Another usual Saturday. Long time didnt check out new Nintendo DS games already and there are already many new games that had just released so busy playing them.
Now counting down to the days of STPM is ending, 5 more days and... freedom(?) By the time STPM is over, everything would over... everything and everything... even words cant describe all of them. But sure there will be 'lost and found' tragedy in the end where by the time you lost something and you get something at the same time.
About my weekend drama, Princess Hour end for a long time already since last 2 weeks. Im impressed of Yul because in the end, he throw away everything in order to find happiness in his life... he cant be the king, cannot get the person he loves the most and before that, he had sacrificed a lot just for the person he loves but in the end, he didnt get anything at all and leave away just like that. Seeing him doing so in the end of the episode, I kinda feel sorry to him. Now, after Princess Hour, is Smiling Pasta, but too bad that I had already watched it earlier. Today is the final episode of the drama 'Hot Shot' too, I currently watching it now lol. Feels like kinda epic man this final episode.
Yesterday listened to Jay Chow's song 'Secret', I understand another meaning in the song again and I wanna tell specifically to a person about this meaning:
你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
或许命运的签 只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋 这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现 这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡
Just in case some of you computer coudlnt read chinese and show up boxes instead or dunno chinese at all, I translate these lyrics to english by the way:
You told me that love will go further and further away if I let it go away
Perhaps it is just fate that let us meet each other
Only making both of us miss each other during this autumn season
By the time autumn leafs fall away,
I had just only discovered this shattered piece of happiness...
How am I suppose to find back this shattered piece of happiness?
You cannot give up yet, so dont throw and give up on love!!!
Just like the lyrics means,
You decide to throw love away at first because you think that you dont have the chance at all;
You blame on fate that fate only let you to meet with that person in your life;
Meeting with that person by fate only makes you think and miss more about that person, making you feel pain;
But by the time you throw love away...
And as throwing love away will make love go further and further away...
You will just discover that actually...
Your happiness is actually in front of your eyes...
You just dont have the courage to face it and hesitated...
By the time comes...
How are you supposed to find back this shattered piece of happiness back?
Because indeed, it is true that love will go away if you throw it away.
The thing you lost once will never come back again,
Even if you found the thing you lost once,
But the feeling will not be the same anymore.
So... dont give up la... who knows that actually your happiness is just in front of your eyes but you just dont have the courage to face it and hesitated? By the time you hesitated, it will go further and further away from you and in the end, eventually, that happiness is INDEED in front of your eyes and when that time comes, how are you supposed to find back the thing you lost?
Ok, my message is done, I hope you can receive the meaning lol.
I also discover another meaning from the song 'Prototype', Gundam 00's season 2 ending song. Well, perhaps, we are just a prototype for tomorrow's ideals and development. Although us (prototype) may be forgotten by people in future, but sadly, the dark place is the best place that suits us (prototype) the best. I think it is kinda true too that prototype will be forgotten by some people now... like the prototypes of computer, handphones, aeroplane and such, who can actually remember what kind of prototype these things are? Some great scientists in the past are also today's prototype too. Those maths formulas we used, definitions and such also have their 'prototypes' as well too and sadly, some prototypes would not be remembered by us and the dark place is the best place that suits these prototypes the best. Even now, we are also a prototype to the future.
Going to have 300 posts soon, what am I going to write in this 300th post? Give some suggestions leh please!!! Anything interesting for me to write just say it out, yes, I mean ANYTHING lol. Besides, I want to hear more topics for me to discuss leh... any pessimistic, sadistic opinions for me to write about and discuss about those pessimistic views lol? Maybe some movies can let me discuss too haha. ^.^
Nowadays, I also discovered that:
'The best choice is not necessary the best choice'
EDIT:
Some fashion notes for me... piercing right ear is gay lou.
By the way, Im not going to pierce my ears la haha, just some reminder that whoever that pierce his right ear is gay lou haha. About why I dont wanna pierce ear... because I feel like piercing ear like making people got a negative impression on you lol... like seeing gf's parents... her parents will like... 'tak sedap dipandang' that kind of feel >.<. Err I mean in future la, I dont have gf now so dont get me wrong lol. Besides, if didnt wear something in your ear hole must wear a stick, if not got bacteria in your ear hole one... heard a news before that a person's ears have to cut down at the down part because that person's ear hole got bacteria and that bacteria eat his ear up already so that person needs to cut down the whole ear...
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Friday, November 28, 2008
Gundam 00 season 2 episode 7
Long time no online and of course the 1st thing I wanna do is to watch new episodes of Gundam 00, I had missed 2 episodes so far and time to chase back these episodes.
Just finished watching Gundam 00 season 2 episode 7... this episode is kinda good... got a lot of character development of Allelujah and Setsuna...
Finally I saw Setsuna smile... from the starting of episode 1 until now, I didnt see him smile before until today... looks like Setsuna is not an introvert person anymore just like me as Setsuna shows more of his own feelings nowadays... well, Setsuna, you looks handsome when you smile, as if your smile can brighten the whole world... seeing you smiled, I feel touched... finally...
And finally...
The flower that blossoms...
Finally, Allelujah...
...
...
...
Allelujah finally get reunited with Marie...
It's been a long time since then...
You finally found your own reason to live happily...
Seeing the both of you...
I wish the both of you can live happily together forever...
Congrats...
Seeing the both of you...
It makes me burn myself... am I jealous or what?
Or... is this what I desired for long long time ago?
Or... is this what Im hoping for long long time ago?
Thats it... Gundam 00 new romance...
Allelujah X Marie
Where is Setsuna X Marina???
Setsuna!!! You better do it fast...
Setsuna, when can you reach Marina's hand?
Just finished watching Gundam 00 season 2 episode 7... this episode is kinda good... got a lot of character development of Allelujah and Setsuna...
Finally I saw Setsuna smile... from the starting of episode 1 until now, I didnt see him smile before until today... looks like Setsuna is not an introvert person anymore just like me as Setsuna shows more of his own feelings nowadays... well, Setsuna, you looks handsome when you smile, as if your smile can brighten the whole world... seeing you smiled, I feel touched... finally...
And finally...
The flower that blossoms...
Finally, Allelujah...
...
...
...
Allelujah finally get reunited with Marie...
It's been a long time since then...
You finally found your own reason to live happily...
Seeing the both of you...
I wish the both of you can live happily together forever...
Congrats...
Seeing the both of you...
It makes me burn myself... am I jealous or what?
Or... is this what I desired for long long time ago?
Or... is this what Im hoping for long long time ago?
Thats it... Gundam 00 new romance...
Allelujah X Marie
Where is Setsuna X Marina???
Setsuna!!! You better do it fast...
Setsuna, when can you reach Marina's hand?
Friday 28 November 2008
Finally I can online today!!! My mum is a primary school teacher and always at home... so thats why I cant manage to online nowadays... if wanna online also can only on the com for 5 mins only when my mum fetch my sis to tuition. Now, my sis wan rong and my mum go to Hanoi today, my sis wan zhen go to Genting today, my dad went to office work so I can online yeah.
Yesterday just finished Math 2 paper and after this, can relax a bit already la, just left 3 stupid objective papers only haha.
