Today is National Day and the last day of August, tomorrow it will be September and autumn comes! Say good bye to the hot summer!
Yesterday watched Death Note in 8tv. After watching it, it reminds me about in the end of the Death Note comic, even though Near wins Light, but Near also somehow loses to Light in the aspect of psychology too just like Batman. There are many people that worship Kira in the comic. So I would say that theres no clear winner in Death Note in the end.
Looking back at the pic of Black Cat in the post 'How could I forget you?', I wanna add that not only long-haired girls are pretty, short-haired ones are good too actually XD.
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Train Heartnet- A person Im trying to be
I noticed that my blog is loaded heavily with text, time to add some pics to balance things up! Not much to say here except that Im going to upload some comic pieces I collect from Black Cat. Nowadays I love Black Cat and trying to be like Train which is the main character from the anime and comic. I love his free spirit and care-free style of life... being able to crack some jokes with friends sometimes, being cheerful and happy... is what Im trying to be. I hope I can show how cheerful I am just like Train Heartnet. Sometimes, I dunno how to express my joy-ness and only can 'joy in my heart' and sometimes this cause people to think that Im not happy or what... actually no matter how serious I look outside, but I am actually playful and cheerful inside, its just that I dunno how to express those expressions well enough. It is my hope to be just like Train heartnet sometimes ^.^ ...
This is Train Heartnet from Black Cat! The main character! (1 of my reason to keep my hair long too ^.^)
*Being able to crack some jokes...
*Being so care-free and cheerful...
And here's a joke... click for larger view
*Train: She may be a kid, but she is 100 times stronger than you.
*Train: But Im 1000 times stronger than her! *faints*
This is Train Heartnet from Black Cat! The main character! (1 of my reason to keep my hair long too ^.^)
*Being able to crack some jokes...
*Being so care-free and cheerful...
And here's a joke... click for larger view
*Train: She may be a kid, but she is 100 times stronger than you.
*Train: But Im 1000 times stronger than her! *faints*
How could I forget you?
The further we are apart, the nearer I feel you
Even my loneliness turns into strength... when I think of you.
In a time where streets, people and dreams change,
I could only oppose them.
I still did not realize,
That there are things that can't be conveyed even with words.
In the days without you, I've stopped moving.
But now I am walking out of here.
All the coincidences we shared, certainly
They all have their meanings.
If even the torn promises can change into vows,
Can we also change back to the two of us from the time we met at that place?
The dear faces that resemble "kindness".
I can see with my eyes closed, I know you are here without our hands touching.
The last moment I saw you...
You are bleeding in the heart...
With your eyes filled full of tears.
Without realising it,
Tears started to drop from my eyes too...
If this is the end of the world,
I really hope that time will stop at this moment.
I really can't bear the pain and sadness of losing you away...
You tell me to forget about you
... but how could I?
A comic piece I collect from Black Cat. It is about the girl Saya's death while Train is hugging her hopelessly. Before her last moment, she tells Train to forget about her. This comic piece inspires me. Train is supposed to be a cold-hearted legendary assasin called Black Cat until he mets Saya that changed his life.
Dont let other's opinion affect you
This is one of my most important key element to survive in this world, that is 'dont let others opinion affect you'.
In this world, humans are borned with different kinds of opinions, beliefs and views, this is unavoidable and we have to accept this fact. But in real life, sometimes we will influenced or affected by others opinion and this is kinda normal too since sometimes I get influenced by people before I realised about it.
Im not going to say that we should ALWAYS STICK TO OUR OWN OPINION anyway. What the most important thing is we need to know what is the 'best time' to follow others decision or stick to our own decision.
What is the best time to follow others decision then? I would say the best time is when you are in a 'team' situation like team projects, team game and so on. Usually in these kind of situations I will follow the others decision to make the team better and sometimes I will stay on the neutral side. This is the best thing to do since you dont have much choices sometimes. Being stubborn and strong headed in these team situations wont bring any good or advantage to you.
What is the best time to stick to your own decision? To me, I will stick to my own decision in my interests and hobbies. Just like songs, movies and dramas, different people have different views. Usually me and hong yi have different taste in songs and we usually disagree with each other. But I 100% wont change my opinion about the song I like. In this case, I disagree with hong yi that this song s*cks, but I agree with hong yi that people have different views. In most of this kind of cases, I usually see someone being affected by others opinion. Just like, for example, you like Gundam but others say it s*ucks, then you start to avoid Gundam because of this. What I wanna say here is you are the most stupid person in the world in this kind of situation! What for you avoid the things you like just because of others opinions? Why make yourself in pain and suffer like that? Why cant you do things you like so much in a free way? Why you have to change yourself just because of others opinions? You are yourself! Get a grip of yourself! Dont let others opinions affect you! Do whatever things you like and ignore others opinions! If it is me, I will not change because I wont feel happy to do things I dont like to do. The main point I want to say here is you should stick to your own opinion when it comes to something like your interests and hobbies, dont let other opinions affect you here.
The second thing I wont change my own opinion is my own beliefs. Usually, heng bong always say that 'there are only winner and loser in this world' to me. What comes to my mind is I indeed agree that heng bong can have this kind of belief, thats all. To me, everyone in this world is borned to be winner, thats all. This is because sometimes even a person wins and he suffered a lot just to get victory, will you say that person REALLY WIN? In most anime and movies, the hero wins in the end, but most of his friends had sacrificed themselves just for the hero's victory. A good example is The Dark Knight where Batman wins in the end but lose in the psychological war. In these cases, will you say that he REALLY WINS? Sometimes a loser can become a winner too if you wanna know. Well, if you watched or read some story or novels, most of you sure will understand that a loser can be a winner too. A good example is from Slam Dunk (I believe many of you will watch this), during the final episode of Slam Dunk, the main character Sakuragi lost the final basketball match to the opposite team. But in the end, Sakuragi learns that his passion for basketball and although he lost the match, he has won in his heart. So in conclusion, I have to stand to my own point that 'everyone in this world is borned to be winner'. Theres no clear winner and loser in this world. Ok, back to topic, what I wanna say here is 'always stick to your own belief'!! No matter how wrong your belief is, just believe it until the end! Thats your own path of yourself! Just like Naruto always say :'This is my own ninja way!'!
The conclusion is... in my opinion, I will sometimes follow others opinion and decision when it is something important like team projects. I will 100% stick to my own interests, hobbies and my own beliefs, no one can affect me! If you change your own interests and hobbies just because you are affected by others opinion, you wont be happy in your life and will suffer. Just be yourself! In this world, we have to agree that different people have different views, thats all. This is one of my key to survive in this world, or I would put it 'my very own way to live a happy life in this world'.
*For example above, I have to sorry that I dragged heng bong and hong yi in here. I cant find some better examples, so sorry! Dont take those too seriously! XD
Today is Sat August 30 3am by the time I finish this post. So, good night to everyone! Im going to sleep soon... maybe. By the way, dont miss the Death Note movie in 8tv tonight at 8.30pm! (if I remember it right anyway).
Reminder to self: Black Cat read until chapter 120
In this world, humans are borned with different kinds of opinions, beliefs and views, this is unavoidable and we have to accept this fact. But in real life, sometimes we will influenced or affected by others opinion and this is kinda normal too since sometimes I get influenced by people before I realised about it.
Im not going to say that we should ALWAYS STICK TO OUR OWN OPINION anyway. What the most important thing is we need to know what is the 'best time' to follow others decision or stick to our own decision.
What is the best time to follow others decision then? I would say the best time is when you are in a 'team' situation like team projects, team game and so on. Usually in these kind of situations I will follow the others decision to make the team better and sometimes I will stay on the neutral side. This is the best thing to do since you dont have much choices sometimes. Being stubborn and strong headed in these team situations wont bring any good or advantage to you.
What is the best time to stick to your own decision? To me, I will stick to my own decision in my interests and hobbies. Just like songs, movies and dramas, different people have different views. Usually me and hong yi have different taste in songs and we usually disagree with each other. But I 100% wont change my opinion about the song I like. In this case, I disagree with hong yi that this song s*cks, but I agree with hong yi that people have different views. In most of this kind of cases, I usually see someone being affected by others opinion. Just like, for example, you like Gundam but others say it s*ucks, then you start to avoid Gundam because of this. What I wanna say here is you are the most stupid person in the world in this kind of situation! What for you avoid the things you like just because of others opinions? Why make yourself in pain and suffer like that? Why cant you do things you like so much in a free way? Why you have to change yourself just because of others opinions? You are yourself! Get a grip of yourself! Dont let others opinions affect you! Do whatever things you like and ignore others opinions! If it is me, I will not change because I wont feel happy to do things I dont like to do. The main point I want to say here is you should stick to your own opinion when it comes to something like your interests and hobbies, dont let other opinions affect you here.
The second thing I wont change my own opinion is my own beliefs. Usually, heng bong always say that 'there are only winner and loser in this world' to me. What comes to my mind is I indeed agree that heng bong can have this kind of belief, thats all. To me, everyone in this world is borned to be winner, thats all. This is because sometimes even a person wins and he suffered a lot just to get victory, will you say that person REALLY WIN? In most anime and movies, the hero wins in the end, but most of his friends had sacrificed themselves just for the hero's victory. A good example is The Dark Knight where Batman wins in the end but lose in the psychological war. In these cases, will you say that he REALLY WINS? Sometimes a loser can become a winner too if you wanna know. Well, if you watched or read some story or novels, most of you sure will understand that a loser can be a winner too. A good example is from Slam Dunk (I believe many of you will watch this), during the final episode of Slam Dunk, the main character Sakuragi lost the final basketball match to the opposite team. But in the end, Sakuragi learns that his passion for basketball and although he lost the match, he has won in his heart. So in conclusion, I have to stand to my own point that 'everyone in this world is borned to be winner'. Theres no clear winner and loser in this world. Ok, back to topic, what I wanna say here is 'always stick to your own belief'!! No matter how wrong your belief is, just believe it until the end! Thats your own path of yourself! Just like Naruto always say :'This is my own ninja way!'!
The conclusion is... in my opinion, I will sometimes follow others opinion and decision when it is something important like team projects. I will 100% stick to my own interests, hobbies and my own beliefs, no one can affect me! If you change your own interests and hobbies just because you are affected by others opinion, you wont be happy in your life and will suffer. Just be yourself! In this world, we have to agree that different people have different views, thats all. This is one of my key to survive in this world, or I would put it 'my very own way to live a happy life in this world'.
*For example above, I have to sorry that I dragged heng bong and hong yi in here. I cant find some better examples, so sorry! Dont take those too seriously! XD
Today is Sat August 30 3am by the time I finish this post. So, good night to everyone! Im going to sleep soon... maybe. By the way, dont miss the Death Note movie in 8tv tonight at 8.30pm! (if I remember it right anyway).
Reminder to self: Black Cat read until chapter 120
Friday, August 29, 2008
Patriotic?
National Day is coming soon at 31 August. So how I feel about it? Hmmm... let me begin it at a slower phase... it begins during Monday's assembly and we have discussion about the olympic badminton and someone say that Im not patriotic. Ha who is that ah? Say Im not patriotic because I support Lin Dan? Lol.
Ok, there are several reasons for me for being not patriotic. Let me state out one by one:
Olympic Badminton case
Yeah, as you all know, badminton is my favourite sport and of course I have an idol when it comes to badminton and yes, it is lin dan that inspires me to become better in this game. But everytime we have badminton match and our national champs like chong wei is in the match, I will watch him over the tv. You can say that I support chong wei too but what a surprise to me that both chong wei and lin dan met during the finals in the olympic, during that time I feel confused to support who since both of them are my favourites. Anyway, thats not the main point I wanna say here. the main point is the fuss of chong wei's reward after the olympic. Some think that chong wei doesnt deserver the datukship award and the pencent. This makes me feel very very disgusted by those reactions. If you wanna know, to achieve world ranking number 2 is harder than you think since you are competing with the whole world. Yes, WHOLE WORLD you see. How many people out there in our world you say? For those close minded people who thinks that getting world ranking no 2 is not that good, think again, there are zillions of people out there and you get world ranking no 2, how about it? To me, during the olympic badminton final, both of them won. Although chong wei lost the match, but I believe he has won in his heart... so I would say both of them are winners. But as heng bong always say, 'In this world, there are only winner and loser.', I disagree about that in this case. There are many cases that are not like that. Sometimes when a person loses in a match, doesnt mean that he REALLY LOSES. A good example is The Dark Knight movie, as we all can see, Batman wins in the end, but do you think he really win? Joker wins Batman in the aspect of psychology war. This explains that. Besides, the fuss of chong wei's reward is going on and on especially about the datukship award. This makes me feel disgusted by those attitude of people. Really disgusted indeed. Datukship? This title already makes me feel... yeah Im not going to elaborate. The main point? Im disgusted by those ugly attitude of malaysians. By the way, I wanna congratulate chong wei and lin dan for winning.
