bong like we see now and of course, yuan xiang will not be the same yuan xiang anymore in future because the fact is, humans keep changing... physically and mentally. By the time you change the way you think and your attitude, you will feel different even if you are experiencing the same thing. Just like when I was a child, I feel extremely happy when eating ice cream... but now, when I eat ice cream, even though I will feel happy, but I will feel that something is missing... not the same feeling like when I was a child... just like now, heng bong and teng hong zat and play with me... even if in future the same thing happened, such feel... will not be the same before. So thats why we must always appreciate and treasure every moments in our life. Now, I see everything as 'last time' because I know my feelings will change in future just like the ice cream case when I was a child... how can I feel the same feeling of happiness of eating ice cream when I was child? Ah... such feel... even though I can recall such feel, but I cant feel the same feeling anymore. So thats why we must always see things as 'last time'. Lets say you are given an assignment, you also should view it as the 'last time' of doing your assignment so that you can do it better because this is your 'last' assignment, you will finish your assignment faster because this is your 'last' day before the date of handing out your assignment. If you feel that there's always a 'tomorrow' or 'next time', when are you going to do it and give all your best shot in doing things? Even if there's always 'next time', the feeling will not be the same so always remember this so that you can appreciate your life more. Your parents... also have to view them as this is the 'last' time seeing them because future is so unpredictable and who knows the next moment they will be gone? By the time they are gone and you wanna say how much you love them, its already too late... all the time, they actually love and care about us so much and sometimes they dunno how to show their love towards us and making us hate them... but just like I said, view things as 'last' time... perhaps, in future, even if I wanna listen to my parents scolding me, nagging me, advising me... I already cant listen to their words anymore because they are already gone by the time comes... so I always appreciate those moments they scold me, viewing it as the 'last time' they scold me... even though sometimes will feel angry and hate, but actually they care a lot about you so thats why they scold you. Just like teng hong and heng bong zat me... because they care about me and view me as their best friends... share secrets and exchanging thoughts... a true friend will not care about anything like status, pride... I enjoy those moments... can laugh like a stupid, zat each other, play with each other, use many foul and bad words (actually Im not used to use those foul words, but to view things as 'last' time... and as a friend, we shouldnt mind about all those things, because pride is not important at all... but seriously, sometimes I really feel za dou, cant tahan already lol!)... to make true friends, you must understand them and share things more with them, dont always care a lot about your own face, status, pride or what. Now I wanna shout out loud also couldnt do that... haiz, I wanna shout out loudly again in the beach with my friends and with less public outsider people there... I as if feel better when I do that, luckily I view it as my 'last' time too, I appreciate that moment... so remember this, view everything as your 'last' time.
So finally done with my emo speech and of course many of you already expected that I will do some emo speech here after the trip and I have to congrat many of you to be so understanding of my attitude XD. The whole trip was really really fun to be honest. But sometimes some 'tragedy' really spoil mood... actually we shouldnt be affected by these things la and Im impressed by qi jie that you can see me and heng bong are acting innocent all the way in this trip. Actually, we act like nothing happened so that everyone can have fun ma in the trip, if everyone like so sad here and there, who will make this trip fun leh haha. So the whole trip... I was like an actor... like playing both sides of role to... ah never mind. Walao, teng hong and heng bong keep finding me to share their thoughts and secrets with me... I very busy lor lolz... looks like Im a good listener and counsellor haha... actually many people think that Im a good counsellor... maybe in future I will take counselling course XD? Hm, to be honest, sometimes I really feel tired because of this but I think this is a good way for me to understand people better. But sometimes it is way too much lor, sometimes I wanna chat or join with other people too but no chance lol! But I really dont mind much la haha. This langkawi trip really fun, I see many new things there!! I went before to langkawi when I was 8 but now, I saw lots of improvement there! The sky bridge was amazing but too bad walk a bit there already wanna go back =.=, must enjoy longer there mah... such cool weather, such height, such scenery... nice man. If there are less people there, I really wanna shout too... shouting alone on top of mountain is my dream XD! Island hoping is nice too, I also enjoy that. The wind and the breeze... wow wow wow. Oh ya, some people go there really 'yellow' leh swt!!! I dont wanna know you all liao la lol! Joking joking, as friends, we shouldnt mind a lot about our face also actually... so I joined them lor, sometimes because of this, some people thought my mind had turned 180 degree, 360... 720 degree... lolz!!! But 'last' time ma... ok la no sadistic and emo here please! But mentioned about sadistic and pessimistic... sometimes wan yoon, jia yi and angela think I am... hmm... actually sometimes I also feel myself sadistic one, but usually when you all talk about emo things, of course I will be emo and words also emo also la lol. Nothing one la, just wanna advise you all to appreciate every moments there ma hahaha. Now it's already 3.10am... gotta off already lor...
Hmm... really full of memories... include my childhood memories too...
This is one of it and finally I recall back that this is the place beside the beach and the back is full of forest stuff... before this I keep wondering where I was in this pic and dunno where it is lol!
8 years old that time go langkawi... what I remember was beach and the big eagle statue haha...
But really nice this time, 1st time look at the eagle statue at night, very beautiful. Havent seen before when I was 8.
Pics to be ready soon... heng bong you dont worry, dont have your naked pics la, whole trip keep asking me about this swt la you!!!
About underwear... not just 'he' didnt wear la, in fact, I feel that almost 99% of us didnt wear underwear also lol! Everything is so clear when I saw you all sleep wahahahahahahahaaha! Hm, this includes me too XD.
About I dont wanna take out my shirt at beach... sorry la dont want man. Before that train until got 6 packs but after STPM all gone and have to train again so no confidence XD. Kidding, actually in future, I will become a famous singer or actor so I cant reveal my body man hahahaha! Anyway, in future I wanna take Computer Game and Animation Design in The One Academy Sunway lor, dunno got chance to be famous or not haha.
Saturday, December 6, 2008
Saturday 6 September 2008
Yesterday I also forgot to mention about that day we went cinema to watch Transporter 3, hong yi sit beside heng bong that time in the cinema. When the movie got those romantic scenes, that heng bong grab hong yi's hand every time when those romantic scenes come out lol! Eww, super gay sh*t la heng bong. Another thing is... 'skim cepat kaya' is something people should not believe in lol. 'Skim cepat kaya' really bluff people one... get nothing in the end sigh haha.
Tomorrow go langkawi, packing my bag... dunno wanna bring shampoo or not one wor, dunno there got or not. Today just finished my 00 Gundam model kit already, but still dont have battery. I will post my pics of 00 Gundam soon after I get the batteries. Maybe after langkawi.
Oh ya, the song 'Prototype' is available in gendou.com for download today. The quality of the song uploaded there is better as the song uploaded there are the OST (Original Sound Track) and not radio rip. I love this song lol.
EDIT:
Here are some pics of my finished 00 Gundam:
Finished but I dont have the batteries yet, so no lights =.=
This is the twin drive system of 00 Gundam, 2 GN Drives are installed in this Gundam.
The twin drive can be moved forward to similiar to the anime.
00 Gundam's twin drive can reflect any direct shots!
The blade shields can be joined together and this is one of the gimnick available in this model kit.
Two GN Sword II can be joined together as one too. The 1/144 version is not able to join them however, but this 1/100 is able to join both of the swords!
Tomorrow go langkawi.
2nd EDIT:
Added some songs to this blog for you all to listen lol! I purposely make it autoplay to force you all to listen one wahahahaha! The song will start with Gundam 00 season 2 opening song by the way. Then the rest are sad songs that are from my heart. These songs really sing my heart out so listen to all of them please lol.
Well, currently experimenting putting music in my blog. If you hate autoplay the music please tell me XD. But I will experimenting with this thing until I come back from langkawi so please tell me how you love or hate these songs lol.
On holiday~
Tomorrow go langkawi, packing my bag... dunno wanna bring shampoo or not one wor, dunno there got or not. Today just finished my 00 Gundam model kit already, but still dont have battery. I will post my pics of 00 Gundam soon after I get the batteries. Maybe after langkawi.