In these days, my feelings are mixed la, got good feelings and bad feelings, but bad feelings are more than good feelings. Nowadyas keep raining at night and this makes me feel emo and I can only blame the rain for making me feeling emo lol. Raining at night listening to Jay Chow's 'Sunny Day' haha, very got a good 'feel', maybe I will feel better when it is not raining... but even the day where rain had just stopped, I just want to get wet by the rain again and... unexpectedly, the lost courage of mine is still inside...
To some of you that got read my sis wan rong's blog, she is learning guitar... actually I wanna learn one but my parents let my sis learn instead because I got STPM!!! Wah, wan rong learned er hu already still wanna learn guitar, haiz! But luckily, my parents told her to teach me how to play guitar after her lesson. Now, I just learned to pluck the guitar's string only. The 1st lesson is about the P, I, M, A thing where you learned how to pluck the 1st string and the last 3 string from the guitar and PIMA got a lot of combinations too. But still, this is too easy... I hope my sis can learn faster so that she can teach me more. I cant wait to use the guitar to play some songs especially Jay Chow's 'Sunny Day' haha. I wonder the song of Jay Chow's 'qi li xiang' or if translated in english, 'Faraway Distance of Fragance' (I think) can be played by guitar or not lol, I love that song too, very useful to me in future one haha. By the way, me and my sis learn guitar is not for exam or getting certificate one, we learn for our own, because we are interested. My sis said her guitar teacher said guitar also need to keep finger nails one, so thats why now you all can see my finger nails are long. But finger nails long is more better, no need to cut them weekly, now my nails stopped growing already I think, 2 months didnt cut already since October and my nails are not quite long also.
Thinking to play Maple Story again after seeing my bro and sis are playing back... I just afraid that I will revert back to my old self again, that is, becoming an introvert again... but thinking and thinking, I think in future I will be an introvert again also la, now you can see me more sociable maybe because of I start to know more or more familiar, but in future go to another institution to study, no people I know is studying the same institution with me and all strangers, I sure will be introvert one lor at 1st lol. Thinking about going The One Academy to take the Computer Gaming and Animation Design course after STPM, if possible, January I better go already... wait until April maybe cannot go already because STPM results out in March, if my results are bad and poor, sure will be scolded awfully by parents and the chances of going to take the course I want is slim I afraid... but still, Im not confirmed yet and haiz, I dont want to think too much 1st, bad for my health. But by the way, who got play Maple Story one please add me la, Im in Singapore Gateway, Bootes server, username is Exiacross, LV 32 spear... actually I got LV 73 Chief Bandit, but betrayed by my own friend... lend him my account, he use my account to use hack and get caught and get banned, now this character is gone forever... feel sad. But haiz la, I know I shouldnt be sad, its just a game and I know this game is childish to some of you lol. But I had played many online games and only Maple is the only one online game I played the longest, other online games cant hook me enough to play them for a long time. Ok la dont talk too much, who got play this game and if in Bootes server, just add me Exiacross, gao dim.
STPM is going to over soon, dunno wanna shout out loud during the last day or not, usually I will not shout one. Last time PMR and SPM over I also didnt shout also... but STPM... I think I will shout out loud... it is time for me to turn myself from a black cat to a stray cat... freedom!!! But freedom got a lot of meaning also... I hope in future, I will not be controlled by anyone and can do things I like, if can, I also hope that feelings will not control me, I must control my own feelings. But I know feelings are difficult to be controlled, just like if you feel sad, it is hard to be not sad. But sometimes, I think that me myself is just a coward that keep running away from my own feelings and I should be brave to face my own feelings and even facing myself; but at the same time, if you want freedom, you cant be controlled my your feelings so if you are sad or what, just stop thinking about it and let it go away just like that... but just because you let it go just like that, you are a coward that keep running away from your own feelings too. But if you are facing with your own feelings, you are going to suffer the pain; if you avoid your feelings, you will not feel pain. To choose freedom, theres a lot of meaning too... in future or even now, should I be brave for myself or avoid my own feelings in order to get my own freedom? Now I as if understand what is the real meaning of the anime and manga Black Cat... it is difficult for Train Heartnet to be a stray cat... although wanna be carefree, but still, you cant go completely or totally carefree at the same time too, just like Train, even though he say he is a carefree stray cat now, but he still mind a lot of his own horrible past as a black cat and one thing is... he cant forget about love, he still loves Saya... in the end, I just dunno what to do.
November is ending, December is coming. December, winter season, another emo season. In my opinion, spring, autumn and winter season are emo seasons, these seasons make you think a lot, a lot, a lot, a lot...
Time to change my music playlist to winter season's playlist. The song 'Last Christmas' is nice... and now... the song 'Winter Sonata' is currently running... no, perhaps, this entire winter season until February where sakura starts to blossom... 'Winter Sonata' is perfect for me this season.
Perhaps, since from the start, I dont have the right to have anything or belong to... and during this winter season, I can only turn my back and walk away just like that... let everything over... let the snow fall... silently... the time is over... it is time to leave away...
Yesterday just finished Math 2 paper and after this, can relax a bit already la, just left 3 stupid objective papers only haha.
In these days, my feelings are mixed la, got good feelings and bad feelings, but bad feelings are more than good feelings. Nowadyas keep raining at night and this makes me feel emo and I can only blame the rain for making me feeling emo lol. Raining at night listening to Jay Chow's 'Sunny Day' haha, very got a good 'feel', maybe I will feel better when it is not raining... but even the day where rain had just stopped, I just want to get wet by the rain again and... unexpectedly, the lost courage of mine is still inside...
To some of you that got read my sis wan rong's blog, she is learning guitar... actually I wanna learn one but my parents let my sis learn instead because I got STPM!!! Wah, wan rong learned er hu already still wanna learn guitar, haiz! But luckily, my parents told her to teach me how to play guitar after her lesson. Now, I just learned to pluck the guitar's string only. The 1st lesson is about the P, I, M, A thing where you learned how to pluck the 1st string and the last 3 string from the guitar and PIMA got a lot of combinations too. But still, this is too easy... I hope my sis can learn faster so that she can teach me more. I cant wait to use the guitar to play some songs especially Jay Chow's 'Sunny Day' haha. I wonder the song of Jay Chow's 'qi li xiang' or if translated in english, 'Faraway Distance of Fragance' (I think) can be played by guitar or not lol, I love that song too, very useful to me in future one haha. By the way, me and my sis learn guitar is not for exam or getting certificate one, we learn for our own, because we are interested. My sis said her guitar teacher said guitar also need to keep finger nails one, so thats why now you all can see my finger nails are long. But finger nails long is more better, no need to cut them weekly, now my nails stopped growing already I think, 2 months didnt cut already since October and my nails are not quite long also.