Avril's concert
Today is Fri and Avril's concert is going! But how about BEFORE the concert? PAS is protesting about the concert because the fuss of too much rock elements! Yeah, the 1st thing comes to mind is 'What the h*ll?!'. I would say that these kind of people is too close-minded. If you know that you are close-minded type, please dont step out from your home to see the world outside. The world outside is where everything can happen and since you choose to step out to the world outside, YOU HAVE TO BE OPEN-MINDED AND HAVE TO ACCEPT EVERYTHING! Moreover, I also see that there are also local malay rock and punk stars so I dont see the main prob of banning and protesting over the concert because 'there are too much rock elemetns' in it. Ok, its ok for PAS to protest about it, I dont mind. What I really mind is the whole world already know about the protest in Malaysia and other countries are already thinking that us Malaysians are dumb because of this case. Really good indeed.
Racial Equality?
Racial equality is one of the Vision 2020. But did anyone see improvements in this case? Will we have to wait until the last minute to see improvement of this case or what? Im not going to elaborate much here, sensitive issue...
Increasing crime rate
If you see the crime statistics, clearly there are a significant increase in the crime rate this year. That child kidnapping case remains unsolved, hired assasins to kill someone for rivalry in business... furthermore is you can see that there are many people that being shot to dead this year. More guns in our country?
Increasing prices
I believe that I dont have to say much about it here. Petrol, food, bus, gas... oh great.
Corruption
There are many corruptions here and there, no need to add-in further in this.
Altantuya case
The everyone-know infamous court case of Altantuya's trial. This case is not solved yet and no need to elaborate further. Not that I care about who the killer is. What I really care is this case, I would say it should be in the world's guiness record for being the world's most longest court case. Besides, this case brings up some mixed feelings and reactions of the other countires.
Conclusion
With so many ugly cases going on now, how can I be patriotic and proud of my own country? For someone who are proud of here, think again and again... will you be proud of those cases above I stated? The world thinks that us Malaysians are... *sensored*. Yeah, if you want people to respect you, at least do a better job. With so many ugly cases going on, how can you expect me to respect and be proud of my own country? You all can say that Im not patriotic, I dont care. When will I be more patriotic? I would say that not until those case solved and I wanna see a VERY HUGE improvements here, by the time comes, I will be more patriotic. But maybe not, since I have a feeling that I have to wait for 1000 more years before I become patriotic.
Ok, there are several reasons for me for being not patriotic. Let me state out one by one:
Olympic Badminton case
Yeah, as you all know, badminton is my favourite sport and of course I have an idol when it comes to badminton and yes, it is lin dan that inspires me to become better in this game. But everytime we have badminton match and our national champs like chong wei is in the match, I will watch him over the tv. You can say that I support chong wei too but what a surprise to me that both chong wei and lin dan met during the finals in the olympic, during that time I feel confused to support who since both of them are my favourites. Anyway, thats not the main point I wanna say here. the main point is the fuss of chong wei's reward after the olympic. Some think that chong wei doesnt deserver the datukship award and the pencent. This makes me feel very very disgusted by those reactions. If you wanna know, to achieve world ranking number 2 is harder than you think since you are competing with the whole world. Yes, WHOLE WORLD you see. How many people out there in our world you say? For those close minded people who thinks that getting world ranking no 2 is not that good, think again, there are zillions of people out there and you get world ranking no 2, how about it? To me, during the olympic badminton final, both of them won. Although chong wei lost the match, but I believe he has won in his heart... so I would say both of them are winners. But as heng bong always say, 'In this world, there are only winner and loser.', I disagree about that in this case. There are many cases that are not like that. Sometimes when a person loses in a match, doesnt mean that he REALLY LOSES. A good example is The Dark Knight movie, as we all can see, Batman wins in the end, but do you think he really win? Joker wins Batman in the aspect of psychology war. This explains that. Besides, the fuss of chong wei's reward is going on and on especially about the datukship award. This makes me feel disgusted by those attitude of people. Really disgusted indeed. Datukship? This title already makes me feel... yeah Im not going to elaborate. The main point? Im disgusted by those ugly attitude of malaysians. By the way, I wanna congratulate chong wei and lin dan for winning.
Avril's concert
Today is Fri and Avril's concert is going! But how about BEFORE the concert? PAS is protesting about the concert because the fuss of too much rock elements! Yeah, the 1st thing comes to mind is 'What the h*ll?!'. I would say that these kind of people is too close-minded. If you know that you are close-minded type, please dont step out from your home to see the world outside. The world outside is where everything can happen and since you choose to step out to the world outside, YOU HAVE TO BE OPEN-MINDED AND HAVE TO ACCEPT EVERYTHING! Moreover, I also see that there are also local malay rock and punk stars so I dont see the main prob of banning and protesting over the concert because 'there are too much rock elemetns' in it. Ok, its ok for PAS to protest about it, I dont mind. What I really mind is the whole world already know about the protest in Malaysia and other countries are already thinking that us Malaysians are dumb because of this case. Really good indeed.
Racial Equality?
Racial equality is one of the Vision 2020. But did anyone see improvements in this case? Will we have to wait until the last minute to see improvement of this case or what? Im not going to elaborate much here, sensitive issue...
Increasing crime rate
If you see the crime statistics, clearly there are a significant increase in the crime rate this year. That child kidnapping case remains unsolved, hired assasins to kill someone for rivalry in business... furthermore is you can see that there are many people that being shot to dead this year. More guns in our country?
Increasing prices
I believe that I dont have to say much about it here. Petrol, food, bus, gas... oh great.
Corruption
There are many corruptions here and there, no need to add-in further in this.
Altantuya case
The everyone-know infamous court case of Altantuya's trial. This case is not solved yet and no need to elaborate further. Not that I care about who the killer is. What I really care is this case, I would say it should be in the world's guiness record for being the world's most longest court case. Besides, this case brings up some mixed feelings and reactions of the other countires.
Conclusion
With so many ugly cases going on now, how can I be patriotic and proud of my own country? For someone who are proud of here, think again and again... will you be proud of those cases above I stated? The world thinks that us Malaysians are... *sensored*. Yeah, if you want people to respect you, at least do a better job. With so many ugly cases going on, how can you expect me to respect and be proud of my own country? You all can say that Im not patriotic, I dont care. When will I be more patriotic? I would say that not until those case solved and I wanna see a VERY HUGE improvements here, by the time comes, I will be more patriotic. But maybe not, since I have a feeling that I have to wait for 1000 more years before I become patriotic.
Shinn Asuka
Since Shinn Asuka's birthday is on 1st of Sepetember, I will write everything I know about him. Shinn is my favourite anime character from the anime Gundam SEED Destiny.
Background
Shinn lives with his parents and his younger sister in the neutral country of Orb, but the Earth Alliance attacks Orb on June 15. Only Shinn survives when his family is caught in a crossfire between the GAT-X131 Calamity and the ZGMF-X10A Freedom mobile suits, though it is not clear whether the Calamity or the Freedom was responsible for the explosion that kills Shinn's family. Shinn blames Orb’s rulers, the Athhas, for his family’s deaths, believing that they should have surrendered to the attacking Earth Alliance Forces rather than endangering civilians in a battle that could not be won. Orb soldier Captain Todaka then takes care of Shinn and later sends him to the PLANTs, where he joins ZAFT and graduates as one of the top students in his class as a "ZAFT Red".
After graduation, Shinn is assigned to pilot ZAFT's ZGMF-X56S Impulse, and is stationed aboard the battleship Minerva under the command of Talia Gladys along with former military academy classmates Rey Za Burrel, Vino Dupre, Lunamaria Hawke, Meyrin Hawke, and Yolant Kent.
Theft at Armory One
The Extended pilots of the Earth Alliance's special forces team, Phantom Pain - Sting Oakley, Stella Loussier, and Auel Neider - infiltrate Armory One and steal three ZAFT prototype mobile suits, the ZGMF-X24S Chaos, ZGMF-X88S Gaia, and ZGMF-X31S Abyss.
At first, Shinn fights them single-handedly with his ZGMF-X56S Impulse, but the three Extendeds overpower him until Athrun Zala intervenes with a ZGMF-1000 ZAKU Warrior, saving Shinn. Athrun then withdraws because Cagalli Yula Athha, who he is protecting, incurs a head injury during the fight. Rey Za Burrel assists Shinn as he tries to recover the stolen mobile suits, but the Extendeds retreat outside the colony and back to the Mirage Colloid-cloaked Earth Alliance battleship Girty Lue. Neo Roanoke provides cover for the Extendeds, fighting both Shinn and Rey with his TS-MA4F Exus.
Junius Seven Colony Drop
Eventually, Shinn and Rey are ordered to fall back to the Minerva. On board, Shinn is shocked to learn that Athrun had saved him from the Extendeds. He also is irritated to learn that Cagalli is on board as well, for he blames his family's deaths on her father, Uzumi Nara Athha, and he shows this readily in Cagalli's presence.
The Minerva is ordered to aid the Joule Team with the demolition of Junius Seven, which is on a collision course with Earth. This is caused by a rogue ZAFT force that supports the late Patrick Zala. The Minerva pilots, the Joule team, and Athrun kill the terrorists and drive off the Extendeds, but only partly succeed in their demolition efforts. During re-entry, Shinn saves Athrun, whose heavily damaged mobile suit was in danger of being destroyed.
Ambush at Orb
After returning Cagalli and Athrun to Orb, the Minerva leaves quickly because Orb is about to join the Earth Alliance. Yuna Roma Seiran and his father plan to offer them to the Earth Alliance fleet waiting outside Orb territory, and Yuna deploys the Orb fleet to prevent the Minerva from reentering Orb. This angers Shinn, and he activates his SEED mode for the first time and destroys much of the Earth Alliance fleet, including the massive mobile armor YMAF-X6BD Zamza-Zah.
Fight over the Indian Ocean and the Battle of GulnahanEn route to the Black Sea, the Minerva is joined by Athrun Zala in his ZGMF-X23S Saviour. Athrun has reenlisted into ZAFT as a member of FAITH, which irritates Shinn. As they fly over the Indian Ocean, they are attacked by Phantom Pain again. While fighting the Gaia, Shinn discovers that the Earth Alliance is forcing civilians to work on their secret military base. Earth Alliance soldiers fire on civilians who are trying to escape and Shinn goes into a rampage, killing Earth Alliance soldiers and freeing the civilians instead of following orders. Afterwards, Athrun reprimands him with a slap in the face for disobeying orders.
Later, Athrun assigns the key part in breaking through an Earth Alliance fortification at the Battle of Gulnahan to Shinn. When the Minerva arrives at Diocuia, Shinn meets chairman Gilbert Durandal, who awards him the Order of the Nebula medal and tells Shinn about the secret society Logos an organization that Durandal says is behind war.
Meeting Stella Loussier and the Freedom
While stationed in Diocuia, Shinn saves Stella from drowning after she falls from a cliff into the water. Stella becomes frantic when Shinn yells at her for being careless, asking her "Did you want to die?!" To calm her, Shinn swears to protect her. They are stuck at the bottom of the cliff until a ZAFT boat arrives to rescue them. They become closer, but when Stella returns to Phantom Pain, her memories of Shinn are erased.Following the addition of Heine Westenfluss and his ZGMF-X2000 GOUF Ignited, the Minerva is attacked by Phantom Pain and the Orb fleet commanded by Yuna Roma Seiran. The ZGMF-X10A Freedom, piloted by Kira Yamato, and the Archangel intervenes. Kira damages the Impulse, the GOUF, and other mobile suits. Heine and his crippled GOUF are sliced in half by the Gaia when he unknowingly moves between it and the Freedom. Heine's death angers Shinn.
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Discovery at Lodonia and reunion with Stella
The Minerva is sent to investigate the Extendeds facility in Lodonia, the place where the Extendeds are created and trained. Shinn becomes even more angry with the Earth Alliance's Blue Cosmos leaders, asking how can they say tampering with genes is wrong when they do things like this.
Stella attacks by herself, but she is defeated by Shinn and Athrun and becomes a prisoner on the Minerva. Shinn is shocked when he learns that Stella is the Gaia's pilot and one of the Earth Alliance's Extendeds. While tied to a bed due to her violent behavior, she cries out for Neo, and Shinn again attempts to calm her, though she does not recall who he is. When waking up again, tired and less aggressive, she sees Shinn and recognizes him this time, indicating the erasing of her memory was not completely successful.
Battle of Crete
The Minerva heads for Gibraltar, but they are intercepted again by Phantom Pain and the Orb fleet commanded by Yuna Roma Seiran and Captain Todaka.
Shinn goes into SEED mode and destroys the Abyss, killing its pilot, Auel, and decimates the Orb mobile suit force. Shinn then directly engages the Orb fleet, sinking several ships. Captain Todaka, who helped Shinn, is killed when Shinn attacks the Orb carrier Takemikazuchi.
Afterward, Shinn overhears his commander's discussion which concludes that the Extended prisoner Stella will die without the right medical treatment, and her body will be transported to a ZAFT science facility for dissection and testing to study the Extended program. Horrified, Shinn decides to return Stella to the Earth Alliance, and does so with Rey's help. Both are confined as punishment and could have been executed, but are released on Gilbert Durandal's orders.
Battle of Berlin
Stella is designated as the pilot of the transformable mobile armour GFAS-X1 Destroy, and goes on a rampage leveling several cities in Western Eurasia - former Eurasian Federation territories that have sided with ZAFT - as an object lesson. She is intercepted by ZAFT over the city of Berlin, but Berlin is heavily damaged and ZAFT forces there are obliterated. Soon after, the Archangel and its mobile suits arrive and battle the Destroy, much to the surprise of the Minerva, which arrives shortly afterwards.
