Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Tuesday 30 September 2008

Nothing happened today, my parents are coming back tomorrow midnight from China. This holiday, I have been following this daily schedule:

8am - Wake up, breakfast and study revision
12pm – Rest (usually relax in bed and lost in my own thoughts…)
1pm – Lunch, play with my Nintendo DS
5pm – Exercise (jump rope)
7pm – Dinner while watching 8tv drama ‘Sorry I love you’, hm, nice drama, got lenglui XD
8pm – Play DS again
10pm – Exercise (jump rope)
11pm – Bath and rest
12am – Sleep

But today, I feel very sien… usually I never feel bored playing DS before. Now I realized that how loneliness kills me >.<. Before that, I used to have a lonely life… everyday dota and chat with friends through msn or play DS… I didn’t went out like doing shopping, movies and karaoke before until this year. Now whatever I do, I cant do it alone but must have friends to accompany me lol, I used to do things my own. It is only the 2nd day of holiday and I have already complaining of ‘Loneliness kills me!!!’!

Today Sep 30, hmm plan to go karaoke failed, gotta wait a few more days haha. But Jet, no need to force yourself too much, if cannot also never mind one haha. Today is the last day of September and western countries are going autumn and this explains the song ‘Wake me up when September Ends’.

So yeah, wake me up when September ends.

*Learning 听妈妈的话 by Jay, learned for 2 days but still cant >.<

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Sunday 28 September 2008

Nowadays Im having a relaxing days and no tuition for now so Im going to enjoy as much as I want this holiday, yay! Now I really inspired by Black Cat’s main character Train Heartnet’s life as a stray cat. Be a carefree, cheerful, optimistic guy… it is actually fun to have a life like this… a man looking for freedom… ah this suits me well. Besides, to make my hair grow faster than normal rate, the most important thing is do not stress yourself up because if you worry about too many things, pressure yourself and force yourself to do things you don’t like, your hair will fall more often and this explains why many men nowadays are losing their hair haha. Besides that, today I read the newspaper and again, some ‘bright’ people are killed again… this makes me feel that the more successful you are, the more enemies and rivals you have… that’s why I always like to keep myself low profile. Too much publicity will get you assassinated by your rivals. Anyway, life is too short for me to worry about. Human’s life is always short, if you keep worry about anything, this will make yourself suffer so why not be a carefree guy? That’s what I learned from Black Cat. Before this, I used to be jealous of those who always enjoy life so much that they forget to work or study… but now I understand after reading Black Cat, it is not I jealous of these kind of people, it is just that I really want to be like them. But still, now I think balance half-half of both work and fun is the most important. I think my mindset has synchronized with Train Heartnet haha.

By the way, I find out the STPM timetable online. I know some of you nerds have already find out about this earlier than me =.=. Here’s the link to download the timetable:

http://edu.joshuatly.com/stpm-2008-time-table-download/

Me: ‘No need to thank me.’
Some viewers: ‘Who want to thank you?’ -.-

Ha, I remember this scene from the drama Hot Shot well. Wu Jun go to save Dong Fang Xiang and Yuan Da Ying in a scene where a mysterious group is trying to catch Dong Fang Xiang. After Wu Jun save them, Wu Jun immediately say: ‘No need to thank me.’ With his cool action face and Yuan Da Ying say to Wu Jun: ‘I didn’t say I want to thank you also.’ Lol.

Today go IOI sushi king for luch because aunt belanja. Eat until RM160+ haha. Anyway, I saw some nice shirts at IOI, Im going to buy them next time. After that, whole afternoon do exercise as this will improve the growth rate of my hair, reduce cholesterol from my body and lastly, grow taller lol.

Again and again, happy holiday! ^.^

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Saturday 27 September 2008

Yesterday go for karaoke at Neway Puchong, very very near to my house. Surprisingly, bo jun also went there, this is so unexpected to me! Firstly, Im glad that bo jun got sing some songs and most of my songs bobo can sing too, not bad la, just didnt hear bobo solo sing before. Im also surprised that bobo's voice is deeper than me and mostly kok jet's light voice + bo jun's deep voice combo can already cover up my voice lol! My voice is between light and deep tone one haha! Secondly, Im glad that Im not '宅男' anymore ha! Thats why I said I changed a lot already... 'Experience the new yx!'. Xiang Ling said all of us are quite quiet but no choice la, me, bo jun and lea yi seldom listen to songs one. I usually listen to anime songs (I think I have to switch to chinese song already =.=... but many chinese songs didnt attract me enough except for some), bobo seems to know a lot of old songs while lea yi seems to know english songs and hey, I only choose 4 Jay Chow's songs man, the rest I really didnt choose one leh lol XD. Thirdly, I want to thank to everyone for letting me solo '熟悉的温柔' lor and solo half-half '不能说的秘密', the rest of my songs bobo know how to sing and combo singing with kok jet mostly ^.^. For the price, I think it is quite reasonable... at 1st I think it was so overly expensive but after went home and think about it, it is actually worth more than redbox wor. The price I paid that time is RM19 or RM20... redbox is usually RM15 like that. But that redbox RM15 is for 3 hours and tidbits only. Neway RM19 is for 4 hours + tidbits + foods and drinks. Think and think again, Neway is actually quite cheaper, but I wonder that manager will accept our student card again =.=. After finish and when going home, saw mr lean and yong moi moi! That time my heart is shouting :'OMG mr lean saw my hair again...!' omg la my hair get caught again lol? But luckily mr lean like closing one eye since this is not school, yeah. So thanks to everyone for making that day a fun day. A bit feel guilty to bobo since he didnt sing too much there, no solo even a single song too =.=...

Hey jet, go for more karaoke man, I didnt sing enough XD, got 4 more songs left that day, argh!!! Besides, 4 more weeks we will be graduating already and 7 weeks left for STPM... so lets make this 4 weeks a fun weeks while the 3 weeks left is to study la ok jet? Please please please >.<... remember to sms me if got go ah haha.

September is ending already and I wish everyone here:
- Happy holiday
- Happy hari raya, dont eat until become fat
- Happy studying
- Happy gaming
- Have fun
- Happy birthday angela (Sep 28? I depend on Friendster birthday reminder one >.<)
- Happy birthday to myself (Oct 1, during the holidays and the 1st day of hari raya. Hey jet, wanna go karaoke at 30 Sep? Lets sing 'Wake me up when September ends' by Greenday haha, but no time also nevermind one ^.^)
- The power that can change the world, Gundam 00 arrives at Oct 5!!! (I wish all karaoke place got all my gundam songs and kenshin songs! If slamdunk song also got, why no gundam one?? All singers that sang these songs are very famous one la, Larcen Ciel, Rie Fu, Chemistry... they are quite famous too. Gundam 00's 1st opening, Daybreak's Bell why dont have one, I only can see that karaoke screen only got Daybreak, no Daybreak's Bell lol...)

A new trailer for Gundam 00 second season:



Some points to look up:
- Saji and Louise love relation is going rocky since Saji's girlfriend, Louise has joined the enemy side
- Setsuna's rival enemies all are still alive, looks like Setsuna is going to be in trouble as they wanna seek revenge
- While season 1 ends with a peaceful world created after the war of Celestial Being, a new oppositon terrorist group has been formed to break the unition between the world and once again, the world become more chaotic
- Heck, its Setsuna again wearing his uniform and walking to the battlefield! Yeah we know you are sexy XD
- Setsuna pilots the Gundam 00 again in the end... yeah.