Thinking to play Maple Story again after seeing my bro and sis are playing back... I just afraid that I will revert back to my old self again, that is, becoming an introvert again... but thinking and thinking, I think in future I will be an introvert again also la, now you can see me more sociable maybe because of I start to know more or more familiar, but in future go to another institution to study, no people I know is studying the same institution with me and all strangers, I sure will be introvert one lor at 1st lol. Thinking about going The One Academy to take the Computer Gaming and Animation Design course after STPM, if possible, January I better go already... wait until April maybe cannot go already because STPM results out in March, if my results are bad and poor, sure will be scolded awfully by parents and the chances of going to take the course I want is slim I afraid... but still, Im not confirmed yet and haiz, I dont want to think too much 1st, bad for my health. But by the way, who got play Maple Story one please add me la, Im in Singapore Gateway, Bootes server, username is Exiacross, LV 32 spear... actually I got LV 73 Chief Bandit, but betrayed by my own friend... lend him my account, he use my account to use hack and get caught and get banned, now this character is gone forever... feel sad. But haiz la, I know I shouldnt be sad, its just a game and I know this game is childish to some of you lol. But I had played many online games and only Maple is the only one online game I played the longest, other online games cant hook me enough to play them for a long time. Ok la dont talk too much, who got play this game and if in Bootes server, just add me Exiacross, gao dim.
STPM is going to over soon, dunno wanna shout out loud during the last day or not, usually I will not shout one. Last time PMR and SPM over I also didnt shout also... but STPM... I think I will shout out loud... it is time for me to turn myself from a black cat to a stray cat... freedom!!! But freedom got a lot of meaning also... I hope in future, I will not be controlled by anyone and can do things I like, if can, I also hope that feelings will not control me, I must control my own feelings. But I know feelings are difficult to be controlled, just like if you feel sad, it is hard to be not sad. But sometimes, I think that me myself is just a coward that keep running away from my own feelings and I should be brave to face my own feelings and even facing myself; but at the same time, if you want freedom, you cant be controlled my your feelings so if you are sad or what, just stop thinking about it and let it go away just like that... but just because you let it go just like that, you are a coward that keep running away from your own feelings too. But if you are facing with your own feelings, you are going to suffer the pain; if you avoid your feelings, you will not feel pain. To choose freedom, theres a lot of meaning too... in future or even now, should I be brave for myself or avoid my own feelings in order to get my own freedom? Now I as if understand what is the real meaning of the anime and manga Black Cat... it is difficult for Train Heartnet to be a stray cat... although wanna be carefree, but still, you cant go completely or totally carefree at the same time too, just like Train, even though he say he is a carefree stray cat now, but he still mind a lot of his own horrible past as a black cat and one thing is... he cant forget about love, he still loves Saya... in the end, I just dunno what to do.
November is ending, December is coming. December, winter season, another emo season. In my opinion, spring, autumn and winter season are emo seasons, these seasons make you think a lot, a lot, a lot, a lot...
Time to change my music playlist to winter season's playlist. The song 'Last Christmas' is nice... and now... the song 'Winter Sonata' is currently running... no, perhaps, this entire winter season until February where sakura starts to blossom... 'Winter Sonata' is perfect for me this season.
Perhaps, since from the start, I dont have the right to have anything or belong to... and during this winter season, I can only turn my back and walk away just like that... let everything over... let the snow fall... silently... the time is over... it is time to leave away...
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Dead end
No matter which path you choose...
No matter how blur your future is...
No matter how clear your future is...
No matter how hard you tried...
No matter how good you tried...
No matter how fast you run...
... And no matter how slow you walk...
... In the end,
You will eventually...
Walking towards a dead end in your life...
*Pic above: Shinn Asuka X Stellar Louisser from Gundam SEED Destiny
Friday, November 14, 2008
Friday 14 November 2008
As usual, doing revision and STPM day is coming again soon... I kinda feel upset that I dont have enough time to complete all my revision... but anyway I will try my best.
Im actually not a high class people, I consider myself middle class. My weekly allowance is RM30 only and I have to save them to buy the things I like and thats why I dont go for recess. The most of my money came from the prize of badminton competition, winning the 1st place get me a sweet RM5000 to spend for 2 years since last year. My parents always said that they raise me up and give me money is not for me to enjoy one, if I wanna enjoy, I will have to save the money they gave to me. But in emergency, of course they will still give me extra money to spend. My house got no astro or any maids too so Im not as high class and fortunate as some of you do. Even transportation side I will have to solve it myself. Wherever I wanna go, I will have to go there myself, my parents arent going to be my driver lol.
Last post about how past experience affect your personality, this reminds me about heng bong too. Nowadays I see some improvement in him and you wanna know why? Because he failed in love so many times and his failures had made him to improve and improve. Now you look at him, wah, success already and he got the infinity power of love to fly already lol. So thats why sometimes when you failed in love doesnt mean that it is a bad thing because when you fail, you will know your weakness to improve. Well, if you succeed in love, of course you also will get the infinity power from love lol! Ok ok, maybe thats what I thought... maybe some people when failed, they will like losing themselve and being sad all the time; but for people like me, even if I failed, I will use the failure experience to improve myself lol.
About the Taiwan's guess show on Sunday... I didnt watch one... I only watch dramas and such and I dont watch game shows so Im sorry XD. I seldom on the tv one... Mon-Fri 8.30pm on 8tv, after that turn off. Sat-Sun 4.00pm on 8tv, 5.00pm off tv. But Sat, turn on tv again at 6.30pm... thats all the time when I switch on the tv to watch.
Nowadays I saw the ads of Kit Kat in tv again. Before that, after newspaper said that it has melamine, I dont see any ads of Kit Kat anymore in tv, but now I saw it again lol... maybe they have improved?
Just downloaded the full version of the song Prototype, listened to it and I as if understood something from the song... I get motivated by the message of this song when I was doing my revision... to me, the song's hidden message is... whatever good deeds you did and whatever things you do, even though sometimes, you wont be remembered by people or appreciated by people, but as long as you do those things for yourself and tried your best, its already more than enough than you expect.
Good luck in doing revision!!!
Im actually not a high class people, I consider myself middle class. My weekly allowance is RM30 only and I have to save them to buy the things I like and thats why I dont go for recess. The most of my money came from the prize of badminton competition, winning the 1st place get me a sweet RM5000 to spend for 2 years since last year. My parents always said that they raise me up and give me money is not for me to enjoy one, if I wanna enjoy, I will have to save the money they gave to me. But in emergency, of course they will still give me extra money to spend. My house got no astro or any maids too so Im not as high class and fortunate as some of you do. Even transportation side I will have to solve it myself. Wherever I wanna go, I will have to go there myself, my parents arent going to be my driver lol.
Last post about how past experience affect your personality, this reminds me about heng bong too. Nowadays I see some improvement in him and you wanna know why? Because he failed in love so many times and his failures had made him to improve and improve. Now you look at him, wah, success already and he got the infinity power of love to fly already lol. So thats why sometimes when you failed in love doesnt mean that it is a bad thing because when you fail, you will know your weakness to improve. Well, if you succeed in love, of course you also will get the infinity power from love lol! Ok ok, maybe thats what I thought... maybe some people when failed, they will like losing themselve and being sad all the time; but for people like me, even if I failed, I will use the failure experience to improve myself lol.
About the Taiwan's guess show on Sunday... I didnt watch one... I only watch dramas and such and I dont watch game shows so Im sorry XD. I seldom on the tv one... Mon-Fri 8.30pm on 8tv, after that turn off. Sat-Sun 4.00pm on 8tv, 5.00pm off tv. But Sat, turn on tv again at 6.30pm... thats all the time when I switch on the tv to watch.