Kira in the Freedom engages the Destroy and is joined by Shinn in the Impulse. When Shinn cuts open the Destroy's cockpit, Neo communicates that Stella is the pilot. Shinn's feelings stop him from finishing the Destroy, and Stella's feelings for Shinn cause her to stop fighting, too. But when the Freedom approaches, Stella panics and prepares to fire the Destroy's chest beam cannons. Kira stabs his beam saber through the Destroy's cannons, causing a chain reaction that destroys the giant mobile armour and mortally wounds Stella. Stella tells Shinn that she loves him and dies in his arms, and Shinn cries out in anguish.
Operation Angel Down
After Shinn lays Stella's corpse to rest in a lake, he becomes intent on destroying the Freedom to avenge Stella. Shinn admits to Rey that the Freedom is perhaps the strongest mobile suit in existence and its pilot is exceptional and practices computerized battle simulations between his Impulse and the Freedom.
During this period of time the Chairman Durandal presents a speech around the entire world about the organization Logos and claims that by destroying them the war will end, and Shinn easily agrees, later when the Minerva is ordered to subdue the Archangel in the mission code-named "Operation Angel Down", Shinn gets his opportunity for revenge. Using a strategy devised by himself and Rey after analyzing battle footage, Shinn takes advantage of Kira's habit of disabling enemy mobile suits and uses his Impulse's ability to replace damaged parts to defeat the Freedom. Afterwards, Shinn is shown with tears in his eyes for being able to avenge Stella's death. Unknown to Shinn, Kira survives the ordeal.
When Shinn returns to the Minerva after destroying the Freedom, his comrades cheer him. Shinn tells Athrun that he defeated Freedom and killed its pilot, avenging Stella’s death and Athrun’s defeat. Furious by Shinn’s rejoicing at the apparent death of Kira, Athrun punches Shinn in the face. Athrun adds that Shinn killed Kira but Kira never wanted to kill him. Rey counters that destroying Freedom and the Archangel was a direct order from ZAFT's headquarters, that all of them including Athrun were obligated to obey.
The ZGMF-X42S Destiny and Athrun's defection
PLANT Supreme Council Chairman Gilbert Durandal, confers with Rey and concludes Athrun will no longer work with them after the apparent death of Kira, and decides to frame Athrun. He sends soldiers to detain Athrun, but Meer Campbell warns him. Athrun subdues the soldiers and flees ZAFT's Gibraltar military base with the help of Meyrin Hawke in a stolen ZGMF-2000 GOUF Ignited mobile suit.
Durandal sends Rey in the ZGMF-X666S Legend and Shinn in the ZGMF-X42S Destiny to hunt down Athrun. Rey tells Shinn that Athrun is a defector working for Logos and that Meyrin is an accomplice, not a hostage. When Rey and Shinn catch up with Athrun, Rey starts to fight Athrun. Shinn initially tries to persuade Athrun to return to ZAFT. Athrun refuses and tries to persuade Shinn not to fight, or to at least let Meyrin go. Shinn accuses Athrun of betraying their trust and stabs Athrun's GOUF Ignited with his anti-ship sword, causing it to crash into the ocean and explode.
Unknown to Shinn and Rey, Ledonir Kisaka (Cagalli's former bodyguard) rescues Athrun and Meyrin. Shinn is shown to be sad and conflicted, believing he killed Athrun and Meyrin. He apologizes to Lunamaria and cries with her, though he feels his action was necessary to achieve the Chairman's goal of peace.
* 'In order to protect someting, what we need is power!'. Shinn pilots his new power, Destiny Gundam!
Battle of Heaven's Base - Operation Ragnarök
After some comforting by Chairman Durandal, Shinn prepares for the assault against Logos' Heaven's Base Headquarters in Iceland. In the Minerva mobile suit hangar just prior to "Operation Ragnarok", he encourages Lunamaria about her first sortie with the Impulse, and they console each other about Athrun and Meyrin's deaths. Both blame Logos for the apparent betrayal by Athrun and Meyrin. Shinn kisses Lunamaria and promises to protect her.
Shinn enters the battle and goes into SEED mode. With the help from Rey in the Legend and Lunamaria in the Impluse, Logo's five Destroy units are destroyed. Heaven's Base surrenders and both Talia (Minerva's captain) and Arthur Trine (Minerva's executive officer) are impressed by Shinn's battle skills. Chairman Durandal is obviously pleased by Shinn's victory.
ZAFT's invasion of Orb - Operation Fury
ZAFT forces occupy Heaven's Base, arresting many Logos members. However, when Shinn learns that Lord Djibril escaped, and is rumored to be hiding in Orb, he becomes furious and vows to hunt Djibril down no matter what.
Shinn has nightmares about Stella's suffering, his fights against the Freedom, the killing of Athrun and Meyrin, and the battles against Logos. Rey tells Shinn that he did the right thing because they were all ZAFT's enemies. PLANT Supreme Council awards a second Nebula Medal to Shinn for his performance in Operation Ragnarok and Supreme Council Chairman Durandal appoints both Shinn and Rey to FAITH. After confirmation that the Seirans (the rulers of Orb at the time) are providing sanctuary to Lord Djibril, ZAFT initiates "Operation Fury", a full-scale assault on Orb in order to capture Lord Djibril.
Exercising his FAITH powers, Shinn launches alone from Minerva in his Destiny and faces Cagalli in the ORB-01 Akatsuki. Shinn attacks the Akatsuki, but Kira arrives in the ZGMF-X20A Strike Freedom and protects Cagalli. Shocked and enraged that Kira has survived, Shinn attacks the Strike Freedom. The two engage in extended battle until Rey orders Shinn to return to the Minerva to resupply and recharge. After this, Shinn and Rey launch to face the Strike Freedom together.
Athrun arrives in the ZGMF-X19A Infinite Justice. Shinn is surprised that Athrun survived their last encounter. Athrun demands that Shinn stop attacking Orb and questions the motives of the war. Believing that Athrun is a traitor, Shinn goes into SEED mode and the two fight. Minerva Captain Gladys orders the retreat of all ZAFT forces, including Shinn and Rey.
Cagalli's broadcast from Orb is interrupted by Meer (speaking as Lacus Clyne). But then Meer is interrupted by the real Lacus, leaving the crew of the Minerva confused. Shinn asks Rey for his opinion. Rey replies the enemy is using another "Lacus Clyne" as a psychological weapon. Rey then discusses Athrun's survival with Shinn. Lunamaria wonders if her sister Meyrin survived as well and Rey stats that she is likely on the Archangel. This conversation upsets Shinn.
*Remember this box art hong yi? This is the 1st model I bought in IOI with you. That time I was scared to pay the money to the counter and you pay it for me lol. But as you can see in the box art, Shinn Asuka's face becomes more darker as he pilots Destiny Gundam. This shows Shinn's desire of power.
Battle of Daedalus and the Destiny Plan
Later Lord Djibril unleashes Requiem and destroyed some of the PLANTs, both Shinn and Rey blame Kira and Athrun for there for there interference, Rey in particular blames Lunamaria for her failure to shoot down Djibril however Shinn quickly defends her. The Minerva is ordered to attack the Requiem and the Daedalus base. Shinn is concerned for Lunamaria's safety for she as been givin the position to destroy the Requiem's controls but she convinces him to believe in her. Shinn in the Destiny and Rey in the Legend act as decoys and cripple the defenses of the lunar stronghold. Lunamaria in the Impluse destroys the Requiem's firing controls and Rey kills Lord Djibril. Afterwards their comrades cheer them and Shinn and Lunamaria embrace.
With the last remnants of Blue Cosmos/Logos eliminated, Chairman Durandal unveils his ultimate solution to war - "the Destiny Plan". Chairman Durandal as an expert geneticist will act as the overseer and assign roles to individuals according to their genetic makeup. Everyone will then be governed by their genetic "destiny" and not by their individuality. According to Chairman Durandal, the ultimate goal is to make wars obsolete.
Battle of Messiah
For the Destiny Plan to become a reality, Chairman Durandal has to defeat any nation with the capability and the resolve to challenge him. Before the battle, Durandal calls Shinn and Rey to meet in person at his mobile fortress Messiah. When they arrive, Durandal tells Shinn about his goals. Shinn hesitates about putting his full support behind the Destiny Plan. After some convincing arguments from Rey, Shinn pledges his loyalty to Chairman Durandal. After all the pain Shinn has endured and wanting to protect Lunamaria and an end to the war, the Destiny Plan is the only answer to humanity's problems that makes sense to him.
A battle starts near the location of the Requiem cannon on the Moon. Lunamaria in the Impulse tries unsuccessfully to stop Athrun in his Infinite Justice. Seeing Athrun fighting Lunamaria, an enraged Shinn attacks Athrun, then goes into SEED mode. Lunamaria interposes herself between the two, trying to stop the fight. Athrun goes into SEED mode as well, saves Lunamaria from Shinn, and cripples the Destiny, which crashes onto the Moon's surface.
While he is unconscious, Shinn has a vision of Stella. This seems to put Shinn at ease, when he awakes with Lunamaria holding and watching over him, he then starts to cry with Lunamaria. He and Lunamaria then watch the Requiem explode and the Messiah crash into the moon.
Aftermath
At the end of Gundam SEED Destiny "Final Plus", Athrun rescues Shinn and Lunamaria with his Infinite Justice. Later, Shinn is seen paying tribute to his deceased family at the memorial in Orb. Also present are Athrun, Meyrin and Lunamaria. There he expresses his conflicted emotions for his homeland Orb, and confesses that he had wanted to visit Orb before. He encounters Kira, who is accompanied by Lacus. Athrun introduces Kira to Shinn as the pilot of Freedom. Shinn is stunned; he had previously encountered Kira at the memorial several months earlier. Kira makes an overture to Shinn to make peace with him, indicating he does not have any grudges against him. Kira asks Shinn to join him and Athrun to fight for humanity's peace. A crying Shinn accepts Kira's offer. Afterwards Shinn and Lunamaria smile at each other and leave together.
In Gundam SEED Destiny: Special Edition, Shinn is seen along with Lunamaria, Kira, Athrun, Meyrin, and the three ZGMF-XX09T DOM Trooper pilots going to meet with Lacus - who is accompanied by Yzak Joule, Dearka Elsman, Shiho Hahnenfuss, and Arthur Trine - before she enters the PLANT Supreme Council chambers. Shinn is not wearing the FAITH pin insignia in this scene.
The summary above is taken from wiki and I edited some and added extra stuffs inside. From the summary, you can say that Shinn is a hot-headed guy since when he becomes angry, he will get insane and destroy everything without mercy. Unlike Kira and Athrun that holds the 'no killing' belief in battlefield, instead of disabling enemy's weapon and battle ability like kira and Athrun, Shinn is more likely to kill and destroy mercilessly towards his enemies.
Background
Shinn lives with his parents and his younger sister in the neutral country of Orb, but the Earth Alliance attacks Orb on June 15. Only Shinn survives when his family is caught in a crossfire between the GAT-X131 Calamity and the ZGMF-X10A Freedom mobile suits, though it is not clear whether the Calamity or the Freedom was responsible for the explosion that kills Shinn's family. Shinn blames Orb’s rulers, the Athhas, for his family’s deaths, believing that they should have surrendered to the attacking Earth Alliance Forces rather than endangering civilians in a battle that could not be won. Orb soldier Captain Todaka then takes care of Shinn and later sends him to the PLANTs, where he joins ZAFT and graduates as one of the top students in his class as a "ZAFT Red".
After graduation, Shinn is assigned to pilot ZAFT's ZGMF-X56S Impulse, and is stationed aboard the battleship Minerva under the command of Talia Gladys along with former military academy classmates Rey Za Burrel, Vino Dupre, Lunamaria Hawke, Meyrin Hawke, and Yolant Kent.
Theft at Armory One
The Extended pilots of the Earth Alliance's special forces team, Phantom Pain - Sting Oakley, Stella Loussier, and Auel Neider - infiltrate Armory One and steal three ZAFT prototype mobile suits, the ZGMF-X24S Chaos, ZGMF-X88S Gaia, and ZGMF-X31S Abyss.
At first, Shinn fights them single-handedly with his ZGMF-X56S Impulse, but the three Extendeds overpower him until Athrun Zala intervenes with a ZGMF-1000 ZAKU Warrior, saving Shinn. Athrun then withdraws because Cagalli Yula Athha, who he is protecting, incurs a head injury during the fight. Rey Za Burrel assists Shinn as he tries to recover the stolen mobile suits, but the Extendeds retreat outside the colony and back to the Mirage Colloid-cloaked Earth Alliance battleship Girty Lue. Neo Roanoke provides cover for the Extendeds, fighting both Shinn and Rey with his TS-MA4F Exus.
Junius Seven Colony Drop
Eventually, Shinn and Rey are ordered to fall back to the Minerva. On board, Shinn is shocked to learn that Athrun had saved him from the Extendeds. He also is irritated to learn that Cagalli is on board as well, for he blames his family's deaths on her father, Uzumi Nara Athha, and he shows this readily in Cagalli's presence.