Something tells me that the ending for Gundam 00 is going to be dramatic and theres a high possibility that Setsuna will die in the end since the director of Gundam 00 is the director of the anime Fullmetal Alchemist too. I hope Setsuna will not die like Edward Elric in the end. Oh ya, Edward didnt die in the end, but he sacrifice himself to go to another world of diemnsion in order to recover his borther's body back. But still, I know the director will make a sad ending for sure as Gundam 00 season 1's ending is already sad enough and many fans are wondering either Setsuna is still alive in the end of season 1, but luckily, Setsuna still alive for season 2 =.=

Friday, September 26, 2008

Friday 26 September 2008

Well, when you look at the post title, Friday, you sure know I didnt go to school today and I will not blog if I did -.-. Now losing my mood to go to school... exam is just over, STPM is coming, I need to spend time to regrow my hair, play some games on my Nintendo DS and so much thing to do and yes, read comics online! Now reading Busou Renkin, the 2nd story drawn by the author of Rurouni Kenshin, Nabuhiro Watsuki.

Yesterday actually dont want to go to school one, but after hearing what heng bong and hong yi told me that lim yoke kheng is still hunting for me and I will be in deep trouble if I continuing to mess up with her. Then I finally made up my mind to surrender to her yesterday =.=. Luckily, she didnt do anything to me and I just listen to her 5-minute speech about moral talks, well you know it. So business cleared and I dont have to worry about anything already for now, give me a peaceful good night sleep. Now is 9.02am according to my computer time, aahhh... while Im relaxing at home with my computer on, my friends are hardworking in school ^.^

I think my blog will go at a slower phase because nowadays Im busy playing my DS. Many DS games had released and I didnt get the chance to play all of them since exam. I dont have much inspiration nowadays because of exam too, but now since exam is just over, I think my inspiration will come back XD. Besides I think I have gotten fat during these exam days... keep studying and no exercise... one more thing is I need to make my hair grow faster by doing more exercise and hair massage, not forgetting about taking more vitamin Bs, sleep earlier and must sleep 7-8 hours... I just hate my hair being short!

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Wednesday 24 September 2008

Today didnt go to school because exam is just over. I know today got listening test but... dont care la, Im being hunted by lim yoke kheng for my hair. Yesterday wanna go cut my hair one, but my hair stylist went for vacation again so my mum have to cut for me. I seldom cut my hair one, 4 months once and just because I used the methods on how to make my hair grow faster, just in 2 months, my hair is already as long as 4 month's and great, lim yoke kheng caught me. I totally agree with qi jie, where got people exam time catch people's hair one, other cases no need to care ah? Haiz! What the fuss of hair? When I was in catholic from form 1-lower 6, they didnt care much about our hair one, why this year they changed their policy to focus on our hair instead? Besides, it is exam time and catch me just because of my hair? This is one of a good reason for me to fail my exam, yup. Whenever lim yoke kheng is in the class, she keep looking at me only and keep talking to me while I am writing down my answers on my exam paper... you say how can I concentrate like that? After she left, I dont have the mood to continue my exam anymore! I feel my body whole burning already la haiz. Exam time some more want people to cut hair and waste time like that but not study, where is the logic of this 'discipline thing'? If want to catch about this, why not after exam?? If after exam, I still can accept those consequences but definitely not if she catch me during exam, this is unfair to me. Justice is blind.

Now I hate my hair style man... need to make them grow faster again, haiz! Now I know why last few weeks I always have nightmares, maybe they wanna tell me about this bad thing will happen to me. Why I care so much about my own hair? Generally, why a person wants to keep their hair? Because hair makes them look nicer, right? Same to me. If you dont care about your looks, you might as well become a monk already, shave all your hair until you turn bold. But of course some people like to be bold too. Then if you choose to keep your hair, of course you are going to take care of your hair la. Whats the use of your hair if you dont style it with gel or what? You gotta maximize the 'usefulness' of your hair so thats why I always style my hair lor. One more important thing is for those guys that are like me, if there is nothing for me to care in this world, no politics for me to care about, no Gundams for me to care about (my parents dont allow me to buy it anymore, but still I wanna buy it and Im gonna hide it away XD), no cars for me to care about, no gf for me to care about, the only and the last thing I wanna care about is my self!!! Being a human, you have many things to care about yourself! Hair, always take good care of it, dont let yourself suffering on hair loss, nowadays man's hair loss is getting worser. Eye, dont let your eye become short or long sighted, take care of your eyes properly too (my eyesight is still good, 30:30). Face, dont let it damaged and the most frustrating thing for me, pimples! Heck, kill them if they grow on your face >.
Yesterday went to mid valley with hong yi and watched Babylon AD. Felt that movie is kinda below average too... actually I feel that Black Water is better than this one =.=. Then went to pharmacy to look for hair growing vitamins... RM30+ omg I have no money to buy man... ah looks like I really need to be more hardworking to care for my hair again... feel sad.

I dunno what is going to happen in school today but I also sensed that teacher is going to call my dad. I mean, lim yoke kheng has already hunting for me yesterday and if today I didnt show up my face yet, I predict that she is gonna to do something bad on me. Besides, today got listening test and being absent in school... dunno teacher will call or not also. Actually today I dont wanna go to school is because of lim yoke kheng. Minor reasons are teacher giving out exam results to us and of course teacher is going to scold some of us for getting poor results. Thats why I dont wanna go. If I go, I feel myself 'wanted' and feel myself playing cat and mouse game with lim yoke kheng just like L and Kira cat and mouse game. But sorry lim yoke kheng, Im not going to play this game with you today and tomorrow. Whenever you saw lim yoke kheng and you are caught, everything is like 'mou dak kheng'(cantonese). Thats why people say lim yoke kheng = mou dak kheng. Call my parents? Haha, my dad is now at Guangzhou, discussing about student exchange programme for this year, Monday only come back. My mum's handphone not recorded before as she just get her phone number this year. Call my house? No one is at home in this morning until afternoon. But during afternoon, Im already back at home lor. So wanna phone? Go ahead man. XD

Added a new widget Babel Fish Web Translator. I find it to be quite funny to see my blog being translated into different languages especially chinese and japanese. Try it out lol. Especially when translated to chinese, everything seems to sound weird and funny. Good for some laughs too. But still, this web translator is quite good and accurate compared to other translator.

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Some basic things in this world

Today Saturday and nothing special happened. Nowadays I feel hot man... summer is already over but still hot? Besides, there are no rain nowadays too... even hotter. About me in bad mood during exam period, very normal thing for me la. If you are curious look back at those June posts, the 2nd exam term is around June and during that time Im in bad mood too, so not a big deal haha.

One more thing I wanna add about is dont be playboy lol. I guess you all should know about this as this is the most basic thing in the world. For those who doesnt know about this, let me explain. Being like this will make girls think that you are not serious enough and this shows that you have no commitment.

Mentioned about the most basic thing in the world, there are a few more things that are very basic and everyone should know it. No.1, all humans are yellow minded, include gays and lesbians lol >.<. It is just that depends on how 'yellow' you are. Some of humans have a more 'high level of yellowness' until they become those rape criminals, some have a lower level of yellowness. This is an unavoidable true fact and it is up to you to control it.

No.2, all humans like to imagine things. Who doesnt like to imagine things? Even blind people imagined about how the real world looks like too. So for heng bong, you say you dont like to imagine things and claim that you are a realistic person? Sorry, I cant accept this as all your movements prove that you are not 100% realistic at all. Let me explain slowly 1st. The 1st question I wanna ask is do you think imaginary world is better than the real world? Of course it is better and for those who answer no, you are lying to yourself, if not, you havent seen the true face of the world outside. Besides, no matter how realistic you are, a realistic person always dream of becoming succesful in their future... about getting unlimited source of money like Bill Gates, luxurious car, bunggalow and so on. So, realistic person dont like to imagine things? Sorry, I dont accept that. The final thing is, a person that is so funny and always having fun around, telling jokes, make a fool of people and etc also love to imagine things. Imagine about what? No need me to tell, it is imagine about those dirty tricks or funny things that you can do to others of course. So, heng bong, no matter how you say that you dont like to imagine things, you are just lying to yourself. For those people out there that claim that they dont love to imagine things, they are lying to themselves too. Just face it, all humans love to imagine things. It is just that you need to control it and only use it at the right time, just like me ^.^, I imagine at the right time, yeah, bless me. One more thing is I wanna tell you that a person that dont like to imagine things is a boring person. With imagination, we have many creative ideas in our life. Always remeber this fact.