Oh ya, the song 'Prototype' is available in gendou.com for download today. The quality of the song uploaded there is better as the song uploaded there are the OST (Original Sound Track) and not radio rip. I love this song lol.
EDIT:
Here are some pics of my finished 00 Gundam:
Finished but I dont have the batteries yet, so no lights =.=
This is the twin drive system of 00 Gundam, 2 GN Drives are installed in this Gundam.
The twin drive can be moved forward to similiar to the anime.
00 Gundam's twin drive can reflect any direct shots!
The blade shields can be joined together and this is one of the gimnick available in this model kit.
Two GN Sword II can be joined together as one too. The 1/144 version is not able to join them however, but this 1/100 is able to join both of the swords!
Tomorrow go langkawi.
2nd EDIT:
Added some songs to this blog for you all to listen lol! I purposely make it autoplay to force you all to listen one wahahahaha! The song will start with Gundam 00 season 2 opening song by the way. Then the rest are sad songs that are from my heart. These songs really sing my heart out so listen to all of them please lol.
Well, currently experimenting putting music in my blog. If you hate autoplay the music please tell me XD. But I will experimenting with this thing until I come back from langkawi so please tell me how you love or hate these songs lol.
On holiday~
Friends ( Gundam 00 season 1 2nd ending)
STPM is just over yesterday, I thought that most of you will be happy one but... actually is... ah that feeling... even words cannot describe those feelings. Looks like Im not the only person who feel this way haha.
'What should I do STPM?', surely, this is the thing everyone keep thinking of. Some also lost their targets after STPM... I also kinda lost my targets la but I also dunno what to do too. My parents want me to do part time job and I dont want to part time leh haiz. But to some of you that is free and dunno what to do, I would suggest you all to go try those new things you al never try before lor, enjoy your life as a teenager, full of energy, so young and enjoy your youth la, get older already cannot enjoy back those nice teenage life already mah. If I have the chance, I would go anywhere like a stray cat, wandering around shopping complexes even alone, refresh some memories where the times we went cinema together, go karaoke, cyber cafe, shop here and there or whatsover... in hope of meeting someone you know in the past while wandering too. Of course go yam-cha anywhere lor... spend a nice time in Starbuck drinking one coffe with friends and chat there... I hope I can be free like that la but parents want me to find a part time job, what to do? But for those who are really that free, try these out lor, very happy memories one haha. If you are homer or home-type ones, build up your muscle lor... I manage to train until six packs one lol, but since STPM, didnt train for a long time and now lost all already what the heck...! Kinda give up to build up my muscles again because of this. Home type ones dont always stay at home la, gotta start a new life man, go out more often, if not you will end up like me having communication problems, but now I think I improved already lor because I suddenly become active nowadays hahaha. But, the thing I dont recommend you to do in your free holidays is finding a gf. Dont ever think of finding gf in this short holidays because love hurts a lot!!! Besides, this kind of thing makes you keep on thinking and thinking non-stop and this will add some burden man. Holiday of course wanna relax and want freedom la, who wants to think so much things during this holiday leh? Unless you are skillful in finding gf like aiming one and 100% kena, if not skillful then dont find 1st, learn some skills 1st, if not, you will get hurt by love and this shucks!!! Lol, joking la. Good la if some of you 'got' already yawns, gotta understand our worries of being 'single' too hahaha. Last thing is, if really nothing to do, do part time. Last option haiz... But I what options also dont have leh, parents force me to find part time, freedom limited. Ok la, I sound too sadistic about finding part time, but to look at the positive side, I will earn money and might learn something as well too.
This is a song for you all, Gundam 00 season 1 2nd ending song 'Friends', very nice song, I love it and sometimes, I get touched by this song too. Now listen really got 'feel' one leh, especially just after STPM, while all emotions are wandering here and there... this song is the best time to listen lol!
From:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SM7W_G8RXgs
I Gotta Say
Even if you are far away where I can't meet you,
There's a resilient bond between us.
"May my dreams come true."
I am praying from the bottom of my heart.
We're friends forever.
We pledged to meet again someday,
Crossed our little fingers,
And set out that day,
For unseen destinations,
And though we may be lost,
We are making progress,
Always.
As life goes on...
I mustn't forget, yeah.
Don't let it go...
I remember this vast land and my friends.
Well, no matter what you do, I gotta say that you should not let 'it' go away because... friends... are the most...
'What should I do STPM?', surely, this is the thing everyone keep thinking of. Some also lost their targets after STPM... I also kinda lost my targets la but I also dunno what to do too. My parents want me to do part time job and I dont want to part time leh haiz. But to some of you that is free and dunno what to do, I would suggest you all to go try those new things you al never try before lor, enjoy your life as a teenager, full of energy, so young and enjoy your youth la, get older already cannot enjoy back those nice teenage life already mah. If I have the chance, I would go anywhere like a stray cat, wandering around shopping complexes even alone, refresh some memories where the times we went cinema together, go karaoke, cyber cafe, shop here and there or whatsover... in hope of meeting someone you know in the past while wandering too. Of course go yam-cha anywhere lor... spend a nice time in Starbuck drinking one coffe with friends and chat there... I hope I can be free like that la but parents want me to find a part time job, what to do? But for those who are really that free, try these out lor, very happy memories one haha. If you are homer or home-type ones, build up your muscle lor... I manage to train until six packs one lol, but since STPM, didnt train for a long time and now lost all already what the heck...! Kinda give up to build up my muscles again because of this. Home type ones dont always stay at home la, gotta start a new life man, go out more often, if not you will end up like me having communication problems, but now I think I improved already lor because I suddenly become active nowadays hahaha. But, the thing I dont recommend you to do in your free holidays is finding a gf. Dont ever think of finding gf in this short holidays because love hurts a lot!!! Besides, this kind of thing makes you keep on thinking and thinking non-stop and this will add some burden man. Holiday of course wanna relax and want freedom la, who wants to think so much things during this holiday leh? Unless you are skillful in finding gf like aiming one and 100% kena, if not skillful then dont find 1st, learn some skills 1st, if not, you will get hurt by love and this shucks!!! Lol, joking la. Good la if some of you 'got' already yawns, gotta understand our worries of being 'single' too hahaha. Last thing is, if really nothing to do, do part time. Last option haiz... But I what options also dont have leh, parents force me to find part time, freedom limited. Ok la, I sound too sadistic about finding part time, but to look at the positive side, I will earn money and might learn something as well too.
This is a song for you all, Gundam 00 season 1 2nd ending song 'Friends', very nice song, I love it and sometimes, I get touched by this song too. Now listen really got 'feel' one leh, especially just after STPM, while all emotions are wandering here and there... this song is the best time to listen lol!
From:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SM7W_G8RXgs
While we wore the same smiles,
We passed through the years together.
The sceneries kept changing,
And we struggled to accept it.
I throw away my useless pride.
May kindness come to this world.
I Gotta Say
Even if I show off my bravery and my strength,
I can't survive alone.
Our promise from that day,
It remains firmly in my heart,
even now.
New encounters come after each farewell.
I find light down a new path, and move on.
Since the day I was born,
That has been the way my life is molded.
Before we realized it,
We have both found our own futures.
I Gotta Say
Even if you are far away where I can't meet you,
There's a resilient bond between us.
"May my dreams come true."
I am praying from the bottom of my heart.
We're friends forever.
We pledged to meet again someday,
Crossed our little fingers,
And set out that day,
For unseen destinations,
And though we may be lost,
We are making progress,
Always.
Through the changing seasons,
And this fleeting moment,
I listen to these nostalgic melodies.
Even when I become an adult,
Some things won't fade,
Like our precious memories.
I Gotta Say
Even if I show off my bravery and my strength,
I can't survive alone.
Our promise from that day,
It remains firmly in my heart.
As life goes on...
I mustn't forget, yeah.
Don't let it go...
I remember this vast land and my friends.
Well, no matter what you do, I gotta say that you should not let 'it' go away because... friends... are the most...