The Minerva is ordered to aid the Joule Team with the demolition of Junius Seven, which is on a collision course with Earth. This is caused by a rogue ZAFT force that supports the late Patrick Zala. The Minerva pilots, the Joule team, and Athrun kill the terrorists and drive off the Extendeds, but only partly succeed in their demolition efforts. During re-entry, Shinn saves Athrun, whose heavily damaged mobile suit was in danger of being destroyed.
Ambush at Orb
After returning Cagalli and Athrun to Orb, the Minerva leaves quickly because Orb is about to join the Earth Alliance. Yuna Roma Seiran and his father plan to offer them to the Earth Alliance fleet waiting outside Orb territory, and Yuna deploys the Orb fleet to prevent the Minerva from reentering Orb. This angers Shinn, and he activates his SEED mode for the first time and destroys much of the Earth Alliance fleet, including the massive mobile armor YMAF-X6BD Zamza-Zah.
Fight over the Indian Ocean and the Battle of GulnahanEn route to the Black Sea, the Minerva is joined by Athrun Zala in his ZGMF-X23S Saviour. Athrun has reenlisted into ZAFT as a member of FAITH, which irritates Shinn. As they fly over the Indian Ocean, they are attacked by Phantom Pain again. While fighting the Gaia, Shinn discovers that the Earth Alliance is forcing civilians to work on their secret military base. Earth Alliance soldiers fire on civilians who are trying to escape and Shinn goes into a rampage, killing Earth Alliance soldiers and freeing the civilians instead of following orders. Afterwards, Athrun reprimands him with a slap in the face for disobeying orders.
Later, Athrun assigns the key part in breaking through an Earth Alliance fortification at the Battle of Gulnahan to Shinn. When the Minerva arrives at Diocuia, Shinn meets chairman Gilbert Durandal, who awards him the Order of the Nebula medal and tells Shinn about the secret society Logos an organization that Durandal says is behind war.
Meeting Stella Loussier and the Freedom
While stationed in Diocuia, Shinn saves Stella from drowning after she falls from a cliff into the water. Stella becomes frantic when Shinn yells at her for being careless, asking her "Did you want to die?!" To calm her, Shinn swears to protect her. They are stuck at the bottom of the cliff until a ZAFT boat arrives to rescue them. They become closer, but when Stella returns to Phantom Pain, her memories of Shinn are erased.Following the addition of Heine Westenfluss and his ZGMF-X2000 GOUF Ignited, the Minerva is attacked by Phantom Pain and the Orb fleet commanded by Yuna Roma Seiran. The ZGMF-X10A Freedom, piloted by Kira Yamato, and the Archangel intervenes. Kira damages the Impulse, the GOUF, and other mobile suits. Heine and his crippled GOUF are sliced in half by the Gaia when he unknowingly moves between it and the Freedom. Heine's death angers Shinn.
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Discovery at Lodonia and reunion with Stella
The Minerva is sent to investigate the Extendeds facility in Lodonia, the place where the Extendeds are created and trained. Shinn becomes even more angry with the Earth Alliance's Blue Cosmos leaders, asking how can they say tampering with genes is wrong when they do things like this.
Stella attacks by herself, but she is defeated by Shinn and Athrun and becomes a prisoner on the Minerva. Shinn is shocked when he learns that Stella is the Gaia's pilot and one of the Earth Alliance's Extendeds. While tied to a bed due to her violent behavior, she cries out for Neo, and Shinn again attempts to calm her, though she does not recall who he is. When waking up again, tired and less aggressive, she sees Shinn and recognizes him this time, indicating the erasing of her memory was not completely successful.
Battle of Crete
The Minerva heads for Gibraltar, but they are intercepted again by Phantom Pain and the Orb fleet commanded by Yuna Roma Seiran and Captain Todaka.
Shinn goes into SEED mode and destroys the Abyss, killing its pilot, Auel, and decimates the Orb mobile suit force. Shinn then directly engages the Orb fleet, sinking several ships. Captain Todaka, who helped Shinn, is killed when Shinn attacks the Orb carrier Takemikazuchi.
Afterward, Shinn overhears his commander's discussion which concludes that the Extended prisoner Stella will die without the right medical treatment, and her body will be transported to a ZAFT science facility for dissection and testing to study the Extended program. Horrified, Shinn decides to return Stella to the Earth Alliance, and does so with Rey's help. Both are confined as punishment and could have been executed, but are released on Gilbert Durandal's orders.
Battle of Berlin
Stella is designated as the pilot of the transformable mobile armour GFAS-X1 Destroy, and goes on a rampage leveling several cities in Western Eurasia - former Eurasian Federation territories that have sided with ZAFT - as an object lesson. She is intercepted by ZAFT over the city of Berlin, but Berlin is heavily damaged and ZAFT forces there are obliterated. Soon after, the Archangel and its mobile suits arrive and battle the Destroy, much to the surprise of the Minerva, which arrives shortly afterwards.
Kira in the Freedom engages the Destroy and is joined by Shinn in the Impulse. When Shinn cuts open the Destroy's cockpit, Neo communicates that Stella is the pilot. Shinn's feelings stop him from finishing the Destroy, and Stella's feelings for Shinn cause her to stop fighting, too. But when the Freedom approaches, Stella panics and prepares to fire the Destroy's chest beam cannons. Kira stabs his beam saber through the Destroy's cannons, causing a chain reaction that destroys the giant mobile armour and mortally wounds Stella. Stella tells Shinn that she loves him and dies in his arms, and Shinn cries out in anguish.
Operation Angel Down
After Shinn lays Stella's corpse to rest in a lake, he becomes intent on destroying the Freedom to avenge Stella. Shinn admits to Rey that the Freedom is perhaps the strongest mobile suit in existence and its pilot is exceptional and practices computerized battle simulations between his Impulse and the Freedom.
During this period of time the Chairman Durandal presents a speech around the entire world about the organization Logos and claims that by destroying them the war will end, and Shinn easily agrees, later when the Minerva is ordered to subdue the Archangel in the mission code-named "Operation Angel Down", Shinn gets his opportunity for revenge. Using a strategy devised by himself and Rey after analyzing battle footage, Shinn takes advantage of Kira's habit of disabling enemy mobile suits and uses his Impulse's ability to replace damaged parts to defeat the Freedom. Afterwards, Shinn is shown with tears in his eyes for being able to avenge Stella's death. Unknown to Shinn, Kira survives the ordeal.
When Shinn returns to the Minerva after destroying the Freedom, his comrades cheer him. Shinn tells Athrun that he defeated Freedom and killed its pilot, avenging Stella’s death and Athrun’s defeat. Furious by Shinn’s rejoicing at the apparent death of Kira, Athrun punches Shinn in the face. Athrun adds that Shinn killed Kira but Kira never wanted to kill him. Rey counters that destroying Freedom and the Archangel was a direct order from ZAFT's headquarters, that all of them including Athrun were obligated to obey.
The ZGMF-X42S Destiny and Athrun's defection
PLANT Supreme Council Chairman Gilbert Durandal, confers with Rey and concludes Athrun will no longer work with them after the apparent death of Kira, and decides to frame Athrun. He sends soldiers to detain Athrun, but Meer Campbell warns him. Athrun subdues the soldiers and flees ZAFT's Gibraltar military base with the help of Meyrin Hawke in a stolen ZGMF-2000 GOUF Ignited mobile suit.
Durandal sends Rey in the ZGMF-X666S Legend and Shinn in the ZGMF-X42S Destiny to hunt down Athrun. Rey tells Shinn that Athrun is a defector working for Logos and that Meyrin is an accomplice, not a hostage. When Rey and Shinn catch up with Athrun, Rey starts to fight Athrun. Shinn initially tries to persuade Athrun to return to ZAFT. Athrun refuses and tries to persuade Shinn not to fight, or to at least let Meyrin go. Shinn accuses Athrun of betraying their trust and stabs Athrun's GOUF Ignited with his anti-ship sword, causing it to crash into the ocean and explode.
Unknown to Shinn and Rey, Ledonir Kisaka (Cagalli's former bodyguard) rescues Athrun and Meyrin. Shinn is shown to be sad and conflicted, believing he killed Athrun and Meyrin. He apologizes to Lunamaria and cries with her, though he feels his action was necessary to achieve the Chairman's goal of peace.
* 'In order to protect someting, what we need is power!'. Shinn pilots his new power, Destiny Gundam!
Battle of Heaven's Base - Operation Ragnarök
After some comforting by Chairman Durandal, Shinn prepares for the assault against Logos' Heaven's Base Headquarters in Iceland. In the Minerva mobile suit hangar just prior to "Operation Ragnarok", he encourages Lunamaria about her first sortie with the Impulse, and they console each other about Athrun and Meyrin's deaths. Both blame Logos for the apparent betrayal by Athrun and Meyrin. Shinn kisses Lunamaria and promises to protect her.
Shinn enters the battle and goes into SEED mode. With the help from Rey in the Legend and Lunamaria in the Impluse, Logo's five Destroy units are destroyed. Heaven's Base surrenders and both Talia (Minerva's captain) and Arthur Trine (Minerva's executive officer) are impressed by Shinn's battle skills. Chairman Durandal is obviously pleased by Shinn's victory.
ZAFT's invasion of Orb - Operation Fury
ZAFT forces occupy Heaven's Base, arresting many Logos members. However, when Shinn learns that Lord Djibril escaped, and is rumored to be hiding in Orb, he becomes furious and vows to hunt Djibril down no matter what.
Shinn has nightmares about Stella's suffering, his fights against the Freedom, the killing of Athrun and Meyrin, and the battles against Logos. Rey tells Shinn that he did the right thing because they were all ZAFT's enemies. PLANT Supreme Council awards a second Nebula Medal to Shinn for his performance in Operation Ragnarok and Supreme Council Chairman Durandal appoints both Shinn and Rey to FAITH. After confirmation that the Seirans (the rulers of Orb at the time) are providing sanctuary to Lord Djibril, ZAFT initiates "Operation Fury", a full-scale assault on Orb in order to capture Lord Djibril.
Exercising his FAITH powers, Shinn launches alone from Minerva in his Destiny and faces Cagalli in the ORB-01 Akatsuki. Shinn attacks the Akatsuki, but Kira arrives in the ZGMF-X20A Strike Freedom and protects Cagalli. Shocked and enraged that Kira has survived, Shinn attacks the Strike Freedom. The two engage in extended battle until Rey orders Shinn to return to the Minerva to resupply and recharge. After this, Shinn and Rey launch to face the Strike Freedom together.
Athrun arrives in the ZGMF-X19A Infinite Justice. Shinn is surprised that Athrun survived their last encounter. Athrun demands that Shinn stop attacking Orb and questions the motives of the war. Believing that Athrun is a traitor, Shinn goes into SEED mode and the two fight. Minerva Captain Gladys orders the retreat of all ZAFT forces, including Shinn and Rey.
Cagalli's broadcast from Orb is interrupted by Meer (speaking as Lacus Clyne). But then Meer is interrupted by the real Lacus, leaving the crew of the Minerva confused. Shinn asks Rey for his opinion. Rey replies the enemy is using another "Lacus Clyne" as a psychological weapon. Rey then discusses Athrun's survival with Shinn. Lunamaria wonders if her sister Meyrin survived as well and Rey stats that she is likely on the Archangel. This conversation upsets Shinn.
*Remember this box art hong yi? This is the 1st model I bought in IOI with you. That time I was scared to pay the money to the counter and you pay it for me lol. But as you can see in the box art, Shinn Asuka's face becomes more darker as he pilots Destiny Gundam. This shows Shinn's desire of power.
Battle of Daedalus and the Destiny Plan
Later Lord Djibril unleashes Requiem and destroyed some of the PLANTs, both Shinn and Rey blame Kira and Athrun for there for there interference, Rey in particular blames Lunamaria for her failure to shoot down Djibril however Shinn quickly defends her. The Minerva is ordered to attack the Requiem and the Daedalus base. Shinn is concerned for Lunamaria's safety for she as been givin the position to destroy the Requiem's controls but she convinces him to believe in her. Shinn in the Destiny and Rey in the Legend act as decoys and cripple the defenses of the lunar stronghold. Lunamaria in the Impluse destroys the Requiem's firing controls and Rey kills Lord Djibril. Afterwards their comrades cheer them and Shinn and Lunamaria embrace.
With the last remnants of Blue Cosmos/Logos eliminated, Chairman Durandal unveils his ultimate solution to war - "the Destiny Plan". Chairman Durandal as an expert geneticist will act as the overseer and assign roles to individuals according to their genetic makeup. Everyone will then be governed by their genetic "destiny" and not by their individuality. According to Chairman Durandal, the ultimate goal is to make wars obsolete.
Battle of Messiah
For the Destiny Plan to become a reality, Chairman Durandal has to defeat any nation with the capability and the resolve to challenge him. Before the battle, Durandal calls Shinn and Rey to meet in person at his mobile fortress Messiah. When they arrive, Durandal tells Shinn about his goals. Shinn hesitates about putting his full support behind the Destiny Plan. After some convincing arguments from Rey, Shinn pledges his loyalty to Chairman Durandal. After all the pain Shinn has endured and wanting to protect Lunamaria and an end to the war, the Destiny Plan is the only answer to humanity's problems that makes sense to him.