The last unavoidable true fact is that all humans do play dirty tricks. It just up to them that how dirty their tricks are. This includes me and everyone. If you say you didnt play any dirty tricks to your advantage, you are also lying to yourself. If you say you REALLY didnt do that before, Im pretty sure that you used cheats to play your computer games too, end talk.

These 3 things are the most basic things in this world. So if you encounter those people who claim that they arent like that, just like I mentioned above, they are just lying to themselves.

Friday, September 19, 2008

Gundam 00 season 2 3rd and 4th trailer

The 3rd and 4th official trailer of season 2 Gundam 00 are out! Looks like everyone is getting excited about Gundam 00 season 2 which will be aired at October! Lets see the 3rd trailer 1st:


- 'Prototype' is going to be season 2's theme song? This song sounds very nice man... I love that singer's voice, sounds cute and beautiful? ^.^
- Season 1's Lockon Stratos, this pilot's code name is going to be taken over to Neil's twin brother after Neil has died, who also has the same appearance with Neil.
- Marina is ganged by reporters? Anyway, Marina looks more prettier in season 2. Kinda become a bit thin already...?
- Here comes our most beloved Setsuna who survived from the season 1's war. Setsuna wearing his Gundam pilot uniform? Sexy man.
- Here comes Gundam 00! In this distorted world borns a new hope!
* I hope Setsuna will chase Marina although Marina is older than him, they are a perfect match so why not, Setsuna?


4th trailer:


- A song named... dunno what... (it is in japanese) sang by a japanese rock band UVERworld. I think this song is the opening song for season 2.
- Here comes Gundam again with some war scenes. Looks like season 2's enemy is not going to be easy too even though Celestial Being has Gundam 00 that has the 'power that change the world'!

Taken from wiki:
In a top 20 anime poll published in the April 2008 issue of Newtype magazine, Japanese readers voted for Gundam 00 as the best anime, higher than its predecessor Gundam SEED which was voted ninth.
- Finally voted as the best anime... Im so touched... mostly Bleach, Naruto and Pokemon are ranked 1st, but not now anymore, it is Gundam 00! I always believed that this time will come one, heh.

Season 2's plot:
Four years have past since the final battle between Celestial Being and the UN Forces. Humanity, having established the Earth Sphere Federation, forms an independent security preservation force, A-Laws, separate from the formal Federation army to further unify nations and the will of mankind. But the reality was the inhumane oppression of misuse of powers, doctrines, and ideologies in the name of unity.

Saji Crossroad has followed the path to becoming a space engineer to keep a promise to Louise Halevy, who is compelled to become involved in Federation government reform and joined A-Laws as a mobile suit pilot during the four-year gap.

Meanwhile, Setsuna F. Seiei, surviving the final battle four years ago, saw the future of the world that had been changed by Celestial Being. With the defeat of guardian Alejandro Corner, he dreamed of a peaceful world without conflict. But before his own eyes was the reality of the continuing strain on peace, the oppression caused by A-Laws. He decides once more to fight with Gundam, the power with the potential to change the world.

Friday 19 September 2008

I have a lot of things I have to say here actually and even now I find it hard where to start from. Firstly, I would express my frustration 1st... exam really makes me bad tempered and stressed. (warning: dont annoy me especially during this exam days)

About my hair, Monday I get caught by lim yoke kheng (dunno how to spell her name) because of my hair. During the exam, I was busy writing my answers in my paper but she keep standing in front and beside me 80% of the time and when I look at her what is she doing, she's watching me at the same time too. This gives me some creeps and we have crossed our eyes for more than 4 times. Then before she went out, she said to me :'Tomorrow I want you to see me.'. My name is already on the black board and why call me to see her tomorrow only? How about the others? Why me only? This is unfair and I dont give her a dam*. Besides during exam, she was supposed to observe everyone and not just me only, that time she was like looking at me most of the time. Her job is supposed to observe us, not catch us. Luckily, the next day I went to school again, she doesnt call me and I havent cut my hair yet. No matter what it is, I refuse to cut my hair anymore unless the very last minute and I will protect my hair at any cost even by using extreme methods! It is only about 3-4 weeks left now and of course, why I should cut? Besides, instead of focusing on catching students that have hair problems, why not focus on catching those more serious rule-breakers out there? Things like copying answers during exam, vandalism and etc are even more serious than hair. You cant hide it away these issues because I see it with my very own eyes... this world is full of ugliness, unfairness, dirty tricks and more. Unless I see these 'more serious' rule breakers being sent to justice, I wont give my hair in, totally not!

Mentioned about hair, nowadays heng bong seems to be quiet with my hair. He usually keep criticising me when he saw me spike my hair or what. Maybe because I scolded him? Maybe it is exam time so he keeps quiet? But if it is because of I scolded him, I feel sorry la. Because some times, I also feel sien when he keep criticising me non stop because of my hair, I just dunno why he behaves like that but I think he scared that I more lengzai than him la lol! Sometimes I also wanna scold something like 'What? Didnt see people spike their hair before ah?', 'Which world are you living in now? Now is a modern and flower-flower world lor!'. Really, sometimes I really get annoyed but who cares man. You know Im the stubborn type with my own ideals. But please, you are not a village boy or a guy who just came out from jungle. Things like these are very common nowadays for people to style their hair so dont be so closed-minded and old-fashioned. Asking me why I wanna spike my hair? Think before you ask because you may make yourself embarrassed. Asking these type of stupid questions makes you look like a 'sakai' that didnt see people style their hair before =.=, you may look like a total noob in these days asking such noob questions lol. But Im really sorry if I scolded and make you feel embarassed because sometimes, enough is enough, people will get annoyed. If I didnt voice out, you will never shut your noob mouth up. Dont ever think I will not defend myself, just I dont want to waste my energy on noobs only. Let me remind you one of my golden rule is the 'equilibrium exchange' in life, if you get in my way and make me feel annoyed, expect yourself to get a same treatment from me. I dont disturb you and you dont disturb me, this is my way of life. But in the end, I must sorry la, should not embarass you in front of the public one. My temper is bad during exam period and will get angry easily or anoyed sometimes. My fault. (but at the same time, you are at fault too =.=)

Yesterday Thursday go mid valley with hong yi and watched Black Water. The movie is below average, but cant be blamed since this movie is based on true events. Although the movie is below average, you can watch lenglui in the movie la as a 'consolation prize' haha (to me, that girl is quite pretty). Long time didnt watch lenglui in a movie already maybe lol.

By the way hong yi, you need to start to act fast already lor. After exam is already October and form 3 will getting pmr. After those form 3 get their pmr, some of them might not come to school anymore, even they still got come, you still have about 3-4 weeks left. So you must work hard! Dont lose the bet man >..<

Some of 'do's and dont's' in my point of view, not necesarily accurate:

- It is up to you to leave a 'cool' or 'hot' image impression. I usually choose 'cool' because of my own nature and I only know those 'cool' methods. For 'hot' methods, you need to refer to heng bong as he is the best example lol.

- It is important to leave either a 'cool' or 'hot' impression because this shows that you have your very own personality. Being cool and hot at the same time is not the way.

- So how to leave a 'cool' impression? The most important thing is 'to be cool' in the most natural way, do not ever make people feel like you are trying to 'act cool'. If people feel you are '扮yeng' or acting cool, then you are not cool at all.