Friday, December 5, 2008
Friday 5 December 2008
Yesterday spending a whole day doing my 1/100 00 Gundam model kit until 8am+. Then feel tired and sleep until 3.30pm lol! I not yet finish doing my gundam yet... just finished the head part and body part, now doing the legs... still got hands and weapons for me to do. Battery not yet find yet T.T... that means even if I complete doing 00 Gundam... no lights also = not complete yet lol.
STPM just over yesterday and a lot of things had happened. Well, if you dont mind, I will share the story of what happened to those cyber cafe dota gang that night (heng bong, teng hong, hong yi and wei gang). Yesterday they went to FTZ cafe, play until about 8am then walk out from the cyber cafe... dunno what the heck happen they annoyed a malay guy I think outside from the cafe. That malay guy call them to give way to him and kok yuen said :'Mat lan wor.'. Then that malay guy turned back and said :'I know what is 'lan', dont think I dont know what it is!'. Then, the whole gang said sorry to him. After that, that guy dunno what the heck go and call his gang, start to use chairs and chase them. They (heng bong, teng hong, wei gang...) ran away but hong yi and another person still stay there. The guy call hong yi to call them back but hong yi dont have phone so that guy gave him his phone but hong yi also dunno their numbers. That guy very dulan and just before anything happen, a restaurant uncle call that guy back and everything went back to normal.
Wah, after listening to this story... I feel very dangerous leh society nowadays. Besides, I think heng bong's high pitched laughter and voice + teng hong's voice annoyed them lor. Luckily I didnt follow them to go cafe yesterday, if not, they see me smallest there... ah Im finished (although I hate to admit that Im weak). Be careful going out la nowadays... but I wonder what will happen in langkawi with heng bong and teng hong around! Hope they didnt annoyed some gangsters there and ran after us, crap! About that gangster that aim teng hong... I think teng hong very unlucky la haha... but if I am that gangster, maybe I will aim teng hong also... because teng hong's face makes people wanna whack him lol... I also will aim heng bong, face so lengzai, wanna leave some scar and scratch marks on his face!! Nah, joking la hahaha. So, be careful la next time haiz. (langkawi I will better dont follow heng bong and teng hong oh~~ bringer of bad luck la these two... (err, black cat? XD Im a stray cat lol)
Wah jet, really feel touched leh haiz... fetch me back home... and...
'Money cannot buy friendship'
Haiz, very true... feel so touched...
STPM just over yesterday and a lot of things had happened. Well, if you dont mind, I will share the story of what happened to those cyber cafe dota gang that night (heng bong, teng hong, hong yi and wei gang). Yesterday they went to FTZ cafe, play until about 8am then walk out from the cyber cafe... dunno what the heck happen they annoyed a malay guy I think outside from the cafe. That malay guy call them to give way to him and kok yuen said :'Mat lan wor.'. Then that malay guy turned back and said :'I know what is 'lan', dont think I dont know what it is!'. Then, the whole gang said sorry to him. After that, that guy dunno what the heck go and call his gang, start to use chairs and chase them. They (heng bong, teng hong, wei gang...) ran away but hong yi and another person still stay there. The guy call hong yi to call them back but hong yi dont have phone so that guy gave him his phone but hong yi also dunno their numbers. That guy very dulan and just before anything happen, a restaurant uncle call that guy back and everything went back to normal.
Wah, after listening to this story... I feel very dangerous leh society nowadays. Besides, I think heng bong's high pitched laughter and voice + teng hong's voice annoyed them lor. Luckily I didnt follow them to go cafe yesterday, if not, they see me smallest there... ah Im finished (although I hate to admit that Im weak). Be careful going out la nowadays... but I wonder what will happen in langkawi with heng bong and teng hong around! Hope they didnt annoyed some gangsters there and ran after us, crap! About that gangster that aim teng hong... I think teng hong very unlucky la haha... but if I am that gangster, maybe I will aim teng hong also... because teng hong's face makes people wanna whack him lol... I also will aim heng bong, face so lengzai, wanna leave some scar and scratch marks on his face!! Nah, joking la hahaha. So, be careful la next time haiz. (langkawi I will better dont follow heng bong and teng hong oh~~ bringer of bad luck la these two... (err, black cat? XD Im a stray cat lol)
Wah jet, really feel touched leh haiz... fetch me back home... and...
'Money cannot buy friendship'
Haiz, very true... feel so touched...
300th post
A message to my future self:
Sorry for being too introvert, shy, timid until you couldnt manage to get a gf.
Sorry for being too lazy until you couldnt get good results in exam that might affect you in future.
Sorry for being weak and useless until you couldnt achieve what you want in your life.
Nevertheless, I will keep on improving myself to make things easier for you in future. I hope you will have a bright and happy future so thats why I will keep on trying my best.
Time set for my future self:
Anytime, because yesterday's yx will not be as the same anymore because yx will keep on improving.
Sorry for being too introvert, shy, timid until you couldnt manage to get a gf.
Sorry for being too lazy until you couldnt get good results in exam that might affect you in future.
Sorry for being weak and useless until you couldnt achieve what you want in your life.
Nevertheless, I will keep on improving myself to make things easier for you in future. I hope you will have a bright and happy future so thats why I will keep on trying my best.
Time set for my future self:
Anytime, because yesterday's yx will not be as the same anymore because yx will keep on improving.
STPM overalls
Flashbacks...
1. The day a news in 'The Star' newspaper shows a person went suicide because that person is not good in academic results and keep scolded by teachers. Mentioning about 1st term math exam results, math teacher read about the news and what I remembered is:
'Actually Im feel quite impressed... even Yuan Xiang always get poor results in exams, but he is always that cool and calm. Sometimes Im afraid that he will do anything bad to himself if this situation continues... but he doesnt, he always keep himself calm no matter what happens and always improve himself. Some of his exam results are even better than some of you in class.'
'Keep on studying and keep that spirit, Yuan Xiang.'
*Sorry, Im afraid that I had dissapoint you... I think... I did badly in Math 2 STPM... thanks for teaching me these years and giving me support... I really give my all in this Math STPM... but... Im afraid the results... will be dissapointing... forgive me...*
2. PA teacher:
'Saya sudah boleh menjangkakan ada orang yang akan fail dalam STPM Pengajian Am.'
(Well, probably indicates me...)
*I think I will not fail in PA, it was easy and I have some confidence in my paper, your guessing is wrong I have to say... you shouldnt look down on me!*
3. The day heng bong making the fun of me by submitting his own few lines of essay writing my name on the paper and pass it up to MUET teacher...
'Finally I saw you passing up you essay, you didnt pass up any essays before! Although just a few lines, but it is better than you didnt pass up anything for me to mark.'
'No, it is heng bong's...'
'What??? How dissapointing... I thought you have changed and pass up your work... no wonder when I read this essay, I feel something wrong with it and I thought, your brain is going some where else or what when you wrote this essay and something tells me that you are not the person that will write something like this in your essay.'
Heng Bong:'blablabla... (I forgot what heng bong said)'
'Heng Bong, how can you make fun of people like that, you are so horrible! Luckily Yuan Xiang wouldnt mind about this. No matter what situation or even the sky starts to fall down, he always can be so calm and can even smile like that...'
Heng Bong:'Thats why he is so easy to be bullied *heng bong trademark laughs* , very stupid man.'
'No, I dont think he's stupid... and actually, I admire him, really... all the time, he is so cool and calm like that... and he is a kind person that dont mind about what you had done to him, heng bong.'
*Thanks for your words, teacher. It somehow makes me feel confident and MUET is ok...*
4. Physics teacher:
'Yuan Xiang, keep on study hard. I believe you can make it.'
*I dunno about the outcome yet... forgive me if I dissapoint you... and thanks for keep on reminding me to study hard almost everyday in class so that I wont forget to study.*
5. Chemistry teacher:
'Keep on studying and good luck in STPM.'
*Chemistry STPM was so difficult... sorry to dissapoint you... thanks for supportive words but in the end... I still... another thing that dissapoint you is... #mission failed#*
All the time, teachers keep giving me support and keep worry about me here and there... I know those pain and I can only keep on improving myself and study harder for STPM. But, today, STPM is over and Im afraid that all my hard work are fruitless and may be dissapointing although I already gave my best shot... I hope you all can forgive me if... and thanks for teaching me all these years... Im not the one that can express myself well and I know my 'thank you' wont reach in real life. But I hope, my words of appreciation for giving me support all these days and worrying about me or so on will somehow reach to you from the space by heart... my words, hard work, struggle, appreciation and feelings that comes from the bottom of my heart... can reach to you all?