A battle starts near the location of the Requiem cannon on the Moon. Lunamaria in the Impulse tries unsuccessfully to stop Athrun in his Infinite Justice. Seeing Athrun fighting Lunamaria, an enraged Shinn attacks Athrun, then goes into SEED mode. Lunamaria interposes herself between the two, trying to stop the fight. Athrun goes into SEED mode as well, saves Lunamaria from Shinn, and cripples the Destiny, which crashes onto the Moon's surface.
While he is unconscious, Shinn has a vision of Stella. This seems to put Shinn at ease, when he awakes with Lunamaria holding and watching over him, he then starts to cry with Lunamaria. He and Lunamaria then watch the Requiem explode and the Messiah crash into the moon.
Aftermath
At the end of Gundam SEED Destiny "Final Plus", Athrun rescues Shinn and Lunamaria with his Infinite Justice. Later, Shinn is seen paying tribute to his deceased family at the memorial in Orb. Also present are Athrun, Meyrin and Lunamaria. There he expresses his conflicted emotions for his homeland Orb, and confesses that he had wanted to visit Orb before. He encounters Kira, who is accompanied by Lacus. Athrun introduces Kira to Shinn as the pilot of Freedom. Shinn is stunned; he had previously encountered Kira at the memorial several months earlier. Kira makes an overture to Shinn to make peace with him, indicating he does not have any grudges against him. Kira asks Shinn to join him and Athrun to fight for humanity's peace. A crying Shinn accepts Kira's offer. Afterwards Shinn and Lunamaria smile at each other and leave together.
In Gundam SEED Destiny: Special Edition, Shinn is seen along with Lunamaria, Kira, Athrun, Meyrin, and the three ZGMF-XX09T DOM Trooper pilots going to meet with Lacus - who is accompanied by Yzak Joule, Dearka Elsman, Shiho Hahnenfuss, and Arthur Trine - before she enters the PLANT Supreme Council chambers. Shinn is not wearing the FAITH pin insignia in this scene.
The summary above is taken from wiki and I edited some and added extra stuffs inside. From the summary, you can say that Shinn is a hot-headed guy since when he becomes angry, he will get insane and destroy everything without mercy. Unlike Kira and Athrun that holds the 'no killing' belief in battlefield, instead of disabling enemy's weapon and battle ability like kira and Athrun, Shinn is more likely to kill and destroy mercilessly towards his enemies.
*Shinn Asuka in battlefield
*Shinn: Minerva, please launch the sword silhoutte for me! I want to destroy everyone of them!!
Survival of the fittest
*Shinn: Whats the point of saying those moral ethquettes in the battlefield!? You will be attacked if you dont attack! If you dont kill the others, others will kill you!
* Shinn: You can stand right beside me is because you had kill many people before, right!?
*Athrun: Thats right... I know because of this!! How scary is the power of being attacked and attacking, I know those better than you!! In this world, nothing can be solved by guns and power!
Those pics are scanned by me from my comic. Click for larger view.
I would say that what Shinn says in the pics above are both right and wrong, and it cant be blamed since this is the survival of the fittest world. Just like heng bong always say to me. But to me, sometimes there are things that cant be solved just like that... but sometimes, I feel helpless and have to agree that Shinn is right. In this survival of the fittest world, humans have to compete with each other and have to abandon all their etiquettes in order to survive, this I agree and thats why I have to wear a mask outside too. But sometimes, I really hope that I can live in a world that is really really in peace and a place where no masks are needed... is there a place like that?
Shinn's quotes from the video games:
- In order to protect something... power is needed!
- No one can stop me!
- Power... I need more power!
- Is this my destiny...?
In the end, Shinn really learns that not everything can be solved by power alone. Anyway, I hope this world got Gundams so that I can pilot a Gundam to fly lol. Shinn Asuka, happy birthday to you!
Friday 29 August 2008
Today and yesterday I didnt go to school because I feel lazy and the number of absenties at Wed makes me feel like I should absent too... My absent is official anyway, granted by my parents lol. I will not talk about exams since it is already so tense and stress when I say about it.
Wed go sing k at red box at sunway with friends, sook voon also there too. Have fun time there. I love to sing '熟悉的温柔' because I like to see the main girl character from '深情密码' (Silence)? Haha, your guessing is probably correct, kok jet. That drama is damn nice man, I want to rewatch it if I have time in future. Maybe have a girl friend that has articulation disorder (cant speak or talk) like in the drama is a good idea too... communicate with hand signs is better. Whatsmore Im better in 'indirect' communications and communicate with heart... that feels more romantic lol. I have to special thanks to everyone that day include teng hong for making the day fun.
* qi jie dont worry bout your money, I 100% give you back one :)
Wed go sing k at red box at sunway with friends, sook voon also there too. Have fun time there. I love to sing '熟悉的温柔' because I like to see the main girl character from '深情密码' (Silence)? Haha, your guessing is probably correct, kok jet. That drama is damn nice man, I want to rewatch it if I have time in future. Maybe have a girl friend that has articulation disorder (cant speak or talk) like in the drama is a good idea too... communicate with hand signs is better. Whatsmore Im better in 'indirect' communications and communicate with heart... that feels more romantic lol. I have to special thanks to everyone that day include teng hong for making the day fun.
* qi jie dont worry bout your money, I 100% give you back one :)
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Tuesday 26 August 2008
Today also just went back from school. Nowadays I have difficulty when I sit or walk... but this is not because of I get sodomised!!! Hong Yi you better dont simply say ah lolz!
By the way, raining nowadays. This makes me feel happy! I love rainy days! Looks like summer is ending and autumn is coming!
By the way, raining nowadays. This makes me feel happy! I love rainy days! Looks like summer is ending and autumn is coming!
Friday, August 22, 2008
Friday 22 August 2008
School holiday is over! Nothing much happened to me this holiday and Im sure some of you have some nice holiday too?
This holiday, my face grow some pimples and makes me feel frustrated of it... cant be blamed since I study during the day and at night, I play my nintendo DS until sometimes didnt sleep at all so thats why pimples start to grow on my face =.= ... haiz need to get rid of it before school reopen and there are 2 days left lol. My parents say that my hormone start raging because they noticed some slight growth on me but I think nothing has changed about me also...
According to a health website, if pimples grow on your:
-forehead = pressure
-nose = eat and drinking prob
-left cheek = sleep not enough
-right cheek = breathing prob
-down your mouth = bladder prob
Most of my pimps grow on the left side lol
My hair also grow very long already especially the side burn. Just in a month, my hair grows so long... usually my hair takes 3 months to regrow but now only takes 1 month only. Looks like the methods to regrow your hair I follow in Wikihow really works lol! Below is a direct 'copy and paste' article from Wikihow, I follow mostly all their methods lol:
1. Assess the current condition of your hair. Is it healthy, shiny and smooth, or has it been damaged from heat, sun, coloring, etc.? You don't want to grow out hair that is damaged and scraggly. If you suffer from split, thin, and dry ends, seriously consider getting a trim to remove as much of the damage as possible. Split ends will not slow down growth, as your hair grows from the scalp, but getting rid of them will make your hair more neat and attractive.
2. Look at your overall health and your lifestyle. How is your diet? Do you exercise and sleep enough? Are you under a large amount of stress? If your body is lacking in health, your hair will be lacking as well. Your hair growth rate will be at its maximum when you are at your healthiest.
3. Make some dietary changes. Hair consists of protein (because hair is keretinized protein) so be sure that you are getting enough. Incorporate foods from all food groups - especially protein. Nuts, poultry, vegetables, fruits, grains, eggs, etc. all contribute to hair health. Bacon is a hair superfood because of the B-Complex vitamins and protein, but frequent consumption is not recommended because it can add to your waist line.
4. Consider taking a daily vitamin supplement. There are many options on the market nowadays. Research the multi-vitamins which may work best for you. Other vitamins and minerals that are believed to contribute to hair growth are: biotin, beta-carotene, biosil, b complexes, magnesium, sulfur, zinc, silica, nettle, and flaxseed oil.A good hair vitamin will contain all of the nutrients necessary for overall health, as well as those specific to hair growth. Biotin and MSM are ingredients every hair vitamin should contain. Biotin promotes cell growth, the production of fatty acids, metabolism of fats, and amino acids. MSM lengthens the hair growth phase. Using a combination of the two is beneficial for healthy hair. Using an amino acid supplement is not necessary for growing longer hair. Amino Acids are the building blocks of protein. Thy are found in foods of animal origin, such as meat, poultry, fish, eggs, and dairy products. Most Americans eat more than enough protein for to supply these amino acids. Only strict vegetarians need to be concerned with their protein intake. So one may assume that using an amino acid supplement can only make hair grow faster.[1]
5. Stimulate blood flow to your scalp. One of the two main ways is by doing cardio. There are many benefits to cardio - staying fit, being healthier, glowing skin, and increased blood flow, which can get rid of strange hues that some people get on their legs and increase hair growth. The other main way of stimulating blood flow is by massaging your scalp. Take the tips of your fingers and massage your scalp all over, for about 5 minutes.
6. Do not over brush your hair and NEVER use a bristled brush, as this will tear and damage your hair. Not to mention it doesn't feel very nice. (Boar bristled brushes, however, are in fact good for your hair as they "maintain good hair condition by keeping it clean, stimulating the scalp and distributing oils for a healthy, glossy look, without ever damaging it or causing split ends."
7. Do not brush your hair when it is wet. Wet hair is very elastic and prone to breakage. De-tangle your hair with your fingers or a wide-toothed comb.
8. Do not over wash your hair. The oils that your scalp produces can be beneficial to the health of your hair. If you wash your hair every day, consider skipping a day or only using conditioner one day instead of both shampoo and conditioner. Shampooing everyday may be necessary for oily hair, but normal hair can get by with shampooing about 2-4 times a week, and dry hair is best when you shampoo about 1-2 a week. Curly hair (types 3A-4C) can be shampooed as little as once a week, to once every two weeks, because curly hair tends to be dryer.
9. Use a shampoo/conditioner that is right for your hair. For instance, if you have dry, frizzy hair, you should not be using products designed for oily hair.
10. Look into using a leave-in conditioner and/or hot oil treatments. Your local beauty supply store (i.e. Sally's) will have many options to choose from. Make sure to read the directions beforehand!
11. Cut back on the coloring sessions, which will inevitably cause your hair damage. If you must color your hair, look into some of the newer dyes available which offer more moisturizing protection when dying. If you want to dye your hair a shade of red, try dying it naturally with henna. If you want to dye your hair black, you can try dying it with a combination of henna and indigo.
12. Use protective styles, which are hair styles that keep your hair up and unexposed from environmental damage. Some examples would be buns, ponytails, plaits, cornrows, French braids, etc. This is very effective for a person whose hair is above shoulder length, because the hair tends to rub against clothes. Use them loosely, though, as you don't want to yank on your roots and scalp.
13. When pulling back your hair, use smooth bands and clips. Avoid metal clips that can tangle and break hair, and never use bare rubber/elastic bands on your hair or hair bands that contain metal connections.
14. Avoid excessively hot water as well as blow dryers and curling irons. If you must use a blow dryer, invest in a diffuser.
15. Consider wearing a cap or scarf of some sort when outside. Excessive heat/cold, wind and the elements can damage your hair.
16. You may also choose to invest in a silk/satin hair wrap or a silk/satin pillowcase to reduce damage to your hair when you toss and turn at night.
17. Remember to have patience. Scalp hair grows at an average rate of 0.4 mm/day (approximately 0.5 in/month). Unless you are genetically programed that you grow hair faster, it will take some good old fashioned time and patience to see the desired results. [2] Your hair growth tends to decrease during colder months. Try as you might, it may take years to grow your hair to a desired length, curly or straight. With trends changing so quickly, you have to consider that by the time your hair is long, it may be more in style to have shorter hair. Be diligent and have patience, and you will at the very least be rewarded with beautiful, healthy, if not long, hair. Love your hair and don't damage it!
This holiday, my face grow some pimples and makes me feel frustrated of it... cant be blamed since I study during the day and at night, I play my nintendo DS until sometimes didnt sleep at all so thats why pimples start to grow on my face =.= ... haiz need to get rid of it before school reopen and there are 2 days left lol. My parents say that my hormone start raging because they noticed some slight growth on me but I think nothing has changed about me also...
According to a health website, if pimples grow on your:
-forehead = pressure
-nose = eat and drinking prob
-left cheek = sleep not enough
-right cheek = breathing prob
-down your mouth = bladder prob
Most of my pimps grow on the left side lol
My hair also grow very long already especially the side burn. Just in a month, my hair grows so long... usually my hair takes 3 months to regrow but now only takes 1 month only. Looks like the methods to regrow your hair I follow in Wikihow really works lol! Below is a direct 'copy and paste' article from Wikihow, I follow mostly all their methods lol:
1. Assess the current condition of your hair. Is it healthy, shiny and smooth, or has it been damaged from heat, sun, coloring, etc.? You don't want to grow out hair that is damaged and scraggly. If you suffer from split, thin, and dry ends, seriously consider getting a trim to remove as much of the damage as possible. Split ends will not slow down growth, as your hair grows from the scalp, but getting rid of them will make your hair more neat and attractive.
2. Look at your overall health and your lifestyle. How is your diet? Do you exercise and sleep enough? Are you under a large amount of stress? If your body is lacking in health, your hair will be lacking as well. Your hair growth rate will be at its maximum when you are at your healthiest.