- What is those wrong methods of acting cool? The most basic thing is do not ever put your hand in you pocket when you talk to people. Show respect to the people you talk to. Oftenly, I have a bad habit of putting my hand in pocket and I often have to remind myself not to do so when you talk with people. Doing so when you talk to people especially girls will make them feel like 'you are just acting to be cool'.

- Do not ever brag or be proud of something, this is not cool at all, this is stupid.

- When you talk to someone especially girls, do not ever talk cooly. Always be polite and your face expression must be polite too. Dont show your cool face but show interest when you are talking.

- When you are talking, dont always try to crack jokes. When you try it, girls will think that you are a clown or joker that wants to entertain her. This is not cool at all. You can say some jokes, but not so often and do it in the most natural way, not 'intend' to do it.

- It is important to control the contents of your jokes and talks. Dont make fun of people or say anything bad about other people as your joke, this is not healthy and the girl might think that you are cruel. Also, dont use her as a joke and no yellow jokes too. Some bad examples are:
'You are going toilet? Shoot aeroplane ah?', or the most common mistake did by heng bong is...
'Hey yx! What happened to your hair? Why spike your hair?'. This sentence, will make girls think that you are cruel and making fun of people. This will not only fails you, but embarass you at the same time, this will make a girl thinks that you are just like a person that just came out from jungle, 1st time see people style his hair like that. In this modern world, saying such low grade jokes like this? Lol. Besides, the contents of your jokes will sometimes make you a childish person.

- About contents in your talks... for starters, dont ever ask her what she is gonna do and what she has done today. No one likes people to know their privacy and this will make them feel pressure, like their actions are monitored by you. No foul language too, if you accidentally said it, say sorry immediately. (it is ok to use it when you are with friends, but girls, totally no) Last reminder: Be polite, dont put your hand in your pocket and dont make that cool face and attitude!

- When talking, if someone interupts, look at the situation 1st. If that person has a bad intention to interupt like 'Eh (your name), what are you doing? Kao lui ah?'. This, just ignore them, dont ever try to fight back or argue. Just by ignoring them, this will make them feel embarass, uneasy and go away, at the same time, it wont waste your energy too. If you argue back, they sure will argue back. My golen rule: A noble one is more humble. (this I learn from 'princess hour' one lol. This is the quality of every white prince should have!)

- Dont always try to be right all the time when you talk. Respect her opinion too. Trying to be right all the time is not the way.

- When she ask about your opinion, like go where to eat or what. Dont answer like 'Go this restaurant to eat.'. It is ok to answer like this, but not always. Always answering like this will make others feel that you are selfish about your own opinion only.

- Dont ever brag about yourself like you are talented in what-what and what. You are trying to act cool only. Dont brag about little things like about your handphone and watch too. These, are also considered as acting cool too.

- You should stand straight to walk. Do it in the most natural way. Dont loosen yourself or brace up yourself when walking. When you walk, walk politely and dont walk like you are big boss or what. This will make girls think that you are acting cool. Making people thnik you are acting cool make you uncool, always remember this!

- When you sit, dont sit like you are a boss by crossing your legs. Doing so makes them feel that you are trying to act cool too. So sit politely! Sit straight too!

- Dont eat too fast. Doing so will make someone think like you are a hungry wolf or never eat before. This is not cool at all. Eat politely. If have spoon and fork, use them, dont use your hands. This is every gentleman should do. But in case of rushing time, this can be ignored =.=

- When going out like shopping, dont always crack jokes and make fun of anything too. This will make her feel like you are a clown or joker again, at the same time this makes her feel like going out with a little boy or kid. Girls nowadays like those who are matured in thinking, so its ok to be without jokes sometimes. Joking too much makes you childish. Dont ever make her feel like you are a kid.

- In any special cases, some girls like childish boys or kiddish boys. Like heng bong did in his past, joking around, play the fool, playboy or play whatever he can... yeah sometimes girls like this kind of boys, this is a special case. But this type is definitely out of my 'wanted' list lol. Girls that like this kind of boys that make jokes around like a clown are not matured yet I tell you...

- When you make mistakes, say sorry immediately. Dont explain here and there. Explain here and there when you make a mistake will make a girl think :'Yeah yeah, you are right all the time, mr right guy.'.

- Dont ever do those disgusting things in front of them. Self understood.

- When there is something funny, try not to laugh too loud. Laughing loud makes you like a 'sakai' too lol.

- Talk gently, do everything gently. Dont be rude. You are not a barbarian.

- In any case, jokes are used to be fun, not to used as a tool to tease others. Kok jet is the best example, although kok jet always jokes around, but he is fun and matured at the same time because he never use jokes as a bad tool. Besides, kok jet use his jokes at the correct timing. In this way, no one will thinks that you are childish or a clown. This is the quality everyone should learn from kok jet ^.^. Kok jet, you are the man lol!

Oh my, this is going to be endless so I have to end it here XD. What the main point is the point of being 'cool' is to be cool in the most natural way, not trying to pretend or act. When you act cool, people will think you are '扮yeng' only and not cool. What makes you a cool person is to be a calm person at most of the time, handling situations calmly. When a person gets in your way or annoys you, just ignore them by calming down and save your own precious energy. But sometimes, if a person repeatedly annoys you, just scold something that will zip up his mouth forever. Remember, those listed above are not techniques, they are my very own personal gentleman code. Of course, these are my points of views only. About those way of girls thinking, I get some ideas from my sis and friends. But most of the time you can figure themselves up by thniking it psychologically by using the reverse method. Always ask yourself what will you react if 'x' event happens to you. Although my methods will sometimes make me look like a passive or a weak person, but always remember this: 'A noble one is more humble'. A weak person has his own strong points too, '软弱中也有坚强的一面'. Although have weakness, but at the same time, have advantage too, these are my style. However, my methods are aim for those more matured girls in their way of thinking only. Because those who are not matured yet will feel in the reverse way, something like 'dont have 男子气'. But I dont care much because I have confidence in myself that these are way better. Besides, I aim for those matured ones >.< honestly, the rest that think this way, not in my list =.=. But in the end no matter what, still are friends haha. Finally, Im not desperate in rushing these things yet because this is choosing a partner that will always be beside you forever for your whole life, so to me, I must take my sweet time to choose. I always believe that 'love comes from heart, not from anything else', either pretty or not doesnt matter much, even an average one also considered good because appearance is not everything. The most beautiful thing is your own confidence in your own belief and ideals. One more thing is that the more prettier one you are chasing, the more competition you are facing. Even after you are married, some competitors may still be jealous of you and this creates some uneasy feeling... cant live in peace. Furthermore, I sensed that I will hate seeing perverts that keep looking at my gf one... so thats why I dont mind much about appearance. At the same time, I dont think I have the right to be so fussy and choosy because Im not that good also. I still have a lot of things that I need to improve and learn about. Ah, this world is not perfect and full of unfairness. But hey, Im just 19! Im going to enjoy the life of a carefree teenager 1st, worrying about this and that too much brings my youth away! ^.^ Conclusion? Im going to be carefree just like Black Cat that becomes a stray cat in the end. A person that is always chasing freedom...

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Tuesday 16 September 2008

Today got math paper 1. Nowadays nothing fun to do la of course because got exam. Today went mid valley to find a new released Gundam model but dont have, feel dissapointed a bit... why our country import so slow one??!! Tomorrow public holiday, can relax a bit this afternoon. About badminton, I long time didnt play already... got many reasons la... no.1 reason is lazy, no.2 addicted to something else, no.3 hate to compete with others, no.4 lost my own confidence because of the existence of heng bong lol, no.5 I love to sleep nowadays... ah so many. But if you invite me I sure go one ^.^. But need to wait 1 more month until I recover, I have serious injuries and just get operated =.=. Actually I not so geng also la, really!