By the way, STPM is over now and I know its too late for everything. Besides... STPM is just over and I dont want to think anything of it anymore. Thinking of it makes me feel negative and bad for health. Just for the mean time, I hope that I will not think of anything negative and just wanna enjoy my holidays and break after STPM. Even in this short period of time... not thinking about anything to have a fun day and to have a fun tomorrow... is still ok...?
Today will be happier than yesterday,
Tomorrow will be happier than today.
Looking forward to a happier tomorrow and...
Looking forward to everyday...
Yuan Xiang, cheer up!
1. The day a news in 'The Star' newspaper shows a person went suicide because that person is not good in academic results and keep scolded by teachers. Mentioning about 1st term math exam results, math teacher read about the news and what I remembered is:
'Actually Im feel quite impressed... even Yuan Xiang always get poor results in exams, but he is always that cool and calm. Sometimes Im afraid that he will do anything bad to himself if this situation continues... but he doesnt, he always keep himself calm no matter what happens and always improve himself. Some of his exam results are even better than some of you in class.'
'Keep on studying and keep that spirit, Yuan Xiang.'
*Sorry, Im afraid that I had dissapoint you... I think... I did badly in Math 2 STPM... thanks for teaching me these years and giving me support... I really give my all in this Math STPM... but... Im afraid the results... will be dissapointing... forgive me...*
2. PA teacher:
'Saya sudah boleh menjangkakan ada orang yang akan fail dalam STPM Pengajian Am.'
(Well, probably indicates me...)
*I think I will not fail in PA, it was easy and I have some confidence in my paper, your guessing is wrong I have to say... you shouldnt look down on me!*
3. The day heng bong making the fun of me by submitting his own few lines of essay writing my name on the paper and pass it up to MUET teacher...
'Finally I saw you passing up you essay, you didnt pass up any essays before! Although just a few lines, but it is better than you didnt pass up anything for me to mark.'
'No, it is heng bong's...'
'What??? How dissapointing... I thought you have changed and pass up your work... no wonder when I read this essay, I feel something wrong with it and I thought, your brain is going some where else or what when you wrote this essay and something tells me that you are not the person that will write something like this in your essay.'
Heng Bong:'blablabla... (I forgot what heng bong said)'
'Heng Bong, how can you make fun of people like that, you are so horrible! Luckily Yuan Xiang wouldnt mind about this. No matter what situation or even the sky starts to fall down, he always can be so calm and can even smile like that...'
Heng Bong:'Thats why he is so easy to be bullied *heng bong trademark laughs* , very stupid man.'
'No, I dont think he's stupid... and actually, I admire him, really... all the time, he is so cool and calm like that... and he is a kind person that dont mind about what you had done to him, heng bong.'
*Thanks for your words, teacher. It somehow makes me feel confident and MUET is ok...*
4. Physics teacher:
'Yuan Xiang, keep on study hard. I believe you can make it.'
*I dunno about the outcome yet... forgive me if I dissapoint you... and thanks for keep on reminding me to study hard almost everyday in class so that I wont forget to study.*
5. Chemistry teacher:
'Keep on studying and good luck in STPM.'
*Chemistry STPM was so difficult... sorry to dissapoint you... thanks for supportive words but in the end... I still... another thing that dissapoint you is... #mission failed#*
All the time, teachers keep giving me support and keep worry about me here and there... I know those pain and I can only keep on improving myself and study harder for STPM. But, today, STPM is over and Im afraid that all my hard work are fruitless and may be dissapointing although I already gave my best shot... I hope you all can forgive me if... and thanks for teaching me all these years... Im not the one that can express myself well and I know my 'thank you' wont reach in real life. But I hope, my words of appreciation for giving me support all these days and worrying about me or so on will somehow reach to you from the space by heart... my words, hard work, struggle, appreciation and feelings that comes from the bottom of my heart... can reach to you all?
By the way, STPM is over now and I know its too late for everything. Besides... STPM is just over and I dont want to think anything of it anymore. Thinking of it makes me feel negative and bad for health. Just for the mean time, I hope that I will not think of anything negative and just wanna enjoy my holidays and break after STPM. Even in this short period of time... not thinking about anything to have a fun day and to have a fun tomorrow... is still ok...?
Today will be happier than yesterday,
Tomorrow will be happier than today.
Looking forward to a happier tomorrow and...
Looking forward to everyday...
Yuan Xiang, cheer up!
Heart of a snowman
I, am just a snowman
A snowman that doesn't talks,
I'm just as introvert as the snowman is.
A snowman that only smiles all the time,
I smiled all the time to cover my own sadness in my heart.
A snowman that is just plain and round,
I'm just as plain and round as the snowman is, I'm not special at all.
A snowman that has a simple face,
I dont have good looks just like the snowman.
A snowman that wears a few simple clothings,
I'm just as poor as the snowman, no money to buy anything I want.
A snowman that has a long nose,
I keep lying to myself like Pinnochio in order to heal my own heart.
A snowman that is lonely,
I'm just as lonely as the snowman.
A snowman that only exist during winter,
I'm as if living in my own snow planet, I dont have anything to belong to.
Seeing the both of you...
I can only melt myself away...
Just like the snowman...
Just like the poem above, I describe everything of a person that is introvert and nothing special as a snowman and can only melt themselves away in the end because...
Winter season in other countries, many people like to make snowman... but, sometimes, can they feel that snowman has a heart too? ... I feel snowman has a heart too... many winter season related poems I read dont have snowman, so I wanna be different than these writers and do a winter season related poems that mentions about snowman. Here, I view things as a snowman and what snowman experiences. The quiet, smiling and plain snowman reminds me of those introvert person.
Well, seeing couples together in this winter season, happily making a snowman together... probably the next day, this snowman will melts away probably because of being jealous of this couples. Sometimes, a snowman will fall in love with a person and this snowman just couldnt open his mouth to confess his feelings because... HE IS JUST A SNOWMAN!!! Snowman is not rich too, dont have good looks and in the end... they can only melt themselves away.
My other friends from other countries like Japan and UK, they built a snowman before during winter and they told me that the next day, the snowman is gone. Some of them told me that some snowman they built can still survive longer. Well, why some snowman will gone after the next day? Probably because of this snowman is jealous seeing some of you couples together happily and loving each other... the warmth, the love, the jealousy makes this snowman's heart feel touched, burn and warm so they melt the next day. Just like in real life... can only walk away in the end just like these snowman did.
Next time, if you all wanna make snowman, dont make this snowman lonely please. If you are couples, make sure that you all make another 'snowgirl' for this snowman so that this snowman will not be lonely again.
Suddenly, I have some ideas to write a novel. Well, the novel's title maybe is just like the title above, 'Heart of a snowman'. The main character is an introvert, shy, communication problems and dont have anything special young man just like a snowman. I will probably name this main character Setsuna XD. Setsuna is just like a snowman all the time, has a crush with a main girl character named Marina. In the end, Setsuna is just like the snowman that didnt do anything at all and finally, he only can walk away in the end seeing Marina together with another character named Shinn lol! Well, just like the snowman, Setsuna can only melt himself away after seeing both of them and walk away. Thats just some main plot of the story and for the inner plot, I will probably add in some elements... but not sure either to put in 'action' plot, 'romance' plot or 'joke' plot. Probably I will mix everything together as the inner plot, well, you know 'rojak' or 'all in one' is my thing haha.
So, the final...
'After the snowman melts away... a few days later, some sakura trees (cherry blossoms) starts to bloom a bit and some sakura petals fall around the spot where the snowman melts.'