Nowadays I saw the ads of Kit Kat in tv again. Before that, after newspaper said that it has melamine, I dont see any ads of Kit Kat anymore in tv, but now I saw it again lol... maybe they have improved?
Just downloaded the full version of the song Prototype, listened to it and I as if understood something from the song... I get motivated by the message of this song when I was doing my revision... to me, the song's hidden message is... whatever good deeds you did and whatever things you do, even though sometimes, you wont be remembered by people or appreciated by people, but as long as you do those things for yourself and tried your best, its already more than enough than you expect.
Good luck in doing revision!!!
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Wednesday 12 November 2008
Today my sis is having SPM again. Nothing special nowadays too except for those studying stuffs...
When asked about why my skin is so 'white'... I wonder... how many people had asked me this kind of question already... but really, my skin really that white meh? I think many taiwan artists also whiter than me wor, but anyway, I didnt apply any whitening lotion or what to make my skin white, my skin is NATURAL!!! My skin is as white as my dad's skin so I guess my skin is genetically transfered from my dad's chromosome trait. My skin white doesnt mean that I didnt go for outdoor at all you know, and no matter how long I try to sun bath under the hot sun outside, my skin is still white, thats all lol. From standard 3 until form 4, I used to play basketball almost everyday outside but still white, so I guess my skin is natural one, no whitening lotion applied. But very cool leh I have white skin, feels more like japanese or korean haha.
Why I believe in destiny? Haiz, actually its up to you to believe it or not in this kind of thing one actually... I only halfly believe in this because there are things that cant be proven scientifically in this world. Most of the things cant be proven scientifically, like human's power also cant be measured. When humans are emotionally influenced, their power output will be far more greater than their normal power. Like what we usually watch in dramas or anime, when a character is in danger or under emotional mode, their power suddenly will grow stronger and this kind of thing cant be proven scientifically so thats why sometimes I believe in destiny or miracle. It is really up to you to believe it or not... sometimes, if you dont believe, then that thing will not happen; if you believe, then what you believe in will happen. Just say that a person wants to be rich in future... if that person dont believe that he can get rich in future, he will not work hard for his aims on becoming rich because he doesnt believe that he will be rich. If he believe in that, he will work hard and he may be rich in future because he believes that he can do it, he can be rich. So thats why sometimes, it is up to us to believe in whatever things we want to do... if we dont believe, it may not happen; if we belive, it may happen. Thats why I always say something like :'I believe in myself.' or 'I believe in you.'... that is because I want to believe that me myself or you yourself can make it no matter what it is. About the blood type personality, it has been proven scientifically that for those who's blood type is A, they are more introvert and have a serious nature; blood type B, cheerful and wild; blood type O, average in social, kind and optimistic but can be cruel sometimes; blood type AB, have a cool nature and quiet. Yes, these have been proven scientifically according to wiki's info. I think horoscope and a person's past experience also will have a strong influence in developing a person's personality as well too. The blood type you have is just a general outline of your general social skills and attitude. For example, me myself is blood type A so thats why I kinda introvert and serious sometimes. My horoscope is Libra so thats why some of you will think some of my thinking and actions are strange... and obviously, I feel that many Libras mind a lot in their appearance lol. But most of my personality are developed from my past experience... like my desire to become stronger and stronger is developed from heng bong and the day I was attacked by those stupid thieves... and if you notice it closely, my blog's entry during March, April, May and June are like I was hating this world because this world is not fair or what... it is also developed from that day i was attacked by those thieves too... from that day onwards, I feel that life is so precious to me and I feel that human's life is just as fragile as ant, once being stepped, your life is gone and I feel that some people dont get what they deserved, it is full of unjustice... thats what I think for quite some time ago and I wrote them in my blog lol. Many characters from drama and anime's personality are also developed from their past experiences too... some antagonist characters also have some terrible past so thats why sometimes they want to forget about their past and turn it into some sort of revenge. So, past experience also influence a person's personality too.
Gundam 00 season 2 ending song Prototype full version is out for download!!! Man, I love this song so much!!! Angelic voice and beautiful song... I love the sad and pessimistic tone in the lyric of the song. But in the full version of the song, I think from sadistic tone, the lyric like becoming more and more motivating to me... something like even if you couldnt be remembered in history or have a good ending in whatever you did, but as long as you tried your best in everything you do, it's already alright and what's the most important thing is to SURPASS THE IDEALS OF TOMORROW'S PROTOTYPE!!!
Well, Im not going to spoon feed you all in where to download this song, Im quite busy here so sorry XD. But anyway, you can google search to download the song. I type in google search:
gundam 00 season 2 prototype full version download
Gundam 00 season 2 opening song in full version is also available to download and just type in google search:
hakanaku mo towa no kanashi full version download
These 2 songs are great and of course, they are from the anime Gundam 00. About the opening song, what I love the most is the chorus part of the song! Setsuna is trying hard to reach Marina's hand and the lyric goes 'Ah, no matter what I won't stop finding you, the warmth of your hands and eyes...', very nice... I believe Setsuna you can reach Marina's hand one day, yeah!
By the way, I noticed that there are some updates in the translation in the lyrics of both songs, here are the revised version of these 2 translated lyrics of the song Hakanaku mo Towa no Kanashi and Prototype:
Hakanaku mo Towa no Kanashi translated lyric version 2:
I refuse to understand love, because love is too heavy
Before it changes into hatred…
Even a false reality on this uncertain earth
No matter what, the sky sees everything
In this time of twisted dilemmas
The two of us continue moving on
Without even noticing the promise we made
We've left behind the time we fought each other, and even mutual understanding,
But is this the end for us? Please don't say it
Even when the time comes and we have to face each other
Don't run away from this image of falling down
Ah, no matter what I won't stop finding you
The warmth of your hands and eyes
You whispered that love only hurts everytime
You cried because you're afraid to believe, right?
Know your weakness and you'll become strong
Don't believe in fear
And you'll find true love
Prototype translated lyric version 2:
When naiveté changes into simple strength,
A shadow is created in this world.
Even though I want to touch the light
That exists and lies down behind the glass case.
I can't lower down the hand I've raised,
And I crouch down as if I'm falling.
I've gone past the prototype for tomorrow's ideals
Though it would not be a beautiful epic to be passed down
And it's so sad that I'm suited to be
In this dark place where I'm about to lose my body
Both are nice songs, gotta enjoy them ^ ^
By the way, Gundam 00 season 2 episode 6 subbed in english is in youtube, now Im not going to embed them here, Im busy, but will give links for those who interested:
Part 1:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eiytkuVP0pI
Part 2:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UGtwVn4_BuI
Part 3:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eMbmkeWJK_I
All are english subbed.