About Eve... the answer will be unexpected to some of you (actually I thought it is obvious one =.=), but if you got read the comic, you will know also lol. Didnt read before then of course dunno and unexpected lor lol.

Now my mood a bit negative, give me a break =.=...

Saturday, September 13, 2008

With you beside me...



No matter how lost I am…
No matter how much hesitation I have…
No matter how pain I am…
No matter how many injuries I have…
No matter how weak I am…
No matter how much strength left I have…
No matter how lonely I am…
No matter how many obstacles I have in front of me…
No matter how strong my enemy is…

With you beside me,
Everything became crystal clear to me.
No matter what happened to me…
An enormous surge of power flows into me.
You give me an unlimited courage and confidence to face everything.
Everything turns into strength…
That can overcome any obstacles in front of me.


A comic piece of Train Heartnet firing his final shot 'Burst Railgun' with Saya Minatsuki supporting Train physically and mentally from Black Cat. The power of love is so strong that even Train's gun 'hades', made by legendary orihalcum metal, also breaks in the process of the final shot. Looks like the power of love is infinity! No matter how strong an enemy is or how many obstacles in front... with the power of love, everything can be overcomed! ^.^

Its such a beautiful, romantic and yet inspiring pic, right? ;)

Gundam SEED Destiny all OP and Gundam00 2nd ED

Gundam00 season 2 is coming out! It is going to be October soon after we finish our exam! Before season 2 starts, lets see whats the difference between Gundam SEED Destiny's opening and Gundam00 season 1 2nd ending.


This is Gundam SEED Destiny all openings (if you are sensitive kind of person, dont watch this as this video contains some low-mild sensitive elements):



Gundam00 2nd ending (Im sure some of you have watched all Gundam00 openings from my friendster so I post the 2nd ending instead =.=):


The difference is Gundam SEED Destiny is more focused on romance while Gundam00 is more focused on action (in my opinion). But these 2 series rocks! Cant wait Gundam00 season 2 to be out! Go Setsuna!

Saturday 13 September 2008

Yesterday got MUET2 and PA2 exam.Then today nothing much happened yet.

Nowadays I watched the drama 'Rolling Love' on 8tv Mon-Fri 7pm. That drama is very cute! Cute drama, cute characters, cute couples! The main character Mi Qi Lin is Jiro from Farenheit, other support character is also a member from Farenheit too I think. Today when I read the newspaper, I find out that Princess Hour is aired today during 4pm man... why I dont know about that earlier? I wanna rewatch it lol. About Ahmad's case, that reminds me about ISA... isnt someone who raised those sensitive issue will be caught under ISA? Im not clear of that anyway.

911 case has just passed and now its moon festival. Im sure most of you are busy eating moon cakes now, but dont eat until become fat lol. And yes, during moon festival, beware of werewolves lurking outside under the moonlight of full moon... these werewolves I mean is not those eat people one, but rather a romantic werewolves. Yeah, they are shy to confess their love during normal days, but once the moon is full now especially during moon festival, they suddenly turn to werewolves and got the courage to confess their love under the moon already lol! Lame joke I know =.=

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

FAQs and updates

Today updated a lot. Check out the graphic slideshow too. Since today I update so much, you might even want to click on the 'weekly archive' to read them all. Takes me 1 hour to blog today lol.

Long time didnt answer faqs from my email. Im going to answer them simple and straight-forwardly, not much time.

- Fashion and hairstyle I usually follow those anime one. Now Im quite up to Black Cat's fashion and hairstyle. But usually I just take some ideas only. 'I dont follow fashion because I create my own fashion.'.

- Even the music is in japanese, I still listen because 'Music doesnt have language.'. I listen to what is nice to my ears and heart, dont care so much about languages.

- Ops forgot to put it in my intro, Im hakka but dont know hakka language.

- Now busy, no time for badminton

- Why I dont play online games anymore? Read previous posts. But you will understand when you grow up... when you become more matured...

Feelings after reading finished Black Cat

How should I start here? At 1st, I would want to say that Black Cat's storyline is quite unique in its own ways, but it kinda reminds me of Rurouni Kenshin too. Not a surprise since the author of Rurouni Kenshin (Nabuhiro Watsuki), the author of Black Cat (Yabuki Kentaro) are the students of the author of Death Note. For those who are bored with those sword-based main character, Black Cat sure is a refreshing new action-based style of comic (manga). But if you like Rurouni Kenshin, you will like Black Cat too because there are some similiarities of both of them. Both of them has their own 'dark' past... Kenshin as Battousai and Train as a legendary Black Cat. But I would say that Kenshin's story is more romantic while Black Cat's story has more comedy inside. Black Cat's story inspires me to become like Train Heartnet in the end. I love how Train's way of thinking of his life, being carefree, cheerful, optimistic, joker, never give up attitude... and of course when serious, you get serious. Anyway, Black Cat is a recommended read. I suggest to read the manga rather than the anime because the manga's version is the most original one while the anime version is not drawn from the author himself. But you will find out that many anime is not drawn by the author anyway... like Naruto, Kenshin, Bleach, Black Cat, Dragon Ball... except for Gundam. The original version of Gundam is anime, not manga. In the end, I enjoy the ride and it is kinda heavy to me to say goodbye to Train Heartnet with his friends.

Below is those comic pieces I collected. Sometimes these comic pieces gives me some inspiration too XD










Some character profiles (no time to translate, but the japanese words inside are very easy to know too):

Trying to be like Train Heartnet... Im going to follow his fashion and hairstyle soon... ^.^


She reminds me of someone...


Sven my gentleman code...


Our little princess Eve. She reminds me one of my current friend of classmate too

Some graphics:

Some memories of Train...


No matter how bad a situation is, dont forget to smile, it may over-turn the whole situation around and never give up!


Friends forever!


This pic is as if telling me:'Hey yx! Dont worry too much and always be cheerful!' ^.^

Sorry for posting too many pics! Hope your computer will not burst when loading my blog lol!

Black Cat- Towards a carefree future

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-Continued





8 months passed after the final battle between Train and Creed. Train's gun 'hades' was broken in the battle and now it is repaired by Train's partner, Sven. Train is delighted about that... but Train can no longer use Railgun technique anymore as his gun was fixed with normal gun parts, not orihalcum anymore.






Sven asks Train that is it okay for him to repair hades because hades is a token from Train's days with the Chronos organisation when Train worked as a legendary assasin. It would be a burden for Train to use hades again because of his bitter past experience. Train says that it is okay to him to use hades again because the past isnt something that anyone can let go easily just like that but you have to decide how to live in the present...



... and Train has already decided how to live in his own life, smiling.

-The End

Black Cat- After the battle

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-Continued



After the attack, Creed finally wakes up with his lover. Train is united with his friends too, Sven and Eve.


Creed says that this world is rotten and he says that Train shouldnt live in such a cursed life like this. Train explains that theres once he thinks of this way too until he meets Saya that changed his life.


Creed argues that Saya wouldnt understand the feeling of loneliness...


Train tells Creed that it is not such a way that Creed is thinking as Saya would understand that kind of feeling too.


Train tells Creed to start his life over again as a man, not a 'god' this time. Creed is recovering back to human and lost his ability to regenerate again.




Nothing to say much here as I cant explain it well. So, look at the pics. Finally, the battle between Train and Creed ended.

Black Cat- Burst Railgun

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-Continued


As Train doesnt has energy left to fire the final shot, suddenly...


It is Saya! Saya's spirit helps Train... (I dont wanna spoil the romantic feel =.=... look at the pics...)