This is going to be the final sentence of this novel. Why I make this sentence? This is just to indicate that Setsuna (snowman) actions had touched the hearts of some nearby sakura trees. These sakura trees feel so touched by what happened to Setsuna in the end that melts their frozen stats away and even in this cold winter season, these sakura trees can even manage to bloom a few sakura petals. One more thing is, usually sakura means a new beginning of life. So, this is just another indication that Setsuna has improved and going to start a new life in the next chapter because Setsuna is not a snowman anymore. The snowman he once used to be has melted away so... Setsuna is not an introvert, shy person anymore like in the next chapter, he is not a snowman anymore and soon, he real life begins.
The 2nd book I also have the rough and main ideas for the plot as well too. Probably starts off with after what had happened to Setsuna in the 1st book, Setsuna is starting his new life but not as a snowman anymore. He is now a active young man and just when Setsuna is going to forget about Marina... one day when Setsuna is walking around some where, Setsuna meets with Marina again. What will happen soon? What kind of situation and what is happening to both Setsuna and Marina in the mean time after the 1st book? Just when Setsuna is almost going to forget about Marina, they meet each other again during this fateful day. Perhaps, fate is playing the fool around with them.
Thats a start off of the 2nd book lol. For the ending, it will looks like this probably:
The ending, Setsuna is going to go other country for his career and just before the flight... they finally realizes that in fact, they love each other and both of them running to meet each other before the flight. By the time they run to confess their feelings... sakura petals are falling along the way just like the scene of 'Para para sakura' and they meet each other under the sakura trees. Both of them feel surprised that they can end up going after each other like that and...
Finally...
Unable to find any words,
I instinctively reached out to touch your shoulder
And you, without saying anything, coldly broke free
Because of a trivial misunderstanding,
Our young love is giving way
I don't want to see such a sad face
Even though your dream may be dissolving,
Just don't abandon that smile
It's what keeps my own heart glowing...
The starry sky we used to gaze up at together,
Where so much light streamed through
All the memories of that still won't fade away...
If you really listen for it,
You'll begin to hear that phrase
In the melody of the flute that was played...
And behind the sky,
In the tomorrow my heart depicts,
In that same place,
I'll be right by your side once more
Surely we'll be together from now on,
Plunging ahead through these days
Because there could be a meaning to all of this after all
We swore one day to build the future with our own hands
At any cost, on this planet, no matter where on it you are
And behind the sky, in the tomorrow my heart depicts,
In that same place,
I'll be right by your side once more...
(Well, this is just the same old poem I posted long time ago with this pic as the main pic of this poem XD)
Then, Setsuna goes to another country for his career...
Ok, the 3rd book I also has figured out what the plot should be! But haha, I already out of topic man. Maybe some other time.
So 'Heart of a snowman'... every snowman has a heart...
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Thursday 4 December 2008
Just finished STPM. How do I feel? I really dunno la, feel kinda mixed. If I say I feel happy... thats just a lie to heal my own heart only. Just went back home and my parents already call me to find for part time job to do... not a welcoming thing... can they say other things other than calling me to find a job? Hearing this, my mood is completely gone... but still ok la, view it as normal thing... haiz, now I feel afraid to face the future, day by day passed by, more challenges ahead, friends also must make new friends again... honestly, I really feel heavy to leave you guys away because no one can understand me better than you all. Nowadays its not easy to make friends with other people also... who can understand me better than you all leh haiz... can go play dota at cafe together, watch movies, accompanying me shopping (although mostly I shop for Gundams...), chatting around here and there and even personal things, go for karaoke, or even 'zat' me, making fun or joke of me... I will miss these good old days. Although sometimes its a pain, but looking backwards, all of these are actually happy moments. Now I really know what is the meaning of the phrase 'Actually, happiness is always in front of your eyes, it is just that you couldnt noticed it now and you can only notice about this later... by the time you noticed it, it has gone.'. But still, I have langkawi trip, gotta grab every single second of moments there, I hope myself can be better there.
Ah, enough for those sad things. Today after STPM, went to Mid Valley for movie. Go to cinema, my ticket shows that my seat is near the edge one, but dunno who took my seat away and as soon as everyone went inside, all seats are messed up and feel shocked that I have to sit with heng bong lol! But later heng bong is just joking and this is totally shucks crap!!! Need to change seat and why everyone keep quiet until this final moment lol! But still, I enjoy beating qi jie and heng bong then change seat and finally feel glad that I dont have to sit with heng bong haha. The movie is nice, nice choice chan yan! Thanks for booking the ticket too! Wow, I really dunno what will happen to me in langkawi wor after this... guess I shouldnt trust heng bong anymore!! Swt, whatever heng bong said to me when in langkawi, Im not going to believe anymore shucks!!! If Im fooled again in langkawi, I will beat you up again heng bong!! No mercy anymore!
Have problem going back home... but I feel both sorry and touched because jet still send me back in the end... but why not receive the money!!!! Lol!!!
Today, actually I bought a Gundam model kit, that is 1/100 00 Gundam!!!!! Bought in xl-shop mid valley this morning before going to school! I received a notice that this model has out yesterday and imported to that shop so I went to buy it immediately this morning! I cant wait to do this model kit... man, I have Setsuna's machine, the power to change the world, 00 Gundam!!! I cant believe my own eyes... 00 Gundam dude!! I feel a bit touched when I get this Gundam... finally and finally, I was waiting for this model kit to be released in our local stores and today, I got it! Woohoo! 00 Gundam 00 Gundam 00 Gundam...!
This is the box cover for this model kit, 00 Gundam. The special gimnick is the LED system that is implied in both of the twin drive system of 00 Gundam. The thing is, batteries are not included in this kit and you need to buy those batteries your own! If you got the batteries... woosh, the twin drive of Gundam 00 will have green lights coming out and thats really cool!
Some examples and coolness of the completed 00 Gundam model kit done. Images from dalong.net and these pics shows are the LED system is supposed to work in Gundam 00's twin drive system when batteries are inserted in:
But sadly, I dont have the batteries yet... today went around mid valley looking for batteries but dont have, haiz. The batteries are similiar to those watches' batteries and to be more specific, the batteries Im looking for is CR1220. I need two CR1220 batteries for this Gundam!!
This is how CR1220 batteries look like, it is very similiar to those small batteries we used for our watches... and of course our childhood's all time favourite Digimon kind of batteries:
Oh well, if anyone of you know which shop got sell these kind of batteries, let me know, Im dying for these batteries. Went to Jusco's electronic store, asked around and they say dont have. Then, I asked the camera stall in Jusco, the guy said got this battery and that guy checked and find out that they got CR1200, swt! I want CR1220!! Then wanna go Carrefour to check but no time lol... CR1220... I need you...
Another dissapointment of this kit is there are no beam parts for 00 Gundam's GN Sword II. I hope I can make my own beam parts and attach them to it's swords. This is just some future reference for myself to make those beam parts... well, probably use some papers, paint it pink and attach them to the swords lol! But some positive side of this kit is the blade shields are included and these 2 swords can join together as one unlike the 1/144 ones.
Im looking forward to 1/100 O Raizer, well, O Raizer is an add on to 00 Gundam. When 00 Gundam is equipped by O Raizer, the power of 00 Gundam will increase more! 1/100 O Raizer will be released some time during December, well, I hope can get it as soon... 1/100 O Raizer, RM60++... if I messed up or not satisfied with my 00 Gundam, I will probably buy 1/100 O Raizer 00 Gundam and yup, this kit contains both O Raizer and 00 Gundam and the price is RM200++, well, it is almost the same thing... I bought my 00 Gundam at mid valley today at RM138... the add on is definitely equivalent. But have to wait until December sigh... well, thats probably the christmas present I buy for myself ^.^.
Mentioned about langkawi just now, I hope I can be better than my usual self. The only thing I hate the most is probably heng bong's attitude, feel sien of his attitude. I will probably beat him up mercilessly if he do something funny to me! Haiz, my shirts, handphone, watch, MP4, DS... I hope my belongings will not spoil because of heng bong sigh. Last year spoil my handphone by spraying water in the toilet still not enough meh, some more dont wanna pay money back to me, sh*t la haiz... if my MP4, handphone or DS spoil there, I wouldnt be surprised if I suddenly turn berserk and throw heng bong's phone away to the water or to the sea! And... Im not going to believe in whatever heng bong said anymore there, hmph! XD
One more thing is, Im not otaku please!! Im just interested in Gundam anime! The term 'otaku' is for those people that loves ALL animes and watched many many animes! Well, I just watched a few so please, dont mix me up with those freaking otaku geeks!