When asked about why my skin is so 'white'... I wonder... how many people had asked me this kind of question already... but really, my skin really that white meh? I think many taiwan artists also whiter than me wor, but anyway, I didnt apply any whitening lotion or what to make my skin white, my skin is NATURAL!!! My skin is as white as my dad's skin so I guess my skin is genetically transfered from my dad's chromosome trait. My skin white doesnt mean that I didnt go for outdoor at all you know, and no matter how long I try to sun bath under the hot sun outside, my skin is still white, thats all lol. From standard 3 until form 4, I used to play basketball almost everyday outside but still white, so I guess my skin is natural one, no whitening lotion applied. But very cool leh I have white skin, feels more like japanese or korean haha.
Why I believe in destiny? Haiz, actually its up to you to believe it or not in this kind of thing one actually... I only halfly believe in this because there are things that cant be proven scientifically in this world. Most of the things cant be proven scientifically, like human's power also cant be measured. When humans are emotionally influenced, their power output will be far more greater than their normal power. Like what we usually watch in dramas or anime, when a character is in danger or under emotional mode, their power suddenly will grow stronger and this kind of thing cant be proven scientifically so thats why sometimes I believe in destiny or miracle. It is really up to you to believe it or not... sometimes, if you dont believe, then that thing will not happen; if you believe, then what you believe in will happen. Just say that a person wants to be rich in future... if that person dont believe that he can get rich in future, he will not work hard for his aims on becoming rich because he doesnt believe that he will be rich. If he believe in that, he will work hard and he may be rich in future because he believes that he can do it, he can be rich. So thats why sometimes, it is up to us to believe in whatever things we want to do... if we dont believe, it may not happen; if we belive, it may happen. Thats why I always say something like :'I believe in myself.' or 'I believe in you.'... that is because I want to believe that me myself or you yourself can make it no matter what it is. About the blood type personality, it has been proven scientifically that for those who's blood type is A, they are more introvert and have a serious nature; blood type B, cheerful and wild; blood type O, average in social, kind and optimistic but can be cruel sometimes; blood type AB, have a cool nature and quiet. Yes, these have been proven scientifically according to wiki's info. I think horoscope and a person's past experience also will have a strong influence in developing a person's personality as well too. The blood type you have is just a general outline of your general social skills and attitude. For example, me myself is blood type A so thats why I kinda introvert and serious sometimes. My horoscope is Libra so thats why some of you will think some of my thinking and actions are strange... and obviously, I feel that many Libras mind a lot in their appearance lol. But most of my personality are developed from my past experience... like my desire to become stronger and stronger is developed from heng bong and the day I was attacked by those stupid thieves... and if you notice it closely, my blog's entry during March, April, May and June are like I was hating this world because this world is not fair or what... it is also developed from that day i was attacked by those thieves too... from that day onwards, I feel that life is so precious to me and I feel that human's life is just as fragile as ant, once being stepped, your life is gone and I feel that some people dont get what they deserved, it is full of unjustice... thats what I think for quite some time ago and I wrote them in my blog lol. Many characters from drama and anime's personality are also developed from their past experiences too... some antagonist characters also have some terrible past so thats why sometimes they want to forget about their past and turn it into some sort of revenge. So, past experience also influence a person's personality too.
Gundam 00 season 2 ending song Prototype full version is out for download!!! Man, I love this song so much!!! Angelic voice and beautiful song... I love the sad and pessimistic tone in the lyric of the song. But in the full version of the song, I think from sadistic tone, the lyric like becoming more and more motivating to me... something like even if you couldnt be remembered in history or have a good ending in whatever you did, but as long as you tried your best in everything you do, it's already alright and what's the most important thing is to SURPASS THE IDEALS OF TOMORROW'S PROTOTYPE!!!
Well, Im not going to spoon feed you all in where to download this song, Im quite busy here so sorry XD. But anyway, you can google search to download the song. I type in google search:
gundam 00 season 2 prototype full version download
Gundam 00 season 2 opening song in full version is also available to download and just type in google search:
hakanaku mo towa no kanashi full version download
These 2 songs are great and of course, they are from the anime Gundam 00. About the opening song, what I love the most is the chorus part of the song! Setsuna is trying hard to reach Marina's hand and the lyric goes 'Ah, no matter what I won't stop finding you, the warmth of your hands and eyes...', very nice... I believe Setsuna you can reach Marina's hand one day, yeah!
By the way, I noticed that there are some updates in the translation in the lyrics of both songs, here are the revised version of these 2 translated lyrics of the song Hakanaku mo Towa no Kanashi and Prototype:
Hakanaku mo Towa no Kanashi translated lyric version 2:
I refuse to understand love, because love is too heavy
Before it changes into hatred…
Even a false reality on this uncertain earth
No matter what, the sky sees everything
In this time of twisted dilemmas
The two of us continue moving on
Without even noticing the promise we made
We've left behind the time we fought each other, and even mutual understanding,
But is this the end for us? Please don't say it
Even when the time comes and we have to face each other
Don't run away from this image of falling down
Ah, no matter what I won't stop finding you
The warmth of your hands and eyes
You whispered that love only hurts everytime
You cried because you're afraid to believe, right?
Know your weakness and you'll become strong
Don't believe in fear
And you'll find true love
Prototype translated lyric version 2:
When naiveté changes into simple strength,
A shadow is created in this world.
Even though I want to touch the light
That exists and lies down behind the glass case.
I can't lower down the hand I've raised,
And I crouch down as if I'm falling.
I've gone past the prototype for tomorrow's ideals
Though it would not be a beautiful epic to be passed down
And it's so sad that I'm suited to be
In this dark place where I'm about to lose my body
Both are nice songs, gotta enjoy them ^ ^
By the way, Gundam 00 season 2 episode 6 subbed in english is in youtube, now Im not going to embed them here, Im busy, but will give links for those who interested:
Part 1:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eiytkuVP0pI
Part 2:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UGtwVn4_BuI
Part 3:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eMbmkeWJK_I
All are english subbed.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
When can I reach your hand?
The very first moment I saw you…
It casts a wonder in my heart…
In the desert of my memories,
The memory of you is even stronger than other memories I had in my life.
When can I get nearer to you?
I am not a person that can express out my feelings well
Even just by looking up at the sky,
I have lost my own words…
As if my soul is wandering around in the air.
When can I confess my feelings to you so that you can accept?
The innocent sapphire blue eyes of yours…
The restive mouth of yours that makes me has a strange rushing desire…
I won’t feel bored no matter how many times I look at your face
Even just by looking at your face, I find it hard for me to turn away from you…
When can I keep looking at your face without turning away?
Why is it so difficult for me to reach your hand?
No matter how many times I tried…
No matter how hard I tried…
I’m unable to reach your hand.
When can I reach your hand?
Why the distance between you and me is so far away?
The distance between you and me is as if being blocked by an invisible barrier
I am fighting against myself…
Running and running…
When can I cross the invisible barrier that blocked us away?
Why is it so difficult for me to reach your side?
The distance and the sight of you are farther and farther away…
I’m fighting against fate and destiny
In order to reach by your side
When can I be right beside you?
No matter how many times and how hard I tried…
The strong wind has blown the distance between you and me far far away…
Even if that so, I want to know the answer of yours…
But the distance has covered your voice away…
When can I know the answer of yours?
I have completely lost the sight of you away…
I’ve collapsed as if I’m falling in the space.
Even if I want to touch the being of light,
I’m unable to raise my own hands…
When can I raise my own hands again?