Burst Railgun!!! Oh this is dramatic!! I couldnt hold it any longer! If I am Train, I would even shout :'Hey Creed, take that! This is the power of love!!!'! Looks like the power of love is infinity!


As Train fires the Burst Railgun, Train's gun 'hades' has broken by the power of the shot. Even Train's gun is made of the legendary metal Orihalcum, his gun breaks in the process too.



Yeah yeah, this is the power of love! Can you feel it?! This leaves everyone stares with their mouth dropped open lol!



Train holding his broken gun and says that when Creed is almost going to be hit by the Burst Railgun, Creed has nothing to back him up... not even a friend... nor a belief...


Train tells Creed that he is not a 'god', but a mere human.

... and Creed's blade shatter into pieces! Train has won! (hey, dont leave the cinema yet)

Black Cat- The only special one final shot

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-Continued


Yes, Train cant give up yet! But Train has only one more bullet left... but this is not a normal bullet but a special bullet made by Train's partner, Sven. This is burst bullet!


Creed asks Train what is the use of that bullet since that single bullet cant hurt him at all. Train explains that he is going to bet everything in this special and the only one bullet to end this match by using all his energy!


Yup, of course Train knows that 'burst bullet' is not enough to defeat Creed. This time, Train decides to use his another killer technique, Railgun! Eh no, this time it is even stronger than Railgun! It is Burst Railgun! A burst bullet combination with Railgun!


Train can only use Railgun technique 4 times a day, if he goes beyond that, it will cost his life away if he use railgun again. Train has used up all the 4 shots of Railgun in the previous battle and he is going to go beyond that. Furthermore, it is 'Burst' Railgun... how can Train handle it? Train says that even this will cost his life, he will try his best shot to crush Creed with this final attack!



Seeing that Train is being confident in his final attack, Creed is not going to be hesitate anymore. Creed pulls his blade from Lvl 3 to the most maximum lvl of his blade! (earlier Creed fong shui? =.=)



Looks like Creed's final blade form is a gigantic light saber! If it hits Train, this is going to be game over to our dear Train!


Train has lost a lot of blood is seriously injured... does he has the energy left to give the final shot to Creed?

Black Cat- A strong belief



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-Continued


Just as Creed is going to give Train a 'sayonara' blow, the time seems to go into slow motion mode... a voice came out... do you want to live...? (well, this is kinda true since I experienced near-death before... everything seems to go slow around me and I have a lot of flashbacks back then when I was attacked by those stupid thieves...)




With so many friends' support, how can Train die yet? Just like me XD


Train's girl friend Saya tells Train that a strong belief can be a weapon that is even stronger than the most strongest foe and thats why Train cant give up yet! (err... something tells me that I shouldnt comment in this pic... I spoilt the romantic part...? >.<)

Oh look at the destructive explosion! The whole building collapse and what happened to Train?



Train blocks the destructive attack by using his gun 'hades' that is made of orihalcum! Creed was shocked and wonder where Train get such a strength to block his attack. Train says that if he die now, a lot of people will be dissapointed and thats why Train is not going to give up!

Black Cat- Final Death Blow

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- Continued



Looks like Train's attack is not effective as Creed's blade is undamaged. Train only managed to hurt Creed's body but using the power of regeneration, Creed heals his wounds again.



Creed tells Train that it is time to end this battle. Creed stretch out his blade 4 times than normal and...


Train managed to avoid the slash of Creed's blade, but he cant avoid the 3rd extra arm of Creed's. (man, Creed sure is a cheater) (viewers: well what you can expect from a final boss? =.=)



Creed sends Train flying again and Train hits the wall.



Looks like this is a death blow to Train as Train seems to be unconsious.


While Train remains unconsious, Creed is going to end the battle by giving Train a final death-finishing blow! Is this the end? (viewers: man yx you are lame, of course this is not going to be the end la of course)

Black Cat- Claws of Black Cat

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Continued-


Creed says that it is no doubt that his blade is sychronised with his psyche and furthermore, his mind will receive the same blow if his blade is crushed. But the problem is, could Train crush Creed's blade?


Creed tells Train not to waste his energy on his blade, but to aim his head directly since Train is good in that field when Train was a legendary assasin. Again, Train says that he doesnt want to kill Creed because Train wants Creed to atone his sins. Besides, Train is sure that Saya would say that too.


This angers Creed when Train mentioned about Saya. Before Train could react to anything, Creed slashes Train!


Creed says that he killed Saya because Saya has made Train quits of becoming a cold blooded assasin and has made Train becomes weaker. Creed further explains that he is right all the time but Train asks Creed that did Saya ever beg Creed to spare her life?


Train aims a shot to Creed's shoulder and Creed jumps away.


Train's bullet means nothing to Creed as Creed regenerates his wounds. While theres a pause in the battle, Train says that Saya fought to protect the kids that Creed tried to kill in the past even when her life was at stake.


Train says that Saya might be dead, but she still lives on in his heart... (oh Train... you are romantic XD). So in the end, Train still couldnt forget about Saya as her spirit is still inside Train's heart.



This angers Creed again...


But theres no time to waste! Train immediately unleash his killer technique, Black Claw to Creed!



Again, Train launch his another killer technique, Black Cross at Creed as a follow-up attack!

This causes a bang at the roof top... (for that lady in the pic, dont mind her, not important one lol)



After the attack, Train feels that his body is going weaker... is Train's attack effective...?

Black Cat- Imagine Blade Lvl 3

The actual battle is longer than I thought so I will skip some part and only go into those interesting part. The battle is going on until Train forces Creed to extend his blade from lvl 1 to lvl 3. As the battle goes, Creed remains unhurt because he has the 'god' ability which can regenerate his injured wounds and the only weakness is to hit his brain. Train refuses to aim Creed's weakness because Train doesnt want to kill him for revenge of Saya, but to defeat Creed as a sweeper. Besides, Train is sure that Saya wouldnt want him to kill Creed too because Train is not a cold-hearted assasin anymore.
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Creed with his Imagine Blade lvl 3


Creed makes a dive behind Train...



Train fires at Creed but it seems that theres a barrier that blocks Train's bullets



Creed swings his blade but luckily, Train dodges it


With just a swing, Creed can even destroy the whole building! Train jumps up to the roof! (Final Fantasy 7 anyone?)




While Train is shocked at Creed's destructive power, Creed makes his another assault with his blade! Train uses his gun 'hades' made by orihalcum to block Creed's attack. Looks like theres no time for Train to even think of a single strategy to against Creed! Orihalcum is a kind of legendary metal just in case some of you dunno about it.



The attack that comes from Creed is too heavy that it sends Train flying and Train hits the wall. Looks like it is gonna hurt, seriously... (gulp)



Creed says that Train forces him up to this level and explains that no one can defeat his blade (lansi? Lol). Train says that he is going to break his blade to break Creed's wits! (man, I really dunno how to explain, look at these pics in larger view please) Anyway, looks like Train is going to aim at Creed's blade!


Here comes Train's killer technique, Black Claw...!

Black Cat- The Last Battle

I just finished the whole comic of Black Cat and I want to write the summary of last chapter of it. I prefer to re-read it in future in my blog too rather than keeping it in my computer that waste my memory space.

Train Heartnet is the one of the four primary protagonists in the anime and manga Black Cat. In the beginning of both the manga and the anime Train is a ruthless assassin hired by the organization known as Chronos. He is given the number XIII by Chronos because he is the "bringer of bad luck", hence his nickname being the Black Cat.

In the past, he was once a bitter, emotionless assassin, but after he met Minatsuki Saya, he began to loosen up and was moved by her freedom as a sweeper. His partner in Chronos, Creed Diskenth, was not pleased by this change in Train, and killed Saya.


The last moment of Saya with Train

Train afterwards left Chronos in order to be an independent sweeper in the memory of Saya, and later on joined with Sven Vollfied as his partner.