Quote of the day:
'Love is just a poisonous drug'
Ah, forget that. Well, happy holidays guys! Woohoo STPM is over!! Yeah!!
Ah, enough for those sad things. Today after STPM, went to Mid Valley for movie. Go to cinema, my ticket shows that my seat is near the edge one, but dunno who took my seat away and as soon as everyone went inside, all seats are messed up and feel shocked that I have to sit with heng bong lol! But later heng bong is just joking and this is totally shucks crap!!! Need to change seat and why everyone keep quiet until this final moment lol! But still, I enjoy beating qi jie and heng bong then change seat and finally feel glad that I dont have to sit with heng bong haha. The movie is nice, nice choice chan yan! Thanks for booking the ticket too! Wow, I really dunno what will happen to me in langkawi wor after this... guess I shouldnt trust heng bong anymore!! Swt, whatever heng bong said to me when in langkawi, Im not going to believe anymore shucks!!! If Im fooled again in langkawi, I will beat you up again heng bong!! No mercy anymore!
Have problem going back home... but I feel both sorry and touched because jet still send me back in the end... but why not receive the money!!!! Lol!!!
Today, actually I bought a Gundam model kit, that is 1/100 00 Gundam!!!!! Bought in xl-shop mid valley this morning before going to school! I received a notice that this model has out yesterday and imported to that shop so I went to buy it immediately this morning! I cant wait to do this model kit... man, I have Setsuna's machine, the power to change the world, 00 Gundam!!! I cant believe my own eyes... 00 Gundam dude!! I feel a bit touched when I get this Gundam... finally and finally, I was waiting for this model kit to be released in our local stores and today, I got it! Woohoo! 00 Gundam 00 Gundam 00 Gundam...!
This is the box cover for this model kit, 00 Gundam. The special gimnick is the LED system that is implied in both of the twin drive system of 00 Gundam. The thing is, batteries are not included in this kit and you need to buy those batteries your own! If you got the batteries... woosh, the twin drive of Gundam 00 will have green lights coming out and thats really cool!
Some examples and coolness of the completed 00 Gundam model kit done. Images from dalong.net and these pics shows are the LED system is supposed to work in Gundam 00's twin drive system when batteries are inserted in:
But sadly, I dont have the batteries yet... today went around mid valley looking for batteries but dont have, haiz. The batteries are similiar to those watches' batteries and to be more specific, the batteries Im looking for is CR1220. I need two CR1220 batteries for this Gundam!!
This is how CR1220 batteries look like, it is very similiar to those small batteries we used for our watches... and of course our childhood's all time favourite Digimon kind of batteries:
Oh well, if anyone of you know which shop got sell these kind of batteries, let me know, Im dying for these batteries. Went to Jusco's electronic store, asked around and they say dont have. Then, I asked the camera stall in Jusco, the guy said got this battery and that guy checked and find out that they got CR1200, swt! I want CR1220!! Then wanna go Carrefour to check but no time lol... CR1220... I need you...
Another dissapointment of this kit is there are no beam parts for 00 Gundam's GN Sword II. I hope I can make my own beam parts and attach them to it's swords. This is just some future reference for myself to make those beam parts... well, probably use some papers, paint it pink and attach them to the swords lol! But some positive side of this kit is the blade shields are included and these 2 swords can join together as one unlike the 1/144 ones.
Im looking forward to 1/100 O Raizer, well, O Raizer is an add on to 00 Gundam. When 00 Gundam is equipped by O Raizer, the power of 00 Gundam will increase more! 1/100 O Raizer will be released some time during December, well, I hope can get it as soon... 1/100 O Raizer, RM60++... if I messed up or not satisfied with my 00 Gundam, I will probably buy 1/100 O Raizer 00 Gundam and yup, this kit contains both O Raizer and 00 Gundam and the price is RM200++, well, it is almost the same thing... I bought my 00 Gundam at mid valley today at RM138... the add on is definitely equivalent. But have to wait until December sigh... well, thats probably the christmas present I buy for myself ^.^.
Mentioned about langkawi just now, I hope I can be better than my usual self. The only thing I hate the most is probably heng bong's attitude, feel sien of his attitude. I will probably beat him up mercilessly if he do something funny to me! Haiz, my shirts, handphone, watch, MP4, DS... I hope my belongings will not spoil because of heng bong sigh. Last year spoil my handphone by spraying water in the toilet still not enough meh, some more dont wanna pay money back to me, sh*t la haiz... if my MP4, handphone or DS spoil there, I wouldnt be surprised if I suddenly turn berserk and throw heng bong's phone away to the water or to the sea! And... Im not going to believe in whatever heng bong said anymore there, hmph! XD
One more thing is, Im not otaku please!! Im just interested in Gundam anime! The term 'otaku' is for those people that loves ALL animes and watched many many animes! Well, I just watched a few so please, dont mix me up with those freaking otaku geeks!
Quote of the day:
'Love is just a poisonous drug'
Ah, forget that. Well, happy holidays guys! Woohoo STPM is over!! Yeah!!
Monday, December 1, 2008
A Sorrow Between Fleeting and Eternal
Before love says that love is, "Too heavy," rejects comprehension
And turns into hatred...
Just about everything is so, right?
In situations where you get bad penalties, there's always the reality of covering them up and faking them
In the era of distorted dilemmas
Even we, who should have made a promise together, pass by each other without noticing
I abandoned the fact
That we destroyed each other and understood each other
Is this a wreck?
Don't acknowledge me; even when I confront it
I can't escape the images from when I fell
I'll find your eyes and the warmth of your hands
Time and time again
Just about everything is so, right?
In situations where you get bad penalties, there's always the reality of covering them up and faking them
In the era of distorted dilemmas
Even we, who should have made a promise together, pass by each other without noticing
The city that won't change even if it's gone
Won't seek our salvation, right?
In the guise of someone honest
Everyone is inside of a crumbly crystal
Because I make more and more lies
Love only hurts me always...or so you whispered
You were scared of believing and cried, didn't you?
Learn your weaknesses and become strong, by believing without fear
You'll learn of true love, before it turns into hatred, right?
What I wanted
Isn't this heartless and contrived world
On the unviewable days without fragments of reason
Lowliness dwelt in my eyes that are tired of seeing
Lies that heal the heart - They exist
But it's a lie that will steal my heart, right?
Even if I'm to draw closer to love, I'll only be bitten... or so I whispered
I stopped believing and lived like that
With thoughts that I'm amazed of even if I stand up against despair
It's fine if I'm clinging onto a brief life
What I wanted
Isn't this heartless and contrived thing
A love lost in this city...
If I search for its meaning
I'll become a little better and be able to move on, right?
My favourite song again from Gundam 00 season 2 opening song 'Hakanaku mo towa no kanashi', in english 'A sorrow between fleeting and eternal'.
What else can I say here? Hmm... love hurts me a lot... perhaps Im not qualified... I have no talents, not handsome, not rich, poor academic results, introvert... nowadays people also keep looking at the 'outer' side too... so I can only accept these quietly... and walk away...
Nah, just kidding XD. Indeed, people will look at the 'outer' side at 1st, but this is just the early stage. In the final stage, your 'outer' side is not going to determine anything! Besides, Im not that pessimistic la please lol... optimistic!!! The truth is, I hate myself because Im weak. So before that, I need to learn how to love myself 1st... I think I will start to love myself 1st when I get better and better. I will keep on improving just like the song says. Well, STPM and this year is ending, I really learned a lot this year so I guess I will become better in future. No, I should say... I must improve myself now!!!
Pic above: Finally, my favourite Setsuna X Marina! From Gundam 00 season 2!
'I will improve myself just like Setsuna F. Seiei! Exia, eliminating target! Eh no, now Setsuna's new mobile suit is 00 Gundam XD. Alright, this is Exia Gundam's... O Gundam's... together with me! This is... our Gundam!! The power of both of us is infinity!'