What’s your answer…?
Shall I wait for you or forget you?
The uncertainity is wandering around…
If that so, I will choose to forget about you…
When can I forget about you?
It is not that I’m afraid of facing the future
Shall we meet again in the future; I will remember you again…
Even if we can’t meet each other again in future, I will choose to forget about you…
And continue my journey ahead…
I’m crossing the countless waves of the future in search of myself.
But… I still want to know…
What’s the answer of yours…?
Those are the screenshots from the opening of the anime Gundam 00 season 2. I find these pics quite inspiring so I took those screenshots. The main focus here is Setsuna is trying hard to reach Marina's hand... but in the end... Setsuna failed to reach her hand. Well, in the anime, Setsuna is an introverted person and dont like to express out his feelings. Now in the anime of gundam 00 season 2, Setsuna meets Marina again after 4 years and now, they are together. But even if they are together, there's no any advances in their relationship and this makes me want to bang my head to the screen everytime I look at them. Argh! They know each other feelings... but still no actions taken to advance...! I mean, they know they love each other well; know what each other is thinking and so on... but still, both Setsuna and Marina still dont want to take any further actions!!! This is what we called 'ai mei' in chinese... know each other's feelings but still no actions, this is 'ai mei' lor. By the way, the relationship between Setsuna and Marina is the most 'ai mei' in the whole Gundam universe, seriously, I never see such a 'ai mei' relationship before in all Gundam animes except for Gundam 00! Let's compare Gundam 00's relationship with other Gundam animes:
1. Gundam Wing: Heero Yuy actually like Relena but he's an introverted person. Although Heero is an introverted person, Relena takes actions to confess her feelings first to Heero.
2. Gundam X: The simple love between Garrod and Tifa even during the very 1st episode of the anime. It is something like: 'I love you, you love me'
3. Gundam SEED: Wah, this anime has a complicated relationship... at 1st, Kira Yamato has a crush on Fllay... then after certain events, they broke. After that, here comes the most famous Kira X Lacus relationship...
4. Gundam SEED Destiny: Shinn falls in love with Stellar at the 1st sight... but at the same time, Stellar also like falls in love with Shinn too... then... nice ending for them lor...
So after comparing, Gundam 00 is the 1st anime that has 'ai mei' relationship between Setsuna and Marina. Seriously, why both of them didnt take any actions at all even they know that they love each other lol.
But back to the topic, sometimes in love... it is hard for you to reach that person's hand because they are many factors... What are the factors? Ah, it is so many until you give me 1 hour to write everything out also not enough time for me to write them out!!! Well, sometimes it is either that both of you are from different classes of low class and high class; poor and rich class... but still, I think this kind of thing should not be a factor as love should comes from heart, but some people mind about this thing so it is difficult to reach her hand. Or maybe about complicated relationship la, triangle one, square one, hexagon or nonagon relationship also got lol... or maybe she wanna concentrate on something else 1st... or maybe she is shy too... or maybe she dont like you... or maybe she hates you... or maybe you are blocking her 'brighter' future so she dont wants you... ah so many and thats why you gimme 1 hour also not enough for me to write and elaborate all lol.
By the way, support Setsuna X Marina in Gundam 00! Lets hope this couple will not be 'ai mei' in the anime lol. But its a great idea that the director plots this kind of relationship, creating suspense among the fans too lol. I hope either one of them will take actions first in order to end this 'ai mei' relationship lol... preferably Setsuna to take actions 1st! Ah, they know each other feelings so well and now, they are so close to each other already... so why not take actions??? But in the end, here comes a conclusion: How good if love can be more simple and easy...
I believe that one day, Setsuna can reach Marina's hand.
For the ending of this post...
'When can I reach your hand?'
Tuesday 11 November 2008
SPM starts today and my sis went to school to take the exam so Im free at home! Can use computer to online again haha. Nowadays online also have nothing to do... feel bored... oh ya theres a new episode of Gundam 00 season 2, gotta watch it for a while.
7 more days before PA2, Chemistry 2 and Math 1 starts, feel a bit worried that I dont have enough time to read all of them... looks like I need to plan a strategy and timing to do my revision today.
Ah, quit saying all these heavy stuffs of exam... online is supposed to be fun haha. But anyway, after watching the new episode of Gundam 00 season 2, I gotta go soon... very busy man nowadays.
Good luck in doing revision for STPM :)!
7 more days before PA2, Chemistry 2 and Math 1 starts, feel a bit worried that I dont have enough time to read all of them... looks like I need to plan a strategy and timing to do my revision today.
Ah, quit saying all these heavy stuffs of exam... online is supposed to be fun haha. But anyway, after watching the new episode of Gundam 00 season 2, I gotta go soon... very busy man nowadays.
Good luck in doing revision for STPM :)!
Monday, November 10, 2008
Models- 1/144 Battle Damaged Exia Gundam/ Exia Gundam Repair
Just finished it yesterday, time taken is 3 hours. This is a modification I did to my 1/144 Exia Gundam to the battle damaged one as shown in the anime of Gundam 00 season 2 episode 1. The cloth is made by soft paper and colored brown by me. The rest of the parts are modified by me.
This is the official pic of Exia Repair, I used this pic as my main reference when I modify my Exia:
Below are Exia Repair / Battle Damaged Exia pics done by me, enjoy ^ ^:
Sword, head, hand, legs are damaged.
Another different angle view
This is cool
Using a damaged GN Sword to fight?
Shooting pose
Piercing pose
Normal pose
Normal pose 2
Comparison of my 1/144 Battle Damaged Exia / Exia Repair with my 1/144 Exia:
I hope you all have fun viewing my modifications of my Exia. For those modellers who also want to do the same to their Exia, I suggest that you all have a reference first before doing so. This is not suitable for beginners to do too as you will regret that you will mess and screw anything away with your Exia. But still, have fun modifying your 'clean' Exia to a damged version of exia!
Anyway, this is the Battle Damaged exia / Exia Repair in the anime of Gundam 00 episode 1:
Have fun! :)
This is the official pic of Exia Repair, I used this pic as my main reference when I modify my Exia:
Below are Exia Repair / Battle Damaged Exia pics done by me, enjoy ^ ^:
Sword, head, hand, legs are damaged.
Another different angle view
This is cool
Using a damaged GN Sword to fight?
Shooting pose
Piercing pose
Normal pose
Normal pose 2
Comparison of my 1/144 Battle Damaged Exia / Exia Repair with my 1/144 Exia:
I hope you all have fun viewing my modifications of my Exia. For those modellers who also want to do the same to their Exia, I suggest that you all have a reference first before doing so. This is not suitable for beginners to do too as you will regret that you will mess and screw anything away with your Exia. But still, have fun modifying your 'clean' Exia to a damged version of exia!
Anyway, this is the Battle Damaged exia / Exia Repair in the anime of Gundam 00 episode 1:
Have fun! :)
Monday 10 November 2008
Last Saturday got STPM MUET exam... do quite ok there, just that the listening test is a bit tricky to me. After taking MUET exam, went to mid valley with hong yi and bought Gundam model kits. After that, at home make Gundam lol.