After leaving Chronos Train never returns, though he does keep his weapon, a gun made of Orihalcum, 'Hades' that was given to him by number I of Chronos: Sephiria.

Once Creed appears, Train decides to capture him, not as an assassin seeking revenge, but as a sweeper.



So the final battle begins! Train vs Creed!

Will Train find his freedom to forget about his bitter past?
Will Creed succeed in pursuing his selfish ideals of becoming the 'new god' of the world?

Wednesday 10 September 2008

Yesterday went back home and take a look at qi jie's blog after realising that I didnt check it for a long time. So, I looked at your blog, qi jie and find my mouth dropped open while my eyes are staring at your posts lol! I really like that July 31 post in your blog man haha! Man, my expression is just like hong yi's, 'Holy ****!' (dota trademark voice)! Oh man, even 'holy' isnt enough to describe it, it should be 'hhhhhoooooooolllllllllyyyy!!!!' as if the whole earth is shaking! Wa, if I'm a girl, I sure will feel touched man! A blog that is specially designed for such a great purpose, although just a little and a few words of posts, it is enough to make someone cry lol! Dont give up, qi jie, you sure can do it!

Yesterday the chinese newspaper headline 'Ahmad will not apologise to chinese' hooked me... what I wanna comment about this is... well you know what should my comment is. At the entertainment side, I saw the news about S.H.E is making a new album but their fans will not buy the new album because theres a song they sing with farenheit displeases the fans(?), then Ella was furious about it and leave the message 'Dont want to buy also never mind' to their fans. This makes me think sometimes, when we worked hard about something but nobody appreciates it, this is quite a sad thing too. But anyway, Im not their fans, the headline hooked me to read it too.

Today didnt go to school. Luckily today I didnt go to school man, my stomach pain this morning for no reason, ate panadol to relieve it. Besides, yesterday Im having nightmare too until I couldnt sleep at all. Dunno why nowadays I keep having nightmares when I sleep. A bit tired today...

Monday, September 8, 2008

Monday 8 Spetember 2008

Today didnt go to school because of the reason below... highlight the sentence below to read it, but after reading it, keep it a secret. If you cant keep it, dont highlight please >.<. Very shy to say it actually... my butt is very pain until I have problem walking and even sitting... just get some operation done yesterday...


Anyway, find some interesting pics.




Gundam 00 in ps2! Gundam Exia and Gundam 00 with Setsuna F. Seiei as the main pilot of these 2 Gundams!

I think this pic is nice too

Also just finished the whole comic of Black Cat
Ah, now so busy la me...




But no matter what happens, I will give my best shot just like Train from Black Cat! Because I cant lose yet!

Sunday, September 7, 2008

Sunday 7 Spetember 2008

When I log in to my blog today, I was shocked at the message in my cbox lol! Hmm... L, who are you...? But really, I need to thank you for making my spirit burn again! I lost my confidence in my studies for quite some time when I think about what happened to me during the 2nd term exam... but after reading the message in cbox today... my heart is as if burning again!

Yesterday I watched 'Hot shot' on 8tv, it was so hilarious! I cant stop laughing at the jokes! By the way, if you are wu jun fans, this drama is a must watch! I only know wu jun... the others I dunno much... about the main character, I think he's he zhun xiang or luo zhi xiang? (dunno which xiang la...)

Looking back at those artworks... I sometimes feel that there are really have 'tears' in my artwork too...

Ah yes, sometimes I felt that my comments after writing finish a 'good post', my comments will sometimes spoil the whole nice mood of the post. So I recommend some of you read my post this way:

1. Only look at the pics and the post, dont read my comments or ideas if you hate spoilers.
2. Only look at the pics. Sometimes... a pic tells you the whole thing...
3. Read the whole thing if you dont mind spoilers and some jokes after a 'good post' (I think its a good post =.=... but sometimes my comments and jokes can really spoil the whole thing)

Good luck in your exams!

Saturday, September 6, 2008

Artwork- Kenshin and Kaoru + 'I know the tears'



When your heart is shaken about with tears...
What should I be doing to help you out?
Even looking up at the sky...
My heart hurts as much as yours
Something that you dont have to get hurt over...
Everyone accidentally feels...




Just like the times when you're surprised...
... By how cold the water is
Now, just being right next to you...
It's all that I can do, nothing else...
All the smiles I can make just for you, anytime...
... I'll embrace it to you, whenever you need it




You can believe it, dreams will someday become reality...
Just for you and only for you...
It is okay to cry, because deep inside the heart of yours...
... Every piece of sadness turns to wings...
... For you to fly ...


The 1st picture of Kaoru and the 3rd picture of Kenshin are my artwork. Actually I prefer to find those pics by searching for them. But after looking at animepaper.net and google search for over 40+ pages pics of Kenshin and Kaoru in 'water-paint version', I still cant even find one except for the 2nd pic. Being frustrated of being not finding those 'water version' of Kenshin and Kaoru, I finally decided to draw and coloured them. It takes me almost a month to finish those 2 pics. I can gurantee that the 1st and the 3rd pic are made by me, if you dont believe, try google search for those pics, I bet you cant find them! Well, I draw them specially for those who are in pain, sad and crying right now. I hope these 2 pics I made can somehow cheer you up. Because deep inside the heart of yours, every piece of sadness turns into wings...

Here is the process of my 1st and 3rd artwork, I made them during the 1 week school holiday:

Kenshin-
Firstly, I rewatched and rewatched the video of 'I know the tears' to remember the face of Kenshin. I wanna take a snapshot of Kenshin in the video into my camera or handphone but as you all know, my handphone has been confiscated by parents while the camera is with my sis, so I dont have much choices but to rewatch the video again and again to remember Kenshin's face. After that, I sketch Kenshin in a 0.1mm artblock paper. When sketching, I keep looking at my face to draw the structure of Kenshin's face... about how the eyes, nose, mouth are positioned and Kenshin's expression those stuffs are actually some reference of my own face. After sketching, I rewatched the video again to correct my errors. Finally, a perfect sketch (I think its perfect =.=) has done and 2 days has passed after I finished sketching it. Then I just paint my sketch with water colour. The colours I used are faithful to the video. The challenging part is to outline the whole thing and the background. After painting it, I scanned it to my computer and I edit my work by using Paint because I dont have Photoshop. By using paint, I edit my work by using the magnifying glass to '6x' to zoom in my pic. Then, I edit some colours of the background and the outline pixels by pixels to make it more better than the original one.

Kaoru-
Actually, I seldom draw girl characters so drawing Kaoru is rather difficult and challenging to me. Because it is difficult, I rather make it in smaller size compared to Kenshin's. Besides, school holiday is almost over and it is already Thursday when I start sketching this pic. But still, I managed to finish the whole after the school holidays after a week. The method I used is similiar to Kenshin's method. The easiest part is the background where I used different colours of blue and just some dots behind Kaoru. Similiar to the image of the video too.

Proof-
Proof of my artwork? Well, firstly, I dont want to sign my name in these 2 pics because I dont want to spoil the whole impression of these pics. The only proof I have is I want you to click on them for larger view. In these 'larger view', you can still see some 'grids' of my artblock paper and some 'sign of water colour' inside. What sign of water colour I mean? If you paint before with a water colour, you will know what it is, I really dunno how to explain. Final proof? Go to my house to see it lol! But the original one is slightly different from what I posted here since I edited my work using Paint.

Final words-
It is up to you to believe me. You can try searching for those pics by google or my most favourite wallpaper site animepaper.net. I can assure you that you cant even find them because I did it before. Just because of this, I drew them.

Finally, please note that the 1st and the 3rd one is my artwork, 2nd one is not mine. I hope all of you can enjoy my artworks and I specially draw them for those who are sad ;). I know there are some weaknesses too, so dont give harsh comments to me... this will break my heart man T.T... I work so hard for those...