Monday 1 December 2008
Today is 1st of Dec, finally November ends and now is winter season. Just came back after having my PA STPM exam. PA is still ok la, but the questions in front are too difficult, some I didnt even heard before one or maybe I didnt read enough? But anyway still feeling relax la haha. 3 more days left... haiz, everyone is counting down... looks like everyone is the same...
Last Saturday's drama Hot Shot final episode, feel the ending is TOTALLY LAME!!! W died because of cancer and no one noticed she died on the spot and the 3 stupid guys still wanna compete with each other in the end!!! I was like 'WT*!!'. Besides, Dong Fang Xiang seems to be the weakest among the 3 and he dont have any special skills one, only know how to fly and slam dunk but Wu Jun can also do that and X2 better than him, Da Ying also can fly too by the way. Besides, Xiang's leg always got problem one if he fly too much, booooo... Da Ying's secret skill is rather dissapointing in the end and I expect something greater than that, something like making the ball burns with fire or what is much more cooler since the name of this drama is 'Hot Shot'!!! Wu Jun turns out to be the most strongest player in the end and this is so dissapointing, haiz! But I suppose that the director of this drama is going to make 'Hot Shot 2'? Well, this final episode's ending seems like there's a potential that this story can be still expanded. But, Hot Shot 2? Maybe not.
Nothing happened nowadays, I am waiting for 00 Gundam model kit to be released in this country!!! 00 Gundam release date is 23 November and now 1 December already, argh! Even 1/144 00 Gundam that has been released at October in Japan also havent hit our local stores yet! How long should I wait to buy 1/144 and 1/100 00 Gundam?? By the way, the correct pronounciation for 'Gundam' is 'Gan-daammm', not 'Gan-dom'! Very funny leh today saying 'condom' becomes 'gundom' and becomes... ah enough lol.
Received some interesting emails, thanks a lot for sending this. Actually I saw it before in some magazine before:
智力測驗平均最低者：雙魚座男生、魔羯座女生
機靈反應能力最佳者：雙子座男生、處女座女生
機靈反應能力最差者：金牛座男生、金牛座女生
最重視倫理道德的人：巨蟹座男生、魔羯座女生
最漠視倫理道德的人：射手座男生、獅子座女生
最懂得羅曼蒂克的人：雙子座男生、雙魚座女生
最不懂羅曼蒂克的人：處女座男生、魔羯座女生
用情最為專一者： 巨蟹座男生、魔羯座女生
用情最為善變者： 雙子座男生、水瓶座女生
最有女人味的人： 雙魚座男生、雙魚座女生
最有男子氣概的人： 魔羯座男生、牡羊座女生
做事最上進最積極者：牡羊座男生、牡羊座女生
做事最慢條斯理者： 金牛座男生、雙魚座女生
用情最深最無私心者：巨蟹座男生、雙魚座女生
用情最淺要求最多者：獅子座男生、雙子座女生
用錢概念最節儉的人：金牛座男生、處女座女生
用錢概念最奢侈的人：射手座男生、獅子座女生
最有理財概念的人： 天秤座男生、巨蟹座女生
最沒有理財概念的人：牡羊座男生、獅子座女生
最有多才多藝的人： 雙子座男生、雙魚座女生
最缺乏才藝性的人： 魔羯座男生、金牛座女生
最有家庭概念的人： 巨蟹座男生、巨蟹座女生
最沒有家庭概念的人：雙子座男生、射手座女生
心機最重的人： 處女座男生、天蠍座女生
最沒心機的人： 射手座男生、雙魚座女生
最會記愁的人： 天蠍座男生、處女座女生
最不記愁的人： 獅子座男生、雙魚座女生
做事最有計劃的人： 天蠍座男生、水瓶座女生
做事最沒計劃的人： 雙魚座男生、雙魚座女生
做事最貫徹始終的人：天蠍座男生、魔羯座女生
做事最虎頭蛇尾的人：射手座男生、獅子座女生
最大方的人： 獅子座男生、獅子座女生
最小氣的人： 金牛座男生、處女座女生
最愛乾淨的人： 天秤座男生、處女座女生
最不愛乾淨的人： 獅子座男生、射手座女生
最熱愛自由的人： 牡羊座男生、射手座女生
對自由最不關心的人：處女座男生、巨蟹座女生
最愛說大話的人： 獅子座男生、牡羊座女生
最謙遜有禮的人： 巨蟹座男生、天秤座女生
最情緒化的人： 巨蟹座男生、牡羊座女生
情緒最穩定的人： 水瓶座男生、天秤座女生
最有領導欲望的人： 獅子座男生、射手座女生
最甘心被人領導的人：處女座男生、雙魚座女生
最善解人意的人： 巨蟹座男生、雙魚座女生
最木頭的人： 處女座男生、魔羯座女生
最心細的人： 天蠍座男生、巨蟹座女生
最粗心的人： 牡羊座男生、牡羊座女生
最會做夢的人： 巨蟹座男生、雙魚座女生
最實際的人： 金牛座男生、天秤座女生
最會寫情書的人： 雙魚座男生、巨蟹座女生
最不會寫情書的人： 牡羊座男生、金牛座女生
最受異性歡迎的人： 雙子座男生、雙魚座女生
最不受異性青睞的人：處女座男生、魔羯座女生
對異性有征服慾望者：獅子座男生、牡羊座女生
對異性無征服欲望者：處女座男生、雙魚座女生
最好色者： 金牛座男生、天蠍座女生
最不好色者： 水瓶座男生、魔羯座女生
最會調情的人： 天蠍座男生、雙魚座女生
最不會調情的人： 天秤座男生、魔羯座女生
最愛好和平的人： 金牛座男生、巨蟹座女生
最愛引起爭端的人： 獅子座男生、牡羊座女生
最愛好自然的人： 雙子座男生、天蠍座女生
最欣賞人工的人： 射手座男生、射手座女生
最愛營造溫馨氣氛者：巨蟹座男生、巨蟹座女生
最愛另類怪異者： 天秤座男生、水瓶座女生
最喜歡玄學算命的人：天蠍座男生、雙魚座女生
最鐵齒的人： 水瓶座男生、雙子座女生
Thanks a lot for sending me this! Reminds me about what I read before in a magazine.
I feel this is kinda true lor. No wonder some of you have these kind of characteristics haha. No wonder qi jie you got some of these characteristics ah... like very good at writing love messages and poems; hong yi love to control people and hong yi, remembered what you told me before? You said before that you will control your gf if you have one haha; heng bong got a high level of sex desire (heng bong is taurus, lol). About me, Im libra but nothing much about Libra boys here since I think Libras are usually balance in everything... except for cleanliness ( I hate heng bong's sweaty palms and I hate canteen because it is oily, I dont like to throw rubbish or rub the blackboard, etc and etc...), Libra boys are also not good at confessing their feelings too (no wonder... if you noticed my poems, you will find out that how horrible I am in this kind of thing), last thing is Libra boys love strange people. It is indeed true that my taste is strange to some of you lol, I told you all before that I more prefer a person that has talking disabilities or deaf because... can communicate with heart or using words... I hate to use my mouth because... sometimes I may be afraid or too excited to say something... I love that girl from the drama 深情密码 (Silence) hahaha, she got talking disabilities and sometimes, this makes me feel like wanna protect her XD, I wanna be zai zai in that drama!
Nowadays I also saw some of you become fatter and some become thinner already. Wah hong yi you become thinner already, more yeng than before! The more thinner you are, the more cool leh but of course, I didnt mean to be extremely thin la lol. 45% increase in hong yi's yengness lol! Play com play until forget to eat; read, study until forget to eat; feel more pressure until no mood to eat, wow best way of diet... if you become more thinner a little, I would say you are near perfect XD.
I also cant sleep at all nowadays!!! Dunno why!!! Start to sleep at 11pm everyday, but cannot fall asleep one!! Roll here and there, thinking here and there until 8am, what the heck am I doing?? Then after 8am suddenly become tired and sleep until 11am, only slept for 3 hours... but even sleep for 3 hours, I feel normal... what is happening to me??? I hope I can sleep at night la please... 11pm sleep until 8am is my usual schedule but now 8am to 11am, whats wrong???