HG 1/144 Exia Gundam and SD 00 Gundam model kits on my bed
Lets see whats the reason I buy another new Exia Gundam for in the next post! ^.^
SD 00 Gundam is finished, cute right? This is SD version of 00 Gundam, RM29.90
Nowadays nothing special happened too. Just keep on doing revision and exercise... nothing else I can do much too since STPM is coming nearer and currently going on. I hope that time can passed faster until the whole STPM is finished.
Yesterday my aunt bought me a vitamin E, rosemary oil extract for me to apply to my face to erase the scars on my face... I hope this works, I never apply any vitamins on my face before...
For my hair, hong yi, you wanna know how long I wanna keep?
Here is my aim:
Yup. I wish I have his side burn and hair style as long as him. He's the main character of the drama Princess Hour. He's an introverted character that dunno how to express his feelings out and a stubborn guy. But inside his heart, he's actually a kind person and kinda afraid of being lonely. Nowadays I saw him is braver to say out his feelings already in the drama haha...
Or maybe if longer, I may become:
Another character from Princess Hour too. But I more prefer to keep my hair like the 1st pic and not this one, this is just an optional choice for my hair style lol. I hate him in the drama... he always cry in the drama one... but still, a kind and nice guy, many girls like him, but I hate him. Sometimes, Im impressed by his actions to show his feelings to the girl he likes in the drama too... haiz, maybe I will be like him one day... falling in love only makes me feel crazier and maybe I will do the same thing like him in order to show my feelings XD. Seriously, this guy will do anything to chase the girl he likes. I just impressed by his actions and I think his sacrifices in love with the girl he likes is so infinity and great haha.
HG 1/144 Exia Gundam and SD 00 Gundam model kits on my bed
Lets see whats the reason I buy another new Exia Gundam for in the next post! ^.^
SD 00 Gundam is finished, cute right? This is SD version of 00 Gundam, RM29.90
Nowadays nothing special happened too. Just keep on doing revision and exercise... nothing else I can do much too since STPM is coming nearer and currently going on. I hope that time can passed faster until the whole STPM is finished.
Yesterday my aunt bought me a vitamin E, rosemary oil extract for me to apply to my face to erase the scars on my face... I hope this works, I never apply any vitamins on my face before...
For my hair, hong yi, you wanna know how long I wanna keep?
Here is my aim:
Yup. I wish I have his side burn and hair style as long as him. He's the main character of the drama Princess Hour. He's an introverted character that dunno how to express his feelings out and a stubborn guy. But inside his heart, he's actually a kind person and kinda afraid of being lonely. Nowadays I saw him is braver to say out his feelings already in the drama haha...
Or maybe if longer, I may become:
Another character from Princess Hour too. But I more prefer to keep my hair like the 1st pic and not this one, this is just an optional choice for my hair style lol. I hate him in the drama... he always cry in the drama one... but still, a kind and nice guy, many girls like him, but I hate him. Sometimes, Im impressed by his actions to show his feelings to the girl he likes in the drama too... haiz, maybe I will be like him one day... falling in love only makes me feel crazier and maybe I will do the same thing like him in order to show my feelings XD. Seriously, this guy will do anything to chase the girl he likes. I just impressed by his actions and I think his sacrifices in love with the girl he likes is so infinity and great haha.
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Tuesday 4 November 2008
Long time didnt check my email inbox and after graduation day, Im surprised that my inbox is full of emails... saw some invitations to join facebook again so decided to join lor. Then after joining facebook, I find out that it is fun, got many games to play one lol, but those features Im not so familiar yet.
Nowadays keep doing revision and exercise. Watching Bruce Lee's drama makes me exercise everyday to strenghten myself lol. But what Im afraid to train is my stomach's muscle... many people told me that if I train my stomach muscle, it will become hard for me to grow taller. So I guess I better train my arm, hand and leg muscle first. Aahhh, I really admire Bruce lee... when can I become as strong as him lol.
After graduation day, some might feel down and some might not... but I think cannot always feel sad or heavy also because of this lor. No point of being sad all the time too... nowadays when I do exercise, I feel all my sadness and heaviness are gone lol, maybe sadness can turn into power too haha. But haiz, maybe even after STPM, although I will have my own wings, but the wings feel heavy for me to fly... mum said wanna do facial also need to wait until 21 years old because she said no point doing facial now because Im still in growing stage, must wait until my growing stage stop only can do facial swt! Haiz, my left side of my face ah... only left side of my face got problem only, right side no problem one... But for hair, no problem la lol.
Good luck in STPM by the way!
Nowadays keep doing revision and exercise. Watching Bruce Lee's drama makes me exercise everyday to strenghten myself lol. But what Im afraid to train is my stomach's muscle... many people told me that if I train my stomach muscle, it will become hard for me to grow taller. So I guess I better train my arm, hand and leg muscle first. Aahhh, I really admire Bruce lee... when can I become as strong as him lol.
After graduation day, some might feel down and some might not... but I think cannot always feel sad or heavy also because of this lor. No point of being sad all the time too... nowadays when I do exercise, I feel all my sadness and heaviness are gone lol, maybe sadness can turn into power too haha. But haiz, maybe even after STPM, although I will have my own wings, but the wings feel heavy for me to fly... mum said wanna do facial also need to wait until 21 years old because she said no point doing facial now because Im still in growing stage, must wait until my growing stage stop only can do facial swt! Haiz, my left side of my face ah... only left side of my face got problem only, right side no problem one... But for hair, no problem la lol.
Good luck in STPM by the way!
Monday, November 3, 2008
Monday 3 November 2008
Finally, graduation day is over and I guess during the final day… you all already know everything about me include my secrets lor especially jet… I feel shocked that everyone seems to know what is inside me even I didn’t tell you all before lol… especially in this very final day... so I guess I also don’t have to hide everything already lor since everyone already know XD
Friday is the graduation day, having fun for the whole day in class. The graduation ceremony is also enjoyable too… the songs in the ceremony make me feel emo. That day my hair spike like Black Cat’s hair style lor haha, messy + ruffled + spike. My hair now very long until cannot spike up properly already and I want to continue keeping my hair. Then after school go Gardens’s redbox to sing karaoke with friends. Before that, go for lunch at Mid Valley. The lunch there reminds me about what my guangzhou bro had taught me… he said before to me that when eating, theres a bad habit of people that minds about how fast you eat lol. So in this situation, some people who eat slow will feel pressure and couldn’t enjoy their food properly. In order to protect them who eat slow, what you need to do is eat slower than them so that they can enjoy the food. In the end, although some people might say that you eat is the slowest, but as long as you can protect them, it worth it… because you will feel happy if you can protect them… that’s what my guangzhou bro said to me and I also do the same thing… looks like its kinda true too, although people might say you eat the slowest, but if can see everyone can eat enjoyably without minding about speed, it worth it lol! So next time if want to go yam cha or what invite me please, I will always eat the slowest in order to make you all eat enjoyably without minding about speed, wahahaha XD! Walao, I learned many skills nowadays ah, thanks to jet and my guangzhou bro, what you all say are quite reasonable and true. Anyway, when asked about hong yi’s sis, shouldn’t ask me about this la because my answer is one-sided one. In my eyes, only that person is the most beautiful one no matter what lol! Ok la joking, in neutral view, hong yi’s sis is ok la but too tall >.<
Then finally its karaoke time in redbox!!! To my surprise, chan yan also came! But at first, I feel the whole room is very cold and I don’t want to select songs first because jet is not there yet… until jet comes, only I have the courage to select one and I have to keep saying and saying that whenever jet is around, I feel totally safe!!!! I also dunno why got this kind of feeling too, maybe jet understands me the most one… friends for 4 years already man haha, you know that I have social problems and I no need to open my mouth, jet also can know what Im thinking already haha. Its my turn to sing my first song, actually I want to use fake voice to sing one, but that day I so emo man, rather than singing all the songs properly, I rather shout all my heart out!!! I shout until my voice become sandy… but still I like it, because I feel that my heart feels more comfortable after shouting. About why I always choose Jay Chow’s songs, this is because I feel that his songs got some relation to me lor. From form 1, I dunno who Jay Chow is until my mum and my sisters that often read the newspaper said I looks like Jay Chow because I also hate to wear underwear like Jay Chow too… but anyway, that is form 1 la lol and from that day, I feel curious about Jay Chow and keep listen to his songs so that’s why almost all his old song from the album Fantasy I know how to sing.