Another youtube video of 'I know the tears', but this time, it is chinese version. Ah, I love this song so much that I dont mind repost this song again and again. Watching this video, can you find any differences between my artwork and the images in the video? I think the differences are the characters I draw are slightly different since Im not the author himself and those colours are slightly different I think.

For those who are sad right now, dont worry so much and be cheerful! Because every piece of sadness turns into wings! ^.^

Thursday, September 4, 2008

The person beside you right now... is not me anymore...



Whenever I saw you
The heart inside me keep thumping madly
So mad that it makes me feel crazy

We passed by each other
Without saying saying a single word every time
This gives me a kind of empty feeling inside my heart

I had just saw you a while ago
But I am already start to worry sick about you
My whole mind is thinking about you until I couldn't sleep at all

Why I always have to keep my feelings inside?
I can only blame myself for being too coward

Time passes in the speed of light
I still keep my feelings deep inside my heart
I keep scolding myself for not letting you know
Why? It's just a simple few words and phrases

And by the time I summoned all my courage...
You are already in embrace of others...

I keep scolding myself for not letting you know
Why? It's just a simple few words and phrases

Now...
Looking at you from far-away distance...
My heart is as if hanging in the mid-air, suspended...

By the time comes when I summoned my courage...
To tell you just a simple few words and phrases...
The person beside you right now...
Is not me anymore...


Ah, I felt kinda bored after those endless tution and study time so let's do another one, shall I? At first when I look at this 2nd poster of Gundam 00P after buying its comic, I have a little inspiration of what kind of feelings I have to bring out from this poster until I listened to one of my favourite song from Jay Chow (Chou or Chow?) '开不了口'. It is also my must-sing song during karaoke lol!

Still remember the poster I posted a little while ago titled 'I'll be right by you side'? It's the same character and the same comic poster from Gundam 00P. I had changed my blog archive to 'show posts by weeks' so that it is easier to read what I had posted in a week total, no point of clicking one-by-one on my blog archive, right? By the way, you all can use the search function on top of the blog to view those posts that contains the words you type in there.


Well, I guess I dont have to say much here too. Because in life, we can only blame ourselves for being a coward all the time when it comes to 'love'. By the time we summon the courage, wanting to let 'someone' know... it is already too late. Maybe and maybe not since this is just for those introverted and shy person did in the end. Ok not to be so harsh, I admit that Im a coward too. For those words above in the poem, I write it based on my feelings + the emotion and the lyrics of the song '开不了口'. It does have a little relation with the poster as well too, same as the storyline in the comic Gundam 00P. Moral of this poem? Isnt that is WAY TOO obvious? Lol!

Oh yes, just in case you are curious about the original song lyrics of '开不了口', here it is:

才离开没多久就开始 担心今天的你过得好不好
整个画面是你 想你想的睡不着

嘴嘟嘟那可爱的模样 还有在你身上香香的味道
我的快乐是你 想你想的都会笑

没有你在我有多难熬(没有你在我有多难熬多烦恼)
没有你烦我有多烦恼(没有你烦我有多烦恼多难熬)

穿过云层 我试着努力向你奔跑
爱才送到 你却已在别人怀抱

就是开不了口 让她知道
我一定会呵护着你 也逗你笑
你对我有多重要 我后悔没 让你知道
安静的听你撒娇 看你睡着 一直到老

就是开不了口 让她知道
就是那么简单几句 我办不到
整颗心悬在半空 我只能够 远远看着
这些我都做得到 但那个人已经不是我

If things go badly just like in the poem in the end, maybe you can sing this song in front of that person to win that person's heart back lol. It can even make that person feel touched. Joking XD

I will become your wings



Why is there so many fragile wishes?
The color of the breeze before dawn makes the town gentle

Truthfully, I was always searching,
Afraid to stare straight ahead.
It's only because you're here that I can face tomorrow
Don't be scared, no matter when

We have the same dream
Within that shine
We walk closer to each other, so don't ever get lost

In that unsteady feeling, I can't even decide on tomorrow
With that wandering eye, I stared at the chaos around me

Truthfully, I was always requesting
I want to find a place where I can rest with my heart and all

When I met you, everything became clear
My heart began beating passionately

I will always protect you even though I'm not that strong
I will become your wings when you are sad

We have the same dream
That brightness is always there


Since Shinn's birthday is September 1, this is a special gift for him from me. This picture of Shinn Asuka and Stellar from Gundam SEED Destiny inspires me. No matter what happened, Shinn will always protect Stellar in the anime... this picture draws the relationship between Shinn and Stellar well as if Shinn will become Stellar's wings to protect her forever...

This is the conclusion of this month's theme 'Every piece of sadness turns into wings' I guess.

Happy birthday, Shinn!

Thursday 4 September 2008

Yaya, today didnt go to school again and I believe I dont have to give any same reasons again.

I cant help it but to be honest here, I kinda lost my confidence in this exam. After what I have did for the 2nd term exam, I study really hard that time but in the end, my 2nd term exam results are still bad so this time, I have no mood to study whenever I think about that. My efforts are worthless... Sometimes, I even wanna try to be more optimistic and try to focus. I did, but after some time, I feel negative again and lost my focus to study. Sometimes I also hope that I will become like what I did when I was form 5, when I was form 5, I always truant from school everyday starting from September and always play in cyber cafe. I didnt study much that time. Then when SPM comes, I only study extremely hard. After SPM results come out, 5As. Still not bad right? I know some of you get more than me so dont lansi la. But still, 5As are still good for those who didnt study like me right?

Ah, I cant always think that way, STPM is far more harder than I think and there are no malays or mercy bonus marks for me in STPM... some more THE MOST TOUGHEST pre-u course... man I wonder how can I handle it.

But after thinking and thinking again, my dream career isnt related that much to sciences too. It does have some relation with science, but not as tough as what I studied. It just requires some computer knowledge and a little science knowledge only. Well, my dream career is about computer game designing, graphic design, art design and whatever design it is. I just love those art works... then why I come to physic class then? It is because:
1. I love Gundam (related to physic where we study those mechanic stuffs)
2. Somehow related to computer
3. Im bad in accounts, really bad
4. I was in science class before
5. Friends (?) (minor reason actually)

Man, Im lost in the space...

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Black Cat arrives!

For those who are busy studying hard for their exams now...


Black Cat Train Heartnet is going to give you all bad luck in your exams! A black cat's bad luck cant be rejected! Wahahahahaha! Looks like you all are going to fail in exams!


Do you think you REALLY can pass the exam? Your goddes of victory is as fickle as a cat!

-Eh, yx curse you for showing us these pics!

Ok, just some lame jokes lol. These are my comic piece collections too. Anyway, exam is already that stressful, so why not take a break for some lame jokes I post here lol.

Heres another 4 box joke comic:



*Click for larger view

Anyway, I wish everyone here good luck in exams! :)

Wednesday 3 September 2008



Today didnt go to school because feel lazy again, besides, school is boring now. Nothing much to do in school, wanna study there also dont have the chance since teacher dont let us to read other subjects.

This month, September is the busiest month as autumn comes. Many events are going to happen after and during September... exams, studies, graduation day, STPM coming... some more for people like me, Gundam00 is going to be aired in the next month and there are many Gundam models to be released, as well as DS games... but I should balance all these things too. There are many things going on in my mind now... probably billions of things are inside my mind and as autumn comes, the uncountable number of dried leafs are falling to the ground. Those uncountable number of dried leafs resembles the uncountable number of things that I am thinking in my mind. The wind is strong during autumn as if autumn footsteps can be heard... what challenges and events awaits me? No matter what it is, September is going to be a busy month for some preparations.