Quote of the day:
Sadness > Happiness
Last Saturday's drama Hot Shot final episode, feel the ending is TOTALLY LAME!!! W died because of cancer and no one noticed she died on the spot and the 3 stupid guys still wanna compete with each other in the end!!! I was like 'WT*!!'. Besides, Dong Fang Xiang seems to be the weakest among the 3 and he dont have any special skills one, only know how to fly and slam dunk but Wu Jun can also do that and X2 better than him, Da Ying also can fly too by the way. Besides, Xiang's leg always got problem one if he fly too much, booooo... Da Ying's secret skill is rather dissapointing in the end and I expect something greater than that, something like making the ball burns with fire or what is much more cooler since the name of this drama is 'Hot Shot'!!! Wu Jun turns out to be the most strongest player in the end and this is so dissapointing, haiz! But I suppose that the director of this drama is going to make 'Hot Shot 2'? Well, this final episode's ending seems like there's a potential that this story can be still expanded. But, Hot Shot 2? Maybe not.
Nothing happened nowadays, I am waiting for 00 Gundam model kit to be released in this country!!! 00 Gundam release date is 23 November and now 1 December already, argh! Even 1/144 00 Gundam that has been released at October in Japan also havent hit our local stores yet! How long should I wait to buy 1/144 and 1/100 00 Gundam?? By the way, the correct pronounciation for 'Gundam' is 'Gan-daammm', not 'Gan-dom'! Very funny leh today saying 'condom' becomes 'gundom' and becomes... ah enough lol.
Received some interesting emails, thanks a lot for sending this. Actually I saw it before in some magazine before:
智力測驗平均最低者：雙魚座男生、魔羯座女生
機靈反應能力最佳者：雙子座男生、處女座女生
機靈反應能力最差者：金牛座男生、金牛座女生
最重視倫理道德的人：巨蟹座男生、魔羯座女生
最漠視倫理道德的人：射手座男生、獅子座女生
最懂得羅曼蒂克的人：雙子座男生、雙魚座女生
最不懂羅曼蒂克的人：處女座男生、魔羯座女生
用情最為專一者： 巨蟹座男生、魔羯座女生
用情最為善變者： 雙子座男生、水瓶座女生
最有女人味的人： 雙魚座男生、雙魚座女生
最有男子氣概的人： 魔羯座男生、牡羊座女生
做事最上進最積極者：牡羊座男生、牡羊座女生
做事最慢條斯理者： 金牛座男生、雙魚座女生
用情最深最無私心者：巨蟹座男生、雙魚座女生
用情最淺要求最多者：獅子座男生、雙子座女生
用錢概念最節儉的人：金牛座男生、處女座女生
用錢概念最奢侈的人：射手座男生、獅子座女生
最有理財概念的人： 天秤座男生、巨蟹座女生
最沒有理財概念的人：牡羊座男生、獅子座女生
最有多才多藝的人： 雙子座男生、雙魚座女生
最缺乏才藝性的人： 魔羯座男生、金牛座女生
最有家庭概念的人： 巨蟹座男生、巨蟹座女生
最沒有家庭概念的人：雙子座男生、射手座女生
心機最重的人： 處女座男生、天蠍座女生
最沒心機的人： 射手座男生、雙魚座女生
最會記愁的人： 天蠍座男生、處女座女生
最不記愁的人： 獅子座男生、雙魚座女生
做事最有計劃的人： 天蠍座男生、水瓶座女生
做事最沒計劃的人： 雙魚座男生、雙魚座女生
做事最貫徹始終的人：天蠍座男生、魔羯座女生
做事最虎頭蛇尾的人：射手座男生、獅子座女生
最大方的人： 獅子座男生、獅子座女生
最小氣的人： 金牛座男生、處女座女生
最愛乾淨的人： 天秤座男生、處女座女生
最不愛乾淨的人： 獅子座男生、射手座女生
最熱愛自由的人： 牡羊座男生、射手座女生
對自由最不關心的人：處女座男生、巨蟹座女生
最愛說大話的人： 獅子座男生、牡羊座女生
最謙遜有禮的人： 巨蟹座男生、天秤座女生
最情緒化的人： 巨蟹座男生、牡羊座女生
情緒最穩定的人： 水瓶座男生、天秤座女生
最有領導欲望的人： 獅子座男生、射手座女生
最甘心被人領導的人：處女座男生、雙魚座女生
最善解人意的人： 巨蟹座男生、雙魚座女生
最木頭的人： 處女座男生、魔羯座女生
最心細的人： 天蠍座男生、巨蟹座女生
最粗心的人： 牡羊座男生、牡羊座女生
最會做夢的人： 巨蟹座男生、雙魚座女生
最實際的人： 金牛座男生、天秤座女生
最會寫情書的人： 雙魚座男生、巨蟹座女生
最不會寫情書的人： 牡羊座男生、金牛座女生
最受異性歡迎的人： 雙子座男生、雙魚座女生
最不受異性青睞的人：處女座男生、魔羯座女生
對異性有征服慾望者：獅子座男生、牡羊座女生
對異性無征服欲望者：處女座男生、雙魚座女生
最好色者： 金牛座男生、天蠍座女生
最不好色者： 水瓶座男生、魔羯座女生
最會調情的人： 天蠍座男生、雙魚座女生
最不會調情的人： 天秤座男生、魔羯座女生
最愛好和平的人： 金牛座男生、巨蟹座女生
最愛引起爭端的人： 獅子座男生、牡羊座女生
最愛好自然的人： 雙子座男生、天蠍座女生
最欣賞人工的人： 射手座男生、射手座女生
最愛營造溫馨氣氛者：巨蟹座男生、巨蟹座女生
最愛另類怪異者： 天秤座男生、水瓶座女生
最喜歡玄學算命的人：天蠍座男生、雙魚座女生
最鐵齒的人： 水瓶座男生、雙子座女生
Thanks a lot for sending me this! Reminds me about what I read before in a magazine.
I feel this is kinda true lor. No wonder some of you have these kind of characteristics haha. No wonder qi jie you got some of these characteristics ah... like very good at writing love messages and poems; hong yi love to control people and hong yi, remembered what you told me before? You said before that you will control your gf if you have one haha; heng bong got a high level of sex desire (heng bong is taurus, lol). About me, Im libra but nothing much about Libra boys here since I think Libras are usually balance in everything... except for cleanliness ( I hate heng bong's sweaty palms and I hate canteen because it is oily, I dont like to throw rubbish or rub the blackboard, etc and etc...), Libra boys are also not good at confessing their feelings too (no wonder... if you noticed my poems, you will find out that how horrible I am in this kind of thing), last thing is Libra boys love strange people. It is indeed true that my taste is strange to some of you lol, I told you all before that I more prefer a person that has talking disabilities or deaf because... can communicate with heart or using words... I hate to use my mouth because... sometimes I may be afraid or too excited to say something... I love that girl from the drama 深情密码 (Silence) hahaha, she got talking disabilities and sometimes, this makes me feel like wanna protect her XD, I wanna be zai zai in that drama!
Nowadays I also saw some of you become fatter and some become thinner already. Wah hong yi you become thinner already, more yeng than before! The more thinner you are, the more cool leh but of course, I didnt mean to be extremely thin la lol. 45% increase in hong yi's yengness lol! Play com play until forget to eat; read, study until forget to eat; feel more pressure until no mood to eat, wow best way of diet... if you become more thinner a little, I would say you are near perfect XD.
I also cant sleep at all nowadays!!! Dunno why!!! Start to sleep at 11pm everyday, but cannot fall asleep one!! Roll here and there, thinking here and there until 8am, what the heck am I doing?? Then after 8am suddenly become tired and sleep until 11am, only slept for 3 hours... but even sleep for 3 hours, I feel normal... what is happening to me??? I hope I can sleep at night la please... 11pm sleep until 8am is my usual schedule but now 8am to 11am, whats wrong???
Quote of the day:
Sadness > Happiness
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