After karaoke, go dinner with ching ying and what happened is a secret la, promised not to tell one. Anyway, I also got brain one please, there are some things that I wont tell in my blog also la haha. But I pity qi jie, lunch and dinner only drink only, didnt eat meh? But qi jie, never mind one la, keep on becoming stronger and make that person regret for not choosing you in future lor! If I were you, I will improve myself… this also reminds me about some drama too… about a girl dumping his bf and that bf keep on improving himself and in future, that bf becomes a famous and successful person and that girl comes back to him and that boy makes that girl regret for not choosing him earlier. If it is me, I will say:’Thanks for making me realize that without money, looks and talents, I couldn’t get anything. Now I already have everything and I have to thank you for making me become even more succesful.’. Ah joking la, this is way too poisonous already lol.
For jet, if I were you, I will not change gf in future la. Because most of the time, if you broke up with a girl, it will leave a scar in her memories and that scar sometimes couldn’t be healed and oftenly, they will haunted by this scar. So if it is me, I will keep on leaving a happy memory from the beginning of the story until the very end of the story. Haiz, but future is so unpredictable… so if you wanna break also have to break peacefully so that the scar you left isnt that painful lor haha.
Ah, don’t think too much about what I say. Now STPM is coming so I have to wish you all good luck in your STPM! ^.^
Oh ya about my trip to guangzhou, my dad yesterday suddenly told me that there will be a delay because they wanna go sichuan first so I can go langkawi… but this makes me feel like very za dou lor, say properly already suddenly wanna change, haiz! But anyway, my flight ticket to langkawi settled already. About graduation pic, Im going to upload them in our class blog.
Friday is the graduation day, having fun for the whole day in class. The graduation ceremony is also enjoyable too… the songs in the ceremony make me feel emo. That day my hair spike like Black Cat’s hair style lor haha, messy + ruffled + spike. My hair now very long until cannot spike up properly already and I want to continue keeping my hair. Then after school go Gardens’s redbox to sing karaoke with friends. Before that, go for lunch at Mid Valley. The lunch there reminds me about what my guangzhou bro had taught me… he said before to me that when eating, theres a bad habit of people that minds about how fast you eat lol. So in this situation, some people who eat slow will feel pressure and couldn’t enjoy their food properly. In order to protect them who eat slow, what you need to do is eat slower than them so that they can enjoy the food. In the end, although some people might say that you eat is the slowest, but as long as you can protect them, it worth it… because you will feel happy if you can protect them… that’s what my guangzhou bro said to me and I also do the same thing… looks like its kinda true too, although people might say you eat the slowest, but if can see everyone can eat enjoyably without minding about speed, it worth it lol! So next time if want to go yam cha or what invite me please, I will always eat the slowest in order to make you all eat enjoyably without minding about speed, wahahaha XD! Walao, I learned many skills nowadays ah, thanks to jet and my guangzhou bro, what you all say are quite reasonable and true. Anyway, when asked about hong yi’s sis, shouldn’t ask me about this la because my answer is one-sided one. In my eyes, only that person is the most beautiful one no matter what lol! Ok la joking, in neutral view, hong yi’s sis is ok la but too tall >.<
Then finally its karaoke time in redbox!!! To my surprise, chan yan also came! But at first, I feel the whole room is very cold and I don’t want to select songs first because jet is not there yet… until jet comes, only I have the courage to select one and I have to keep saying and saying that whenever jet is around, I feel totally safe!!!! I also dunno why got this kind of feeling too, maybe jet understands me the most one… friends for 4 years already man haha, you know that I have social problems and I no need to open my mouth, jet also can know what Im thinking already haha. Its my turn to sing my first song, actually I want to use fake voice to sing one, but that day I so emo man, rather than singing all the songs properly, I rather shout all my heart out!!! I shout until my voice become sandy… but still I like it, because I feel that my heart feels more comfortable after shouting. About why I always choose Jay Chow’s songs, this is because I feel that his songs got some relation to me lor. From form 1, I dunno who Jay Chow is until my mum and my sisters that often read the newspaper said I looks like Jay Chow because I also hate to wear underwear like Jay Chow too… but anyway, that is form 1 la lol and from that day, I feel curious about Jay Chow and keep listen to his songs so that’s why almost all his old song from the album Fantasy I know how to sing.
After karaoke, go dinner with ching ying and what happened is a secret la, promised not to tell one. Anyway, I also got brain one please, there are some things that I wont tell in my blog also la haha. But I pity qi jie, lunch and dinner only drink only, didnt eat meh? But qi jie, never mind one la, keep on becoming stronger and make that person regret for not choosing you in future lor! If I were you, I will improve myself… this also reminds me about some drama too… about a girl dumping his bf and that bf keep on improving himself and in future, that bf becomes a famous and successful person and that girl comes back to him and that boy makes that girl regret for not choosing him earlier. If it is me, I will say:’Thanks for making me realize that without money, looks and talents, I couldn’t get anything. Now I already have everything and I have to thank you for making me become even more succesful.’. Ah joking la, this is way too poisonous already lol.
For jet, if I were you, I will not change gf in future la. Because most of the time, if you broke up with a girl, it will leave a scar in her memories and that scar sometimes couldn’t be healed and oftenly, they will haunted by this scar. So if it is me, I will keep on leaving a happy memory from the beginning of the story until the very end of the story. Haiz, but future is so unpredictable… so if you wanna break also have to break peacefully so that the scar you left isnt that painful lor haha.
Ah, don’t think too much about what I say. Now STPM is coming so I have to wish you all good luck in your STPM! ^.^
Oh ya about my trip to guangzhou, my dad yesterday suddenly told me that there will be a delay because they wanna go sichuan first so I can go langkawi… but this makes me feel like very za dou lor, say properly already suddenly wanna change, haiz! But anyway, my flight ticket to langkawi settled already. About graduation pic, Im going to upload them in our class blog.
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