3. Make some dietary changes. Hair consists of protein (because hair is keretinized protein) so be sure that you are getting enough. Incorporate foods from all food groups - especially protein. Nuts, poultry, vegetables, fruits, grains, eggs, etc. all contribute to hair health. Bacon is a hair superfood because of the B-Complex vitamins and protein, but frequent consumption is not recommended because it can add to your waist line.
4. Consider taking a daily vitamin supplement. There are many options on the market nowadays. Research the multi-vitamins which may work best for you. Other vitamins and minerals that are believed to contribute to hair growth are: biotin, beta-carotene, biosil, b complexes, magnesium, sulfur, zinc, silica, nettle, and flaxseed oil.A good hair vitamin will contain all of the nutrients necessary for overall health, as well as those specific to hair growth. Biotin and MSM are ingredients every hair vitamin should contain. Biotin promotes cell growth, the production of fatty acids, metabolism of fats, and amino acids. MSM lengthens the hair growth phase. Using a combination of the two is beneficial for healthy hair. Using an amino acid supplement is not necessary for growing longer hair. Amino Acids are the building blocks of protein. Thy are found in foods of animal origin, such as meat, poultry, fish, eggs, and dairy products. Most Americans eat more than enough protein for to supply these amino acids. Only strict vegetarians need to be concerned with their protein intake. So one may assume that using an amino acid supplement can only make hair grow faster.[1]
5. Stimulate blood flow to your scalp. One of the two main ways is by doing cardio. There are many benefits to cardio - staying fit, being healthier, glowing skin, and increased blood flow, which can get rid of strange hues that some people get on their legs and increase hair growth. The other main way of stimulating blood flow is by massaging your scalp. Take the tips of your fingers and massage your scalp all over, for about 5 minutes.
6. Do not over brush your hair and NEVER use a bristled brush, as this will tear and damage your hair. Not to mention it doesn't feel very nice. (Boar bristled brushes, however, are in fact good for your hair as they "maintain good hair condition by keeping it clean, stimulating the scalp and distributing oils for a healthy, glossy look, without ever damaging it or causing split ends."
7. Do not brush your hair when it is wet. Wet hair is very elastic and prone to breakage. De-tangle your hair with your fingers or a wide-toothed comb.
8. Do not over wash your hair. The oils that your scalp produces can be beneficial to the health of your hair. If you wash your hair every day, consider skipping a day or only using conditioner one day instead of both shampoo and conditioner. Shampooing everyday may be necessary for oily hair, but normal hair can get by with shampooing about 2-4 times a week, and dry hair is best when you shampoo about 1-2 a week. Curly hair (types 3A-4C) can be shampooed as little as once a week, to once every two weeks, because curly hair tends to be dryer.
9. Use a shampoo/conditioner that is right for your hair. For instance, if you have dry, frizzy hair, you should not be using products designed for oily hair.
10. Look into using a leave-in conditioner and/or hot oil treatments. Your local beauty supply store (i.e. Sally's) will have many options to choose from. Make sure to read the directions beforehand!
11. Cut back on the coloring sessions, which will inevitably cause your hair damage. If you must color your hair, look into some of the newer dyes available which offer more moisturizing protection when dying. If you want to dye your hair a shade of red, try dying it naturally with henna. If you want to dye your hair black, you can try dying it with a combination of henna and indigo.
12. Use protective styles, which are hair styles that keep your hair up and unexposed from environmental damage. Some examples would be buns, ponytails, plaits, cornrows, French braids, etc. This is very effective for a person whose hair is above shoulder length, because the hair tends to rub against clothes. Use them loosely, though, as you don't want to yank on your roots and scalp.
13. When pulling back your hair, use smooth bands and clips. Avoid metal clips that can tangle and break hair, and never use bare rubber/elastic bands on your hair or hair bands that contain metal connections.
14. Avoid excessively hot water as well as blow dryers and curling irons. If you must use a blow dryer, invest in a diffuser.
15. Consider wearing a cap or scarf of some sort when outside. Excessive heat/cold, wind and the elements can damage your hair.
16. You may also choose to invest in a silk/satin hair wrap or a silk/satin pillowcase to reduce damage to your hair when you toss and turn at night.
17. Remember to have patience. Scalp hair grows at an average rate of 0.4 mm/day (approximately 0.5 in/month). Unless you are genetically programed that you grow hair faster, it will take some good old fashioned time and patience to see the desired results. [2] Your hair growth tends to decrease during colder months. Try as you might, it may take years to grow your hair to a desired length, curly or straight. With trends changing so quickly, you have to consider that by the time your hair is long, it may be more in style to have shorter hair. Be diligent and have patience, and you will at the very least be rewarded with beautiful, healthy, if not long, hair. Love your hair and don't damage it!
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Kenshin vs Enishi OVA version
Oftenly, I used to reread Kenshin's summary in my own blog especially the fight between Kenshin and Enishi. Now I found one in youtube and it is in OVA version. The OVA version is different from the comic version but still, both of them are good to watch too. Watching back at those videos bring back some good old memories...
This is about Enishi wants to kill Kenshin to revenge his sister Tomoe's death
Since Im lazy to search back in youtube about those videos, why not embed it here lol. Besides, share it here is a good idea too I think ;)
*Too much spotlight for Kenshin in my blog for this month already? Lol.
*Enishi kinda reminds me about heng bong too, geez 2 muscular-freak guys, looking at their intimidating muscles makes you wanna gulp lol! Ha, joking!
This is about Enishi wants to kill Kenshin to revenge his sister Tomoe's death
Since Im lazy to search back in youtube about those videos, why not embed it here lol. Besides, share it here is a good idea too I think ;)
*Too much spotlight for Kenshin in my blog for this month already? Lol.
*Enishi kinda reminds me about heng bong too, geez 2 muscular-freak guys, looking at their intimidating muscles makes you wanna gulp lol! Ha, joking!
Thursday 21 August 2008
Starting from last month, I saw my 2nd sis wan rong was blogging at the com and I felt curious what she is typing in her blog, so I walked quietly close to her and get noticed by her so I dunno what's my sis blog's url. But today, I finally found it wahahahahahaha!! She forgot to log out lol! Thats why I found it.
Reading her blog, I find out that she always lost her temper outside =.=. Well, not a surprise since my 2nd sis is hot tempered and her behaviour is that easy to get angry type lol... but cant be blamed since her horoscope is Scorpion >.<
Ok la, to be fair, I will write out all my family member's bad habits here:
1. Me
In house, all my family members used to label me as 'mr cool' because they say no matter how bad a situation is, I still can stay calm while they all are already rushing and busy here and there. One more thing is lazy because of my poor exam results lol.
2. 1st sis, wan zhen
A self-centered person, didnt help to do housework before
3. 2nd sis, wan rong
Bad and hot tempered person
4. My little bro, yuan shing
Little prince
Before I forgot her blog's url, I have to type it here just in case...
melody-of-future (blogspot.com)
shheeesssshhhhhh.... XD
Reading her blog, I find out that she always lost her temper outside =.=. Well, not a surprise since my 2nd sis is hot tempered and her behaviour is that easy to get angry type lol... but cant be blamed since her horoscope is Scorpion >.<
Ok la, to be fair, I will write out all my family member's bad habits here:
1. Me
In house, all my family members used to label me as 'mr cool' because they say no matter how bad a situation is, I still can stay calm while they all are already rushing and busy here and there. One more thing is lazy because of my poor exam results lol.
2. 1st sis, wan zhen
A self-centered person, didnt help to do housework before
3. 2nd sis, wan rong
Bad and hot tempered person
4. My little bro, yuan shing
Little prince
Before I forgot her blog's url, I have to type it here just in case...
melody-of-future (blogspot.com)
shheeesssshhhhhh.... XD
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Wednesday 20 August 2008
I have been busy nowadays and didnt get the chance to use the computer until today =.=. My holiday is still good la because I sneaked out my nintendo ds from my mum's room to play lol. Nothing much happened besides of that.
I will answer some questions here too:
1. Do you have a maid?
No, Im not rich.
2. Do you stay in bungallow or big houses?
No, my house is 2 storey only.
3. Do you have astro?
Once before when I was form 1-5, then cancelled.
4. Favourite show?
Most of them are korean dramas. I think my favourite one is princess hour and princess hour s... both of them are korean dramas.
5. How to see blog statistics?
Pages means the total clicks to my page
Pages today means total click to my page for today
Visits means the total visitors
Visits today means total visitors for today
EDIT:
Just now when I searched for Kenshin pics, I saw this cosplay pic of Kenshin(Battousai) and Tomoe:
I must admit that this cosplay work is good. Everything is so accurate... Tomoe (right) should be taller than Kenshin (left), Kenshin should look slender (skinny) and have some 'dark' look since this is how he looks when he is young when he was a battousai before he meets Kaoru who changed his life. Everything is prefect and accurate, except for the sword =.=. The sword Kenshin use when he was a battousai should be a regular katana sword, not reverse-edged sword. Reverse-edged sword should be the sword Kenshin use after he vows not to kill people anymore. But this pic is nice! I like it and this give me some ideas too...
But both of them are girls in the cosplay pic.
Related note, this is Kenshin's profile:
Name: Himura Kenshin
Height: 158cm (luckily, Im 165cm, phew)
Weight: 48kg (same as my current weight, never achieved 50 kg before!!)
Born:1849
Birthdate: 20 June
Zodiac: Gemini
Bloodtype: AB type
Equipment: Sakabatou, Sakabatou: true form
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In recent issues of the manga, you discover that his real name was Shinta. His teacher, Hiko gave him the name Kenshin. You also discover that he had been married once before, to a woman named Tomoe.
On the Rurouni Kenshin SONGS album, Kenshin has a solo song of "Aisuru Hito o mamoru tame ni" and a duet with Kaoru called
"Natsu no e". Kenshin's voice actress is Suzukaze Mayo, who also did the 2nd Ending for the television series, "Namida wa shitteiru" (I know the tears)
I will answer some questions here too:
1. Do you have a maid?
No, Im not rich.
2. Do you stay in bungallow or big houses?
No, my house is 2 storey only.
3. Do you have astro?
Once before when I was form 1-5, then cancelled.
4. Favourite show?
Most of them are korean dramas. I think my favourite one is princess hour and princess hour s... both of them are korean dramas.
5. How to see blog statistics?
Pages means the total clicks to my page
Pages today means total click to my page for today
Visits means the total visitors
Visits today means total visitors for today
EDIT:
Just now when I searched for Kenshin pics, I saw this cosplay pic of Kenshin(Battousai) and Tomoe:
I must admit that this cosplay work is good. Everything is so accurate... Tomoe (right) should be taller than Kenshin (left), Kenshin should look slender (skinny) and have some 'dark' look since this is how he looks when he is young when he was a battousai before he meets Kaoru who changed his life. Everything is prefect and accurate, except for the sword =.=. The sword Kenshin use when he was a battousai should be a regular katana sword, not reverse-edged sword. Reverse-edged sword should be the sword Kenshin use after he vows not to kill people anymore. But this pic is nice! I like it and this give me some ideas too...
But both of them are girls in the cosplay pic.
Related note, this is Kenshin's profile:
Name: Himura Kenshin
Height: 158cm (luckily, Im 165cm, phew)
Weight: 48kg (same as my current weight, never achieved 50 kg before!!)
Born:1849
Birthdate: 20 June
Zodiac: Gemini
Bloodtype: AB type
Equipment: Sakabatou, Sakabatou: true form
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In recent issues of the manga, you discover that his real name was Shinta. His teacher, Hiko gave him the name Kenshin. You also discover that he had been married once before, to a woman named Tomoe.
On the Rurouni Kenshin SONGS album, Kenshin has a solo song of "Aisuru Hito o mamoru tame ni" and a duet with Kaoru called
"Natsu no e". Kenshin's voice actress is Suzukaze Mayo, who also did the 2nd Ending for the television series, "Namida wa shitteiru" (I know the tears)
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Saturday 16 August 2008
Yesterday friday I was absent from school because feel lazy to go to school again -.-
Nothing much to say here since nothing special happened nowadays except for the hot weather we are having because it's summer now. To asian countries, summer usually ends at 31 August while in western countries, their summer usually ends at 31 September due to time zone differences I think. There's no rain for quite a long time already so its hot here. But even though this summer is hot, nothing is more hotter than heng bong's heat of passion huh? The burning desire and determination of heng bong's eyes (to kao lui lol), the burning hot sexy muscular body of heng bong's, his hot sexy butts and his hot trademark quote 'dont force me' can even melt many girl's heart away lol! Even when stand near beside heng bong also can feel his hotness! Looks like heng bong's heat is hotter than the summer's heat lol! Ha, just joking.
I also can feel that the time is passing faster and faster.
By the way, now is school holiday (for a week only), as usual, happy holiday to everyone! 'Happy holiday' is too common? Wonderful holiday to everyone then!
EDIT- No wonder I feel that the Gundam 00P poster I posted below (I'll be right by your side) is beautiful and nice... because the background got sakura petals falling! Lol! >.<
Nothing much to say here since nothing special happened nowadays except for the hot weather we are having because it's summer now. To asian countries, summer usually ends at 31 August while in western countries, their summer usually ends at 31 September due to time zone differences I think. There's no rain for quite a long time already so its hot here. But even though this summer is hot, nothing is more hotter than heng bong's heat of passion huh? The burning desire and determination of heng bong's eyes (to kao lui lol), the burning hot sexy muscular body of heng bong's, his hot sexy butts and his hot trademark quote 'dont force me' can even melt many girl's heart away lol! Even when stand near beside heng bong also can feel his hotness! Looks like heng bong's heat is hotter than the summer's heat lol! Ha, just joking.
I also can feel that the time is passing faster and faster.
By the way, now is school holiday (for a week only), as usual, happy holiday to everyone! 'Happy holiday' is too common? Wonderful holiday to everyone then!
EDIT- No wonder I feel that the Gundam 00P poster I posted below (I'll be right by your side) is beautiful and nice... because the background got sakura petals falling! Lol! >.<
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
I'll be right by your side
Unable to find any words,
I instinctively reached out to touch your shoulder
And you, without saying anything, coldly broke free
Because of a trivial misunderstanding,
Our young love is giving way
I don't want to see such a sad face
Even though your dream may be dissolving,
Just don't abandon that smile
It's what keeps my own heart glowing...
The starry sky we used to gaze up at together,
Where so much light streamed through
All the memories of that still won't fade away...
If you really listen for it,
You'll begin to hear that phrase
In the melody of the flute that was played...
And behind the sky,
In the tomorrow my heart depicts,
In that same place,
I'll be right by your side once more
Surely we'll be together from now on,
Plunging ahead through these days
Because there could be a meaning to all of this after all
We swore one day to build the future with our own hands
At any cost, on this planet, no matter where on it you are
And behind the sky, in the tomorrow my heart depicts,
In that same place,
I'll be right by your side once more...
I have spent a lot of time on this even though it is short. The main thing that troubles me is the impression I want to express from the pic. Again, my main idea is generated from this pic too.
The pic above is a poster from Gundam 00P, I scanned it from my scanner. Actually, I love this poster very much because everything seems beautiful inside the pic, got some 'romantic' feel. The poster shows the main character from Gundam 00P giving a pendant of lucky charm to his... err girlfriend XD before he went to war. But anyway, the poster tells everything, right? In my room, I keep spending my time looking at this poster... ah, everything is so wonderful in this pic... if you keep looking at the pic, it will generate some artistic feeling to you too(?) By the way, what I can say about this poster is just wonderful...
'I will always be right by your side, forever...'
Updates of my blog
Today I have updated many things in my blog. About whether pn.zaipa got phone my parents about my absent in school today or not, I dont care much... nowadays feel too boring until I have nothing to do around besides study, so if pn.zaipa really called... then good, add some spices in my boring life lol (I sounds like troublemaker? XD). Then I expect heng bong will ask me why didnt come and what bla bla =.=, ah actually I also dont care much about that too, just say whatever you want la, I listen until sien already lol.
About changes in my blog, the most significant thing is the template. I changed my template so that it will match this month's theme 'Every piece of sadness turns into wings', so I changed everything into blue-ish to match the 'feel'. I also changed my profile too, it is just way too boring if my profile description is always the same. Overall, I have changed everything into a more 'relaxing' look :)
About changes in my blog, the most significant thing is the template. I changed my template so that it will match this month's theme 'Every piece of sadness turns into wings', so I changed everything into blue-ish to match the 'feel'. I also changed my profile too, it is just way too boring if my profile description is always the same. Overall, I have changed everything into a more 'relaxing' look :)
Gundam 00 season 2- 2nd trailer preview
Gundam 00 season 2 has released the 2nd trailer. Gundam 00 season 2 starts at October and there are already many fans that cant wait until October. Here's the video from youtube.
This is the 2nd trailer. From what I had heard, the song in this video is the new opening song for Gundam 00 season 2 (well, Im not sure too).
For those who missed out the 1st trailer of Gundam 00 season 2, here it is:
In this distorted world borns a new hope...
The 'power' that can change the world arrives!
Gundam 00 and Setsuna, go go go!
Information from the official site - http://www.gundam00.net/character/index.html
The Japanese words in the official site arent difficult at all as most of them got chinese words inside lol.
Upcoming Exia and 00 Gundam models
Its been a while since I didnt post anything about Gundams... so a healthy dose of Gundam posts wouldnt hurt too much, right? XD
SD BB Exia Gundam. Has been released, waiting it to hit our local stores. Probably my must buy list. BB Exia is cute, right? Suitable for Exia fans like me lol.
1/144 HG Double O Gundam, the 'power' that can change the world arrives at October!
1/100 Exia Gundam in Trans-Am mode, late August release, my must buy list too...
SD BB Exia Gundam. Has been released, waiting it to hit our local stores. Probably my must buy list. BB Exia is cute, right? Suitable for Exia fans like me lol.
1/144 HG Double O Gundam, the 'power' that can change the world arrives at October!
1/100 Exia Gundam in Trans-Am mode, late August release, my must buy list too...
200th post
Its coming again - 200 posts! What I have to say here? Since I have been busy nowadays, I guess I will just say about my blog's stats in this 200th post.
I start blogging at 13 March 2008. That time, I thought of the idea of blogging since my friends inspired me to blog, and since I didnt play any games anymore, so why not start a blog? Thats what I was thinking that time. Then later, I was addicted to it and I find out that there are many many things I want to write and tell about. It is my wish to tell the whole world about my interest, my life, dreams, hopes and my views about life. Sure, everyone has a story to tell, right?When I started blogging, I have some difficulties in choosing which language and finally I have chosen english because I find out that typing in chinese is way too slow and there are many 'chinese ping ying' that confused me lol. Besides, it is better to type in english since it can improve my vocabulary... if you noticed all my posts, from the 1st post until now, my english keeps improving post by post... thats what my friends told me. But up until now, I still use simple english to type, I dunno how to use those bombastic and complicated words yet.
In March, there are only less than 5 visitors since I just started this blog. This continues until around May or June, the number of visitors start to grow constant... until now (August), my blog has a constant number of at least 10 visitors each day and the maximum number of visitors is 37 in a day. But usually you can also see my blog's stat beside too by just clicking it.
Finally, I wish everyone the best in their life. :) Thanks for support too!
I start blogging at 13 March 2008. That time, I thought of the idea of blogging since my friends inspired me to blog, and since I didnt play any games anymore, so why not start a blog? Thats what I was thinking that time. Then later, I was addicted to it and I find out that there are many many things I want to write and tell about. It is my wish to tell the whole world about my interest, my life, dreams, hopes and my views about life. Sure, everyone has a story to tell, right?When I started blogging, I have some difficulties in choosing which language and finally I have chosen english because I find out that typing in chinese is way too slow and there are many 'chinese ping ying' that confused me lol. Besides, it is better to type in english since it can improve my vocabulary... if you noticed all my posts, from the 1st post until now, my english keeps improving post by post... thats what my friends told me. But up until now, I still use simple english to type, I dunno how to use those bombastic and complicated words yet.
In March, there are only less than 5 visitors since I just started this blog. This continues until around May or June, the number of visitors start to grow constant... until now (August), my blog has a constant number of at least 10 visitors each day and the maximum number of visitors is 37 in a day. But usually you can also see my blog's stat beside too by just clicking it.
Finally, I wish everyone the best in their life. :) Thanks for support too!
Poll- Who do you think heng bong loves the most? RESULTS
The poll has ended! What is the public opinion about heng bong's love interest? The result is already out!
- There are 4 votes that thinks heng bong's target is in our class
- There are 12 votes that thinks heng bong's target is little sis from form 1-5
- There are 2 votes that thinks heng bong's target is someone from lower 6
- There is 1 vote that thinks heng bong's target is mei shan
- There is 1 vote that think heng bong is a gay
- There are 12 votes that thinks heng bong is just a playboy
So according to the results, it can be concluded that the public thinks heng bong's target is little sis from form 1-5 or he's just a playboy. Up until now, it is still a mystery for someone to think who is heng bong's target since heng bong always keep switching his target here and there... but just in case some girls read this post, dont go suicide yet if heng bong's target is not you. Keep work hard to grab heng bong's heart so that he wont keep switching targets. Lol just joking.
- There are 4 votes that thinks heng bong's target is in our class
- There are 12 votes that thinks heng bong's target is little sis from form 1-5
- There are 2 votes that thinks heng bong's target is someone from lower 6
- There is 1 vote that thinks heng bong's target is mei shan
- There is 1 vote that think heng bong is a gay
- There are 12 votes that thinks heng bong is just a playboy
So according to the results, it can be concluded that the public thinks heng bong's target is little sis from form 1-5 or he's just a playboy. Up until now, it is still a mystery for someone to think who is heng bong's target since heng bong always keep switching his target here and there... but just in case some girls read this post, dont go suicide yet if heng bong's target is not you. Keep work hard to grab heng bong's heart so that he wont keep switching targets. Lol just joking.
Wednesday 13 August 2008
Today I go cafe because I feel bored in school. Nowadays I feel that going to school is meaningless since the syllabus has finished and what I did nowadays in school like doing nothing at all, if I wanna revise I rather do it at home. Yesterday in school, I feel bored for the whole day... during school lessons, my mind keep screaming :' boooooooooooooorrrrrrrrrrriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnggggg...'. Thats why I dont want to go to school today. Besides, too long didnt go cafe, today when I go my heart keep thumping madly lol. One more thing is I seldom do bad things during hungry ghost festival... sometimes I sense some strong presence when I walk around.
Recent happenings:
- Keep having nightmares when I sleep
- I feel that my school trousers seems to be too tight to me since last week. Time to change the size from 27 to 28? But no money man, besides this doesnt worth it since there are few more months to go and the school will be over.
- School is way too boring
Recent happenings:
- Keep having nightmares when I sleep
- I feel that my school trousers seems to be too tight to me since last week. Time to change the size from 27 to 28? But no money man, besides this doesnt worth it since there are few more months to go and the school will be over.
- School is way too boring
Sunday, August 10, 2008
A heart that is raining deep inside...
It is raining now
My feelings now is just like the rain
The rain is hitting all over me
Like daggers of ice
But it doesn’t hurt a lot
Because there is something that hurts me more than this…
The rain is wet
It is as though all my feelings have been washed away by the rain
Leaving all my feelings behind
Only imprinting the raining feel in my heart…
The sound of rain is all over
Repeating and repeating
It is just a plain and simple sound
The sound of rain represents the sound deep inside my heart…
The weather is cold
It is as though my heart has been frozen
By this freezing cold air
Leaving my heart all alone under the rain, frozen solid…
The sky is white
The mist of rain is everywhere
I have lost my sense of direction under this situation
My soul is wandering around in this misty raining white sky…
Just as I am wandering around in this cold rain…
Suddenly, the daggers of ice aren’t hitting me anymore
Deep inside my frozen solid heart…
I feel a familiar warmness…
Then I saw you standing beside me, smiling warmly
Holding an umbrella for me…
No matter how painful my heart is…
No matter how sad I am…
No matter how much tears in my heart…
No matter how lonely I am…
No matter how lost I am…
No matter how heavy the rain is…
No matter how rainy my heart is…
You are always beside,
Holding an umbrella for me…
My main idea is generally generated by the pic above. The pic above shows Kaoru holding an umbrella for Kenshin. In the manga and anime, I always see that no matter how Kenshin look strong and determined in the outside, but actually his heart is ‘raining’ with the burden of killing people in his past, revenge cases and want to protect someone that is so important to him… sometimes his heart is wandering around in his past too, that makes me feel a bit touched by his thoughts. In life, sometimes you saw someone looks so normal in the outside, but how can you know his heart is actually raining deep inside?
This pic also reminds me about the pic we drew for wei gang about wei gang holding an umbrella for… forgot that girl’s name lolz. I wonder who drew that umbrella for wei gang, good idea man. Yeah, wei gang, faster ‘gang’ that girl away lol!
Anyway, some of you might don’t understand the meaning of this poem because I include only little details inside, you might wanna read twice to understand the whole meaning too XD. And yes, I am expressing more than one meaning in a single paragraph too. After you reread, reread and reread but still don’t understand, then I suggest you to go get wet under the rain when you feel sad…
This poem is dedicated to Kenshin and Kaoru, that’s what people say ‘romance under the umbrella in a rainy day’ huh? Haha.
Finally I will end the whole thing with…
‘Can someone hold an umbrella for me when my heart is raining?’
Sunday August 10 2008
Now its only 1pm so I dont have anything to say about today yet. Here Im just going to say what happened recently.
Recent happenings:
- Nicholas Teo beats Siti Nurhaliza and being voted as malaysian's most favourite singer. Nicholas, I always believe that you can do it! Yeah!
- Beijing Olympic
- Boring school. Dunno whats the point of going school nowadays since our syllabus had finished. Go to school only revise and I rather do it at home... but never mind la, go to school play with friends ^.^
Upcoming events:
17/8- Erika Toda's birthday! That model that acts as Misa in Death Note The Last Name movie! Im her fan lol
18/8- Hong yi's birthday. How to celebrate leh huh hong yi? *evil grin*
- School holiday is coming
- Going to be 200 posts, Im going to do some upgrade and new look for my blog so going to take some nice time for this.
Recent happenings:
- Nicholas Teo beats Siti Nurhaliza and being voted as malaysian's most favourite singer. Nicholas, I always believe that you can do it! Yeah!
- Beijing Olympic
- Boring school. Dunno whats the point of going school nowadays since our syllabus had finished. Go to school only revise and I rather do it at home... but never mind la, go to school play with friends ^.^
Upcoming events:
17/8- Erika Toda's birthday! That model that acts as Misa in Death Note The Last Name movie! Im her fan lol
18/8- Hong yi's birthday. How to celebrate leh huh hong yi? *evil grin*
- School holiday is coming
- Going to be 200 posts, Im going to do some upgrade and new look for my blog so going to take some nice time for this.
Beijing Olympic 2008's Mascot
Beijing Olympic is around the corner and I know everyone is hot watching it. While the Olympic is hot around this time, I bought those Beijing Olympic’s mascots when I was in Guangzhou last year. The pic above shows those 5 plush toys of the mascots and 5 key chains of the mascots, both are limited edition, bought them with the total amount of 150 yuan (rm75). About limited edition… I dunno much la lol. All of them are bought from those official beijing olympic store. The word ‘limited edition’ hooked me to buy them. But overall, they look nice, right? I thought that they are cute too. XD
These 5 mascots name can form the word of ‘bei jing huan ying ni’ or Beijing welcomes you in English. Yeah I know many of you already know that too, just wanna write it down just in case I forgot in the future.
Saturday, August 9, 2008
Saturday August 9 2008
What I did today is just study the whole day, nothing else. Parents dont allow me to use the computer and finally they went out and I get the chance to use it. Beijing Olympic yesterday is a hit. Their presentation is superb. I also didnt go to school today because feel lazy to go. Oh ya heng bong's poll is going to over soon and the result is the public thinks that who heng bong loves the most is someone from form1-5 (thanks to hong yi's spamming (?) lol). By the way, if ignore the spam results, the true answer is 'none of above. heng bong is just a playboy' lol! I think this answer suit heng bong the best haha. Ya heng bong, you asked me what will I do if I online? Write about you in my blog again? The answer is yes lol! (Dont provoke me ah)
Monday
My friends talked about the shorter a person is, the longer life span that person is. This is because the blood can pump through all our body parts more easily if our body is shorter since when we get old, our heart will become weaker and it will be a burden for the heart to pump the blood to the whole body. I think this is quite logical also...
Friday
Went IOI with hong yi to watch Rogue. Oh ya hong yi brought his sis and bro along too. What I can say is hong yi's sis is tall and quite pretty la lol (hong yi, I bet you will tell her about this >.<), his little bro, standard 6 only also as tall as me already, this makes me feel ashamed of my height lolz! Oh ya hong yi, you asked me which type of girl I like? I think you already know the answer even if I didnt say it. If you really want me to say it out, what I will say is pretty or not doesnt really matter la... this world is so big, lenglui and lengzai out there is so many like hell, wanna see also see until eyes become flower, wanna pick also is a tough choice so it doesnt matter la. What the most important is the person that understands you the best, thats all >.<
By the way, Rogue is an average show, ok ok la. I love seeing the fear look at those actors and actresses face in the movie lol.
Monday
My friends talked about the shorter a person is, the longer life span that person is. This is because the blood can pump through all our body parts more easily if our body is shorter since when we get old, our heart will become weaker and it will be a burden for the heart to pump the blood to the whole body. I think this is quite logical also...
Friday
Went IOI with hong yi to watch Rogue. Oh ya hong yi brought his sis and bro along too. What I can say is hong yi's sis is tall and quite pretty la lol (hong yi, I bet you will tell her about this >.<), his little bro, standard 6 only also as tall as me already, this makes me feel ashamed of my height lolz! Oh ya hong yi, you asked me which type of girl I like? I think you already know the answer even if I didnt say it. If you really want me to say it out, what I will say is pretty or not doesnt really matter la... this world is so big, lenglui and lengzai out there is so many like hell, wanna see also see until eyes become flower, wanna pick also is a tough choice so it doesnt matter la. What the most important is the person that understands you the best, thats all >.<
By the way, Rogue is an average show, ok ok la. I love seeing the fear look at those actors and actresses face in the movie lol.
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Cross The Countless Waves
My heart softens as I look up at the sky
It makes me feel like I am just like a little ant
That lives in this big big world
When can I fly whenever I want to just like the birds do?
I am just as busy as a little ant
Working endlessly just to survive in this cruel world
Everyday is repeating again and again until I feel sick of it
But do I have any choices to choose?
Sometimes I feel like I am just as strong as a little ant
Being able to carry those huge and heavy things with just a hand
But how wrong I am
No matter how confident and strong I feel about myself
My heart is actually fragile just like an ant
All my heart and body shatter into pieces when anyone steps on me
Just like an ant, being stepped and pressed by humans
Sometimes I feel like shouting and screaming out loud in this cruel world
I wanna laugh, cry, shout, talk and scream
But no matter how loud it is, nobody hears me
I am just like an ant that shows no emotion and keep silent all the time
Do you saw an ant smile or scream before anyway?
I am just an ant that nobody understands
Whenever people saw me, they just press or step on me without any mercy and hesitation
Why people do so?
Is it because I look ugly?
Is it because you get annoyed by me when Im working?
Yeah, people think that Im annoying but did they understand my true feelings?
I just want to search for food to live in this cruel world
I will not hurt you unless you hurt me or destroy my house
I just want to look for food and you kill me just like that
Ah… looks like Im just a little ant that no one understands after all
A pity little ant that always busy working endlessly
A pity little ant that couldnt fly
A pity little ant that no one understand at all
It must be really suffering to live in such a cruel world
Maybe its right for people to kill ants to end their sufferings
A few seconds of pain and death is better than suffering the whole life
Living in such a cruel world and life
Sometimes I hope that I will not wake up
I want to be in my own dream world forever
But no matter how long I sleep
I still wake up in the end
And realize that I still have a long journey to go…
I believe even little ants like me can fly one day
I believe dreams can become reality
Even human’s wildest dreams…
Every piece of sadness will turn into wings…
Be like a bird
Cross the countless waves
My wishes…
My dreams…
Are over the airspace…
Actually the title 'just like an ant' is more suitable but I just wanna give some positive impression so I named the title 'Cross The Countless Waves' instead. My life has too many waves coming too by the way...
This main idea comes from what had happened to me recently, I just write out my current feelings here. I get inspired when I saw an ant and just kill it without a second thought then later I realize my life is just like an ant… many people kill ants without a second thought because no one understands them, they just search for food to survive and we just kill them like that but actually the ants didn’t really harm us, we just find them annoying so we kill them.
But I think and think again, maybe we can end the ants suffering just by killing them.
So if we kill the ants, that means we don’t understand them
But if we kill the ants, that means we let them continue to suffer in their life forever…
Which is the best way then?
But I will choose to live, because I believe someday and one day, my dreams will come true… I want to survive and wait until that day arrives… just like Rurouni Kenshin’s 2nd ending song, ‘I know the tears’, every piece of sadness turn into wings…
By the way, this ends this month’s theme ‘Be like a bird. Cross the countless waves. My wishes are over the airspace.’ (the theme on top of my blog)
Believe until the day your dreams come true
Sunday, August 3, 2008
Why wanna become a good guy also hard?
Someone asked me that why wanna become a good guy also hard in the last post. So I think this is a good question.
Well, I say so because of the report card incident. My teacher saw my report card has some stickers and she thought that I changed my results in the report card to show my parents and then I sticked it back with the actual results in the report card. But the truth is my report card gets wet because of rain and the pages has been torn out, so I was doing good by sticking it back but get misunderstood by my teacher. Thats why sometimes you are doing good things but get misunderstood by the others.
Besides, some teachers and even my parents label me as a lazy person that didnt study at all. But really, I did my very very best in my 2nd exam but it turns out to be still the same poor results. I know I cant blame anyone but can only blame myself for that. But how good it is if they can think of my situation based on a different angle of views...
Furthermore, whenever pn zaipa mentioned about ponteng (playing truant in english), she often turn her eyes on me whenever the word 'ponteng' is there. I admit that was the last year's case, but how about this year? I have changed a lot and try not to absent from school anymore but I have the feeling that she still label me as a person that play truant. Yeah, I feel frustrated with this but this cant be blamed too. But cant she see that I have improved and have became a good boy? It is just like you do something wrong and later you improve yourself so that you will never did the same mistakes again but people still thinks that you are still the same bad guy because the mistakes you did in the past. Yeah, a bad guy becomes a good guy but others still say you are the bad guy? You are trying hard to be a good guy but... ah enough of that.
So thats why I say its hard to be a good guy nowadays. Sometimes you are doing good things but get misunderstood by people. I even thinking of giving up to be a good guy sometimes because of this... becoming a bad guy is more easier that being a good guy. But still, I believe that one day and someday they will understand(?)...
I end this post with a long
Hhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Well, I say so because of the report card incident. My teacher saw my report card has some stickers and she thought that I changed my results in the report card to show my parents and then I sticked it back with the actual results in the report card. But the truth is my report card gets wet because of rain and the pages has been torn out, so I was doing good by sticking it back but get misunderstood by my teacher. Thats why sometimes you are doing good things but get misunderstood by the others.
Besides, some teachers and even my parents label me as a lazy person that didnt study at all. But really, I did my very very best in my 2nd exam but it turns out to be still the same poor results. I know I cant blame anyone but can only blame myself for that. But how good it is if they can think of my situation based on a different angle of views...
Furthermore, whenever pn zaipa mentioned about ponteng (playing truant in english), she often turn her eyes on me whenever the word 'ponteng' is there. I admit that was the last year's case, but how about this year? I have changed a lot and try not to absent from school anymore but I have the feeling that she still label me as a person that play truant. Yeah, I feel frustrated with this but this cant be blamed too. But cant she see that I have improved and have became a good boy? It is just like you do something wrong and later you improve yourself so that you will never did the same mistakes again but people still thinks that you are still the same bad guy because the mistakes you did in the past. Yeah, a bad guy becomes a good guy but others still say you are the bad guy? You are trying hard to be a good guy but... ah enough of that.
So thats why I say its hard to be a good guy nowadays. Sometimes you are doing good things but get misunderstood by people. I even thinking of giving up to be a good guy sometimes because of this... becoming a bad guy is more easier that being a good guy. But still, I believe that one day and someday they will understand(?)...
I end this post with a long
Hhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Sunday 3 August 2008
It is another Sunday again and it is already August now, July has just passed...
In school, I often fell asleep in class because I feel tired, too many work to do (tuition, study) these 2 things had already make me feel tired enough. So before school, assembly, perhimpunan, recess or pp, I will take a nap sometimes. This week what happened in class is the graduation cert has been given to us to fill up. This makes me think: Ah, finally, our form 6 journey is going to end soon. But later here comes a 2nd thought, that is I tend to regret later after form 6 because I will never see my friends around again, I mean there's a lesser chance. Cant joke around, chatting here and there with friends around like in class after STPM is over. I often think this way: Why the time passes so slow and STPM has still a long way to go? Then time passes and STPM is finally over, I will scold myself that why time passes so fast? Yeah, thats what I will think in the end as usual and as expected =.=. About the class trip in December one I cant go because the date crashed with my plane flight to guangzhou which is Dec 8... when I was thinking and thinking about this until friday they want to book the flight's ticket... oh no need to think about it already lolz. Anyway I probably will go for the Genting trip. So Im sorry guys XD.
As usual, my life is busy busy busy busy busy.
Recent happenings:
- Beijing Olympic has many difficulties again... terrorism plan, haze...
- Corruption here and there (well, not quite a surprise too, hmph!)
- Hired killers (wow, looks like I dont want to be succesful in my career in future just in case rival hires a killer to go after me...)
- Random stabbings in Japan again again and again (err that means its not safe for me to go for sakura sight seeing there? Noooo)
- Ghost festival
- Haze (wow I love it for some reason)
- No songs for me...
- Handphone has been confiscated
- Still syillings
In school, I often fell asleep in class because I feel tired, too many work to do (tuition, study) these 2 things had already make me feel tired enough. So before school, assembly, perhimpunan, recess or pp, I will take a nap sometimes. This week what happened in class is the graduation cert has been given to us to fill up. This makes me think: Ah, finally, our form 6 journey is going to end soon. But later here comes a 2nd thought, that is I tend to regret later after form 6 because I will never see my friends around again, I mean there's a lesser chance. Cant joke around, chatting here and there with friends around like in class after STPM is over. I often think this way: Why the time passes so slow and STPM has still a long way to go? Then time passes and STPM is finally over, I will scold myself that why time passes so fast? Yeah, thats what I will think in the end as usual and as expected =.=. About the class trip in December one I cant go because the date crashed with my plane flight to guangzhou which is Dec 8... when I was thinking and thinking about this until friday they want to book the flight's ticket... oh no need to think about it already lolz. Anyway I probably will go for the Genting trip. So Im sorry guys XD.
As usual, my life is busy busy busy busy busy.
Recent happenings:
- Beijing Olympic has many difficulties again... terrorism plan, haze...
- Corruption here and there (well, not quite a surprise too, hmph!)
- Hired killers (wow, looks like I dont want to be succesful in my career in future just in case rival hires a killer to go after me...)
- Random stabbings in Japan again again and again (err that means its not safe for me to go for sakura sight seeing there? Noooo)
- Ghost festival
- Haze (wow I love it for some reason)
- No songs for me...
- Handphone has been confiscated
- Still syillings
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